But when Lucas shows up at the ultrasound, that undid me. Like I had a nice little cry about that. I, yeah. That that stuff, especially if you've ever suffered pregnancy loss is, it's hard to explain the terror of going to those appointments because there's no guarantee that they're gonna go right. And you are with a stranger who, you know, you feel like a guinea pig and it's much easier to face tragedy when you have your person with you. But there's, there's nothing worse than when the tech is like, can you just go sit back in the waiting room? I'll have someone come talk to you in a minute. You know, like it's, it's really bad. And. so I. I completely peyton's terror. And what's weird to me is that we had to depict this stuff before it happened to us in real life. Like none of us had had kids. We were guessing. And so yes, so much of this episode is meta, but it feels meta for me personally because I lived it not long after. And I don know that gets in your head. That's when you start to wonder like if you conjure shit, like what is happening?  But Lucas showing up made me love Lucas and Peyton so much. People pick on us for being cheese balls once we're together. I don't give a shit. I don't care what you think. We are in love. He showed up. He was like, you told me last week. Like what? You heard that?..It was so romantic and it didn't cost a thing. He just showed up and remembered. -Hilarie