#jesus christ im feeling a lot right now. no obligations for anyone to interact i wouldnt know where to begin mysefl
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no fuck my entire life actually bc if my dad was still alive he would fuck off and take me to another my chem show
#chirps#have been thinking about my dad a lot lately bc of this tour and this was actually the nail in the coffin for my brain. oooooughh ow.#that mother fucker was insane and vile and a genuine direct threat to my life. AND he loved me. AND he thought i was the coolest person#just genuinely in the whole world. i got him into fob and they were his favorite band he took me to them i think three times. once at msg#just because he loved to waste money and because he good#i wanted nothing to do with him but he believed in me very profoundly and was behind my#interest in music and passion for bands and want to be In One more than anything else#and he loved teenagers. and if he were here i'd be telling him so fucking much about this reunion.#i dont know why because it's special to me and i wouldnt want him to have it but i wouldve sent him foundations anyway what does tht mean.#he was high and throwing money away left and right before he died if he'd lived to this idk if we'd even be speaking#but if i asked him to buy us tickets to the closest show and said itd make us closer then he would have.#jesus christ im feeling a lot right now. no obligations for anyone to interact i wouldnt know where to begin mysefl#dead dad posting tw
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