// Thinking about modern Jewel.

Almost never seen leaving her home to the point where neighbors wonder if she's real at all sometimes, but they know she's real because they can hear her talk through the wall sometimes. She has a cat.

Rarely ever crosses paths with anyone outside of her apartment. Usually wears a baggie jacket with the hood over her face. Maybe she has pink hair but some think it could be a wig. It's not ofc.

Big food hauls in the wee hours of the morning. Fresh berries. Veggies. Meat. Always meat.

Noise complaints are initially ignored. Someone comes to the door. The noise stops. She doesn't answer the door. It stays quiet after they give up and go away. The noise comes back but it's much quieter now.

Keeps berry bushes on her balcony. Sits cross legged when tending to them to stay out of sight. Hangs her laundry up with her hoodie on.

Takes her cat on walks in the wee hours of the morning or late at night. She has a couple of parks and nature trails that she favors. May get a short conversation out of her, a glimpse of her shark teeth. Her kitty Chiisai doesn't like other people so Jewel uses that excuse to move along.

Catch her late in the 7/11 grabbing a few drinks. She has a different hoodie. She shows her face. She's 'not from around here' if she's asked.

Catch her on a rooftop. Just a glimpse.

She'll stand at windows and watch the news like a hawk. Criminals end up dead but it's difficult to figure out the murder weapon was.

She's rumored to involve herself in underground fighting. No cameras allowed, so anyone outside of those rings wouldn't know.

She's an ice sculptor but it's background work. Almost no one ever sees her.

Her pockets jingle and some think it's money. Rocks and teeth are the only things that have fallen out though.

She Does have friends. They respect her privacy.

"mihoyo should have better anniversary rewards and should not censor its fanbase's criticism" and "it's not ok to review bomb a game and threaten its shutdown because you're mad" are two statements that can and should exist.

Faith cannot be nurtured by fear, and doubt cannot be simply silenced with the right question. It’s in the times when we’re holding on the hardest that it’s most important for us to ease up and let go. Make sure not to overdo it with divination, and leave space in your life for the unknown. Make peace with her.

I absolutely love how AC villager houses range from “I have everything I could possibly need to live fit into this tiny space and its not much but its home :)” to “I live in a laundromat. fuck you”

this might sound mean as hell but i truly do not fucking care when it comes to acting like skinny shaming and fat shaming hold the same weight when fat people are less likely to get jobs, can't do anything without being stared out or recorded, are literally told their entire fucking lives by everyone and everything around them that being skinny is better, when fat people can lose weight for any fucking reason including illness or surgery and people will Congratulate them because they lost weight, when fat people are used as inspiration for what no one wants to look like, on top of stores either not having clothes for fat people, having them online, or blatantly refusing to even bother with fat/plus size people cough victoria secret cough fat shaming and skinny shaming are both bad but fat people can't even talk about loving themselves without people saying their promoting obesity. companies can't feature fat people in workout CLOTHES by the way without people thinking is romanticizing obesity or being "feminist bullshit"

no one deserves to have their body type shat on in any way period but fat people literally can't do anything without society telling them their too fat for shit on top fat people not being represented in the media no where near as much and when they are it's only for roles that talk about being fat because apprently that's the only time fat people have any fucking talent

and this shit Especially applies to fat women

sometimes it’s not about what you say but how you say it and you gotta have some boundaries as to how you let people talk to you

i wish unicorns were real

ugh I love remember how no one fucking cares 😩💦

incredibly sexy plot point for bleachverse jewel's human life where she caused avalanches to get rid of samurai on the mountain near her home. :')

beiguang shippers are winning this update

and they are especially winning if they believe in beidou and ningguang adopting kazuha

New reading available, this time over on my old blogspot!! (Don't mind me, just trying something new.)

It's just a simple check-in, but I hope it'll help you all up until my next lunar reading on the 11th, which will also be posting at 8am CDT. (And will still be over here. I'll have a post going more into detail about this ~new~ blog later)

I do apologize for posting so little so suddenly, but being honest? I burnt myself out just a bit! But I've listened to my body and I'm recovering, and I think I'm ready to start doing readings regularly again. Excited about it, too!

I know everyone’s really wanting more nook store upgrades and the cafe back and a million other things but I miss the post office & phyllis & pelly & pete sm 🥺 & i know i mentioned this before but I also miss stationary as an actual item... being able to collect it and also write letters everywhere and then sending them all in one big bundle.. it feels like more of a chore in nh.

So I’d love it if in one of the future updates stationary was added along with the post office! I know a lot of it’s features are already available but. I’d take just stationary & pete delivering mail twice a day tbh. also phyllis being phyllis

sometimes I wanna kill myself because I'm sad and other times I wanna kill myself because my flesh prison is ugly, it’s aging, it’s fat, it’s everything that’s not good or cute or conventionally attractive and looking in the mirror is a constant reminder that I'm not worthy of love how y’all doin on this Sunday night