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#max im so slash srs rn i have tears in my eyes
codecicle · 7 months
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Ash do you think that when Slimecicle hugged flippa, she was cold? She was not his girl he knew, he knows this, but he continues to hug her frail and broken body despite it obviously being a plot for a code.
He knows his daughter. He knows her mannerisms. But a man so struck with grief could not see if he even wanted to.
Q!slime was always the one looking out for her things, in the spinning wheel room, in the graveyard, etc. But when he sees nothing, he knows he will not have a part.
But now with her back, with the redundant and futile attempts to keep his Flippa safe- he remembers how she really was.
He hates to even blink around flippa in fear that she will disappear once more. He was so hesitant to leave her. But...he believes that is his daughter. He has no reason to not trust her, after all. She remembers their fights. The mines. The pranks. The dances. The music. Or..had she learned it through other manners?
He knows she is a code, but for him he is just a dad without his daughter.
Ooooo don't listen to deftones while you think about q!slime and flippa ooo it wouldn't be fucking heart wrenching at all
max im really going throug h with it this time. there are tears in my eyes you cant be doing this to me i actually whisper-screamed stop as soon as i started reading THIS ONES FUCKING EVIL DUDE
do you think when he kissed her forehead his lips left a mark of code. he knows that never used to happen his mind forcibly connects the dots between her destroying the sign and now but he ignores it. he ignores it the same way he ignores how cold her hands feel and how lifeless her typing and movements are. he ignores it the same way he ignores her calling him dad instead of papa and taking a couple extra seconds to set up the backflip. he ignores it the same way he ignores his tears falling and hitting her cheek, spreading the code even further.
he couldnt get used to her being back the whole time man. he kept checking on her whenever she was invisible, making sure she was still around and ok. he kept holding her as much as possible, whispering into her hair "im so glad youre back. im so glad youre back ive missed you so much" do you think hes saying that to reassure himself she really is back? that he really can be glad? when he walked upstairs to end stream, do you think he was telling the truth when he said he finally thinks hes being a better parent? or was he trying as hard as he could to convince not us, but himself.
he's just a dad without his daughter. and now that shes back he finally thinks a better life is possible. he doesnt care she seems off or her manerisms have changed or her typing is weird, he loves his daughter. all he cares about is being with her again despite all odds, and if that version of "her" isnt normal hes fine with that. as long as she tells him she loves him and holds him in her strangely cold arms he will be content for as long as flippa wants him to be.
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