#like one of the low effort doodle ones cause motivation be damned. im sure itll come back to me eventually (lie) | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

cherry-shipping · 2 years

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when i get excited like over star trek and stuff and feel like such a lame weird pathetic idiot (what kinda freak squeals and nuzzles and kisses their phone while looking at pictures of a character from a bad 60s scifi show, anyway?) pretty much the only thing that gets me through it without feeling like shit is imagining that someone out there (read: f/os) would get happy from seeing me so genuinely happy and excited about something. esp cause i dont get that way about a lot of stuff anymore, so like. Maybe Perhaps My F/os Who Love Me Would Find Joy In Seeing Me Happy About Stuff. maybe.

#cherry chats #i was on a cute funny star trek/spirk blog spree earlier it made me so unbearably giddy and excited i felt totally lame about it #then i was like …….. Maybe. sans would get warm and happy at seeing me so happy about something like i do with him and stuff.#like maybe to him thats even more enjoyable than whatever were doing at the time. bc he thinks im cute and good and when im happy hes happy.#or SomeThing #bleeehhh i dunno i just think itd be nice to mean that much to someone LOL #im goin 2 bed tomorrow when i get home i need to design an outfit for a cosplay then ill draw a silly comic w sans #like one of the low effort doodle ones cause motivation be damned. im sure itll come back to me eventually (lie)

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