#maybe i'll rant the more obslove thoughts on that blog
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I'm actually in an INCREDIBLY good mood and have been all day!!
#minus the very strong feelings of adoration theres been zero hate or negative feelings i remember#then again i lost a good chunk of memory regarding today#that was intentional though i didnt want to remember#i had a lot of fun working on minecraft house teehee#aghck!! i hate being thrust into obsession like this but i just cant help but indulge in it#i love it So much regardless of how damaging it is and how itll end up#siiigh<3<3<3#its going good so far though#im sparing a few thoughts so if it gets messy we wont be bitter and more understanding/less of a mockery of emotions#i dont know how i feel but i know i am so very <3<3<3 currently and that nullifies all other emotions which i think is a good thing#this stuff always leaves me forgettig though#i wish i could remember better! sigh! :-)#i am burning#i want to work on the world more tommorow#i hope i can grab them and show them what ive worked on Teehee!!!#im very proud of it#i wish i wasnt so disspaointing and disgusting but i believe those have been pressed into my notable traits and i take slight pride in how#putrid i am#the dissapointing part less so#i am happy ive been clean for quite a bit now! i wish i hadn't done it before. breaking a vow like that is Awful#i dont want to die or be hurt ! i really do want to thrive and those bad thoughts cant get me in this state when all i want to do is#show devotion and how true my words are all the lies i speak are necessary but hold no danger and if instructed id tell the full truth so#judt random thoughts at this point#:-P#im tired! im trying to maintain this high#i dreamt about them and it was so odd. i dream about them so much Its Weird.#ive dreamt about them more than any of my other hearts so i guess the obsession is just. That Strong.#maybe i'll rant the more obslove thoughts on that blog#siigh#i hope i stay obsessed like this forever where each word from them makes me so violently excited i cant help but gag and giggle TEEHEE
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