(The Spiritual Journalist)Que palabras tan sabias de este monje tan santo, claro que sí! DIOS es bueno desde un principio por eso hizo el Universo y todo lo que hay en él. Gloria al Santo Padre Dios, gloria al Santo Hijo Jesucristo, gloria al Santo Espíritu Santo, como era en un principio antes de la creación del Universo, como lo es ahora– en que se escribe esto– la época del Anthropocene, y lo será por siempre, hasta el fin del mundo, por los siglos de los siglos Amén. JMRT 2-6-21
At SOWJ JMRT Project 104 Transition-Pemuda Statue.
Pengalaman baru susur terowongan mrt hasil bor tbm dari station senayan ke station istora, kedalaman terowongannya 25 m di bawah permukaan tanah... Indonesia masih belum memiliki standar untuk terowongan bawah tanah (SNI) #susurterowongan #olahraga #MRTjakarta #internship – at SOWJ JMRT Project 104 Transition-Pemuda Statue. – See on Path.
Having Thoughts once more about Jon and Martin, especially Jon. I think Jon fell in love with Martin around S2-S3 AND that he never really hated him. I'm not going to say he didn't bully him without justification because he did. What I'm going to say is why he did it.
When I was six-seven, I was heavily bullied. In this context, I targeted another student. I'm not proud of this, but it's something I did, so I have to accept it happened. I didn't hate her, not really. We just had some sort of rivalry that I took too far.
I believe Jon was in a somewhat similar situation. He didn't hate Martin per se, he probably just felt inferior due to all the teasing and challenges to his authority of Tim and Sasha who were supposed to be his friends. I don't think either of them did it with malicious intentions but Tim was the popular kind of guy and that type of people hurt the weird kids without realising. What for Tim was light-hearted teasing, for Jon was a way of losing control and he probably felt made fun of. So in order to feel in charge... There was Martin.
This is just an explanation, not a justification whatsoever. That's not a good way to deal with that situation. What he did was wrong. Completely wrong and cruel. Most bullies have been bullied before and that doesn't justify anything.
So he didn't really believe what he said, I don't think he even knew Martin would hear those tapes. And that brings us to Martin's statement. There, he tried to stop Martin, probably to protect him from the nightmares (by this point he had taken at least one live statement, but he hadn't taken any from his assistants). Which is not an act of love, but of bare human decency. But he also let him his cot. That's also not an act of love, but a boss being nice and caring while still being a boss.
Then there is a shift after the confrontation in S2, there, he starts to appreciate what Martin does and it's somewhat proud of him. That's when he must have started to fall in love with him. Because Georgie recognised Martin with only the description that Jon gave her. Also, why else would Georgie tell Jon to talk to Martin?
Some argue that Martin said they only bonded by trauma and Jon didn't correct him. Well, are you really going to believe the supernaturally depressed character and the incapable of expressing his emotions character about... Emotions? Yeah, sorry, no, I don't think they're right. I'm not saying they didn't bond over trauma because it just isn't true, but they could have bonded over other things. More slowly, probably, but they would.
Ah, almost forgot. The Martin and Elias conversation. Elias didn't have any material of Jon being actually terrible, in fact, any extra information would have proven otherwise. That's one of the reasons he didn't do that. Also, Martin's mother was more important to Martin than his crush on Jon, so there's also that.
Jon was terrible, but not due to hate. And he did get better. Also, Jon did mean the "let's gouge our eyes out and leave this hell" conversation. He was desperate for an excuse to just leave. And he would have. He let Jared take two ribs from him just to save Daisy. Do you really think he wouldn't do anything just as crazy for Martin?
When I finish my Jana x María fic and update my canon divergences teaholding fic...
I don't think anyone really expects my fics or anything so idk why I'm doing this. If 1 person votes, they will decide my fate and they will have my eternal gratitude.
I'm writing my first multichapter fic OR writing and I don't know if I'm doing this right. If someone wants to read a jonmartin kind of fix-it with canon divergences from season two, tell me. I'm relistening S2 for more canon compliance, but I mainly don't know if I should develop some scenes.