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- ̗̀ * ( natalia dyer + cisfemale + she/her ) have you seen ( jordan oakley ) walking around campus ? they are a ( twenty-one ) year old ( junior ) studying ( anthropology ). we hear they are a ( member ) in ( theta sigma eta ), and can be ( innovative & reticent ), maybe it’s because they are a ( gemini ). they sort of remind us of ( candy flavored lip balm, midnight on the interstate, and the ritualistic removal of the glitter and glitz of a long night out; a transformation back to self ), maybe we can find out more ! * ̖́-

hey hey! my name is sweet Dee and i’m so excited 2 rp w/ u !! i’m a 21 y/o living in the cst timezone and i’m down w/ she/they pronouns. i’ve got a few kids to hit you with but i’m gonna start with jordan and get the Drama out of the way up front. bottom line is i’m down to plot just about anything!! feel free to hit me up here but if u got one i rly prefer discord where u can reach me @ rebel, rebel 😋#5957 :))

HISTORY

jordan was born a younger sister. from day one, that was apart of who she was. her family was nuclear, statistically normal. she grew up in a sunny suburb with her mother, her father, and her older brother, jack. they had a dog and they were the type of people to send out a christmas card. they road bikes together around their cul-de-sac and one night a month, would go out into the backyard to pretend they were roughing it in a beat up nylon tent. when she went to school, she threw a fit when she realized that she wouldn’t get to be in the same class as jack. for the rest of the year, he walked her to class to try and soothe that.

jordan liked to say she didn’t need protecting. but she’s always had a big mouth. so, it’s always worked to her benefit to surround herself with people who’ll stick up for that. she made friends with tough girls who’s words bit harder than her’s, she stayed a few steps behind her brother, she dated the kind of boys that shot dirty looks to anyone who dared threaten their gal. she liked to say she didn’t need protecting, but she likes how it feels to have someone watching her back.

tw car accident, tw death. she was eighteen. jack was driving home from somewhere. she couldn’t tell you where from. she had been at the mall with friends. all she knew is by the time she made it home, he was gone. when she was dropped off, the cops were already at her house, explaining that he must have been texting or falling asleep or something. none of it added up --- if anything, he was over cautious behind the wheel. she remembered making fun of his “mamaw” approach to driving. but that didn’t change that it happened.

she’d already been accepted to stanford, so she went. it was good to keep her mind off things. she threw herself into anthropolgy ( ironically, studying the was, the exact thing she looked to avoid in her own life ). she joined greek life on a whim, but she’d be lying if she said she wasn’t swayed by the thought of having a whole new group to play sister to. she pledged theta sigma eta her freshman year and while she’s one of the girls who stays on the outside a little, she still appreciates the environment of it all.

and the parties. she appreciates them too. perhaps she goes a little overboard with them, but for a few hours, she gets to let go. she gets to be fun again, she gets to quit thinking so damn much and be a beer pong champ or cool jordan who dances with anyone who doesn’t want to go alone. it’s not the healthiest way to cope, but its where she’s at.

HEADCANONS I FORGOT

big this chick energy

the type of girl u just see sitting in the lawn somewhere between classes kinda spaced out but she’ll talk 2 u about something dumb if you want

she lives off campus in an apartment loves her girlies but has to be able to have her own space to stare at the wall for hours on end.

she honestly has no idea what shes gonna do with her degree but other than parties and shit its what brings her the most joy anymore like she knows nobody cares but if someone gave the impression that they were ready to listen to her talk about psychological anthropology she could go on forever

bisexual brat but also definitely not looking for a relationship or even someone to hook up with more than like twice tops

when she lost her brother and started cutting herself off from other people in her life that let her play that little sister role she lost like. 85% of her already barely existent impulse control so like. sorry about that in advance

#stanfordintro #getting big drama out of the way first #thanks for reading these even tho theyre a lil bit garbage #int #( jordan oakley. )

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