#like i don't rly care about cuck as an insult it's just some kink and I'VE used it as one bc it's funny | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

roostertuftart · 6 months

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every so often i get reminded of when a bunch of style shippers who hated me tried to get back @ me by like. constantly calling me a cuck and I think they were implying i was??? and to this day i cannot for the life of me figure out how they came to that conclusion like,, I had made a cuck joke @ least once about Kyle bc Gerald is canonically one. so. I mean maybe it's that but??? IDK it wouldn't even bother me but sometimes I really feel like it's because I'm openly polyamorous and THAT is what icks me, ngl. Like, not on some deep internal level, but it just kinda disgusts me because it felt like they just sort of. Came to that conclusion based on that??

Idk, it always makes me wonder. Anyway it's weird to call poly ppl cucks. as a general maybe don't do that unless they 100% are

#like i don't rly care about cuck as an insult it's just some kink and I'VE used it as one bc it's funny #and it never rly bothered me UNTIL someone pointed out that it sorta feels. targetted on my sexuality #and now i can't rly. unsee it like. DAMN they're kinda right #it comes off so much to me as them just sort of passively assuming 'oh well you made a cuck joke. oh well ur poly. this tracks as cuck'#and that i think is what bothers me. the thing is i don't think these ppl even were anti poly i just think they had something internalized #but that kinda grosses me out more #anyway. this is random i just have been thinking about it #me talking #kinda my first “oh ppl actually will be shitty to me bc i'm polyamorous" moment so it throws me off on occasion

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