#jdjdnfnfnfn u were the only person that made sure I was ok and checks in and makes sure I’m still taking care of myself | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

aceloha · 2 years

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Now I’m not asking for much I just wish more people would see me as a living person than my English and ceramics teacher did today after learning I fainted on Friday and helped me get to safety and recover but I thinks that’s too much to ask now hsjdndjfkfmgm

#vent #I love being seen as just something to talk at or use by eveyone #I live that no one noticed when I get better or worse #I love that no one is ever genuinely proud of me and would rather get pissed about having to be involved in what they made me do #I love that no one sees me as a friend and just an extra #I love that I’ll never be good at art or athletics or sciences or anything compared to eveyone around me #I love how the people I trust grow to use me as the butt of the joke because I never fight back #I love the fact that if I died right now no one would notice and if they did they’d be happy #I love how easily the people I cared so much about can forget me after I’m taken out of the situation #I love whenever I get the small chance to talk about what I like like I’m a real person the people I’m talking to make it about themselves #or what they like or people they cate more about #I love that I’ve poured so much time and care into people who usally forgwt I exists #I love that so many people I know online now only start convos to talk about themselves and have turned to tricking me so they have someone #to talk at #I love how quickly people toss me aside after they think they’ve used me for all I’ve got #I love how diffrent people act when they think I’m not there #peace and love on the planet earth am I right #shout out to diver for being the only acception to all this even if they’ll never see this #jdjdnfnfnfn u were the only person that made sure I was ok and checks in and makes sure I’m still taking care of myself #and both shares and listens equally and talks to me and understands my boundaries and just be all around an amazing person #well that’s my vent for the month again djdjfnf #chill session with bee

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