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dollystuartwrites · 2 years

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Not Holding Back - Chapter 13

Pairing: Boss!JacksonWang x f!PersonalAssistant!reader

Genre: fluff, smut, obsessive behavior, Jackson-is-a-fashion-designerAU

Wordcount: 1350

Chapters: [1] - [2] - [3] - [4] - [5] - [6] - [7] - [8] - [9] - [10] - [11] - [12] - [13] - [?] MASTERLIST

Summary: When Y/N starts working as a personal assistant for the director of TEAM WANG DESIGN: Jackson Wang himself, she finds it hard to hide her secret. After all, she used to be a massive stan of her boss! But she's not the only one holding back...

Warnings: Swearing, some angst, degradation, sir kink, namecalling, masturbation, obsessive!Jackson, dirty talk, corruption kink?, praising, sexual fantasies, fingering, posessive!Jackson, grinding/humping by both parties, multiple orgasms, overstimulation, use of sex toys, lots of teasing, orgasm denial, breeding/impreg kink?, WILL ADD MORE AS STORY ADVANCES, PLEASE LMK IF I MISSED ANY

The vibrating did not stop when he left, although you had hoped it would.

Ten minutes later you entered the conference room. Jackson was already there. His eyes instantly shot to yours and one of the corners of his mouth pulled upwards.

You sat down at the table next to him, not daring to look at him.

As soon as the meeting started something happened again. The toy inside of you upped its vibration level again, but this time it started vibrating in an off-beat rhythm.

Shocked you looked up at Jackson, but he didn't move a muscle.

Cursing him in your mind you quickly tried to look away, trying hard not to focus on the stimulation inside of you.

Although the meeting was hell and you missed half of what was said, you thought you were doing pretty well. When the meeting ended, the vibration lowered again, but the off-beat rhythm continued.

You endured the following hours, not getting too much work done and not leaving your desk as much as you possibly could.

But the second meeting was worse. Once again, you sat down next to Jackson, and once again, when the meeting started, the toy started vibrating, but this time much harder than before. Silently you clenched your jaws together and endured, trying not to fidget and keeping your face as neutral as you possibly could.

It was just bearable and when the meeting ended and everyone got up and left, you dared to let out a sigh. Jackson lingered slightly and you could feel the vibrations lessen again. It wasn't as low as before, but at least it was a little less.

Pretending like he was organizing his files on the desk, Jackson bent over to you.

'Doing so well for me so far,' he whispered in your ear before he left.

You could feel your wet panties sticking to your core, and prayed that you wouldn't leak through to the fabric of your clothes.

The rest of the day you simply pretended to work. Whenever you needed to look busy, you simply typed random words into a document on your computer. The stimulation was driving you to the edge of sanity and you weren't sure how much longer you could endure.

At last, the final meeting of the day was called. There wouldn't be as many people, and some employees were already packing their stuff to go home for the weekend.

Feeling tired, and knees that felt weak, you made your way to the smallest meeting room in the office.

Once more you took your place next to Jackson while the others sat down too and took out their stuff.

'Y/n,' Jackson suddenly spoke. You looked up at him in surprise. 'can you take the minutes for me?' he asked calmly.

Afraid of what would happen if you'd say no, you nodded and took out your laptop, opening a new document.

Jackson started speaking and you started typing.

Then all hell broke loose.

The vibrator seemed to go completely berserk. It started vibrating so hard and wildly in an on-and-off pattern that you almost couldn't believe it wasn't audible. What made it even worse what that its attack on your already tense walls seemed to be precisely in your soft spot…

Your hands started shaking and you stopped typing for a moment. You had to tense up every muscle in your body not to cry out in ecstasy.

The lacking sound of your typing made Jackson look up at you.

There was no trace of remorse in his eyes, no knowing look. He simply raised his eyebrows at you as if he had no idea what was going on inside of you.

Fuming, you put your shaking hands back on your keyboard and started to smash in random buttons without a thought.

This seemed to be good enough for Jackson, as he turned his face away from you again and continued speaking.

You had no idea what they were talking about, as you kept mashing buttons and clenched your jaw together so you wouldn't slip out a moan.

After what seemed an eternity, the lights suddenly dimmed slightly and the TV at the other end of the meeting room started playing. All heads turned that way.

You knew you could stop typing for the moment and the darkness gave you the opportunity to relax your face for a second.

A large hand squeezed your thigh and you turned your head. Jackson had slipped his hand under the table, the arm that he had dropped was invisible to outsiders, with the laptop in front of him blocking their view.

His hand slid upwards slightly and dipped into your pants. You quickly looked away from him and put your tongue between your teeth so as not to yelp. Through the lace fabric of your panties, he found your hard clit. With the toy inside you still on berserk setting, he started to rub slow circles over your clit.

You wanted to scream. Wanted to cry. Wanted to run away from here.

The video stopped but Jackson didn't.

The lights turned on again and the conversation resumed. Meanwhile, Jackson increased the pressure on your clit while maintaining the slow circling pace.

Your hands now truly shaking, you started mashing the keyboard again, trying to breathe through your nose as best as you could.

Now and then Jackson spoke, with his voice calm and collected, as if he wasn't on the verge of making you cum.

You could feel the knot building in your stomach. Sweat was starting to form on the back of your neck and your legs were tensing up for dear life.

You wouldn't be able to hold out much longer.

Just when you started to think you might come undone at any second now, you heard the sounds of scraping chairs. People were leaving.

You quickly stopped pretending to type.

Jackson leaned over to you, pretending he was checking your computer screen and still not stopping his finger from circling your tormented clit.

When the last person closed the door behind them and the voices and footsteps faded away, you gasped.

'I'm impressed,' Jackson said lowly. 'I didn't think you were able to hold out for so long,'

'J-Jack-Jackson,' you whimpered tears of anger and exasperation forming in your eyes.

'Relax baby, you can cum for me now. Everyone is gone. Cum,' he commanded.

It hadn't been necessary for him to tell you as you couldn't hold back any longer. You gasped and started to shake. Jackson quickly put his free hand over your mouth, covering the sounds of your moans and cries as he finally made you come undone.

The orgasm seemed to last forever, partially because the vibrator didn't stop and Jackson kept rubbing you slowly. You started to feel overstimulated and your whole body started spasming. You tried to get away from his hand, but he used his arm to keep you down.

'Just a little more,' he teased. The overstimulation was driving you insane. You whimpered, whined, and squirmed but Jackson didn't seem satisfied just yet and continued his attack on your clit.

Then after half a minute of you trying to stifle your moans, out of nowhere a second orgasm overtook your body, even far more intense than the first one. Your muscles cramped up so bad it almost hurt, your eyes rolling back into your head with the blissful feeling.

'Good girl, good girl,' Jackson cooed while he made you ride out your second high. 'Very good, I knew you could do it. I knew you could cum for me again. So good. So obedient,'

When you started to return to earth again he finally let go of you, withdrawing his hand from your pants. The vibrator inside of you finally turned off.

You slumped into your chair, your body feeling like it had just run the marathon.

Jackson had gotten up from his chair and stroked your head while kissing your cheek.

'I'm so proud of you baby,' he whispered. You couldn't speak. Your mind was far too fucked out still to think.

'I think you deserve your reward now,' he said with a low voice.

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gowithinbitch · 27 days

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next time please choose someone else like Fan BingBing or Wang Jia'Er 🧏🏻

my bad my bad 😭😭😭

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fff777 · 5 months

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Watched behind the scenes for Kun & Xiaojun at Weibo music awards 2023

I'm still kind of :< about Renle not being able to promote the same way that WayV does. SM has been letting Renle promote in China but in a different capacity. Xiaokun got a behind the scenes video for weibo music awards but Renle didn't even though they were at the same event, on the stage at the same time. My interpretation is that Renle are part of Dream which is still considered a kpop group, and so Renle are considered kpop idols. WayV is part kpop group, part cpop group, part global pop group. And because of that, they're "allowed" to be associated with Chinese entertainment.

Dejun said he liked matcha one time and from then on the manager always ordered matcha for him, sigh.

Hong Kong style food today? I can't really see what's in the containers though.

Dejun said that Renjun was lookin sexy <3 but he hadn't changed yet. So Dejun was commenting that he was looking sexy in an outfit we don't get to see him in lol.

Kun was most excited about seeing JJ Lin and he kept adjusting how to address him.

Qian Kun and Xiaojun were also excited about seeing Zhang Jie and Zhang Yixing gege and Jia'er ge T_T

Kun is wearing a typical suit but Xiaojun has a band around his torso

Renle are here. They are dressed in white <3

Xiaojun is friends with Bai Jugang and said hi to him because they hadn't met for 7 years

The boys

#screencaps & commentaries #nct #wayv #qian kun #xiao dejun #kun & xiaojun

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girlyapril1517-blog · 1 month

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Miss Lucky Go! Chinese Drama Show Review:

I started watching this show on YouTube from March 20th to March 28th. the episodes are 36 minutes long. The story was enjoyable to watch. The cast did an amazing job! I really like episode 1 where Chen Miren and Zhong Wei talk about their astrological sign and zodiac sign. I feel bad for Zhao Gu that the parents care about Zhao Zhi more than her. I also really like in episode 9 where Chen Miren's parents are so worried about her studying instead of going out. I wish every parents were like this! I find in episode 10 that Chen Miren doesn't want Zhong Wei in trouble but she says she was here for Huang Xiaoyue was funny. I find in episode 12 where Xu Miao Miao asks Chen Miren if she is going to sleep or if she is not going to sleep. In episode 19 where Cao Jia'er hugs Zhong Wei was it really makes Chen Miren jealous of them. Zhong Wei became a gossipy type of person in episode 20 and episode 21 to get Chen Miren back really didn't work out. I think it's cute in the episode 22 that Chen Miren and Zhong Wei start dating again. In episode 24 tell me Chen Miren and Zhong Wei still end up together but it does look like they have a happy ending.

#chinesedramashow #chinese #review #show review

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bat-yenny · 1 year

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sarah-yyy · 4 years

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i finally watched all of the let’s eat hotpot eps and aslkdhsjkfsdfh i love them all

#i understand nothing about dancing much less street dance so i perhaps don't appreciate sdc?? but let's eat hotpot i can get with!!#it's nice to see them become more comfortable with each other!!#i still think yixing is too 客气派 but i love them all!!!#jia'er is so funny skfhdsjkf and YIBO!!!!!#also WALLACE CHUNG <3 #true serotonin boost #sarah watches tv

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lemoticon · 3 years

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Jackson Wang for Elle Singapore and Harper's Bazar (December edition)

#december edition #harpers bazar #elle singapore #jackson wang #wang jia'er #got7 #breath of love

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shy-nee-universe · 3 years

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[avex官方HD] 王嘉爾 Jackson Wang & 林俊傑 JJ Lin - 過 Should've Let Go 官方完整版MV

La chanson tout comme le MV sont superbes ❤️❤️❤️

#Jackson Wang #JJ Lin #Should've Let Go #王嘉爾 #林俊傑 #過 #mv #Jackson #Wang Jia'er #왕잭슨 #Team Wang

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imwonkaesuriahhh · 4 years

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Jackson's IG story. 3/13/20

#GOT7 #jackson #jackson wang #wang ka yee #Wang Jia'er

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mishkoretvsart · 4 years

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#Jackson wang #Wang Jia'er #mishkoretvsidolhair

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sibersinhebat · 3 years

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Wang Kayee

Wang Jia'er

Wang Jackson

❤️

-- #BlessedtoHaveJackson [File : 31.01.2021]

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dollystuartwrites · 2 years

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Not Holding Back - Chapter 08

Pairing: Boss!JacksonWang x f!PersonalAssistant!reader

Genre: fluff, smut, obsessive behavior, Jackson-is-a-fashion-designerAU

Wordcount: 1790

Chapters: [1] - [2] - [3] - [4] - [5] - [6] - [7] - [8] - [9] - [10] - [11] - [12] - [13] - [?] MASTERLIST

Warnings: Swearing, degradation, sir kink, namecalling, masturbation, obsessive!Jackson, dirty talk, corruption kink?, praising, sexual fantasies, fingering, posessive!Jackson, grinding/humping by both parties, multiple orgasms, overstimulation, use of sex toys, lots of teasing, orgasm denial, breeding/impreg kink?, WILL ADD MORE AS STORY ADVANCES, PLEASE LMK IF I MISSED ANY

It was easy talking to Jay B. Maybe because you were simply used to the constant anxiety you usually felt around Jackson, or maybe because you drank a lot.

You weren't usually a drinker, but the cocktails were sweet and went down like water.

Barely an hour had passed when that familiar dizzy feeling crept up on you. You ignored it, however, just like you had with the feeling of being stared at, and tried your best to focus on Jay B, hoping he wouldn't notice.

But someone did notice.

At the other side of the bar, half hidden behind a large plant, Jackson was staring at you intently.

That night he had simply decided to go out for a few drinks, feeling like he really needed to get his mind off of things.

But no sooner had he chugged down his first glass of whisky and ordered a second when he saw the door opening and closing. It had been Jay B.

Not feeling like talking to any of his employees, he had hidden behind the plant, hoping he wouldn't be spotted. He would just drink his second drink and try to sneak out to find some other place where he could drink in peace.

But then you came in and his thoughts of leaving disappeared like snow before the sun.

He grasped his glass tightly, knuckles whitening with force as he looked at how you chatted happily with Jay B.

Never before had he felt so jealous.

What was wrong with him?

He wanted to go over to the two of you. Wanted to say something funny or interesting. Wanted to grab you by the hand and take you home with him...

But instead, he just sat there, frozen to the spot, half hidden behind a plant and staring at you like some creep.

He could see how you became more talkative with every drink. How your eyes started to flutter more and your smiles became wider.

He couldn't stand the fact that you were alone with Jay B. Although the two of them had worked together and had been friends for years, Jackson couldn't help but feel angry at him. How could Jay B let you drink like that? Couldn't he see you were getting drunk? Why wasn't he stopping you?

Suddenly you got up. Instantly Jackson was on high alert. He followed you with his eyes as you made your way to the toilets. Quickly Jackson got up as well and followed you.

xxx

Everything was very hazy.

You tried to blink hard to get a sharp image, but it didn't work.

Ugh, why had you been drinking so much tonight? You knew you had a low tolerance, especially since you hadn't gone out in quite a while.

You wanted to kick yourself.

Even going to the toilet was hard, and when you went to wash your hands, the alcohol had fully kicked in. Everything was turning and you could hardly walk a straight line to the exit.

You peered over at the spot where you and Jay B had been sitting, but he was gone. Confused and dazed you looked around the bar until you finally found him at the entrance talking to another one of your colleagues. Apparently, they had finally arrived. You made your way over to them.

Suddenly, something massive bumped into you. You looked up in a daze. A very large man with a beard and an angry face looked down at you.

'Hey!' you said annoyed as he blocked your way.

'Excuse me?' the rough-looking stranger said angrily.

'Yes, excuse you, now let me pass,' you responded irritated, putting your hands forwards to give the man a push so you could move him aside.

The man didn't move however and one of his arms raised up.

Suddenly something grabbed you by the arm and pulled you aside.

'My apologies sir, my wife had been drinking too much. Please excuse her behavior,' a familiar voice spoke.

'I wasn't-,' you began but you felt a squeeze in your arm and the minuscule part of you that still had some sense knew you had to shut up now.

'Whatever,' the rough man growled, before turning around and walking away.

You looked beside you, to the person who had spoken.

An incredibly familiar face looked at you. His perfect dark straight brows were furrowed as his black almond eyes looked at you in worry.

You had never seen his soft-looking lips so close up in real life.

'Are you okay?' his soft husky voice whispered.

You nodded slowly, staring at the one before you.

'You're very drunk, let me take you home,' his voice said. Although it wasn't a question, you nodded again.

A strong warm arm wrapped itself tightly around your waist and guided you towards the exit.

You couldn't keep your eyes off of him. Everything felt like a dream and you were trying your best to take in every hazy detail of his perfect skin.

'Jackson? What are you..?' you heard Jay B say in surprise.

'She's drunk, I'm taking her home,' Jackson said with a dark voice. Without waiting for any response, he guided you outside.

It was cold and you shivered. Instantly Jackson pulled you in closer.

'Almost there,' he whispered softly in your ear. His hot breath tickled your neck.

You heard beeping and a door opening. With one sudden quick movement, Jackson swept you off of your feet princess style and you yelped in surprise before he softly brought you down to the seat of his car.

This had to be a dream. Surely it was a dream.

You blinked a few times and suddenly Jackson was sitting next to you in the driver's seat.

'What's your address?' he asked softly.

'Hmm?' you hummed, trying to remember but your memory failing you.

'Nevermind, I'll look it up on your CV,' you heard Jackson say. You had no idea what he meant.

You blinked a few times again.

Suddenly the door opened again and you felt strong arms wrapping around you.

The scent of warmth and clean clothes and something completely unique filled your nose. It was the best thing you had ever smelled in your life.

Without thinking, you wrapped your arms around him and buried your face in his neck.

'Jackson,' you murmured the name of the dream you were having.

'We're here baby,' his husky voice said. You hummed dissatisfied, not wanting to let go of this dream just yet.

You felt something tugging on the bag that was hanging over your shoulder.

'No, no stealing,' you tried to protest.

Keys rattled.

A door opened.

'You gotta let go of me now baby,' his low voice whispered in your ear. You pouted and growled in protest but did as you were told.

Very slowly you were put down on something soft.

'Let me get you some water,' the dream voice spoke. You blinked a few times against the light and saw a dark figure walking over to your kitchen.

You kept blinking. The place around you was familiar.

You turned your head to see and vaguely recognized that this was your apartment.

A sudden lurch in your belly made you gag, and you jumped up.

TOILET NOW

You ran to the bathroom as fast as you could, bending over double and pouring your innards out into the toilet.

It felt like it took hours.

Only when you felt like you had puked yourself completely dry, you dared to sit up again. Your vision was still a bit blurry, but that was mostly because of the tears in your eyes. Your brain still felt slightly foggy but your mind seemed to have sobered up almost completely.

Careful not to move too much, you got up and walked over to the sink. By some miracle, your makeup was still mostly intact. You opened the tab and rinsed your mouth a few times, topping it off with some mouthwash.

Feeling like absolute shit you excited the bathroom.

'Feeling better now?' a voice spoke.

You jumped startled and looked over at the sound of the voice.

There, standing at your desk was your boss. And it wasn't one of the many posters that were hanging around your tiny apartment. It was the real deal.

Jackson looked at you with a smug smile, a glass of water standing on your desk, and a horrifyingly familiar diary in his hands.

Both your brain and your body stopped working completely.

'Nice place you have,' Jackson said with a grin, looking around slowly, analyzing each and every poster of himself that was hanging up.

You couldn't react.

'I'm sorry for snooping around like this, I don't usually do, but when I saw this little notebook on your desk, I simply couldn't help myself,' Jackson said still grinning.

Your mind was blank.

'You're quite the poet,' he said, putting it back on your desk. His face had a dark grin you had never seen before.

You were frozen to the ground.

Slowly Jackson made his way over to you. Every step seemed to echo in the silent room.

His black eyes inched closer to you with every second and finally, your body seemed to remember it had legs.

As Jackson crept up on you, you backed away, until the back of your head hit something hard.

The wall. Trapped.

But Jackson didn't stop, getting nearer and nearer until his feet were next to yours.

He towered over you, placing his hands on either side of your head, pinning you against the wall.

There was nowhere to run.

His black eyes bore into yours. The sly smile on his face made the hairs on your neck stand up straight.

'So you love me huh?' he whispered. A shudder went through you, but you couldn't look away.

'You want me?' he repeated, his face coming even closer now. He put his mouth closer to yours. Lips almost touching.

'You wanna kiss me?' he mumbled the words into your mouth, lips brushing yours. It felt like electricity was burning through you. An involuntary whimper left your mouth.

Jackson pulled back a little, his lips moving to your neck.

'You want me to fuck you?' he whispered, his lips stroking your neck. He moved up towards the shell of your ear. You let out an unintentional gasp. Jackson chuckled low.

'And you'd even do anything so that I'd pump you full of my cum, knocking you up with my babies,' he quoted the particularly horny and desperate passage from your old diary. Your breath staggered.

If only god would strike you down now.

You could feel Jackson kiss the soft spot underneath your ear for a moment and once more a soft moan left your lips.

Both your legs and brain turned into putty.

'Well, then,' his breath came hot into your ear, 'I'm looking forwards to seeing what this naughty and dirty girl will do for me.'

You closed your eyes.

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dollystuartwrites · 2 years

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Not Holding Back - Chapter 02

Pairing: Boss!JacksonWang x f!PersonalAssistant!reader

Genre: fluff, smut, obsessive behavior, Jackson-is-a-fashion-designerAU

Wordcount: 1090

Chapters: [1] - [2] - [3] - [4] - [5] - [6] - [7] - [8] - [9] - [10] - [11] - [12] - [13] - [?] MASTERLIST

Jackson leaned back in his chair as he stared at you. Was he disappointed? Was he impressed? You were quite sure he hadn't picked you himself. Your interview had been with someone else from HR. Had they even shown him your resume? Or was this just some sort of surprise for him.

As if reading your thoughts Jackson spoke;

'Sorry, I've been quite busy lately,' He said with a sigh, gesturing at the designs in front of him. 'I think I should've received your CV about a week ago. It must be somewhere under here...' he said as he rummaged through the binders and loose papers on his desk.

'Ah there it is,' he said, picking up a paper that looked slightly crumpled. He put it up to his face to read it, his face disappearing behind it.

You simply stood there, feeling nervous and picking at your nails.

Jackson quickly read through your resume. Normally he was a fast and accurate reader, but right now he was having difficulty concentrating. He wanted to drop the paper and just look at you. Stare at you. For hours. But he had to focus.

He read that you were younger than him, and lived nearby. Both good. He was pleased to see your zodiac matched his and he couldn't help the corners of his mouth curling upward slightly.

Of course, he had been looking for a serious personal assistant. His previous one left after she got married and had a baby and he couldn't blame her. She was good, simple, and plain and he had always been happy with her. He was happy that she got her only family now, and understood that she wanted to work less, and more regular hours, but he had still been sad to see her go.

As he had set out the search for a new personal assistant he had been looking for someone similar to her. Plain, simple, no bullshit or fakery. Just doing what they were told without question or concern of breaking a nail. When HR told him they had found exactly that, he had been satisfied, not bothering to check up on the new recruit as he trusted his staff to make the right decision for him. But never had he expected to be so captivated by this girl.

He wasn't even sure what is what about her that fascinated him. That made him think of things he normally wouldn't think of at work...

'Says here you're straight out of college with no actual experience as a personal assistant,' Jackson said nonchalantly.

'That is correct, sir,' you said, happy that he finally showed his face to you again from behind the paper, but still incredibly nervous. Would he decide HR made a mistake? Would he still dismiss you?

Jackson held in a groan. The way you called him "sir" was enough to spark a new kink inside him.

'Do you even know what a personal assistant does?' Jackson asked, his husky voice slightly lowering. He couldn't help himself. He wanted to tease you. Push your limits, see how far he could go and if you were as innocent as you looked to him.

'Erm,' you said hesitating. Was this a test? Probably. You looked into his dark eyes, trying to think of anything but failing. Your mind was blank. You blacked out.

Jackson cocked an eyebrow at your silence.

'Erm,' you repeated, 'anything you want, sir,' you decided. There was nothing else you could come up with.

'Anything I want?' Jackson said, tilting his chin, his eyebrow still raised.

'Yes sir,' you answered nodding, still picking at your nails absentmindedly.

Jackson's mouth curled into a smile. God, he just knew he could have so much fun with you.

'I'll keep you to that promise,' he said grinning.

'Yes sir,' you answered automatically. Once more Jackson suppressed a moan as a reaction to your submissiveness. He stared at you for a moment.

'Is there anything I can do for you right now, sir?' you asked awkwardly, trying to be of service and starting to feel uncomfortable with all his staring.

Jackson cleared his throat and sat up.

'Right, yes,' he said slightly vague. He had to remind himself he was at work. He needed to focus. Shit needed to be done. He would play with you later. 'Yes, I need you to organize these designs into a folder, doesn't really matter how. Then bring them to the design team and tell them to go over them once more. They will understand what I mean with that,' he added grimly.

'Yes sir,' you nodded shortly, walking up to his desk to receive the papers from him.

You tried hard not to freak out now you were standing so close to him. The only thing separating you was the desk between the two. From here you could smell his cologne. Fresh but warm like a summer breeze.

You tried your best not to look at him. You stuck your hand out to take the papers from him as he handed them to you, trying your best to keep your hand steady and hoping to god he wouldn't be able to hear your heartbeat pounding out of your chest. Just as you grabbed the papers, one of his fingers brushed accidentally over yours. You instantly dropped the papers.

'God, sorry, I'm sorry,' you said quickly, not looking at him and trying to hide your face which you were sure was bright red.

Jackson didn't say anything as you scrambled the papers together quickly.

It had only been barely a second, and accident but he had felt it too just like you had. A heat flow had shot up from the place he had brushed you. He stared at you as you hastily put the papers back together again. Although he couldn't see your face, he could see the redness of your ears clear as day.

Without facing him again you dashed over to the door but before you could leave, he called out your name. It gave you shivers.

'Y/n?' he said with a low calm voice as if you hadn't made a fool of yourself already. You stopped at the door opening, not daring to turn around to show yourself. 'Get some water too, will you?' his voice sounded friendly, unconcerned, and casual. He didn't seem mad or annoyed with you at all. But you could be wrong. Without saying anything you nodded again, before dashing away, the door closing behind you.

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dollystuartwrites · 2 years

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Not Holding Back - Chapter 10

Pairing: Boss!JacksonWang x f!PersonalAssistant!reader

Genre: fluff, smut, obsessive behavior, Jackson-is-a-fashion-designerAU

Wordcount: 2080

Chapters: [1] - [2] - [3] - [4] - [5] - [6] - [7] - [8] - [9] - [10] - [11] - [12] - [13] - [?] MASTERLIST

The venue was not as big as you had expected it to be. It was atmospherically lit and if you hadn't been so nervous and scared, you would've been completely in awe of all the extravagant aetherial decorations.

The event was quite busy and there were many people who came up to say hi. Jackson greeted them all politely. Some more happily and enthusiastically than others.

Every time someone came over, Jackson gave you a soft squeeze as if to alert you. Not for a moment did he let go of you.

Some people barely even looked at you. Others looked at you curiously but didn't ask any questions. But now and then there was someone who asked about you.

'Ah, that's a secret,' Jackson would say with a sly grin in response to questions about you. After that, no one would press on.

Although you weren't allowed to speak, you weren't bored. It was quite interesting to listen to the conversations around you. Especially Jackson's conversations. Anyone could see how charismatic he was. He was always friendly and polite, giving people his time and attention and doing business at the same time without making it seem too corporate. Even with the creeping fear in the back of your head, you had to admit you were impressed.

Several times you got handed a glass of champagne. You knew you weren't allowed to drink, but you also felt it impolite to decline it. Besides, you weren't allowed to talk. So you simply pretended to sip from the glass, holding your lips tightly shut. Jackson didn't say anything. Sometimes you got rid of it by putting it on a table, but now and then Jackson would whisper to you softly.

'You can give it to me,' he'd say, and you'd hand him the glass.

Luckily there was enough orange juice going around for you to still stay hydrated throughout the day.

Even though it wasn't too boring, the night seemed to go on forever. You had no idea what time it was, and you didn't have a watch, nor could you check your phone for the time. You had looked around the venue as well, but there was no clock in sight nor any windows that could indicate the fading of the light.

But you were still quite sure it had be around dusk. You started to notice Jackson becoming a bit more talkative, the alcohol probably finally starting to affect him. Which wasn't strange if you took into account how many people had offered him drinks, and how many he had gotten from you too.

You knew he wouldn't expose you here at this event. He wasn't that petty and you knew it had been stupid of you to think so, but you still feared what would come after the event. After all the people would leave and the two of you would be alone. This was one of the reasons why you kept putting off going to the toilet.

'Jackson,' you whispered when the two of you finally had a moment alone and you felt like you were going to burst, 'I really gotta go to the the-the ladies' room,' you said feeling extremely embarrassed.

You looked up at him. His sharp chin was tilted down towards you and his eyes were on your face.

'Right,' he nodded curtly. Together you walked over to the side of the room where there was a door.

The door led to a long hallway that was dimly lit. You passed a few people who greeted Jackson and a few doors on the side of the hallway. Finally, after turning a corner you saw the lit-up sign of the ladies' room.

For the first time since he had put his arm around you that night, Jackson let go of you.

You quickly sped into the ladies' room.

Of course, there was a line.

A few women who looked like models were whispering and giggling together in a different language. Some took a quick glance at you, but realizing you were no one noteworthy, they continued their conversations.

When you finally exited the stall the bathroom was deserted. You washed your hands and tried to mentally prepare yourself to return to Jackson and the event.

Jackson was already waiting for you in the hallway. He was leaning back against the wall of the deserted corridor, his hands in his pockets and his eyes slightly more unfocussed than you were used from him.

When he noticed you walking up to him his gaze rested on your face.

Nervously you waited in front of him. His eyes narrowed slightly as he seemed to scan your face.

'Come with me,' he said with a tilt of his chin.

Nervously you followed him to a door just before where the corridor made a turn. He opened the door and went inside, you followed him and he closed the door behind you two.

The room was quite dark even when Jackson switched on the lights. It looked like it had once been set up as an office, but was now abandoned. There were a few pieces of furniture standing around quite randomly. Like they had just been placed in here to make space somewhere else.

Awkwardly you stood in the middle of the room, surrounded by the forgotten surfaces and seats. You closed your eyes and waited for the screaming. The tirade that was coming.

But it didn't come.

Instead, you felt a warm hand cup your face.

You opened your eyes.

Jackson was standing in front of you, his eyes focused on yours, his lips slightly parted.

'What are you doing to me,' he whispered. It wasn't a question.

You didn't move.

You didn't know what was happening.

Jackson dropped his hand and walked around you, stopping closely behind you.

'You really are something aren't you?' he said softly.

'Jackson, I mean, Mr. Wang, sir. I'm really sorry,' you stammered weakly. The words flew out of your mouth before you knew it. You knew it sounded like a pathetic excuse, one he would never accept.

Jackson made a sound that sounded like a groan. You immediately shut up.

'Are you?' he whispered, his breath suddenly in your neck, making you shiver.

'Yes sir,' you said weakly, scared out of your wits. You could feel him tense up behind you. Was he going to shout now? Attack you? Hit you?

'How sorry are you?' he asked unexpectedly. His question took you by surprise.

'I-I, very sorry, sir,' you mumbled. Once again, pathetic.

'Show me,' he whispered almost inaudibly. Confused you tried to turn around to look at him, ask him what he meant, but without warning, he wrapped one strong arm around your waist, pulling you back against his front.

Your heart rate instantly shot through the roof.

He nuzzled his face into your neck, breathing slowly and heavily, his arm still tight around your waist. You felt him push you forwards, and you quickly took a few steps until you bumped into the old empty desk. With one quick movement, he spun you around to face him again, his body barely an inch away from yours, his eyes swallowing yours as he looked down at you.

He leaned forwards, putting his hands on yours as you leaned back slightly over the desk. With his hands, he pinned yours on the desk, your straight arms holding you up, as he loomed over you.

'You have no idea how fucking beautiful you look do you?' he growled at you, his eyes lidded.

Your mouth fell open in surprise.

Jackson shifted his leg forwards, in between yours, his knee slightly bend, causing your skirt to hike up.

'Fucking hell, when you look at me with those beautiful eyes, I just,' he muttered, his face was barely an inch from yours. He pushed his knee further forwards and your skirt hiked up even more until his thigh finally hit you at your core. You gave a soft moan when the fabric of your panties pressed against you and for the first time, you realized you were absolutely soaked.

Without breaking eye contact, Jackson moved his leg between yours, his thigh rubbing your wet core. Your lips parted like his and a small grin appeared on his face.

There was no way you could stifle your moans even though you tried your best.

Jackson dipped in closer to you and you closed your eyes.

'Do you want it?' his lips brushed against yours as he asked you the question. 'Do you want me?'

You could only let out a soft whimper. Heat was flooding your lower belly.

'Cause if you let me do this, I won't be able to stop,' he breathed. Once more you moaned. You couldn't think. You could only focus on his thigh rubbing your core.

'Give yourself to me and I will take it all baby,' he whispered in your ear. He pushed his leg harder into you, pulling from you another moan before kissing you on your jaw. 'I can make your dreams come true baby, but just know I won't play nice,' he spoke.

Between your legs, the heat was building up and a knot started to form in your underbelly.

'Just tell me to stop, and I will stop forever,' he said huskily. At the thought of it, you groaned. Jackson chuckled lowly. 'But if you want me to go on,' he continued, placing a kiss just beside your mouth teasingly, 'I will make you mine, and I will not hold back,'

You let out a sigh, opening your eyes slightly to see his lidded ones observing your face closely with a mean grin.

'Say it,' he whispered. 'Tell me what you want,'

Without a second thought, you spoke.

'You,' your voice was hoarse from your pants.

Jackson instantly dove in, kissing you hungrily on your mouth. His lips were softer than you had ever imagined. He tasted sweet and slightly of the champagne he had been drinking. You felt like you were drowning in his kiss. Sinking into eternal bliss.

Slowly he removed his legs from between yours and you groaned in protest. Jackson hummed satisfied in your mouth as he put one arm around the small of your back to keep you supported, while the other one slid down, between your legs.

His skilled fingers found your clit easily, even over the soaking fabric of your panties. You moaned instantly with his touch. Slowly his finger started rubbing you through the stained fabric of your panties.

You wrapped your arms around his neck, as you kept kissing him back, your tongues intertwining in a wet dance.

Your stifled moans seemed to spur him on as he massaged your core perfectly rhythmically. The knot in your tummy started to grow again and this time, you knew there was no escaping it.

Before you knew it you were a hot wet panting mess, your hands grabbing into Jackson's fluffy hair for dear life. He seemed to notice because he pulled his mouth from yours to take in your face.

'You wanna cum baby?' he asked quietly. You nodded desperately.

'Yeah, you wanna cum? Wanna cum for me baby? Cum so easily from just my fingers playing with you? Such an easy girl. Such a slut for me,' Jackson cooed in your ear. The words had you shivering with pleasure.

'Wanna cum for me? Then cum baby, show me your pretty face as you cum. Let me hear it, say my name. Cum baby,' he encouraged you. It was enough.

'Jackson!' you moaned his name loudly as you came hard in his arms. Your hands gripping his hair tightly and your body shaking all over. Jackson continued circling your overly sensitive clit slowly, making you ride out your high for as long as you could until you were left a shaking twitching mess.

'That's it, baby, that's it. Well done. You did well,' Jackson praised you softly, littering kisses all over your face and neck. 'You came so good for me. Such a good little slut,'

Panting you leaned against him, barely able to stand by yourself.

'Just know, that next time, I might not be as nice to you as I was just now,' Jackson said, his voice dark. 'Next time you'll have to earn it.'

You looked up at him with hazy eyes. His perfect face grinned back at you.

'You're mine now baby,' he said kissing you on your forehead and hugging you tightly.

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Not Holding Back - Chapter 06

Pairing: Boss!JacksonWang x f!PersonalAssistant!reader

Genre: fluff, smut, obsessive behavior, Jackson-is-a-fashion-designerAU

Wordcount: 1788

Chapters: [1] - [2] - [3] - [4] - [5] - [6] - [7] - [8] - [9] - [10] - [11] - [12] - [13] - [?] MASTERLIST

You had almost forgotten how many posters you used to have of Jackson. It took you quite a while to decorate the house with them, but eventually, Jackson's beautiful dark almond-shaped eyes were staring at you from every corner of your small apartment.

It felt weird, especially now that you had met the man himself. You were just about to put the old box away with all your old stuff from college when something fell out of it. You put the box down and picked it up.

It was an old diary. You recognized it immediately. That diary had been your most secret and most prized possession. You had filled it with all kinds of cuttings and collages you had made yourself, of both you and Jackson. You had cut out pictures of yourself and stuck them into pictures with him as if you were a couple. You had poured out your heart in there, writing him letters of how much you admired him, what you felt for him.

It was the most embarrassing thing you owned.

You hadn't looked at it in years. None of your friends had ever known about it. Not even Mei. You opened the diary and flipped through it.

It was one big cringe.

But there was also some kind of nostalgic feeling to it and you couldn't help the slight smile from forming on your lips.

It all seemed so ridiculous now that you looked back on it. You had been so obsessed.

And maybe somewhere you still were, even though you couldn't admit it to yourself.

You put the diary on your desk, to look at it later. You weren't sure why, because it almost hurt to look at it, but you still felt you might wanna flip through it later.

You looked around your apartment and were happy all of your friends lived too far away to visit. You wouldn't want anyone to see you as an adult with an apartment full of posters of your boss.

'Well then,' you said feeling incredibly stupid, 'I'm going to make dinner now Jackson, I mean Mr. Wang.'

It felt ridiculous talking into the nothingness. You looked at the nearest poster.

'Right, erm, I was thinking, pasta tonight?' You spoke to the poster.

Jackson's print stared at you. You cursed Mei under your breath.

This was going to be tough.

You rummaged through your fridge to find a bottle of wine. You weren't much of a drinker normally, especially not on workdays, but this situation called for it.

When you woke up the next morning, it wasn't hard to continue where you left off last night, even though you were sober now. You weren't sure whether it had been the booze or you just really had a lively imagination, but it wasn't that hard to imagine talking to Jackson. Maybe because you had done it in your mind already so many times when you had been younger.

'Good morning Jackson,' you said with a yawn as you stretched your arms while still sitting on the bed. 'I hope you slept well,' you added looking at the poster above your little desk.

As you prepared yourself for the day by dressing, showering, and getting breakfast you kept conversing with him out loud. Now and then you looked at one of the posters to make it a little more real.

Still, when you arrived at work and you walked over to his office, you felt nervous.

You knocked but there was no reply. For a second, you hesitated, then opened the door. The office was empty. Then again, you were quite early today.

Jackson's desk was littered with papers and notes, his keyboard completely vanished under all the paperwork. You walked over to the desk and scanned the papers.

You were hoping to find a clue to a task he might ask you to do later, so you could start now. Maybe avoid him for a while. But the papers didn't help you much.

At the corner of his desk, you spotted a framed picture. It was the only spot that he had kept free. You took a closer look.

It was a photo of Jackson himself with a young girl sitting on his back. They looked like they were playing.

'Cute isn't she?' A sudden voice spoke.

You almost fainted.

'Fuck!' You let slip, looking up, your heart racing.

Jackson chuckled. His pretty nose was slightly scrunched and his eyes closed.

Your heart made the familiar flip but somehow you felt more in control this time.

'Sorry, sir!' You said quickly, bowing to him. Jackson dismissed your apology with a wave of his hand.

He liked that you had sworn when you got startled and wondered what other profanities he could pull from your pretty lips.

He clenched his jaw.

Not the time, not the place.

'It's my little niece,' he said, as a way of distracting himself.

'Ah,' you said quickly with a nod, pretending not to know. Although you still felt awkward and in awe, you forced yourself to try and make some conversation with him. 'So you like kids,' you tried, feeling incredibly stupid making the statement and immediately wishing you had said nothing.

'Yeah,' Jackson said with a smile as he walked over to you. 'Kids are great. Can't wait till I have a few of my own,' he said without thinking.

He was surprised by his own words. He looked up at you and for a fragment of a moment, he wondered what it would be like to have you by his side, as his woman, the mother of his kids. He could imagine it easily. You holding his child, with a second one on the way. And the thought of all the things he needed to do to you to get there...

He gritted his teeth once more. What was wrong with him lately? He wondered if he hadn't been jerking off enough.

You stared at him as he looked at you a little too long, a tingle going down your spine.

Jackson quickly cleared his throat and looked away from you at the mess on his desk.

Right, work.

It was already dark outside when Jackson finally had gotten home. He kicked off his shoes and walked straight through to the bedroom.

Today had been a long work day. Even though he hadn't even had time for dinner, he wasn't hungry.

You had done well that day. You had seemed calmer to him, less nervous, and he noticed that a few times you tried your best to meet his eye and make small talk. Although he appreciated the effort, it drove him insane.

There was something very, very wrong with him.

Somehow you had managed to make him feel like a horny teenage boy again. He was already having trouble as it was with work. He wasn't quite sure what he was looking for with the new collection so he kept rejecting everything, hoping he would know it when he saw it. He knew his employees were suspicious, some probably knew or guessed already that he had a designer's block. But with you around it seemed almost impossible to focus.

Jackson buried his face in his pillow. As soon as he closed his eyes your image sprung to his mind again. He had no idea what it was about you that drove him so mad. Maybe it was the way you spoke to him or the way you looked at him. Maybe it was your body, so perfect in every way.

He could feel himself grow in his pants. The non-stretch fabric of his pants restrained him painfully.

He tried to think of anything else, anything to make it go down but every thought lead him back to you.

There was no use.

He remembered the way you had looked at him this morning. The way you had sworn when you got startled when he had entered the room.

The scenario played again in his head but this time his imagination got the better of him.

Instead of holding himself in and chuckling, he imagined himself striding over to you. Telling you that you had been naughty for using such foul language with him, with your boss. He wanted to punish you for it.

His eyes still closed and his cock throbbing painfully in his pants he could imagine you looking up at him so innocently. Your lips slightly parted. God how he wanted to kiss those lips so bad. And he was sure you would taste so sweet. He'd kiss you until he'd make you moan. He knew he could. And he'd give it to you. Hiking up that tight knee-length skirt you had been wearing until he could see your panties. He wondered what color they'd be. Maybe it'd be lace, or see-through.

His eyes still closed he unbuttoned his pants to free himself a bit, but he kept his underwear on. His breathing had become heavy and the pillow he pressed his face into felt hot.

Yes, he was sure it would be some kind of cute underwear. Unable to help himself he started to grind his hips into the mattress, aching for any type of friction.

He would peel your panties to the side, leaving it on as he would go down on his knees to eat you out. He would drive you to the edge but not make you cum just yet.

Then he would clear his desk with a big swoop and push you on your back onto the desk, your panties still to the side. He'd slide into your wet sloppy cunt and fuck your brains out as you'd moan his name over and over again while he'd made you cum on his dick. And he would whisper at you how dirty you were, how he would make you his private little slut before unloading himself into you as deep as he could.

Without warning, he suddenly came into his bedsheets. He groaned as the cum stained his underbelly and the mattress.

Panting he lay there for a while. A mixture of feeling warring inside him. On the one side, he was embarrassed by coming so easily just by grinding himself on his bed. He hadn't cum hands-free since he was a teen. On the other side, he felt ashamed. Ashamed of thinking about you this way. Ashamed that he would degrade a female coworker that way.

But somewhere he also felt blissful and ecstatic. He hadn't cum and felt this satisfied in ages. And he couldn't help but wonder how fucking good it would feel if he had really just cum inside of you...

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Not Holding Back - Chapter 15

Pairing: Boss!JacksonWang x PersonalAssistant!F!Reader

Genre: smut, fluff, angst, obsessive behavior, Jackson-is-a-fashion-designerAU

Wordcount: 980

Chapters: [1] - [2] - [3] - [4] - [5] - [6] - [7] - [8] - [9] - [10] - [11] - [12] - [13] - [14] - [15] - [16] - [17] - [18] - [19] - [20] - [22] - [23] - [?] MASTERLIST

Warnings: Swearing, angst, degradation, sir kink, namecalling, masturbation, obsessive!Jackson, dirty talk, corruption kink?, praising, sexual fantasies, fingering, posessive!Jackson, grinding/humping by both parties, multiple orgasms, overstimulation, use of sex toys, lots of teasing, orgasm denial, semi-public sex? breeding/impreg kink, WILL ADD MORE AS STORY ADVANCES, PLEASE LMK IF I MISSED ANY

For a second he seemed startled, but then his face relaxed and he smiled.

'Yeah, I know it's the weekend, but it's a rush order. I will pay you to double okay?' he said into the phone as he winked at you and beckoned you with his hand.

Feeling empty inside, you walked over to him slowly.

He was still smiling at you brightly, as if nothing had happened. As if you knew nothing.

'Okay great man,' Jackson said happily on the phone. 'I'll review it again this afternoon,'

Jackson patted his lap, a gesture for you to come sit, but you stayed still.

How could he look at you like this? Like you were the only thing in the world to him? Was he really that good of an actor?

It made you feel sick.

Jackson frowned slightly as he scanned your face, his hand still on his lap from his gesturing.

'Yo, Imma call you back dude,' he said abruptly, cutting Jay B off at the other side. He put down his phone and looked at you worried.

'Baby, what's wrong?' he asked worriedly while getting up from his seat.

A million possible answers rushed like a high-speed train through your mind.

You wanted to scream at him. Punch him in the face. You wanted to break down and cry. You wanted to say nothing and just turn around and run away.

The man in front of you stared at you with worry. A crease between his perfect dark straight eyebrows. The dark eyes that you had studied and admired for years seemed to penetrate your soul.

This man... You had thought you knew him so well...

But you had always known that reading about someone in a magazine or watching every video that existed of them, wasn't the same as actually knowing them.

You did not know him at all.

The Jackson Wang you thought you had known was just fiction. A fantasy you had made up in your mind.

He had simply used you for his own entertainment.

'You can tell me, baby,' he said sweetly, taking a step closer to you.

The nickname you had loved so much almost made you shiver now.

A sudden sound startled the both of you.

Jackson's phone rang again, but he ignored it, still looking at you worriedly, his hand stretched out to you as if he was about to pull you in for a hug.

'You should get that,' your voice sounded flat, empty, hollow. It surprised even you. You didn't know why you told him to get the call.

Jackson shook his head. 'Baby, whats-?' he began but you cut him off.

'Get it,' you said with a tilt of your chin towards the phone on his desk.

You could see his jaw clenching, but after a few seconds, he finally turned around and picked up the phone.

'Hi mom, now's not the-' Jackson began but a loud female voice interrupted him.

'My son never has time for his mother!' the woman called out annoyed. You could clearly hear every single word she was saying. 'He goes to live half a world away and he doesn't even make time for the woman who raised him!'

'Ma, I'm-' Jackson began, but his mother disregarded his words and went on with her rant.

'Honestly, what has a mother to do to see her own son? I swear to god, if you don't change this into a video call right now, I WILL disown you,' she said grumpily.

Hadn't you been so crestfallen about Jackson cheating on you, you probably would've laughed.

Jackson quickly fumbled with his phone and kept it a short distance away from his face. You could see his mother's face on the screen as well as his own in the top right corner.

'Now, that's better,' his mother said still quite cross. 'Why is it so dark in there? It's morning there, right? Don't you open your curtains?'

Jackson sighed and walked over to the window to open the curtains. You could see the redness of his ears. Yesterday you would've thought this cute and it probably would've made your heart swell, but today you didn't care.

The bright morning sun lit up the brown-tinted room and the sudden light made you blink a few times.

'See, much better!' Jackson's mother said approvingly. 'Now let me look at your face, last time you looked so thin I-' she said but she suddenly fell silent. It almost looked like the screen had frozen.

'Who's that?' she asked suddenly, her face closer to the screen and her eyes narrowing.

'What?' Jackson asked awkwardly, turning away from you. But it was already too late.

'What do you mean what! There was someone there! I saw it!' Jackson's mom shouted almost hysterically through the phone. Jackson had barely been able to open his mouth to answer when his mother continued. 'A girl! It was definitely a girl!'

Jackson's eyes darted from you back to the screen again. His face was quite blank.

'Ka Yee, show me,' his mother said sternly.

Jackson looked at you again for a second. His expression was questioning like he wanted your permission.

You didn't move. The entire situation was just so ridiculous that you were barely able to wrap your head around it.

When you didn't respond, Jackson closed his eyes painfully. He frowned once more, clicked his tongue, and sighed.

'Fine,' he sighed. You looked at him in shock. 'But Ma, please chill,' he added quickly.

Jackson walked over to you and wrapped his arm around your waist, pulling you close to him. He held the phone far away, so both you and he were visible to the camera.

'Mom, this is Y/n,' Jackson introduced you. You looked up at him in shock. His perfect face was barely inches away from you. He looked back at you, his eyes locking with yours and a soft smile appearing on his pillowy lips.

'She's my girlfriend,' he said.

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