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dontudareforgetthesun-luv · 2 years

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hii!! this is a post from ao3!! its a bandom one, more specifically when ronnie radke was in escape the fate and when ronnie was locked up. tw:drugs,alcohol,su1c1d3 attempts,mentions of prison, ect ect. this is kind of?? a song fic.

𝙻𝚒𝚟𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚛𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚛𝚘𝚗𝚗𝚒𝚎 𝚝𝚛𝚊𝚞𝚖𝚊 𝚏𝚒𝚌, 𝚐𝚎𝚝 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚢, 𝚒𝚝 𝚐𝚎𝚝𝚜 𝚜𝚊𝚍.

I have these questions always running through my head, so many things that i would like to understand If we are born to die, and we all die to live, then whats the point of living life if it just contridicts?

“hey ron.. ronnie? hey! wake up! ronnie?! RONNIE WAKE UP!” Omar yelled, shaking ronnie, trying to wake him up. he was surrounded my bottles of alcohol and his prescription bottle lay on his chest, empty. “RONNIE- WAKE UP!” omar yelled, getting up and running out of the small room in the bus to get help.

i felt the darkness as you tried to pull me down, the kind of dark that haunts a hundred year old house i restle with my thoughts, i shook the hint of doubt running from my past im praying ‘feet, dont fail me now’

i heard the echo of footsteps coming towards my room, i shake away all of my doubts, quickly trying to swallow the rest of my pills before- “broo- bro? ronnie… what are you doing..?” craig says, stopping in his tracks. i turn around, quickly putting the bottle down. “nothing, why didnt you fucking knock, craig? dammit, geeet the fuuck ouuuttt…” ronnie says, slurring the last words before blinking tiredly, then passing out, falling onto the bed.

magically, i turn tragedy into melodies over catchy beats it comes so naturally, so smooth and casually thats why they call me ‘king of the music scene’

“dude, you are like, the king of rock, man! these lyrics are awesome! ”she loves the way that i tease, i love the way that she breathes”? thats fucking perfect!” robert complements, patting ronnie’s shoulder. “yeaaahhh thhhanks broo! thiis neww shit reaally gott mme maaakkiiin soommeee siiiick rhymmeesss, maannn” ronnie said drunkenly, the stench of liquor coming out of his mouth. “seriously ronnie? you’re drunk again? i though you were better than this you hag!” robert says, hastily removing his hand from ronnies shoulder and lightly pushing him, walking out with the paper to show the other bandmates.

“iiitss not myyy faaauult… i cant heelllp iit..” ronnie says pathetically to nobody, starting to cry. he cant control it, it controls him. he wants to stop, he does, but he cant. itll kill him.

i dont mind, whats the use? it doesnt matter if i win or lose i dont mind, whats the use? it doesnt matter, if i make it through, i dont mind.

ronnie sat, crying, curled up into a ball in his room. he wasnt even trying to be quiet, he knew his band members didnt care. they never cared, they knew ronnie was a useless fuck. as more thoughts started swarming into the sad man’s head, he heard a soft knock knock from his door. whoever knocked didnt wait for ronnie to answer though, and opened the door while doing the second knock. “hey, ronnie, are you alright?” max asked the boy, tone laced with concern. “im-sniiifffleeee fine max.. go sleep its late.” ronnie says, turning away from the door, wrapping himself in his thick blanket. “hey.. ron, you can talk to me.. im practically your brother-“ “EXCEPT YOU’RE NOT, MAX! YOU ARENT ANTHONY! ANTHONY IS IN THE HOSPITAL, PROBABLY FUCKING DEAD! hes probably dead and i didnt get to do anything.. i was such a bad brother..” ronnie yells, sitting up to look at max, puncuating the end of his sentance with sobs. “ronnie- ronnie cmere its okay hes not dead, its alright, he’ll be fine.” max says, quickly walking to ronnies bed, hugging the shorter and conforting him. “i promise, it will be alright.”

the black haired mail set his pen down onto his page, getting stained with teardrops. he gets up out of his crappily made desk chair and walks across his cell to lay down in his very uncomfortable bed, dacing the wall. he was stressed, beyond stressed, really, he had just heard that craig fucking mabbitt was the new lead singer. not ti mention the fact that the day after he was admitted into this hell hole, he found out anthony had died. his life was honestly a fucking mess, and all he could really do was sit and write down lyrics and cry. all he did was cry. he didnt have his pills, so he couldnt be happy. thats how life is. maybe some day itll get better, but that day os not today.

~~end~~

#ronnie radke #escape the fate #fanfiction #angst #sad

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que3rmong0us · 7 years

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My Thoughts on Lady Gaga Coachella 2

Scheiße: AMAZING Perfect incorporation of live instumentation LoveGame: Her voice has matured so much! So glad she is still demanding that everybody out their fucking hands up! John Wayne: YOU’RE SO SASSY! Sounds awesome from her band! “PUT YOUR HANDS UP HIGH AS YOU CAN!” Just Dance: !SHE Changed it up a bit AND made the bruidge WAYYY BETTER. Heroes / Born This Way (Intro): YAASSSSS THIS IS WHAT I LIVE FOR!~ GIVE ME THE EXTENDED 12″ DANCE ROCK INTRO!!!!! Born This Way: FUCK ME UP!!!!!!!!! YESS INVIGORATE ME WITH ACCEPTANCE!!! GUITAR + SYNTH IS THE BEST! Born to be BRAAAVVEEEEEEEE!

“IT’S EARTH DAY TODAY YOU KNOW!!!!” YAAASSSS!!!

VENUS!!!!: HER VOCALS ARE STUNNING! (Please tell me to put my hadns UPPP!)

PUT YOUR V’S UP; LET’S GO!

(YAAASSSSS!!!!) HER VOICE IS DEEP ENOUGH FOR “TAKE ME TO YOUR LEADER” YOU’RE SO GROWN!!!!!! GOODDD! The GUITAR! in the back of her planet lineup is amazing! THYE BASS AFTER THOUGH!!!! GAGA ENDED ON LIKE A 7TH NOTE A-Yo Intro: THE INTRO!! SLOW! Works me up rEAL gooD! Oh SSHHHH she’s talking.

[GAGA] Moved to cali, out of new york, where I was out of sorts... up into hollywood and I’m wearing leather; and people say “It’s too hot for leather!”. 10 years later I’m WEARING LEather in the desert at Coachella! I haven't changed much but brought a little of my NY to caLI. Instead now when people don’t like what I wear I SAY

“A-YOOO!”

A-Yo: The band sounds GREAT here! The live guitar is so amazing and the slight improvisation of her band is so refreshing!~ {LOCK ME UP AND BREATHE IN! MIRROR ON THE CEILINNAAAAANN!} Her vocals are SO STRONG!! YASS. Drummer added some tambourine! I love her band sO! MUCH!

Sexxx Dreams!: OH MY GOD I NEED TO DOWNLOAD THIS BOOTLEG AFTER IT’S OVER~!! Her band was SPOT ON!~ (Outro) : WOAH TRIPPY!

Telephone: OH MY GOD! THE BRIDGE WAS FANTASTIC! Could feel the jomp!~!!! {(All the little monsters in live chat say she sounds better!!!)} SHE IS SINGING WITH SUCH GREAT ATTITUDE!~ ALEJANDRO!@@@@@: The band is SEDUCING MEEEEE! It’s PerSONGAL! TO ME! THIS TIME~!~! (LMAO @ GAGA TRYING TO SYNC WITH HER BCKNG VOCALS) She sounds as great as she ever has. I am really getting vibes from the monster ball (she performed like every song of it anyways!!!)) DFONT CALL MY FCUKING NAME@!!!!

[ Not sure ifIM hIGh or that she!totallyforgot her,own lyrics]

THAT POWER GUITAR IS AMAZING!!!

I wrote this next song about my favorite thing to do. I dislike bullies and to me, when someone is a bully they just have to fake it. Since I was young, I learned you know, scare em first. when i met my fans, my fans would [IMITATES FANS SCREAMING] “!AHHHHH!” . I WROTE THIS SONG TEETH : LET’S SHOW EMM!!!

RIGHT INTO TEEETH!!!!: YAASSSS OHMY GOD!@ THE REBIRTH OF ME!!! “THAT SHIT’S UGLY” IT HAS BEEN SSSSOOOOO L O N GG SINCE I HAVE HEAR THIS LIVE!@ IT IS perFeCTTT!!! [FUCK they finally turned her backing track down (THANKS I LOVE HER MIC FEED THA BEST)] “Come on! Stop that!”

[FANS SCREAMING I LOVE YOU] “I LOVE YOU TOO!” {SCREA<INGNGN!!!!!} It’s really hot out here! I’m gonna put on a hot pink sweatshirt!!!!” SHE IS GONNA SING THE CURE AGAIN {OBVIOUSLY} [FUCK IT UP GAGA FUCK IT UP!!]

THE CURE; “PUT YOUR HANDS IN THE AIR” YAAASSSSSS OH GOD!!!! She is PITCH AD LIBING as USUALL “HANDS UP EVERYBODY LETS GO!” amazing band performance by everyone, she sounds great! “I WANNA SEE EVERYBODY’S HAND IN THE AIR ALL 100,000 COME ON LETS CARRY EACHOTHER!!!” SHE I SS PURE LOVE!!!

Edge of Glory: It’s acoustic, her piano sounds the best!!! THANK GOD! “Ive been worried about (lists off coachella things) but HER FRIEND HAS BEEN STRUGGLING WITH CANCER AND SHE DEDICATES IT TO HER (SONIA?). Her acoustics are amazing and now it’s time for me to step outside me patio for a pax; I have gaga streaming from my phone for ease.

[TRANSCRIBED FROM MY JOURNAL

listening from the patio]

She’s crying! ‘I’m sure there’s superfans in the audience!” (IT’S mE!)

RIGHT INTO Speechless: KICK MY ASS! I’ve always been there!Her strings are so beautifl! “BUB-BLE DREEAAAMMM!” FUCKED UP FRIENDS! “I wrote this years ago about something else and now it’s about my fans!” SHE IS CRYING! HER PIANO IS FLAWLESS! “LET’S GO! Million Reasons”:

“I wrote this in my living room with 2 bottles of wine and Hillary”

OH MY GOD YAASSSS WINE-OH! It’S THE nEWW ONE! THE MILLION REASONS ACT 2 REMIX! She sings it so well AND NOW THE CROWD IS SINGING IT SO LOUD! THE DROP! LET”S GO!!~ YaaSSsSAAAASYYYSSSSSS!!! ILY SO MUCH,”Good one good one” “words seem better; cut through all this worn out leather”

TRAP APPLAUSE!!!!@!@@: GUITAR! HER BAnd IsS peRFeecCT! AND THE STRINGS COME IN TO HAUNT! DRUMMER IS KILLIN IT ! ”MAKE IT REAL LOUD! P-P-PUT YOUR HANDS UP!” {Fuck! I’ve never heard it like this before!} [FANS CHANTING GAGA GA GA Ga Ga Ga ga g a g AHH.. POKER FACE!:..AAHAAGAAAahhhHYHHHHH] SHE RAPS GREAT! YAAASSSS GAGAAA!!! Bad RoMANCEE!!!: SCREAMING!

‘PUT YOUR FUCKING HANDS UP! PUT YOUR PAWS UP! PUT UP YOUR MIDDLE FINGERS UP, WHATEVER THE FUCK YOU WANNA PUT UP!~”

I WANNA PUT UP MY DICK!!! “Hands up Coachella! Let’s GO!” “HANDS UP!” Move that bitch bABY! GUITAR!! OOOooooooooHHHHoooOOOOOOO!!! YAAAASSSSSSSS

“I wanna thank my label , my manager, thanks to my dancers, and to my wonderful band, mom and dad!” ....

God now that it’s over OMG

#lady gaga #coachella #gaga #OMG #mother monster #weekend 2

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