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lonesomedotmp3 · 4 months
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sorry I literally had my phone down eyes closed ready to at least try to sleep but I remembered something that happened yesterday that still boils my blood and I need to talk about it. my sister seriously has the audacity to be constantly seethingly jealous and bitter of me and my brother's good relationship and then will not even treat him like a human being it's just fucking baffling. we were at a restaurant and me and him were having a conversation about tv and then she puts her phone up right in front of his face to show our dad her instagram, completely blocking us from being able to talk and see each other. and the whole time she's going wow look at this photo look at this look how silly I look in this one! and my brother COMPLETELY REASONABLY. because the back of the phone is right in his face and he's hearing about how great these photos are. asks my sister is he can see them. and then she told him off for it! can you kill yourself!
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justdreamersdream · 8 months
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Complete (Eddie Munson story)
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09. My freak
Alissa left the dark clubhouse and walked outside the school. The parking lot was empty, lights in some classrooms were on, there were various school clubs. She leaned against the pillar at the entrance to the building and breathed deeply.
"What happened?" Eddie appeared beside her, pulling her into the cover of the buildings. "Are you OK?" "I am. It's just Jason. He held me up in the hallway and when I said you'll take me home after the meeting, he went completely furious. Chrissy was pulling him away, but he was still yelling at me and- And in his voice- His voice-" Alissa started to cry again, Eddie pulled her close to his chest. "He sounded really scary. Like he meant what he said." "And what did he say."
"That if you touch me-" Al took a deep breath, Eddie's smell - a mix of weed, beer, sweat and a soft man's perfume - calming her down a bit. "If you touch me or hurt me, he'll kill you." "Then he shouldn't see us now." Eddie grinned, letting go of Al's arms, but she pressed closer to him. "Don't." she whispered. "It calms me down." she breathed deeply, wrapped her arms around his waist, hiding her hands under his jacket, on which he wore a denim vest. "I'll hold you as long as it takes, sweetheart." "I'm worried about you, Eds. Jason is capable of anything." "The worst he can do to me is that he beat me up. He won't kill me. He won't ruin his future because of a freak like me." "What if-" "Eddie?! Alissa?!" they heard Mike. "Here we are." Eddie peeked out. "She had another panic attack." "I just wanna tell you that everything is ready." he returned to the building. "Are you going to be okay? Can we start another game?" "As long as you're with me, I'm fine." Alissa admitted, giving Eddie a quick kiss. "Hmm-" Eddie held her close. "I've been missing this all day." he smiled and kissed her once more.
Back in the clubhouse, the boys were asking Alissa if was everything okay, but they were so fired up about the new game that Alissa decided there was no point in telling them anything.
"I have something for you before we start the game." she took out a sketchbook from her backpack and handed them drawn papers. "They are all enemies that we would have to defeat. Their story would be invented by the Dungeon Master-" she smiled at Eddie, who was watching her contentedly from his throne-chair. "-but as raw models they are quite capable." "Capable?" Mike was amazed. "This is work of art." "I told you." Eddie grinned proudly and took the handed drawings. "And let's say that your task will be to come up with names for them. Then I will come up with a story for them and prepare the figures so that we can have them in game form as well." "Are you really going to take them?" Al looked at the six guys in surprise. "Sure. It's perfect." they nodded together.
After they finished the expertise of the drawings, Eddie started a new campaign. He introduced them to the new scenario of the game and the first enemy, which was a cave troll, which was not an extra challenge for them. They had barely played for two hours when Eddie's watch beeped.
"TIME OUT!" called out. "We're done with the expedition for today." "Eddie, we-" "We have a band rehearsal!" he spoke authoritatively and Alissa found herself excited by the tone of his voice. "Ali, are you coming with us?" "I should probably go home." she sounded more disappointed than she wanted, but she realized she would have to face Jason. "Oh, screw it. I'm going with you." she smiled. "I just need to call mum." she ran out of the clubhouse. "How did you do that?" Mike asked Eddie when they were sure Alissa couldn't hear them. "Did what?" "How did you convince her to date you. She's one of the prettiest girls in school." "Nah! You're wrong, Wheeler. SHE is the prettiest girl in school." Eddie was smiling confidently. "And honestly, I still can't believe she's mine." "You're lucky." Gareth acknowledged. "I knew she liked you when she rejected me." "You can't compare you and me." Eddie grinned, shaking his head to air out his long hair. "It's like comparing New Kids on the Block and Iron Maiden." Alissa returned to the clubhouse, all eyes on her and she closed the door nervously. "What is going on?" she frowned. "Come here." Eddie waved at her and when she came to him he pulled her into a hug. "Guys just envy me." he grinned. "Out now!! Meeting at Gareth's in half an hour." Eddie sat down in his chair and placed Alissa on his lap.
The guys left, leaving them alone, and Alissa curled up in Eddie's arms. They sat in silence, deep in thought, Eddie scratching Alissa's back.
"Wheeler asked me a good question." Eddie broke the silence. "What?" Alissa's voice was sleepy. "How did I convince you to date me." "You got weed and beer. What more could a girl like me ask for??" Alissa replied cheerfully. "I'm serious. I have nothing to offer you. I don't have money or an expensive car. I don't even have a bright future." "You have the most beautiful smile I've ever seen." Alissa said into Eddie's chest. "And don't ask me questions like that. You can't control who you fall in love with." she added. "Fall in love?" surprised Eddie pulled Alissa away from him. "You said-" "Yes." she whispered quietly. "Fall in love." she smiled, but nervously waited to see how Eddie would react. "You fell-" he poked his chest.
Alissa reached up and put her lips to his ear and whispered as seductively as she could.
"I love you."
Eddie immediately pulled her close, he was kissing her in a way that made her moan.
"We're going to be late." she whispered as he pulled her shirt off. "I don't care." he replied breathlessly. "This won't take long." he stood up with her in his arms and placed her on the large table that stood in the corner of the clubhouse. "No. Wait. Wait." Alissa pulled away. "Sorry love, I can't." she shook her head. "Al-" Eddie frowned. "Red days, babe." she said embarrassed. "I forgot about it."
Eddie might even protest. Maybe he could convince her that there were other ways to enjoy sex, but he knew that she wasn't the kind of girl who would agree to that. And on the other hand, if she didn't enjoy it, he wouldn't enjoy it. His new favorite sight was Alissa enjoying sex with him.
"Don't apologize, princess. Don't be ashamed." he comforted her. "It's a normal thing, natural." "But you can't-" "Don't be crazy!! I'm not some kind of maniac." he sneered. "It's best with you anyway." he admitted to her. "Really?" "Like I told you today. I've had other girls. But with you, it's all about something else. On a different level." he was kissing her. "That's probably because I love you too."
Alissa smiled happily. She was afraid she was the only one who felt this way, but Eddie's confession brought her to tears.
"I didn't think anyone would ever tell me that." she was smiling. "You? What can I say. Me, the local freak." "But you are my freak." Alissa looked at him. "My beautiful brown-eyed freak."
They were only ten minutes late for the band rehearsal and of course they heard from their friends stupid notes about them, but only the two of them knew what an important moment they had just experienced.
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leelee10898 · 5 years
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Fast cars & Freedom: Bad Liar (12/?)
The end of summer zoo trip has arrived, as tensions run high will the trip be a disaster? Catch up HERE
Pairings: Logan x Ellie, Colt x Ellie
Rating: Mature
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Ellie had gotten herself in well over her head again. After Logan told her what he wanted, and the blow up with Colt. She made herself busy with work, and spending her free time with Luca. She had been looking forward to the zoo trip all summer, but that morning she woke up dreading the day. She had minimal contact with Colt, and Logan was often at the track preparing for a big race coming up. She got up and got herself ready before waking Luca up. Once luca was ready they went down and had breakfast. Ellie sat there picking at her muffin, not having much of an appetite, and her stomach was flopping all over the place.
“Hey guys. We're sorry but we're not going to make it to the zoo today.” Ellie gave her dad a confused look. “Um ok. Not that I didn't want you guys to come but, it was only supposed to be The four of us. Luca, logan, colt and I.”
“oh Logan invited us the other day. But, sally and I are going away for the day.” Frank grabbed a cup of coffee while the frustration swirled in Ellies head. “You ok kiddo? You look a little pale.” Ellie shook her head “Yeah, im fine just, my nerves are shot.”
“Grampy, I'm going to the zoo today. I'm going to see Lions and pandas and tigers and hiphopitamuses.” she grinned, Ellie and Frank chuckling at the mispronunciation. “You mean hippopotamus’s” Frank snickered. “Yeah, that's what I said hiphopitamuses. Silly grampy.”
“Well you have fun. And don't let the monkeys fling poop at you.” Frank waved. “Dad! Seriously?” Ellie scolded him. He stuck out his tongue and walked out the door.
Ellie and Luca drove alone, meeting Logan and Colt there. After a 2 hour drive they pulled into the parking area of the zoo, meeting Colt at the gate. “Colt.” Luca went running, a wide smile spread across his face “Hey princess.” he scooped her up in a hug. “Hi Colt.” Ellie walked up to the too. “Ellie.” He acknowledged her. He still was angry, her stomach churned again, the stress was eating at her. “Hey Luca, Hey Ellie, you guys made it finally.” Logan came walking up, Ellie turned towards his voice glad he was there but her face falling slightly seeing Stacie standing next to him. “Oh, hey Stacie I didn't expect to see you here.”
“Oh, yeah Logan asked me to tag along.  Riya and Darius couldn't make it.” Stacie grinned.
Ellie chewed the inside of her cheek, trying not to say something she might regret.
They paid for their tickets and made their way into the zoo. Luca was ecstatic,  she loved the zoo and Ellie would often take her back on the East coast. She would always tell her how her parents would take her when she was a little girl, and her favorite animals to see were the otters.  Logan was just as excited as Luca he had never been to the zoo before. They walked around coming up to the Arctic Fox. "Wow, so pretty. Its fur is snow white." Ellie marveled at the beautiful animal before her. "Well, its white what did you expect." Colt snorted, Ellie shot him a dirty look. "Let's move on." Stacie suggested, sensing the tension.  
They walked up to the baboons, they watched them run around and jump, playing with each other.  Ellie stood next to Colt, who had Luca on his shoulders, her gaze set on Logan standing with Stacie. His hand planted on her shoulder as he stood behind her, pointing things out.she watched as Stacie laughed, and then playfully slapped his chest.
"Ok. Let's move on." Ellie snapped, they all looked at her as she quickly turned making her way to the next animal.
They stood in front of  the penguin display. "OOH penguins, I love penguins Colt. Get closer. " Luca tugged on his hair. "Ouch. Alright, Alright. I'll move closer." Logan stood next to Ellie and Stacie. "Awe look at the babies." Stacie swooned. "Did you know the father hatches the egg while the mother hunts?" Logan crossed his arms, pleased with his input. "Oh yeah? Where did you hear that?" Stacie quirked her brow, Logan gave her a lopsided grin "happy feet." Ellie rolled her eyes annoyed.  Stacie was her friend, but why did Logan invite her on their family outing, or for lack of better terms, dysfunctional family outing?
Of course you'd be impressed by that Ellie mumbles under her breath.  Colt cocked his head to the side.  "Something bothering you Elle?"
"NO." she snapped.
"You know most penguins go through life with one partner. Once they find them, they never seperate." Ellie shot him an unamused look. "If only some humans were like that." He focus on her as he spoke.  "Come on squirt, lets go look at the giraffe's."
Ellie stood there alone a minute while everyone followed colt. She could feel her stomach churning again. This was not how she anticipated the day going. Once she semi composed herself she joined the others.
After an afternoon of snide remarks and jabs between the 3 of them Ellie finally had her fill. They were standing in line to get drinks. It was hot, and tensions were running high. "Can we go see the tigers? Mommy, I want to see the polar bears, you promised we could see the polar bears. When Can we see something else. " Luca whined.
"Luca, we will go in a minute. Calm down and let stacie get her drink." Ellie snapped. "Whoa Ellie calm down. Are you mad about something?" Logan questioned as Ellie stood there, mouth agape "Seriously Logan?" She threw her hands up in the air "Why did you invite Stacie here?"
"I didn't think it would be a problem." Ellie rolled her eyes. "Of course not. Nothing is ever a problem. This was supposed to be a family outing. Is. Is something going on with you and Stacie?" She pointed at him, just as Stacie walked up. "No, were just friends Ellie." Logan said in defense prompting stacie to chime in "Ellie, I told you I would never do that to you."
"Why do you care so much Ellie? You want to be with Logan?" Colt broke his silence. The four began to argue amongst themselves for a few minutes, finally Ellie spoke up "I'm done with this. Come on Luca, lets let's go see the polar bears." She turned looking for Luca, she was nowhere to be found. "Luca? LUCA!" she shouted panic setting in.
"Luca." Logan shouted, still not getting a response.  Ellie began to hyperventilate colt on her immediately "Ellie, Elle I need you to calm down. We're gonna find her. Breathe in." He looked up "Logan, go look by the polar bear enclosure, and then to the Lions.  Stacie, go tell a staff member we have a missing child." The two nodded and took off.
"Colt, my baby. What if we." Ellie sobbed.
"Hey, calm down. We're gonna find her, trust me." He pulled her into a tight embrace, calming her down. "Now, is there anywhere else she would go?" Ellie's eyes went wide "Hippos."
Colt grabbed her hand as they took off running, darting around the other visitors. They came upon the Hippo enclosure, their eyes darted around before Colt locked eyes on the small brunette child "Luca." She shouted, she turned smiling at him. "Ellie, I got her." He shouted as he scooped her up in his arms. "Luca, you scared us. You can't wander off sweetheart."
"Lulu, oh thank god. Baby you can't wander off, you scared us to death." The three stood ellie and colt holding onto her for dear life.  
Logan and Stacie ran up, thankful she was ok. A slight pained look on his face as he watched the interaction between the three. "I'll go and inform the staff we found her." Stacie gave his shoulder a squeeze as she parted. Logan made his way to the trio "Thank god you found her. Hey lulu, you really gave us a scare." Luca reached over for Logan. "Are you mad at me uncle Logie?" Logan chuckled "no. I'm glad you're ok. But you can't wander off like that ok."
They decided to call it a day after that. Luca having school the next morning. Both men agreeing to come see her off. As Ellie put Luca to bed that night the day replaying in her head. How did things get so screwed up. Was there really something going on between Stacie and Logan? She knew Colt was upset about the divorce, but the way he stepped up and took control of the situation made her really believe he would be a good dad, if he was Lucas father. And the few minutes Luca was gone terrified her, it was just a few minutes but it felt like a lifetime. The nagging nauseous feeling crept back up again, she couldn't wait for it to be all over, the divorce,  the paternity results. She laid down, tossing and turning in bed most of the night.
The next morning she woke up, got Luca ready and sure enough both Colt and Logan were there to see her off. Luca was excited to start school, she excelled in preschool,  and placed much higher than a kindergarten level on her school entrance test. Though she most likely got her smarts from her mother, Colt was also very smart, and Logan really showed his intellectual side during the study date with Riya and Darius all those years ago. She would definitely be a force to be reckoned with in school, that was for sure.
Ellie took the day off of work, she knew she wouldn't be productive with her mind occupied with Luca being at school. She spent the day wandering around the house,  cleaning up, unpacking boxes she still hadn't gotten around to. If she were being honest with herself she was also trying to block out the fact the court date was the next week. She often found herself wondering if she were making a mistake,  and every time she wondered it, Dracys words popped in her head. He loved Luca, he really seemed like he would be a good dad. But what if being a family wasn't enough? What if he turned out to be just like Kaneko, wanting more, the crew again. She took a deep breath, allowing herself to think those thoughts brought back the familiar nauseous feeling. She took a deep breath calming herself down,  she would cross that bridge when the time came, only if she were Colts.
Before she knew it, it was almost time to get Luca from the bus. Logan had a race he coming up, so he had to take off right after they got Luca on the bus. Colt however, would be there. Ellie sat on the front patio waiting when she heard the familiar sound of a bike coming down the street. She watched  him as he pulled into the driveway. She always loved the way he looked when he rode. He had traded in his old leather jacket for a new one, his shoulders broader than when he was 19 going on 20. He was still as fit as ever, ellies mind flashed back to the night they hooked up, her hands pressed against his muscular chest. She bit her lip at the thought,  his impossibly tight shirt not helping the situation as he walked towards her . "I knew you would be out here already." He smirked as he walked onto the porch. "Yeah, how'd you know that." She tilted her head at him. "Because you're always like an hour early for everything."
He was right, and she couldn't believe he remembered.
"You ever think you'll go back to a car?" She asked.
"Not anytime soon," He chuckled "Guess I'll have to use one of the cars I Have sitting around for when I have Luca."
"I miss it." Colt eyed her "miss what? The bike? You want that too?"
"NO. I miss the riding. The thrill, the feeling." A blush crept up on her cheeks she prayed he didn't notice.
"Let's take a ride. " He stood holding out his hand. Ellie hesitated "I ahhh. I dont know, Luca-"
"will be off the bus in 45 minutes, we have time. Come on, we have plenty of time." Ellie contemplated for a split second, before an old feeling she had tucked away ignited her body. "Let's do it." She jumped up following him to the bike. They climbed on and he fired up the bike.
She wrapped her arms around his waist tightly, her head rested against his back. She watched as the scenery flew by in a blur, the sound of his peaceful breathing putting her at ease. She missed this more than she thought, she needed just one last ride before she closed that chapter of her life completely. They drove for about twenty minutes and then came back to the house. They got off the bike, "thanks. I needed that." Ellie smiled as they walked together to the patio. "Yeah  anytime." He sat down fidgeting with his thumbs. "I'm leaving town Elle." He blurted out. Ellie felt her heart drop into her stomach. "Colt. We have court, and what about Luca?" She was shocked, she couldn't believe he would just leave.
"I can't go to court, I can't go and I won't.  If I go, I will contest it all. But if I leave, you'll get what you want,  you'll be happy." He turned looking at her "That's all I want for you El, to be happy, that is all I ever wanted. I'll tell Luca, it's not forever,  just until after the court date." His voice cracking a little, she could tell he was giving everything he had not to break down, she had seen it once before, the night his father died. She tried to do the same but her eyes failed her terribly.  "Colt I. I'm sorry." She began to sob, a wave of emotion crashing over her. She hated this, she hated all of this. Why couldn't he of just got the annulment 6 years ago, why did she still have to care about them both?
"Ellie please don't cry, please." His voice wavering more. As he pulled her into a hug. "What. About. The test results,  what if they call?" She sniffled. "You call me, text me leave me a voicemail. Its shotty connection so I may not get them right away. If for some reason i can't get there, and she's not mine, just don't call me and tell me." Ellie shook her head. "When will you leave?"
"This weekend, friday morning. Just  for a week."
Before they knew it the bus pulled up. They were greeted by a bright eyed, big smile little girl. "Mooooomy, coooolt." She flew into Ellies arms almost knocking her over. "Whoa." Ellie goggled, steadying herself. "Did you have a good day?" "I had the best day ever!" She ran to colts arms as he scooped her up twirling her around. "Hey sweetheart, what did you do today?" He put her down as they sat down "Well my teacher tried to teach us counting today and they only had us count to 20. I said that's it?"
"Oh yeah? Well what did she say?" Colt cocked his brow, knowing Luca she gave this teacher a run for her money. "Well she said that we would work on counting past 20 later on in the year. So I said, lady I can count past 20 with no problem." They looked to her to finish.  "And she said oh yeah, that's excellent what can you count to? And then I said um like 1,000. So she didn't believe me so I started counting." Her face going somber "She. She cut me off at 497." Ellie and Colt both looked to each other and laughed.
"That's amazing squirt. You are so smart, just like mommy." Colts sincere gaze met her eyes. "Hey Luca. I have to tell you something ok?" Luca looked up at him "I just wanted to let you know that I have to go out of town for a little bit."
"You're leaving?" She sniffled.  "Yeah but not til Friday, and just a few days."
"Will you put me on the bus every morning?" She batted her tiny little lashes, Just like her mom, he was a sucker for it and Colt was warped around her tiny little fingers. "Yes I will."
"And get me off the bus?" Ellie chuckled, she was persuasive.
"Of course, wouldn't miss it for the world." Colt hugged her.
The week flew past, she missed Logan and wasn't sure what to do about him. Could she really divorce Colt and then date Logan? Was that even fair? Would she lose him forever? Could she handle that? Friday morning Colt came to put Luca on the bus, Ellie thought it best if he did it alone, it would be hard on them both when he left. Just a few short days and it would be over, but was she ready? Only time would tell.
Colt drove the biggest part of the day. Fighting back the urge to turn around and show up to that court house next week.  He needed to push through to get to his destination and try to clear his mind.
After almost 8 hours he pulled into the Lake Tahoe area. Up a gravel driveway to a nice cabin that sat by the lake. The woman stood there hands on her hips,  "Bout time you came up here to see me."
"Hey Mom."
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