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#losing it over smthing that happened 3 months ago on April First
veloriium
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9 months
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its so nerve-wracking when u cant get ur anger out in the only way you know how bc now wtf am i gonna do? face my emotions? fuck
#cant vent art my way out of this one ladies
#i havent done actual vent art in like years to be fair unless u count like just drawing ur favorite characters normally as vent art but i w
#would consider that more as coping
#but anyways ive resorted to just writing about it in a writing app i downloaded thats my only option and its driving me insane
#i need to go to a rage room
#(actual venting from here on sorry) (thank god for movable tags) (warning for potential assault i think)
#i need something to numb this bc uhhhh LOL im losing it
#losing it over smthing that happened 3 months ago on April First
#spent the morning at a guy friends house
#went in with gaming controllers and comics thinking we'd just be relaxing
#came out questioning my life and what just happened LMFAO
#i laugh but its been destroying me for 3 months now
#right afterwards i went to a bowling alley birthday with my friends though <3
#i just still feel so disgusting even though it was months ago and hes since apologized for it
#it was so strange that day and for a few days after
#i could still smell him on me and taste him
#sometimes even now i can still smell him on me
#i did a few weeks ago and it was so weird and i felt like i wanted to throw up
#idk
#its just a weird situation because some days i wont care and other days ill be crying over it and question why i let it happen
#and other days ill be so pissed off about it like i can believe i let this happen after swearing to myself i wouldnt let it
#fucking shaking in anger like holy fuck
#its such a weird feeling
#anyways
#stay silly ^_^
#- lorii rambles
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