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#like my mom has told me that he supposedly intuited when i was abt to start hormones and said that i shouldnt do that to my body
startledbirb · 7 years
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#*internally screaming*#i got scheduled so many shifts and hrs nxt week#and i work evryday from next monday until the sunday following it#monday thru thursday the shift start at 7am#monday's shift is 6hrs long#tuesday and wednesday's shifts r 10hrs each day#thursday's is 7hrs#friday's is 5hrs#saturday's is hell incarnate and is 12hrs long#and sunday's is 8.5hrs long#and i dont evn know whether im scheduled to work the following monday and tuesday too#i worked almost evryday this week too tho i didnt work as many hrs as i will be working next week#but i work tomorrow 5hrs#and only have off this sunday b4 those 7days of long work hrs begin#and my mom wants to have dinner this sunday and the family friend is visiting next week also#so there will def be evening things that will be planned#there is already a dinner thing with the family and him for the sunday im working 8.5hrs that i'll have to go to#and i have mixed feelings bc i got along with him when i was a kid and should still get along with him personality-wise#but i dont know how he would react to how much ive transitioned and the trans thing in general#like my mom has told me that he supposedly intuited when i was abt to start hormones and said that i shouldnt do that to my body#but she could have been lying#also im not sure if his husband and dog r coming too tho most likely not since he lives in dc and that would be a lot of hassle for just one#week especially since he's here for a work conference in engineering#and im worried since im probs going to be tired anyway from work and when im tired my tolerence for socializing and family things goes down#by a lot and just ugh y did it have to be this week???#also classes r starting the week after and i dont feel evn remotely ready
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