little Jean Moreau sketch in usc colors

orchestra aftg au: jean moreau is a cello player in this. totally not because i think him playing the cello is unbelievably attractive, and only because i can picture him absolutely shredding on it. in my mind, the cello just sort of matches the cadence of the voice i read him with in my head so it’s a little of that too lol

riko: i am your king, nathaniel!

neil, covered in his own blood: has anyone ever told you that you take college sport kinda too serious?

"I am a raven. If I'm not a raven, who am I?"

!!!TSC SPOILER/EXCERPT!!!

"biting the fingers that slipped pills between his lips,"

this sentence has so effortlessely wracked acheing grief throughout my body, breaking my ribs causing their sharp points to poke and prod 'round my insides causing queasiness to fester inside my stomach.

this sentence is so similar, whether intentional or not, to the quote: "don't bite the hand that feeds you", except in this case it's Jean considering biting a helping hand; however Jean would not consider biting (fighting back) a fist hurtling his way to inflict pain, he would sooner (resignedly) accept a fist than an outstretched palm because it is so otherwordly to him. He joined the Ravens at 14 (correct me if im wrong!) and has since then only known bruises and cracked ribs and shins and ankles but has never known a hug, a high-five, he doesn't even remember what his life was like before 14.

i just had to rant about this sentence because it truly broke me excuse me, *imagine me rocking back and forth in an unsteady medium rhythm in the middle of a barren-white-walled room with a singular window that's left ajar to allow the cool summer breeze to play about the room, swirling around the sheer white floor-length curtains that frame the window.

pspspspspsps hey baguette boi. What if I showed up to your dorm and kidnapped yiu <3

my day be so fine then suddenly i think about jean moreau slowly learning that he doesn’t need to have his guard up 24/7 around the trojans and i start crying

WIP Wednesday 🔥 first time writing in present tense

What if I tell you I'm writing an AU where Elodie is alive and well. What if I tell you. What if I

Would anyone be interested in reading that? Because I have SO many idea oh god

Jeremy and Jean are living inside my head and I don't care that they don't pay rent (working on some redesigns for these two)

nicky: these are fanfics

neil: what the hell

neil: that's so stupid

neil: why would someone sell their child to 1D?

neil:

neil, looking for jean's number: he's gonna hate me even more

cardinal red

jean moreau came back to himself in pieces

Sketch of the boys while we wait for TSC to come out and break our hearts

i take my whiskey neat, my coffee black in my bed at three, you're too sweet for me

Cat's and Jean's friendship is very important to me 🫂