oshi no ko aqua is such a fun character bc by most counts he's a more than decent guy.

in his first life he regularly visited hospital inpatients who had no visitors. he was genuinely happy and excited to help Ai deliver her babies, because he wants her to be happy on her own terms. he saves Akane simply because he can, and gets angry at the staff on her behalf. he doesn't stop at saving her life and spends sleepless nights turning around her public image. at that point there was nothing in it for him to keep akane around, she was just a person he was able to help and wanted to help.

by most counts he's a pretty decent guy who steps up when people need him most, except. except he's also a guy who really wants to kill his dad and that makes him manipulate people somewhat often and this is somehow not entirely at odds with his instinct to help others

1/ hi!! idk if you remember me but I sent you a couple of msgs like last year bc I was happy to know ur a cancer with an aqua moon too and finally felt like there's someone like me. anyways i'm back bc I think I remember you had a crush on a gemini guy? correct me if i'm wrong, and these past few months I've had this huge crush on this gemini guy in uni. I literally thought he's a Taurus for like 3 months bc he was born may 21 and I thought that's def a Taurus but turned out to be a gemini smh

2/ i literally don't fucking understand why i'm so head over heels for him like if you abstractly told me what he's like and showed me a photo of him i'd be like "whatever" so i really hate how i've fallen for him. the annoying thing is that i've known him for THREE years and we took COUNTLESS classes together but suddenly the past semester i fell in love w him... so hard :/ and that was the last semester in uni for both of us and now he's back to his family in another country3/ and i'll prob never see him again which is devastating but the point is.... why did he have to be a gemini?? gosh. he def has more taurus traits than gemini if you'd consider him a cusp, he's p shy and has this whole earth sign aura about him prob bc he's a taurus moon. but he def gives off gemini vibes on social media once you know it soo. anyway this was so long sorry but i really hate this fuckn crush and it's been 2 months and i can't stop thinking about him

4 (last one) and i wanna see his face again soo bad i hate it esp bc I know I never will. did you ever get over your gemini crush or was it just a matter of time? sorry again for this long ass msg hope ur having a wonderful day

oh my god first of all im SORRY i didnt get notifications from those messages im probably answering REALLY late. and yeah, i do remember u!!

second of all yeah sadly i had a crush on a gemini. considering my venus in cancer i think i never got over any crush of mine lmao. i mean some guys i liked if i saw them on the street today, depending on how our “story” ended, id still take a deep sigh and be like damn... but i no longer suffer bc of them or make up scenarios in my head or whatever

i thought i had gotten over the gemini until i started talking to him again which lead us to going to the same party in which i asked him to kiss me and he was like i cant im seeing another girl and i was like oh okay and we havent talked since then so i guess?? its over for now??? and dont worry about the looks thing, the thing about geminis is that: they fucking seduce you with some sweet ass talk and then pretend it never happened, thats how they roll... because thats just the way they talk to everyone! charming little bastards. but eh once u learn to accept that it didnt mean nothing even though you were sure it did i guess its okay. 

i think you should try and talk to him, though, if you think it would make you feel better. also tell me more about his taurus moon, bc my new crush has a taurus moon and idk how to deal with it!!!