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Mixed Emotions

It’s 3:40am May 13th. I’m leaving for India in 4 hours. I don’t know whether to be in a somber prayerful mood or do multiple cartwheels in my hotel room or the airport.  My very being is flooded with wave upon wave of emotion. My dream. The biggest dream of my life is happening in a matter of hours. The rebirth, the transformation, life starts today. 

This song is my mojo at this moment. 

So my Dad just told me something exciting...

He said that if I get my shit together and clean up/reorganize my room I'll be able to get satellite in my room aka I will actually want to hang out up there. I always sleep on the couch because I fall asleep to the TV and I have been wanting to reorganize my room for a while so this is literally the best possible situation. I feel like this is going to be the beginning of a revolutionary summer. Reorganizing my room is step 1 of the changes in my life. I need to lose a lot of weight and get fit, start reading more, start being more active, and just going on more adventures instead of coming home and being boring and lazy. I also need to get rid of the people in my life who bring me down because they only make me feel bad about myself and then it's a repetitive pattern of being trying to be nice and then just getting hurt over and over again. I might start defriending alot of people on FB too which sounds lame and pointless but sometimes I see things on FB that just make me upset unecessarily. Sorry for the rant. Blahhhhh