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wherewolf · 11 months
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the responses i’ve seen to shiv’s ending seem very quick to write her off as just another sad victim of the cycle, which isn’t without truth BUT!!! that is not even remotely the summation of shiv’s story.
i don’t think she votes yes to “save kendall” or to try to finally set her brothers free. and i don’t think her main concern was that ken was becoming their dad. she absolutely noticed and didn’t love it, but that was not her motivation in betraying him. she was thinking about herself.
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it’s tempting to make a martyr out of her as she is the only female child and we see her suffer the onslaught of misogyny that comes with that. but to make her into a saintlike figure who got beat takes away the power and intelligence behind her decision.
at this point she’s stuck between two non ideal choices, but she recognizes that they have accidentally made her the single most important player in the game. because while she can’t have the outcome she’d prefer, she has the power to decide the fates of everyone else. the written off lone woman now holds in her hands the fate of every man in her life.
so she thinks about the long term benefits of both options and realizes that one side leaves her completely without any leverage.
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her brothers have proven to her multiple times in the last few days alone that they will cut her out and walk all over her the first chance they get. siding with them leaves her nothing to bargain with. she would just have to hope that ken would actually take care of her. and that level of vulnerability is not only unacceptable to her, it’s stupid. and shiv fuckin roy is not stupid.
so she thinks about the other side and about what she actually wants for her life. and against her better judgment, it’s becomes unfortunately clear that she wants tom. the way she wants him is not altogether loving or even good but it is necessary to her. she sees relationships as having winners and losers and she chose this man specifically so that she could be confident in her ability to win. except now he’s grown some balls and made himself unavailable to her.
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she may not like the way her husband is evolving but she already placed her bets on him, so she’s sure as hell not losing to him now. there’s also a part of her that feels intrigued by this new man she’s married to. it’s interesting to have a sparring partner in him instead of having to looking for excitement outside of their marriage.
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so for maybe the first time ever, she processes what tom has said to her and thinks about what he actually wants.
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he needs her to prove that she cares. he needs to know that she is capable of sacrifice. if she can’t find it within herself to do this for him, then she will lose him, and by extension, she will lose.
siding with tom gives her the opportunity to once and for all make a grand-stand gesture of love, but more importantly, it creates leverage for her. never again will he be able to hold the moral high ground over her head. never again can he say she doesn’t love him. never again can he call her selfish or uncaring. above all, he can never betray her again, because she just removed all of his moral justification for turning on her. he doesn’t realize it yet, but she’s just taken back all the power in their relationship. just in a more subtle way than she’s used to operating.
and just like that, she has the ceo of a multi billion dollar company in her pocket, while situating herself as the only descendant of logan roy to still be playing the game, having removed her brothers from the equation permanently. she may still be far from the top but she’s creating a path for herself to climb.
so yes, she’ll let tom play king for a day, and she’ll have his baby and say “congratulations,” and play the gracious wife, but tomorrow is a new day with lots of room to maneuver. and when her husband puts out his hand, she’ll place her own on top. but she won’t grasp it because she doesn’t need to.
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dailyaudiobible · 3 years
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11/28/2020 DAB Transcript
Daniel 5:1-31, 2 Peter 2:1-22, Psalms 119:113-128, Proverbs 28:19-20
Today is the 28th day of November welcome to the Daily Audio Bible I’m Brian it is great to be here with you today as we bring another one of our weeks together to a close and then make the final push through the end of this month and into the next month, which is the last month of the year. But we’re here and we’re here now and our next step forward will lead us back into the book of Daniel. We’re reading from the New International Version this week. Daniel chapter 5.
Prayer:
Father, we thank You for Your word and once again we find ourselves closing down a week and looking forward. And once again in that practice, looking back, looking forward and being right here where we are, we get a glimpse of this thread of redemption that has always been a part of our story. You have always been here, and You are at work in our lives. Sometimes we want You to be at work in our lives and want some sort of instantaneous thing to happen when Your work in our lives is the work of transformation, of remaking us, of sanctifying us. And this is a process that takes place over time. And, so, we find ourselves at little places that mark time, like the end of a week or the beginning of a week and we take the time to acknowledge this, that things are happening. When we look back to the beginning of the year and we zoom forward until this present moment things are happening, You are at work in our lives. This is how it works. And, so, we open our hearts and say continue the work. Continue the good work that You have begun in us. Transform us so that our will, aligns with Your will, so that our desires are things that You desire. And, so, often when we say things like that it's about big things that we’re fighting, maybe lust, or greed, or envy, or whatever we’re fighting, but to have our desires be aligned with Your desires is that we look through the eyes of love at everyone that we encounter. Come Holy Spirit, help us to be Your image bearers on this earth we pray. In the name of Jesus, we ask. Amen.
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Good morning everyone from Budapest this is John, John in Budapest and the many of the longtime listeners will know me as Paul in Barcelona. I know we all have our fun nick names and mine is rather boring, but Paul in Barcelona has moved to Budapest and taken his middle name of John as his nickname. So, I’m John and Budapest now. Okay? And doing quite well with my Hungarian by the way. So, you know, also if anyone wants to follow me on Facebook look for John Ransom in Budapest. So, John Ransom. So anyway, that’s not the cause of this message, the cause of this message is to just ask for special prayer for both Brian and Jill but also the entire staff during these very frenetic holiday season days. And I also want to kinda do a shout out for someone many of the new listeners will not know – SJ, SarahJane in Colorado in the DAB warehouse. And they’re gonna be going through just craziness starting from now. And, so, I just want us all to lift them up in prayer, you know, that they would have all the resources they need. They’re shipping out all those goodies to all of us and…but they’re…it’s not just what they do, it’s who they are. And they’re just pillars of the DAB from the very beginning. SJ has, you know, was in the UK, formerly organized some of the first European meetings. I could go on and on. So, we just pray for you. I also want to give a shout out to Victoria Soldier. Victoria I was praying for you this morning as I had breakfast with Abba and I just love your sweet spirit and your powerful prayers. Blind Tony and so so many others I send you much love and it’s a pleasure to be on the pod waves again with you. God bless.
Hey this is the Prodigal calling in. Just listened to the pain and the heartbreak of Terry the trucker. He’s back out in his truck again because of this plague and I just beg God to let the devil take his foot off…off Terry’s neck and give him some peace, he and his wife. They’ve been together 32 years, a lot longer than me and mine. And he needs some comfort. And only you Holy Spirit and the Lord Jesus Christ can give him that comfort. So, please God I beg that You…sorry I just worked out…You give him some peace, some release, some grace. Shine Your light on him. Let him rise up and get back in with his wife and with all the losses and everything lead as normal life as possible. We’re all challenged, we’re all plagued. It’s part of the human condition these days and it doesn’t look like it’s gonna get better for a while. So, please just…I beg You’d help everybody who calls in with cancer and MS and divorces and loneliness and depression. Unfortunately, I’ve had all those simultaneously and it sucks. So, Terry I know how you feel brother and it broke my heart dude. So, I’m praying for you. Always love to hear your calls. And you keep on drivin’ keep on truckin’ brother and God’s there with you. He’s riddin’ with you in the truck. He’ll heal ya. He’ll help ya. He’ll lift you up. Praying. And only …
This is I am Blessed from Canada and I don’t call in very often, but God is prompting me so often to call in and I don’t know why I don’t. So, in the midst of doing my dishes right now listening to the prayers I thought, “here it comes again. God’s prompting.” And I’m not gonna ignore this time. I just want to let God’s Yellow Flower know that you are in my heart, my thoughts, my prayers. Praying for Keith. Love you and can only imagine how difficult this is. You bring a smile to my face. The talk about the pounding of the concrete. I wonder whether that’s on Cordon Avenue or Pembina Highway or I don’t know I’ve driven by so much construction lately and I think of my other fellow Winnipeggers like Nave. Where you these days? And I’m just so thankful that there is community out there. And I think so often as I drive down, “I wonder if anyone out here is a DABber?” And it’s just such a big part of my life and I just thank you Brian for that. And I thank You Lord for everything for You have done and that You’ve called Brian to do and his faithfulness and for the faithfulness of others that call in. It’s just so valuable. Thank you, Jesus for these people.
Hey there Daily Audio Bible family this is John from Bethlehem Pennsylvania I hope you are doing awesome. I wanted to say first of all happy Thanksgiving to everybody it is Tuesday the 24th November, hard to believe. But happy Thanksgiving. Happy Thanksgiving week. There’s so much to be thankful for. Family if you would be so kind as to keep a couple people in mind for me. We’ve got a good friend her name’s Jill and she’s on our worship team for our church in Easton Pennsylvania and she’s having some complications after having surgery…and…with some infection. If you can keep Jill in mind, that God’s amazing power and healing and mighty touch would be on her for healing and wholeness and health and peace and comfort and bring her through that, I…I’d greatly appreciate it. And then, if you could keep Pastor Randy and Maribel Landis in mind as well, they…they tragically lost…they’re the senior pastors for our church, Life Church here in the Lehigh Valley in Pennsylvania…and they tragically lost their son Randall who’s in his 30s last week. Pastor Randy and Randal, his son were doing mission work in the Dominican and his son got a mosquito bite and tragically died two days later of dengue. So, it’s a tragic time as it is for so, so many. I love you guys and covet your prayers over all these folks in Jesus’ name. Thank you.
Hello, my dear Daily Audio Bible family. How are you? I am so thankful for you for the Hardin family, thankful for technology that we can go through the Bible together in community during this pandemic in this crazy year. I am so thankful for all of you who prayed for our coworker Barb. The surgery to remove the tumor that was behind her ear in her skull was a complete success. They didn’t think that they would get all of the tumor, but they did, 100%. Not only that, her nerves in her face all the things that she was concerned about were totally protected and she has complete use, function of her nerves. Thank you, Lord we are so grateful. Today Brian read the passage about spouses with…well…with Christians with unbelieving spouses. I want to pray for some of those people. Lord, I want to lift up Radiant Rachel to You and Joe and all of the people in our Daily Audio  Bible community who love You and seek You, who worship You and whose spouses are not walking with You. Father, I just pray that You would do mighty work through these brothers and sisters of ours, that You would help them to be Jesus to their spouses and that You would be convicting the hearts of their unbelieving spouses so that they would see Your love and their sin and their need to…need to bend the knee before Your Father. Also, for our friends who are in that same boat Lord, please just touch the hearts of the spouses. Happy Thanksgiving Daily Audio Bible. Talk to you later. We love you.
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michellewyatt · 4 years
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Getting the Squeeze
We don’t mean to word vomit all over our friends and overshare with all we are going through, but it’s what we do. Pace yourself though or you will run out of friends if that is all you do! A couple of weeks ago, a friend called to go to dinner. We haven’t seen each other in a while so before arriving at the restaurant I told myself to keep everything simple, stay strong, and don’t be needy. Welp, that didn’t happen… We started talking and l completely forgot about the instructions I gave myself. She got a mouthful of everything going on in my life. It wasn’t all about me, she shared what was going on in her life as well. It couldn’t have been more of what I needed if I had planned it myself. Maybe God knew what He was doing. She said something that forever changed me… not everything you are going through is an attack… sometimes it’s God squeezing you. Have you felt maxed out beyond your capacity to handle, stretched beyond what you feel able to endure any longer? Me too! It’s easy to blame my behavior and my heart’s responses on the tough circumstances I find myself in. 
Let’s discuss the squeezing process. I’m not talking about the squeeze of an affectionate hug but instead, let’s think about what happens to an orange when it is squeezed to make orange juice. First, you roll the orange around on a counter while pressing on it to get the juices flowing.  Then you cut the orange in half. The last step is to place the orange on the juicer while pressing down with all your might and twisting the orange until all the juice is out. Then yummy orange juice to drink!   That’s quite a process to go through. Can you imagine what it takes for God to squeeze us into the person He is calling us to be? The pressing, the squeezing, maybe even in the cut down the middle?! Sounds painful, doesn’t it? This is why we immediately say “it’s an attack of the enemy”.  
God has been showing me how the squeezing is molding me and making me into His masterpiece. It removes things that have been locked inside me for a long time. This doesn’t mean these things are wrong or sinful (but could be), but things that will hold me back from growing the seeds of greatness He planted inside me. It means that I have become apathetic or comfortable where I am. It means that I am too concerned with what others think and continually compare myself without considering what He says about me. I am going through a lot of transition in my life. This is a new season for me again! Could it please just stop changing already? Nope. Because I won’t be that person if it does. 
What came out of my heart? Insecurity in certain friendships, anxiety as I engage the reality of working for hubby and building a business as well as a ministry together, and doubts about whether God will provide for me even though He always has. Oh, and that’s not all! I’ve also felt frustration because if I’m honest, it would be nice if it was an easier road to walk than the one God has chosen for me. At times, all of this squeezing has led to feeling completely overwhelmed. Although my circumstances may be different than yours, when we get down to heart issues, we are more alike than different.  
What I am learning is that if I am to expand my faith, I must be willing to be squeezed to get the juices flowing from the pressure. Once I allow the juices to flow, He can use me in ways I never realized. This entire squeezing process is to get Him to flow through me to help others.  
When you feel squeezed with fearful thoughts threatening to paralyze you it’s not from God. Maybe you’re feeling like Moses in Exodus 4:13 when he asked God to please send someone else to do the job. Or perhaps you’re like Jonah, and you want to run away from what God’s called you to do. These things can be painful beyond words, but the truth is, being squeezed by life can humble us in Him. God builds a redemptive bridge into the lives of others from our challenging circumstances.  
You need to hear this: being squeezed isn’t an indication that God is rejecting or abandoning you. In His sovereignty and love, God is refining us. And the beauty is that in the middle of this refining squeeze, God is tender and gentle to us, even though it may not feel like it. Isaiah 42:3 says, “A bruised reed he will not break, and a smoldering wick he will not snuff out.” He loves us enough to allow hard circumstances to sanctify us and make us more like Jesus. But as he does so, he brings comfort and encouragement to our weak and oppressed hearts. 
Many things in our lives are out of our control, however, we can control how we respond to them. We are responsible for what we allow in our lives through television, radio, friends, etc. Are we allowing circumstances to control us or are we turning to Him through the process to see where we can be more like Him? It has given me such a peace knowing that so much of what I was going through was not from Him or the enemy but just life. It was God letting me know it is time to move on to the next chapter and with His squeezing, the juice will flow.
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dfroza · 4 years
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We see an act of rebirth of the heavens and beautiful earth
written of in the conclusion of the 2nd Letter of Peter for Today’s reading of the Scriptures for Saturday, may 16 of 2020
[Chapter 3]
This is now, my dear friends, my second letter to you. In both of them, I have tried to inspire you to a sincere and pure way of thinking by reminding you of what you already know. Remember the words spoken earlier by God’s holy prophets and the commandment that our Lord and Savior gave to you through your emissaries. Above all, be sure to remember that in the last days mockers will come, following their own desires and taunting you, saying, “So what happened to the promised second coming of Jesus? For everything keeps going just the way it has since our ancestors fell asleep in death; since the beginning of creation, nothing’s changed.”
When they make fun of you, it’s as if the scoffers are deliberately forgetting that long ago when God spoke the word, the heavens came into existence and the earth formed from water and by water. The waters later flooded and destroyed that world. By that same word, the heavens and earth we see now are being reserved for destruction by fire, preserved until the time comes for the godless on the day of judgment.
Don’t imagine, dear friends, that God’s timetable is the same as ours; as the psalm says, for with the Lord, one day is like a thousand years, and a thousand years is like one day.
Now the Lord is not slow about enacting His promise—slow is how some people want to characterize it—no, He is not slow but patient and merciful to you, not wanting anyone to be destroyed, but wanting everyone to turn away from following his own path and to turn toward God’s.
The day of the Lord will come unexpectedly like a thief in the night; and on that day, the sky will vanish with a roar, the elements will melt with intense heat, and the earth and all the works done on it will be seen as they truly are. Knowing that one day all this will come to pass, think what sort of people you ought to be—how you should be living faithful and godly lives, waiting hopefully for and hastening the coming of God’s day when the heavens will vanish in flames and the elements melt away with intense heat. What will happen next, and what we hope for, is what God promised: a new heaven and a new earth where justice reigns.
So, my friends, while we wait for the day of the Lord, work hard to live in peace, without flaw or blemish; and look at the patience of the Lord as your salvation. Our dearly loved brother Paul, according to the wisdom given him, has written about this. He says essentially the same in all of his letters, although uneducated and unstable readers misinterpret the difficult passages, just as they always misread Scripture, to their spiritual ruin.
So hear my final words, my friends. Now that I have warned you about what’s ahead, keep up your guard and don’t let unprincipled people pull you away from the sure ground of the truth with their lies and misunderstandings. Instead, grow in grace and in the true knowledge of our Lord and Savior Jesus, the Anointed, to whom be glory, now and until the coming of the new age. Amen.
The Letter of 2nd Peter, Chapter 3 (The Voice)
Today’s paired chapter of the Testaments is Leviticus 20 in which is seen a listing of various things that God does not permit according to His moral law for the Hebrews that mostly points to sexual sins, of which all of these are still applicable for us Today. although, and thankfully so, there is no longer a death penalty for doing so as there was then. and this is not because the law faded, but all because of grace. all sin deserves the death penalty, which is actually spiritual death and separation from God our Creator, who is pure Love. and it was the Son who bore all of our sins on the sacred cross in Jerusalem nearly 2,000 years ago as the significance of the new covenant and the True fulfillment of the law.
Israel is the birthplace of garden earth. sacred ground.
[Leviticus 20]
The Eternal One spoke to Moses.
Eternal One: Tell the people of Israel that if any of them or any outsiders living among them present their children as human sacrifices to Molech, they will be put to death. The entire community must see to it that he is stoned to death. I will turn against that man and cut him off from his community because he presented one of his children to Molech; he has desecrated My sanctuary and My sacred reputation. If the people in the community fail to handle the situation and do not execute him after he presents his children to Molech, then I will take the matter into My own hands and turn against the man and his family. I will cut him and all those who prostitute themselves with Molech off from their community.
Eternal One: I will turn against any individual who prostitutes himself by turning to mediums and consulting with those who communicate with the spirits of the dead. I will cut him off from his community. Dedicate yourselves exclusively to the one True God and become holy, for I, the Eternal your God, am holy. Keep My directives and practice My commands, for I am the Eternal who sanctifies you.
Anyone who utters a curse on his father or mother must be put to death, for he has dishonored them, and their blood is on him.
If a man commits adultery with his neighbor’s wife, both offenders must be put to death. If a man has sexual relations with his father’s wife, he might as well have violated his father; both offenders must be put to death, for their blood is on them. If a man has sexual relations with his daughter-in-law, both offenders must be put to death; for they have engaged in a disgusting act and their blood is on them. If a man has sexual relations with another man, they have participated in a detestable act. Both men are to be put to death, for their blood is on them. Any man who marries a woman and her mother commits a depraved act. He and both women are to be burned to death so that such depravity will not exist in the community. Any man who engages in a sexual act with an animal is to be put to death along with the animal. Any woman who approaches an animal to engage in some sexual act must be put to death along with the animal, for their blood is on them.
It is a shameful and dishonorable act for any man to marry his sister and have sexual relations with her; it doesn’t matter whether she is his father’s daughter or mother’s daughter. Both of them must be cut off from their community. Any man who has sexual relations with his sister will bear his guilt and suffer the consequences. If a man has sexual relations with a woman who is menstruating, he has uncovered the source of her flow and she has exposed it to him; both the man and the woman must be cut off from the community. Do not have sexual relations with your aunt, whether she is the sister of your mother or father. Any man who does such a thing has disgraced his relative. Both offenders are guilty and must suffer the consequences. If a man has sexual relations with his uncle’s wife, he might as well have violated his uncle. Both offenders will suffer the consequences of their sin; they will die childless. If a man has sexual relations with his brother’s wife, he has committed a disgraceful, dishonorable act; He might as well have violated his brother; they will die childless.
Therefore, keep all My directives and My rules so that the land I am giving you will not vomit you out. Do not follow in the footsteps of the people who lived in the land before you and whom I will remove from the land when you take possession of it, for they committed wicked acts like the ones described here; this is why I despise them. As I have already told you, “You will inherit the land that was theirs. I am giving you this land flowing with milk and honey as your possession.” I am the Eternal One your God who has set you apart from all the other people. Consequently you must know the difference between a ritually pure and impure animal and a pure and impure bird. Do not make yourselves detestable by eating an animal, a bird, or any small creature that I have designated as ritually impure. You must be holy, for I, the Eternal One, am holy, and I have chosen you from all the people of the world to be My people.
Any person among you who is a medium or tries to communicate with the spirits of the dead must be put to death. They are to be stoned to death, for their blood will be required of them.
The Book of Leviticus, Chapter 20 (The Voice)
my personal reading of the Scriptures for Saturday, may 16 of 2020 with a paired chapter from each Testament along with Today’s Psalms and Proverbs
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gldngrl7 · 7 years
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Karamel Fic: Ruination (5/6)
Title: Ruination
Author: gldngrl7
Started: January 5, 2017
Rating: Explicit
Chapters: 6
Author’s Notes:
Chapter 5 is DEFINITELY explicit.  Sorry not sorry.  If you don’t like it, run now.
Dom/sub undertones.  Reader beware.
Sometimes I write this smutty stuff and I feel like hiding my face afterwards.
Thanks to the following for your comments and flailing.  You guys are awesome: @pwettypwita, @lostin-the-desert, @anaveragegirl15
To all others: thanks for reading/liking
Constructive criticisms and feedback/comments/flailing are mightily appreciated.  Flames are destroyed by my freeze breath.
Chapter: 5/6
         So come on now, strike the match, strike the match now
                We’re a perfect match, perfect match somehow
                         We were meant for one another, come a little closer.
         Flame you came to me
                 Fire meet gasoline
                        I’m burning alive.
--Sia – “Fire Meet Gasoline”
  “You shouldn’t have walked away so soon,” Ral scolded.  “Why do you always have to be so stubborn?”
“Blame it on ‘Dad’,” Mon-El snarks.  His feet flap against the treadmill in a steady pace he finds soothing, but that won’t burn up the device.  He’s been running and thinking without stopping for nearly three hours. Worrying about what she’s thinking.
“You could just go see her and find out,” Ral suggests.
“I told her I’d give her time and space to figure things out.  I’m pretty sure I meant more than three hours.” Mon-El checks the digital read out on the treadmill’s screen.  He’s already run something called a ‘marathon’ – a word that has a nice ring to it.
“You didn’t even tell her you got a job,” Ral sulks, in a way that seems both patrician and annoying at the same time.
“It doesn’t matter,” he replies, shaking his head.  “Let’s wait until I can go a week without getting fired before I tell her.  After all this…I’m not sure I can stomach her disappointment if it doesn’t work out.  I think she’s had enough of that for a while, don’t you agree?”
“She still might come around.  You’re a…what’s that quaint phrase?  Oh, yes.  You’re a catch.”
“Yeah, that’s me.  I’ve been here for two months and I’ve had two jobs, neither of which lasted more than a few days.  I can’t seem to get a grip on the idioms in this language.  I’ve already been kidnapped by CADMUS as a tool to use against her.  I’m allergic to lead, which happens to be the main component in this planet’s most prolific weapon.  I live on a single person cot in a dorm in a government facility where I’m frequently treated like a lab rat.  And I’m a Daxamite – a culture she was raised to hate and distrust from the day she was born.”  
“And yet she still cares for you,” Ral points out to which Mon-El scoffs. “You can sense how strongly she’s drawn to you,” he continues, unbothered by Mon-El’s attitude.  
“I have nothing to offer her.”
“Why would you say that?”
Mon-El loses his footing at the unexpected sound of Kara’s voice and face-plants on the treadmill, his body riding the belt until he’s thrown onto floor, unhurt but discombobulated.
“Well, that’s humiliating,” Ral deadpans.
“Do you need…help?” she asks, even though she’s very aware of his ability to take licking and keep on ticking.
“I’m good,” he replies, popping back to his feet.  His legs are a little on the wobbly side, on account of being on a moving surface for the last three hours.  He paces back and forth a few feet, waiting for his land legs to return.
“Were you talking to yourself?”
“Yes!” he shouts.  “I occasionally talk to myself when I need to work things out in my head!”  He’s not really certain if he’s telling her the absolute truth, or inventing a lie to hide his conversations with Morgan-Ral. “Because I can’t talk to Winn about you, or James, or even J’onn, and gods forbid I say anything to Alex!  So, I’m sorry if I have to talk to myself because nobody in this place gives a damn about my problems!” he shouts, throwing his hands in the air.  Mon-El’s breath is heaving and his throat tightening to the point of uncomfortable. He swallows heavily, embarrassed by his outburst, and by the glimpse behind the veil he gave her.
Kara is dismayed by his admission and her heart breaks a little for the loneliness he laid bare to her, if only for a moment.  She doesn’t want that for him, but she breathes a sigh of relief because she knows that she can liberate him from it.  That she’s meant to.
“I’m sorry,” he says, contrite for the negativity of his eruption. “I’m so very sorry.”
“No,” Kara says, shaking her head.  Her eyes tear up at the downtrodden sight of him, appearing as though he has spent the last few hours apart from her digging his own grave. “I’m the one who should be sorry. You smile and you joke, and you…flirt. It’s too easy to forget that you are experiencing an incredibly profound loneliness.  But I think you’re wrong.  I think we care a great deal about your problems.”
It’s not a topic he wishes to discuss further and so Mon-El decides to redirect the conversation.  “Did you need me for something?” he inquires.  Are there civilians that need pulling out of flames?  Please tell me there are civilians.”
“No civilians,” she replies, shaking her head.  “I came here to apologize,” she admits.  “I said some things this afternoon that were unfair, and which you didn’t deserve.  I accused you of lying and intentionally playing me for a fool without any evidence of that being the case.  And I was short with you when you told me a truth that must have been just as hard to confess as it was to hear.”
“You had every right to—“
“I’m saying, I’m sorry,” she cuts him off.  “And I’m bringing you a peace offering.” From behind her cape she withdraws a clear package with red lettering on it.
The smile slowly returns to Mon-El’s face, sweeping away a small portion of the melancholy in his eyes.  “Red tubes,” he gasps.  Kara holds the package so he can read the letters.  “Red Vines,” he corrects, as she hands him the treat.  Peace offering accepted, he tucks the treats away in the cup holder of the treadmill, next to his water bottle.
“I realize that, in the wrong light, one might assume you told me the truth because it placed you in a position of being my only option.  Which would by default give you a clear advantage.”
“It was the key point in my argument not to tell you.” When her expression conveys confusion, he clarifies, “The argument I had with myself.”
“So…why did you decide to tell me?
“Because —my conscience—was right.  If I want to be a man worthy of you, I need to start acting like it.  And that meant telling you the truth, no matter how it made me look, or what damage it might do to what’s growing between us.”
“Oh, Mon-El,” she sighs, touched by his words.
But Mon-El misinterprets her tone and moves closer to her.  “Don’t tell me you don’t feel it too,” he demands. “It’s so powerful…it’s in my skin.” He studies his hands, instead of looking for signs of rejection on her face.
“Of course she feels it, brother,” Ral interjects.  “Even now she’s generating an electricity so potent you could practically drain her.” 
“Of course I feel it,” Kara agrees, and Mon-El can’t help rolling his eyes with relief.  “But it’s so much more than that.”  She holds out her hand, palms up, hoping that he will take it.
“Is it?” he wonders.  He slips his hand into hers almost without realizing it, as though whatever’s between them is more than simple attraction – it’s gravity.
“Remember when I told you about Rao and how His true will always finds a way to manifest?”
“I remember.”
“Sometimes he does this by creating what we call The Blessed Path.   We call it blessed because it leaves no room for doubt, no opportunity to err.  To sanctify His will, all one must do is follow the steps He lays out for you, which is easy is because He removes all obstacles.
“I’m sorry, Kara, I’m not following.”
Kara releases his hand and steps away from him.  As a non-believer, he won’t take what she says on faith, she’s going to have to take him through this step-by-step.  So she begins to tell him, her voice unwavering in her belief. “You were provided with a Kryptonian pod with a course to Earth programmed into it.  Had you arrived on Earth according to the prescribed course you would have landed on this planet long before I did, a grown man, and still I would have arrived a child.  Instead, your pod was blown off course by solar winds and thrown into the Well of Stars, where you drifted for a period of time, long enough for me to arrive on Earth and grow into adulthood.  You could have landed anywhere on this planet, but you crashed in my city.  And then of course today’s discovery just clarified everything for me.”
“Clarified what?”
“He sent you to me,” she says.  Gazing at his face and finding it slightly gob smacked, Kara can’t bring herself to regret her choice.  And in many ways it does feel like her choice. Looking at him now, she knows that, Rao or not, she would have chosen him, eventually.  “He sent you for me.”
“What are you saying, Kara?”
“That…I’m yours.  If you will be mine.”
Silence hangs thick in the air, as Mon-El’s entire world goes hazy around the edges, like it’s lit with soft light.  He stands there, staring at her, willing himself to wake up from this dream that he has clearly conjured in his increasingly muddled mind.
“Yes!” shouts Ral, breaking the spell her announcement held over him.
Mon-El steps forward and grabs her by the elbow, turning her around. Her face scrunches in confusion sprinkled with perhaps a tiny bit of hurt.  “Come with me,” he says, walking her towards the door.
“Where are we going?  Did you hear what I said?” she asks, a tell-tale tremor in her voice.
“I heard,” he replies, his eyes darting around at something she can’t determine.  Just as they reach the door, he slips an arm around her waist and switches their direction, whisking her at speed to the back corner of the room. Before she can regain her bearings, his mouth is on hers, lips nipping, and tongue demanding entrance, which she grants without hesitation.
After a moment, remembering where they are, Kara tears her lips from his. “Cameras!” she exclaims.
“We’re in a blind spot,” he informs her.  “It’s not a very large one, but we should remain unseen as long as we don’t move more than a few inches to either side.”
Kara’s looks at him with squinted eyes, suspicion on her face. “Do I want to know how you know that?
“I spend a lot of time in this room, and I’m adept at judging the field of vision created by the angle and trajectory of each camera.  It’s a long story.”  Throughout his explanation, his hands have taken it upon themselves to wander her body freely.  “Lips now,” he demands.
They kiss hungrily, as though taking ownership of one another’s mouths.  He bites on her lower lip before painting it with his tongue and sucking on it as though it were a ripe, meaty pomegranate seed.  Kara’s arms snake around his shoulders, pulling his chest flush with hers, resulting in a moan of pleasure.  It’s been nearly twenty-four hours since she’s held him this close, felt his heat, and her body drinks him in like she’s answering the darkest of cravings.  She wraps one leg around his.
She whines in dismay when his lips separate from hers.  “Say it again,” he demands. For a moment, her kiss-addled brain spins about searching for the answer he’s looking for, but one glimpse of the possessive gleam in his eyes and she remembers.  “I’m yours,” she obeys, her knees weakening at the prospect, her forehead falling against his.
“And?”
“You’re mine?” she guesses.
“That’s right,” he answers.  Mon-El proves her every word with the next kiss, rough and ravenous.  It’s complete ruination in a single kiss; for her and for him.  The destruction of two lives, so that they can rebuild anew as one.  “Again,” he demands when he pulls away.  His hands glide down from her hips, stealing beneath the skirt of her suit, to grasp as her bare thighs.
“I’m yours,” she heaves, breathless, with barely a thought but pleasing him in her head.  “And you’re mine.”
“Did anyone else notice that your legs were bare today?” he wonders. He caresses the creamy skin at the back of her thighs, tugging her against the hard ridge growing in his running shorts.
“I don’t think so,” she replies breathily.
“Why didn’t you wear your tights today, Kara?”
“My legs—everything—was so sensitive after last night.  They were uncomfortable.”
“Your skin is sensitive?”  He moves his right hand around to the front her body, brushing the back of his knuckles against her inner thigh.  “Here?”
“Yes,” she nods, breathily.  He caresses her thighs, warm from the heat her body is producing in the general area, but he touches everywhere except the place she craves.  Kara tuck hers head into his neck, placing kisses along his pulse point before working her way to his earlobe, which she grasps between her teeth.
Biting down hard on his earlobe, Mon-El responds with a gasp. “Hellion!”
“Stop teasing,” she pouts.
“Is that what you want?” he baits, his open mouth hovering over hers, threatening to plunder but holding back.
“Yes, Mon-El.  That’s what I want.”  Her hands clasp his t-shirt, pawing at it like a kitten paws at a soft surface. The tip of her tongue steals out from between her lips, painting a glistening layer of moisture across their lush, red canvas.
She bats her eyelashes once, then twice, utterly unaware of the come-hither signals she gives him.  “What else can I do then, but give my good girl what she wants?”
“Nothing,” she shakes her head, falling easily into the role of coquette. Kara Danvers has never been a flirter; was never all that good at it.  Even the best attempts usually ended up in awkwardness and new levels of anxiety. But he made it safe for her to say things, demand things, she never thought she’d have the confidence to do.
He moves his head beside hers, cheek to cheek, and whispers in her ear, “Tell me, Kara…are your panties wet?”
She bites down on her lips, the hot brush of his breath against her ear doing scandalous things to her body.  If her panties hadn’t been wet before, they certainly were now.  She nods, her head bobbing next to his.
“Tell me,” he reminds her.  It’s what he asked of her in the first place.
“Yes, Mon-El.  My panties are wet.”  His hand continues to stroke her inner thigh never getting close enough to the place she needs him.  She bucks her hips into his hand, hoping for some relief from the aching, throbbing desire that’s only getting more intense by the second.
“Are they wet for me?” he asks.  “Is that what I do for you?”
“Yes,” she nods, frantically.  “Yes.”
Mon-El removes his hand from between her legs, leaving the space there colder for its absence, and places both palms on the wall beside her head. He pins her with a hungry stare behind heavy lids, which has a shiver of desire racing down her spine towards darker places.  “Take off your panties,” he instructs.
His voice is soft, sultry, but brooks no argument – not that she has the desire to resist.  Before she knows it, she’s reaching under her skirt and shimmying out of her panties. Although, they’re not the tiny scrap of lace she wore the night before; these undergarments are made for the uniform. Red, to match the skirt, a thick cotton-lycra blend in the boy-short style.  They slither down her thighs, but she has to work them around the top of her over-the-knee red leather boots before they’ll hit the ground, allowing her to step out of them.
Her entire body breathes a sigh of relief when they’re gone, like it’s been waiting all day for this moment.  Mon-El can feel the relief roll off of her in waves.  “Doesn’t that feel better?”
“Yes,” she answers.  Kara glances down at the tent in his running shorts, her lips licking of their own accord. She imagines peeling them down and watching as his erection spring free.  Imagines sinking to her knees and taking him into her waiting mouth, as she did last night.
“Not yet,” he says, reading the open expression on her face.  “I think we’ll save that for another time.” Removing one hand from the wall, he lifts her skirt just enough to slide under.  Kara’s chest tightens when the tip of his finger teases the seam of her folds. “Let me take care of you,” he says, sinking his finger in her soaking heat finding her clit with unerring precision.
“Ah!” she cries out as white-hot electricity streaks through her, his finger circling around her clit.  Sourced from the bundles of nerves at the mercy of his fingertip, the heat spread outwards, sparking activity in her breasts and hips.  She jerks forward harder against his hand, grabbing ahold of his arm that’s planted on the wall for support.
He slides two fingers into her delicate seam and finds her slick and sopping with need for him.  He could take her now without further ado and her clutch would accept him willingly, eagerly. The evidence of her desire swiftly and easily coats his fingers.  Pressing forward, he dips his fingers into her core, watching the rapturous expression on her face as she tilts her head back, her jaw dropping open.
Panting heavily, Kara rides his long, elegant fingers, seeking to take him deeper, to consume him entire.  It feels so good, she is unable to stop herself from seeking more, like a power source that needs constant replenishing.
“I think you’re even wetter than last night, Kara,” he points out, astonished and thrilled at the same time.  “Are you still embarrassed?”
“No,” she gasps, riding and riding, her hips undulating against the hand thrust under her skirt.
“Why not?”
“Because it means…my body…was made…for this,” she answers, echoing his encouragement from the night before.
“Made for me,” he corrects.  Mon-El leans forward, licking a long stripe up the length of her neck with the tip of his tongue before sucking her earlobe between his lips.  She turns her head to afford him better access.
“Made for you,” she sighs, sounding for all the world as though she’s about to swoon.
“Say it again.”
“I’m yours.”
His thumb strikes her clit, and it’s like striking a match where the flame doesn’t catch, it just sparks enough to cause her entire body to shudder. She wants to come so badly, but she knows – can tell already after only one night with him – that he’s going to draw her out.  He will crank her tension as high as he can get it before he strikes the match in earnest.
When he withdraws his fingers from her wet heat, Kara whines with disappointment, her face scrunching in a sensual pout he finds incredibly arousing. With nothing to reach for, her hips pull back until her backside is resting on the wall, her legs slightly angled away.  He sticks his wet fingers into his mouth, sucking every last drop of her flavor from them.
Deciding to take action, Kara grabs his hand from his mouth and draws his still-wet thumb between her lips.  She sucks gently, drawing it in and out, while her tongue circles lazily around the digit, her eyes locked onto his.
“You are…truly a descendent of the Vartine,” he swears, his voice laced with awe.  The taste of her on his fingers, however, doesn’t begin to appease the ravenous craving he feels for her.  He salivates at the thought of her sweet flavor, just spicy enough to always leave him wanting more.
His cock is demanding attention, screaming from the loose confines of his running shorts.  Mon-El draws a deep steadying breath and mentally strangles the beast into submission, ordering it to wait its turn.
“I can’t believe it’s been a full day since I’ve tasted you,” he says, swiping his tongue across his lower lip, leaving it glistening with the proof of his salivation.  He tugs his hand from her mouth, cups the back of her head and dives in for a scorching, demanding his.  When he pulls away, her body’s lost some of its strength and she leans heavily against the concrete wall.  “I think I’ll do that now.”
It happens so fast, she’s certain he used his speed to bend down, hook his arms under her knees and hoist her onto his shoulders.  Her legs dangle down his back as she seeks the stability of the wall to maintain balance.  She lifts her skirt out of his way, pulling it up against her body, so that she can grab his hair with one hand.
There are no more words for a while after that – at least, nothing more than monosyllables.  His long, patrician nose dips into her heat, nudging against her clit and brushing over it repeatedly, until finally—finally—he tilts his head back far enough for his tongue to find her.
He grips tightly to the outside of her thighs as he takes long draughts from her, licking at her with flattened tongue, seeking every crevice that might increase her pleasure.  His lips envelop the swollen bundle begging for his attention, and begins to suckle and lick at the hyper-sensitive bud.  Her reaction is immediate and ferocious.
Kara’s hand slams into the concrete wall at hip-level, her fingers crushing and gripping into as if it were made of goose down.  Shards of concrete litter the floor at their feet while Mon-El smiles into the heat of her nest.  Her other hand fists a handful of thick, dark hair at his scalp, holding him in place – as if he would move before he was good and ready. 
“Yesyesyesyesyes,” she chants over and over. Her voice is a keening plea as she stares down at the top of his head, his mouth working diligently to take care of her.
Kara’s heels press into his back as every muscle in her body coils, her lungs ceasing to draw breath, as she hangs there on the precipice for what seems like an eternity.  Her back arches, her mound pressing insistently into his working lips and tongue. “Please,” she begs, a sob rising in her chest.
Mon-El takes one long, painful draw from clit and finally she’s bursting apart, like a firework in the night sky.  She bites down on her lip to hold in the scream, still partially aware of their location.  The walls of her passage, the muscles too strong for any but him to bear, flutter wildly—uncontrollably—as he samples her pleasure with his tongue.  She moans, the sound pushing out from deep within her, as if working its way up from her peaking core.
He holds her aloft as her body goes limp, kissing the soft skin around her folds as her senses make their slow but inevitable return.  Her fingers stroke his scalp, no longer fisting desperately in his hair, signaling to him that she is ready for more.  Mon-El allows her thighs to slide off his shoulders, easing her down until her feet are on the ground.  When her knees wobble a bit, he grasp her hips to keep her steady.
“Maybe I should hover,” she chuckles, her voice still breathy.
Mon-El takes her mouth with his, sharing the flavor of his meal.  She plunders him in return, sucking on his tongue, before nipping at his upper and lower lips.  When she retreats she wipes at the corners of her mouth with her index finger.
“How long do you think you can keep that up when I’m inside of you?” he asks.
“Not long,” she agrees.  “It does require a small amount of focus.”  Kara reaches for the waistband of his running shorts and tugs on the drawstring, untying it. “Which is going be when, by the way?”
“Oh, as soon as possible,” he replies.  “I was just waiting for you to get a handle on things.”
She reaches her hand into his shorts and grasps his cock.  It’s stiff as a steel rod and requires no cajoling before getting down to business.  That doesn’t stop Kara from working his shorts past his hips until they fall to his ankles, and leaning down to place her lips over the round head, swiping her tongue over the tiny slit there.
Mon-El hisses sharply and makes his very best effort to not die on the spot.  “Gods, Kara!” He’d love nothing better than to have her on her knees before him so that he can rut into her mouth, hitting the back of her throat over and over until he explodes on her tongue.  But that is a fantasy for another time.
In a flash he’s pulling her away from his cock and none-to-gently pinning her to the wall.  “Wrap your legs around my waist,” he instructs.  “Hands on my shoulders.”
When she does, she can sense him at her entrance, so she wriggles her lower body in hopes of getting him closer.  He obliges her by placing his hands on her hips and tortuously guiding her down the length of his steel.   The tension and nerves (and soreness) of last night now gone, she fits over him like a custom made glove.  Mon-El throws back his head and lets out a long moan.
When he comes back to her, his eyes clouded over with lust, he says, “Do you know how many men must fantasize about doing what I’m doing right now? Fucking Supergirl?”  Her legs lock tighter around him as if to draw him deeper inside; but by now, all he can think about is pulling out, so he can feel the divinely wrought torture of sinking back in.
It had been less than twenty-four hours, but in that time she had somehow, incomprehensibly, forgotten the exquisite stretch of his cock filling her.  When he moves, it isn’t the carefully calculated seductions of the night before. This time it’s pure possession; marking her as his with every powerful stroke, every deep plunge of his hips. Her legs still caging his hips, Mon-El grabs her hands from his shoulder and pins them to the wall, interlocking his fingers with hers as he continues to pump in and out of her.
“Mon-El!” she cries, her head crashing back against the wall. More concrete chips rain down around them.  A ragged moan from the center of her chest accompanies each of his forceful upward thrusts, as the sensation in her belly coils tighter and tighter, like a snake preparing to strike.
With each slow withdrawal of his shaft, her sheath clasps around him intuitively, struggling to keep him inside.  It’s a strange feeling of duality, her desire to hold onto him, coupled with the extraordinary messages his withdrawals send to the pleasure centers of her brain.  She clamps harder upon him, this time with intent, and in response he growls deeply from his gut, his hands gripping her hips with bruising strength.
“Vartine,” he accuses, his face grimacing with pleasure.  As he pumps in and out of her his jaw drops open as though he has only so much control over his body in the moment, and has chosen to surrender what’s expendable and unnecessary in favor of this task.  In retaliation (or perhaps as a reward) for her shameless ways, his upward thrusts become faster and more forceful.
“Uhhnnnnn…yes!”  Equal parts approval and encouragement, her exclamation is both groan and shout.  “Don’tstopdon’tstopdon’tstop!” she repeats like a litany.  Her hands slide up to sift through the thick, dark hair at the base of his scalp, as her breath comes in sharp, high-pitched gasps.  She leans her forehead against his.   Every muscle, every nerve, reaches for the approaching climax, she bites down on her lip as he takes her right to the cliff, but her body stubbornly refuses to fall over the edge.
Straining for completion, a flush spreads from beneath her suit upwards over her neck and face, joined by a fine sheen of glistening sweat at her hairline, making her look impossibly more beautiful, and so very…human.  Typically, neither one of them sweat from external forces, not being affected by the heat of flames or applied temperature.  They can, however, be affected by the rise of internal temperatures, from both the contracted and generated fevers, like the one their friction is creating right now
Sensing that she needs more to reach her peak, Mon-El stops his thrusts, eliciting a harrumph from a suddenly pissed off Supergirl.  He slides out of her anyway, which doesn’t help the situation.  Tapping her thighs, he encourages her unlock her ankles and then holds her waist as she sets her feet on the floor.
“I was so close,” she whines petulantly.
“I know, sunshine, but we’re going to try something different.”  Mon-El cups his hands at the back of her knees, thumbs curving around the inner leg, and lifts her up, spreading her legs until the outside of her thighs nearly brush against the cool concrete of the wall. He could never have held a woman like this on Daxam, his physical strength there being barely average.  It had never bothered him very much though, since he had many other attributes to recommend him as a sexual partner.
Kara bites her bottom lip and moans when he slams back into her, deeper than ever and finally hitting the right spot.  Her hands on his shoulders, she grips at his shirt until it tears.  Every inch of her skin sparks with electrical build up, like the way a person’s hair can rise just before a lightning strike.
“Is that better, baby?” he asks.  This time, he adds a hip pivot each time he pounds into her.
“Uh-huh,” she nods.  He cants her pelvis forward a bit and just like that she’s on another plane of existence. “Oh my God, right there!  You’re so deep,” she cries, a sob she can’t control rising in her throat.  “So deep. Oh, God,” she cries as the breaking point is upon her.  “Oh, God, Mon-El!  Don’t stop. I’m co—“ Kara’s head snaps back, her neck bowing dramatically.
When she crests, it’s like a grenade detonating inside of her while her indestructible skin keeps the blast contained.  He watches as her face and chest burns bright red as she sobs in great gasps for air, her mouth open wide while her eyes are slammed shut.  Ecstasy is written plainly across her face, though it appears excruciating.  Her fingers crush bruises into his shoulders, though he can’t be bothered to care.  He drives sharply in and out, the drag of his cock within her violently fluttering passage drawing out her pleasure until she’s mindless and replete.
He surrenders himself, wishing to take his pleasure while she is still in the midst of her throes.  He speeds his rhythm, driving towards home.  An aftershock hits Kara, and it steals his breath away – this crush of strength enveloping him, conquering him.  He never stood a chance against her, not once she’d invited him to her bed.  It would be folly to think he could have stayed away from her after their night together.
Being inside of her frenzied clutch is a heaven unlike any he’s ever experienced, or is ever likely to again.  With a handful of final groaning, gnashing thrusts he’s spilling into her, releasing the weight of an entire world from his shoulders with a teeth-clenching growl. His body turns to stone in her arms with the last push, and then slowly melts into her waiting embrace.  He lowers her feet back to the ground before tucking his face her neck while he catches his breath.
“I can’t stop trembling,” she whispers, and he can hear the sound of tears in her voice.
“Neither can I.”  Mon-El pulls back to look at her face, to kiss her lips, but mistaking his intent she snakes a shaky leg around him, locking him in place, still buried inside of her. Their lips meet, sipping of one another in slow, sweet draughts that don’t press for more.  Moving from her lips, he kisses her chin, slides over to her cheek, up to her temple and then to her forehead, eventually making a complete circuit as he worships her in gentler ways.
“Say it again?” he asks.  He trembles in her arms so forcefully it’s like he’s vibrating.
Her eyes sting with emotion when they meet his.  Instead of the gleam of possessiveness she expects to see in their depths, she sees the spark of something lost that has now been found once more.  Hope. Hope that he can find something worth living for here; hope that he can make this place—her—his home.  Hope that she’ll give him something to hang on to in the raging sea of uncertainty that defines him now.
She draws a shaky breath, made all more difficult by the lump in her throat.  She places both hands on the sides of his face and looks him dead in his steel gray eyes. “I’m yours, Mon-El of Daxam.  And you’re mine.  And don’t you ever forget it.”
Their foreheads meet in the middle, her hands stroking the sides of his neck, while he runs his hand from her mid-thigh to hip, maintaining their physical contact wherever possible, since neither one them were able to undress completely.
“I ruined your shirt,” she observes softly, the apology clear in her voice.
“I’ll get another.  The place of good will had many to choose from.”
A look of frustration on her face breaks the spell around them her head tilts back against the wall.  “Alex is looking for me.  So she’ll probably come looking for you too.”
“And since this is the last place I was seen on the monitors….”
“We’d better….”
Reaching up to his shoulders, he grabs the neck of his shirt with both hands, and with just small amount of applied pressure tears the shirt from his body, rending it in half down the middle.  Forced to leave her warm sheath, his already softened cock makes a mess when he steps away.  Kara sighs mournfully at the loss of their connection, already anticipating the next time.
Quickly, he pulls up his own shorts before balling up the remains of his t-shirt and kneeling before her on one knee. “Here,” he says.  “Let me.”  
Using the cotton cloth, he cleans her thighs, wet with the evidence of her own desire and smeared with his seed.  Then when that’s complete, Mon-El picks her underpants, turns them right-side-out and holds them out for her.  She steps into them one leg at a time, before he guides the red boy-shorts up past her boots and over her thighs until he settles them in place.  It’s sweet, his attentiveness…his tenderness, and it makes her heart soar.   Kara drops the skirt of her suit in place, smoothing it down with trembling hands.
Mon-El takes one of her hands in his, interlacing the fingers, and then lowers his mouth to hers in a tender kiss.  “What I wouldn’t give to be back in your bed, your skin against mine,” he laments, after the ending the kiss.
Kara can’t deny she craves the same thing – to wake up beside him after a night of lovemaking – but their current situation makes that problematic. He’s bound by the rules the DEO has set forth for him and there’s a process with which he must comply before he’s given full autonomy.  While he can check himself out of the DEO on his own recognizance as he likes, his curfew requires him to return to the base by midnight, like an alien Cinderella.  A rule that has been even more stringently enforced since he was taken hostage by CADMUS.
“I could check you out of the DEO on an overnight pass, but if I do that then people will ask questions.  And if I do it more than that, they will know.  I don’t know if you’ve noticed…but some pretty smart people work here.”
“You don’t want people to know about us?” he asks.  Mon-El wasn’t counting on her wanting to keep this new shift in their relationship a secret.  He wants to tell the whole world.
“Alex knows,” she answers.  “She’s the one that matters the most to me.   And I’m definitely going to tell Eliza about us.  But anything that’s common knowledge in the DEO has the potential to get back to CADMUS.  It scares me what they did to you,” she confesses, her emotions riding so very close to the surface.  “And that was before there even was a…us.”
“But that Luthor woman was arrested,” Mon-El points out.
“The Luthors are a very powerful family, with practically limitless resources.  Just because Lillian Luthor is in custody doesn’t mean she can’t control CADMUS from her cell.  In fact, I would bet that she already had such a contingency plan in place, in the event of her arrest, which would allow her to do exactly that.  We haven’t heard the last of CADMUS, Mon-El.  I need to keep you safe.”
“And I need to keep you safe,” he counters.  Resolutely, Mon-El cups her face in his hands, his expression turning soft but the look in his eyes hardening like glass.  “Do you have any idea what it was like to be forced to watch you flare….to make yourself vulnerable…for me?  Do you have any idea how terrified I was when they dragged you out of the room, knowing they could do anything they wanted to you and I was powerless to stop it?  I won’t ever be in that position again, Kara. I swore it then, and I’m swearing it to you now.”
“Mon-El—“ she begins, shaking her head.
“If you think there wasn’t an ‘us’ before CADMUS…you’re dead wrong.”
On some level, she knows it’s true.  That even before she acknowledged this attraction to him, which seems to grow stronger by the minute with no end in sight, they were certainly drawn to one another.  Even beyond the animosity that clouded the first days of their acquaintance, there was a magnetism she would have vehemently denied, thus only proving its existence.
“When you were in a coma…your stasis...before you woke up….” Her voice trails off, a blush staining her cheeks anew.
“Yes?” he chuckles, charmed by her sudden timidity.
“I used to watch over you while you were sleeping.  Every free moment I had I would sit by your bedside and stare at your face….willing you to wake up.  I had so many questions.  Who were you? What did you know?  Were there more survivors?  How did you escape Krypton, when I barely got away?  Of course now we know that you came from Daxam,” she babbles nervously.  
“Watching me sleep…pondering my extreme handsomeness, even by Earth standards….”
“I was not,” she jumps to her own defense.
“Aha!  You’re crinkling,” he accuses her, pointing a finger to the furrow between her eyebrows. A slow, delicious smile spreads across his face, and Kara’s heart stutters at the sight of it.  “Admit it.”
She purses her lips together in a sardonic pout, covering the fact that she’s pure putty when he smiles, and retorts, “Well, even if I had been…a little…that all changed when you put her hand around my throat and threw me across the room.”
The smile melts from his face, which hadn’t been her intent as she’d only been teasing.  Regretting her words and their price, Kara places her hand on his cheek, brushing her thumb where the dimple appeared only moments before.  “I can’t apologize enough for hurting you,” he says, leaning his cheek into her hand.  “There are no excuses.”
“Of course there are,” she replies.  “You were waking up after being in stasis for thirty-five years.  It’s disorienting and you had no idea where you were or who we were or if we wanted to hurt you.  You were in shock.”
“You give me a lot of credit, Kara.”
“Later, you were trying hard to be friendly in the worst situation imaginable, and I’m the one that made all the wrong assumptions about you.”
He smiles again, finally and then chuckles.  “Well I can’t be one hundred percent sure…but I think it all worked out.”
She kisses him, because she knows they will have to part ways at any moment, and because his red lips are irresistible, like an addiction.  Mon-El participates wholeheartedly, passionately, gliding a hand around her waist to her lower back and pulling her closer.  
Already he’s beginning to stir with want again, a phenomenon he finds astonishing.  There’s no part of him that doesn’t want her and he hopes that she feels the same about him. “I can’t get enough of the way you taste,” he confesses between slow kisses.  “Or the way you take me into your body.  The way you hold me inside.  The way you sound when you beg for more.  Or the look of exquisite pleasure on your face when you come apart in my arms.”
She melts into him.  Their hands meet, fingers intertwining as his larger thumb brushes over the curve of her smaller one.  Only a few moments ago she experienced a powerful release, and already her body is preparing itself for another.  Any satiety she felt after her orgasm, though absolute in the moment, has since fled to be replaced by rapidly mounting desire that she fears will have to go unanswered. But she can at least, echo his confesses with a few of her own.
“I know that…I will want you every moment I’m away from you and that I will count the minutes until we’re together like this again.”  She marks each confession with a kiss, just as he did. “I can’t get enough of the taste of you on my lips.  Or the look in your eyes when you first take me.  The way your entire body turns to stone in my arms when you come, or how you growl your satisfaction in my ear.”
They breathe each other in, reluctant to go their separate ways.
“Wow,” Kara chuckles.  “Parting is such sweet sorrow.”
Mon-El quirks his head to the side.  “I like that.  It’s an apt description to how I’m feeling right now.”
“Well, William Shakespeare said it…or wrote it, anyway.”
“Oh, is he one of the reporters you work with?”
“No, he’s a man who wrote plays a long time ago.  It’s from a play called ‘Romeo and Juliet’, which has certain parallels to us…you might say.”  Kara’s head pivots sharply toward the doorway.  “She’s coming down the hall.  I’ll have to tell you later.  I have to go.”  
With one last kiss, she disappears in blast of wind, leaving his arms in despair of her absence.
TBC
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