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wooahaes · 2 years

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writing thoughts ig

i think whenever i write my fics, i usually do try to like... ask myself what kind of story i want to tell and what kind of like... reader/mc i would use to tell that story? i think most of the time i try to go gender-neutral with my mcs so that people can project onto them.

like... under the sun deals with identity, but more in a sense of the way that you define yourself based on past and present experiences. i dont see that as something i need to gender in the slightest. the period comfort vernon fic, acts of service, isnt gendered either--there’s just a warning that reader does have a uterus because.. it’s a period comfort fic. not everyone w periods is female. i could have done the same with one word at a time (dad!wonwoo fic) but i think i projected more onto that one with some thoughts and fears about being a mom one day.

like obviously all my birthday fics from this year are gendered because i wrote them specifically for my birthday. i didnt have to, but they were mainly for me and i just shared em for funsies.

the flowers fics were all gender-neutral bc idk i think everyone deserves to get flowers + i didnt really have a reason to gender them.

lonely hearts club was specifically me, a chubby woman, writing a fic that doesnt center on a chubby mc and her weight + me wanting to write a chubby woman being actively pined for and loved bc of who she is as a person. no weird caveats based on weight. both tiger strips + beach body are also chubby!fem!reader because the fat experience does differ depending on the way you present yourself. people who are perceived as women tend to get a lot more shit when it comes to the idea of “making up” for being fat. people who get perceived as men will get shit, too, but its usually in a different vein. i won’t go too much into it, but there’s a reason why i gender my chubby!reader fics and it is primarily bc of that difference.

i think while i do prefer and try to write fics where the reader is inclusive, sometimes i want to write a story for people like me tbh? even if people don’t always read them (lhc has very low interaction on it, specifically--so does beach body, but tiger stripes has decent engagement compared to them), i still think its important to write fics for people like me ig? i like making people happy.

i also like proving you can write a fic catered more toward fat ppl without making the entire plot “i hate my body sooo much im so ugly and fat no one will ever like me because im not skinny :(” and having the love interest go “babe ur pretty” and have that fix all their issues. self esteem can absolutely be a topic of conversation because i was talking with some friends the other day about the way weight gets handled in media (mainly on the topic of weight loss) and fatphobia itself. we kinda talked about a (shitty, according to a lot of ppl) anime adaptation of something where one character gets called fat and proceeds to essentially starve himself + overexercise until hes skinny and then he gets to be happy and confident and “earn” a friend. or media where a characters weight is constantly made fun of the entire time, even if they lose it--it’s constantly used to degrade them or for cheap laughs.

i think the topic of self esteem could be fully approached in writing in general. its not an issue exclusive to fat people, sure, but i think people forget that hating yourself wont just go away because one person loves you--especially if it goes deep. it gets tiring to read chubby!reader fics when so many of them feature a reader who is also depressed and hates themself, especially when it’s just waved away when reader receives love. having supportive people in your life can help, sure, but it doesn’t just... cure it. that’s the shit that happens in badly written romance movies that are definitely written by people who don’t know what it’s like to legit hate yourself and/or the way you look. loving yourself is a hard journey for everyone.

anyway im getting rambley so ill shut up now sdkfhdsf just know i like writing inclusive fic but when i get exclusive its bc thats the way i want to tell a story? lonely hearts club wouldn’t have worked the same way imo had i imagined a skinny reader by default. it would have touched on self-love in a different way + reader’s fears about pursuing ww would have been rooted a little differently. UtS reader outright being a fem!reader would have shifted the dynamic a lot and probably touched more on how it feels to basically feel being the sole female among a large group of men and also it probably would have looked even more similar to m*ze r*nner. reader wouldn’t have been treated any differently imo but “last 14 ppl on earth who care for one another” is still at the core of it, but it would have definitely maybe pulled away from skinship a bit more to begin with before they’d all kinda go “fuck it, everyone needs physical comfort sometimes, we’ll just stay mindful of whats crossing a line with u” or w/e

#wooahaes.txt #this is long and if u read it i respect u sfkhsdf its literally just me rambling for a bit

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slowpoke79 · 6 years

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for the ask thing, odd numbers?

thank u!! gonna put em under the cut LMAO

what’s your favorite way to dress?

honestly... lately ive been wearing the exact same thing every time i leave the house and that is a one of my two denim jackets on top of a flannel, tucked into my black jeans, and a pair of boots (either black, red docs, or timb looking ones). and ig thats my fave way to dress right now

what movie/game/etc. helps you calm down?

hmmm man i used to play kirby when i got stressed what happened to that...so calming

do you like to organize?

on a smaller scale level yes, like ill organise objects into a certain order and shit when given the chance. but i struggle with it on a larger scale level of keeping my life organized or my entire bedroom

what song is your aesthetic?

right now... the middle jimmy eats world lmfaoooo.

do you believe in auras?

uhh i think that people do give off an atmosphere/vibe on account of us all having our own personalities and such but idk how much i believe in it in the physical sense ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

vague about your crush(es)

im still trying to figure out if its a crush or platonic or what but like. What a fucking gorgeous person

talk about an au or story you came up with

LMAOOO i have a fucking million w frankie ... right now very much enjoying our takes on mermaid aus and superhero aus & i think they always come up with really fun twists or like, creative ways the worlds can exist and i just try to keep up with their creativity 😭 like our super au has kinda some inspriation from xmen and mutants and stuff and a lot of questions about what is and isnt morally ‘right’ and looking at being morally grey and its so much fun?? and the lore on what mermaids can do which scout half STOLE from a fucking HOMESTUCK FIC but its a lot of fun to play around with anyways i could easily infodump about our rps but i will restrain myself

do you prefer space or the ocean?

this is very difficult for me but. maybe the ocean even though i dont even like swimming all that much i do love the ocean

what form of government do you like the most? (capitalism, socialism, etc.)

ughgh i dont know i just know fuck capitalism

what do you think our purpose is in the universe?

i dont think there is one and i think that’s a good thing! i think society has created ‘purposes’ for us but ultimately i do not think we have any higher calling or reason

is there a song you can’t handle listening to, even though you like it?

yeah, cant help falling in love by elvis

do you like soft, fluffy blankets or rough/smooth blankets?

soft fluffy ones. my favourite blanket is extremely soft!

what country’s history do you find the most interesting?

uhhh not necessarily most interesting but i’ve been studying the USSR’s history (only about 1915-1950s) and its super fucking interesting to my commie ass

what breakup was the hardest, if you had one?

uh. i feel awkward talking about this lol. but i think i’d have to say the recent one because uhh i feel like thats the first time ive felt heartbroken by a breakup. but its also. been very easy in some ways. because theyre my best friend and we talk about it and we’re still close and uh, i think thats good and we’re communicating well but. yeah for me

what do you think about tumblr discourse?

uuuuuuuughhhhhhhhh

how easy is it for you to be honest?

depends on the person, but with people i trust honesty comes almost too easily

do you have any strange fears?

hmm i dont think any of my fears are very strange

when you get angry, how do you show it?

it depends who im with but usually honestly i like to try and deal with anger on my own for a while until it tides over onto another emotion. i dont know i dont like being angry and ive been struggling with it with my family recently lmaoO

what do you listen to music on?

spotify which is very frustrating bc frank introduced me to this song ive had stuck in my head and been wanting to listen to over and over but its not on spotify

earbuds or headphones?

earbuds

#thank u for the ask!#Anonymous

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beetender · 7 years

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85 questions

rules: you must answer these 85 statements and tag 20

tagged by: @ironicallythough (thank!!!)

im tagging: @eucalyptusdan @dangoghs @burlesquephan @punklester @qiaoyeet @pasteljoon @lesterdreams @cuddlesphan and please!! if you think this looks interesting do it and say i tagged you!!

the last 1. drink: water 2. phone call: my irl friend kylie 3. text message: a gc message from some irl pals 4. song you listened to: pretty odd by panic! at the disco 5. last time you cried: today bc i heard a song from moana hhahaa 6. dated someone twice: nah but almost 7. kissed someone and regretted it: yeah 8. been cheated on: no 9. lost someone special: sort of,, we just grew apart. (also death-wise: yes) 10. been depressed: for the past 5 years 😓 11. gotten drunk and thrown up: i nearly did but i Handled It™

3 favorite colors

12. black/monotone colors 13. pastel pink 14. pastel yellow

in the last year have you

15. made new friends: yes!! 16. fallen out of love: nope 17. laughed until you cried: all the time 18. found out someone was talking about you: o boi, you bet 19. met someone who changed you: yeah for sure 20. found out who your friends are: i guess sort of,,, 21. kissed someone on your Facebook list: no

general

22. how many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: well i know all of them irl but not all are my friends (i lost #23 somehow??) 24. do you want to change your name: not anymore 25. what did you do for your last birthday: nothing bc my friends forgot my birthday, and then my parents got me a cheesecake 26. what time did you wake up: around 7:30am 27. what were you doing at midnight last night: uhhhh playing animal crossing yikes 28. name something you can’t wait for: to finish college 29. when was the last time you saw your mom: we’re in the same room now 30. what are you listening to right now: gUY FIERI AH 31. have you ever talked to a person named tom: nope 32. something that is getting on your nerves: being around annoying people in general?? bc tbh i get annoyed vvvv easily 33. most visited website: youtube and tumblr 34. hair color: dark dark brown and a tealish color 35. long or short hair: medium length 36. do you have a crush on someone: not atm,, i havent had one in two years and i miss it 37. what do you like about yourself: im p level-headed and i get along with people well, even if i dislike them (lost #38 too?? wtf) 39. blood type: no idea, either OO or OB 40. nickname: toe 41. relationship status: single 42. zodiac: libra (chinese: rabbit) 43. pronouns: she/her 44. favorite tv show: idk i havent watched a show i really really liked in a while (it was body of proff before they canceled it a while ago) 45. tattoos: im only 17 but i plan on getting some this year after my birthday 46. right or left handed: right 47. surgery: ive had ALOT of oral surgery 48. sport: lol wut 49. vacation: id love to visit england or tokyo 50. pair of trainers: knock-off all black vans

more general 51. eating: grilled pizza 52. drinking: water 53. i’m about to: buy some stuff online 54. waiting for: dance practice tomorrow for a debut 55. want: cute clothes 56. get married: i dont think i want that 57. career: something in biotech

which is better 58. hugs or kisses: mmmm both!! 59. lips or eyes: eyes 60. shorter or taller: taller 61. older or younger: older 62. nice arms or nice stomach: no preference 63. hook up or relationship: relationship but i dont mind hookups 64. troublemaker or hesitant: depends ig,,, im both

have you ever 65. kissed a stranger: m yeahh 66. drank hard liquor: yeah 67. lost glasses/contact lenses: only misplaced 68. turned someone down: no because im too nice and nonconfrontational 69. sex on the first date: nah 70. broken someone’s heart: i dont think so 71. had your heart broken: uh yeah 72. been arrested: no 73. cried when someone died: no 74. fallen for a friend: yeAh

do you believe in

75. yourself: eh 76. miracles: not really 77. love at first sight: no 78. santa claus: nope 79. kiss on the first date: yeah sure 80. angels: no

other

81. eye color: a medium brown,, people are suprised when their light up close 82. favorite movie: sweeney todd 83. lust or love: love 84. favorite item of clothing: black cardigan and my black crop top 85. favorite song: plug in baby or unnatural selection, both by muse

#wtf #i posted this once before and the formatting was absolute shit #if it still is i wont repost again #i hate tungle mobile #about me #personal

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