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FNAF movie Mike isn’t wrong, but he’s not right either..
Based off @/Tanijrou post on twitter
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derryleadera · 4 years
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             @korezni​ said : ' there is no end to our story . '
he’s no stranger to being haunted   ------   of having the memory of a person constantly hovering over his mind   ,   making it damn near impossible to focus on his other pursuits. georgie had haunted him for most of his life ever since his untimely death  ,   but this   ?   was it possible to be haunted by someone who was still on this earth   ?   its been almost a year since he last found himself on a sound - stage   ,   the adaption of his most recent book   ,   joanna   ,   the latest addition to his growing collection of works. it’s been a year since he’s found himself in california   ,   currently traveling around the globe for his book tour   ,   busying himself with signing copies of his new book   &   doing press conference after press conference. it’s been almost a year since that fateful day in nikolai’s apartment   ,   where they had shared wine   ,   pizza   ------   a dance   ,   the memory of his warm   ,   sweet lips on his skin enough to cover his arms in goosebumps. even after all this time   ,   that evening still manages to take his breath away   ,   remembering it fondly like it happened over a decade ago rather than a year. christ   ,   there’s so much that bill regrets in regards to his life   ,   many of them revolving around his younger brother georgie   ,   but oh   ,   he regrets the lack of action he took during that last day before the ravkan heir left back for his home country. the setting couldn’t have been more perfect   ------   bodies were already close   ,   feelings they both obviously shared for one another practically laid out in the way he kissed his temple   &   cheek so sweetly. bill remembers how his heart damn near had a heart attack at such sweet   ,   lovely actions  ,   unsure the last time anyone’s ever been that deliberately slow   &   sweet with him. in the world of money   &   hollywood   ,   it was all about getting through things as fast as you can   ,   move on to the next best thing while you still could. bill was more than used to this sort of pace   ,   it’s probably why spending time with the ravkan royal was so appealing in the first place. hell   ,   he finds his cheeks burning as the memories of the past few years begins to take shape in his mind   ,   many coffees   &   dinners shared along with lots of laughs   ,   the two at ease whenever in each other’s vicinity   ;   unafraid. bill hasn’t felt that sort of freedom since nikolai left   ,   &   if there was any way he could go back in time   ,   go back to that fateful night they danced to the soft   ,  crooning voice of that andy williams record  ,   then maybe   ,   just maybe   ,   he could have convinced him to stay. he could have been man enough to tell nik just how much he wanted him here with him   ,   how much he wished he could just share a place with him   ,   a place they could make their own   ,   have pizza   &   wine almost every damn day if they wanted. if he could change the way that night went   ,   rather than watch him leave his life   ,   he would have reached for that leather gloved hand of his   ,   pulling him into that long awaited kiss movie audiences yearn to see   ,   really sending it home how much he cared   ------   how much he loved him.
                                                christ   ,   he really   ,   really loved him   ,   didn’t he   ?
even with nikolai now back in ravka   ,   they still managed to stay in contact with one another to some degree. there’s been phone calls here   &   there whenever nik was granted a chance   ,   the sound of his voice filling the author with a pleasurable relief   ,   like a refreshing breath that he hadn’t realized he’d been holding. nik calling him meant he was okay   ,   that things were   ,   in a general sense   ,   okay in his country. but as much as he loved hearing his voice   ,   english now perfected with an accent still laced around certain words   &   vowels   (   something bill can’t help but find utterly attractive   )   ,   it wasn’t the same as having him physically here. bill missed having him only a few minutes away   ,   able to visit him whenever he pleased or have nik visit him on set   ,   usually with the intention of whisking him away. they’ve done that together so many times over the last few years   ,   that bill didn’t realize how much he took those moments for granted. without a movie to be made   ,   there was no chance for them to do those things anymore   &   hell   ,   what he wouldn’t give to go back to the simple life all over again. well   ,   as simple as it could be for them anyways. at least his own life was busy with his book tour   ,   the writer unsure how he’d be able to cope with it all if he wasn’t consistently working day in   &   day out. thankfully   ,   a silver lining in the form of good news from susan was the opportunity he was waiting for. his latest book   ,   joanna   ,   was picked up by warner bros.   &   preparing for production in the fall   ,   with bill meant to write the screenplay. gosh   ,   when bill heard the news   ,   he was damn near elated   ,   ecstatic   !   he almost kissed susan right then   &   there   ,   it was such wonderful news   !   bill could care less about the fact that they were planning on churning out another movie based on one of his stories   ,   but maybe   ,   just maybe   ,   this could mean that a certain someone might return from his country’s pursuits   ,   diving back into his love for western media   &   movies   ;   his love for bill’s books   ,   which was what brought them together in the first place. bill could only hope that this meant they would see each other again. please   ,   he remembers thinking   ,   damn near praying every night a few days before the first filming day. please   ,   come back. please come back to me.
bill had tried to call nik about the movie   ,   but had been left with his answering machine almost every time. this wasn’t completely out of the ordinary   ,   considering just how busy he tended to be   ,   but it did leave the author a tad bit worried. maybe he’s too busy with his country’s work   ,   began a thought   ,   too busy to worry himself with another stupid american movie. it was a total   ,   logical possibility   ,   one that made bill sick to his stomach. christ   ,   the thought of not seeing nik   &   having to go through this whole production hell all on his own   ?   well   ,   fuck that   ,   he thought quietly   ,   but he couldn’t lose hope. not yet   ,   anyway. so he would wait   ,   wait patiently until that fateful day he’d find himself back in the southern part of california   ,   nerves buzzing in his stomach as he steps back onto that fateful sound - stage once more   ,   not at all prepared from what was about to unfold. a few familiar faces were found as he ventured deeper onto the lot   ,   bill offering smiles   &   polite waves as he passed   ,   happy to see them of course   ,   but   ------   they weren’t who he was looking for. it was early in the morning still   ,   &   bill had already looped around the lot twice with no sight of the ravakan royal   ,   a fact that made his heart grow heavy   ,   his face drooping with disappointment   &   growing sadness. he cares about his country. he knows where his responsibilities lie   ,   came a thought in his head   ,   &  while bill completely understands   ,  there’s no hiding the pain he begins to feel radiate deep in his chest. he’s about ready to give up   &   go back to work   ,   ready to meet the new director for this production   ,   when he turns   &   notices a familiar   ,   tall figure   ,   standing just a couple of feet away from him. his black coat was hard to mistake even from this distance   ,   black gloves covering his hands   ,   hair perfectly done with perfect features so distracting   ,   you hardly noticed the scars that were littered across porcelain skin. bill feels the air damn near get knocked out of him just at the sight   ,  having to lift his glasses   &   rub his eyes   ------   assure himself this wasn’t some sort of mirage or illusion.   &   thank god it wasn’t   ,   lenses returned over his eyes to see that the prince   ,   king   ,  whatever he was   ,   was still there   ,   bright   ,   beaming smile ever present over his features   ,   drawing bill in as he finds himself moving over to him   ,   determination now set in. nikolai opens his mouth to speak   ,   saying something damn poetic   ,   ‘   there is no end to our story   ,   ‘   or whatever   ,   but bill barely hears it. he’s been waiting for this moment for what feels like a long time. he’s hoped   &   prayed for some small chance that he’d see the royal once again   ,   &   he told himself the minute he did   ,   he planned to do what he couldn’t do in that nearly empty apartment almost over a year ago. nikolai talks   &   bill is determined to silence him   ,   hands reaching for either side sof his face   &   tugging him down to meet his height  until their lips finally greet each other in a long awaited kiss the movie audience has been waiting for.
the whole action is a little clumsy at first   ,   bill slightly stumbling into him a little as the sensation almost makes the writer fall over like some love - struck teen   ,   but he manages   ,   the king’s support enough to keep him steady.   &   then he finds himself melting into him   ,   nik kissing him back   ,   giving bill the courage to deepen it   ,   even go as far as let his tongue brush along his bottom lip. what a bold man he was   !   it didn’t matter to him that they were in the middle of the production lot where everyone could see them   ,   both men were never the type to shy away from their loving affection   &   bill’s sure the rest of the crew had been waiting for this moment to happen for a long   ,  long time. lungs cry out for air   &   bill finally parts away from the royal   ,   emotional tears beginning to bud in his eyes   ,   making the blue color in them spakle as the fondness grows into love   ,   has always been love   ,   as he gaze at him.   ❝   you came back   ,   ❞   bill manages to say   ,   voice breaking a bit as he kisses nikolai again   ,   very briefly before pulling him into a tight embrace   ,   arms wrapping around his shoulders   ,   uncertain if he could ever bare to let him go. he definitely couldn’t.   ❝   you came back to me.   ❞   god   ,   bill realizes he must look   &   sound like a complete mess   ,   but he didn’t care. this was their moment   ,   their perfect movie moment   &   he was going to enjoy this for a long as he was able.   ❝   gosh   ,   nik. i’m sorry. i’m sorry i let you go. please   ------   i don’t want you to go away again   ,   okay   ?   stay this time   ?   ❞   as he pleads   ,   he keeps the royal in his embrace   ,   arms loosening slightly to allow him the choice to move if he so desired. hopefully   ,   this would be the movie to make nikolai stay once it was over. bill isn’t sure how he is meant to go on without him   ,   not if he wasn’t by his side.
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