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Lost Boy // Changbin AU

Reposting since posting on a mobile devices suckssssss. Here is the full AU for y’all :)) Also can we talk about the fact that this AU is 17 PAGES LONG?!?!

Word Count: 7k

Genre: Angst // Fluffy

Some trigger warnings but we put an edited section as well.

You sit at the bottom of the stairs watching your mother leave...not that it is anything new.

*Flashback*

“Y/N we will be at the end of the month.” Your mother tells you

“M-mommy did you fo-forget?” You ask looking up at her

Your mother sighs “What are you talking about Y/N”

“M-my b-bir” You say stuttering

“ Spit it out Y/n! We need to get your stuttering under control. Sophia while we are gone make sure to schedule appointments for Y/N to see a speech therapist her stuttering still has not improved. Oh i’m going to be late for my flight. See you later mommy loves you.” She said and with that she closes the door

“My birthday….” You say quietly

* End of Flashback*

You sigh heading up to your room not bothering to say goodbye. You are always on your own not that it bothered you, you’d prefer to be alone than be stuck with a woman who is practically has her head up her ass. Your father was just as your mother in and out not bothering to speak a word to you just adding money to you bank account, money that you have been saving up so you can withdraw it and escape

You’ve been planning your escape since the age of fourteen, you knew that you were never destined for this life, you started out by following your parents schedule but you were never serious enough to follow through until now. You have enough money saved up to last you at least three or four years. The only reason it took you so long to follow with the plan was the money and the women who practically raised you

*Flashback*

“Happy Birthday to you Happy birthday to you Happy birthday dear Y/N Happy birthday to you.” A women sings

You awake from your sleep to see to see Sophia your caregiver holding a cake. You smile wide

“Is it-

“Vanilla sponge cake with buttercream icing yes it is” She chuckles

You begin to cry she places the cake and walks over to you.

“Please don’t cry Y/N it’s your birthday.” She says

“W-why doesn’t mommy or daddy love me? W-why do t-they have to go all t-the time?” You cry into her chest

“Baby they do love you they just don’t know how to show it. Say how about you take a shower and wash your pretty face, then come downstairs to eat some cake.” She suggests

You nod and smile

*End of Flashback*

You smile every time you think of that memory, it definitely was one that changed your views on life. She was the only person that actually seemed to care… until you met woojin! That happy little ball of sunshine. You never understood how one person could be so happy but he never failed to make you laugh everyday.

“Why does he make you so happy.” A voice says

You jump dropping the items you held in your hand and look around your room not seeing anyone, you know it cannot be Sophia because she doesn’t come until later nor does she have a males voice. You slowly turn back around to see a figure lying on your bed

“AHHH WHAT THE HECK ARE YOU.” you scream not thinking of the proper sentence

“It’s who are you firstly and second it’s not very nice to scream at your guest.” He said

You just look at him

“Take a photo it will last longer. You know your bed is not that comfortable.” He said

“Excuse me can you get out. I have no idea who you are or how you got in my house but can you leave before I call the police.” You say trying to scare him

“Call them.” Is all he simply said

You pick your phone up to call and it is flown out of you hand

“You know that’s a very cute picture. Who is this guy?” He ask

“I’ll answer when you tell me who you are.” You reply irritated

“Changbin nice to meet you. Now who is this”

You run to snatch your phone back but he moves so quickly that you fall flat on your face.

“Too slow.” He teases you

You huff out in annoyance

“Well Changbin if you must know that is Woojin my best friend.” You cross your arms

“He’s your best friend?” He laughs

“Yes he is my best friend what is so funny about that?” You ask

“He doesn’t fit you.” He says

“Excuse me you inconsiderate prick what do you know about me.”

*Warning this might be a sensitive topic so I will make a separate part in parentheses for you guys*

“Everything babygirl… you never were shown love by your parents, constantly left alone, never had a friend until little woojin…” He says dangling a picture of you and him in a frame

“Came along.” He drops it

“You have anxiety, depression, and you used to cut yourself. You have scars of all shapes and sizes running down your legs arms and hips. You tried to kill yourself but I guess it never worked because you are still here right. Little Woojin stopped you from that and is trying to fix you but I don’t think its working since you are planning to run away.” He laughs

“Stop it.” You say

“All you ever wanted was mommy’s attention but she could care less about you. Don’t even mention your father he wanted a boy to run his company but he got stuck with a female a weak one if that. You got good grades, joined clubs,played sports, hell you even changed your style to become more girly to fit in with your moms friends daughter but she still d-didn’t c-care did she.” He finished

*Edited Version*

(“Excuse me you inconsiderate prick what do you know about me.”

“Everything babygirl… you never were shown love by your parents, constantly left alone, never had a friend until little woojin…” He says dangling a picture of you and him in a frame

“Came along.” He drops it

“All you ever wanted to do was fit in with the crowd that was presented but no the matter what you did you were an outcast, a fool, a loser, a gypsy, a castaway seriously list can go on and on. )

You had tears streaming down your face

“SHUT UP GET OUT I DON’T KNOW WHO YOU ARE BUT JUST LEAVE ME ALONE.” You scream closing your eyes covering your ears

When you open your eyes he was gone. You grabbed your phone and called woojin

“C-can w-we meet up?” You asked

“O-of course wanna meet up at the ice cream shop?” He suggest

You hum in response and hang up grabbing your shoes and walking downstairs

“Where ya going?” You recognized the voice but chose to ignore him

“I asked you a question.” He states back

“And I choose not to answer.” You snap back

“No need for attitude.” He snaps back

“Don’t get snappy with me you were the one with all the questions” You said walking towards the door.

“I wouldn’t touch the door knob if I were you” He said sitting on the staircase.

You looked about at him and get dead eyed him for about ten seconds before you reach for the door knob. You felt an electric shock go throughout your whole body.

“HEY WHAT WAS THAT FOR” You quickly turned to him.

“I warned you didn’t I” He said still sitting in the same position.

You can see him chuckle but you were three seconds away from screaming at him.

“All I want to do is meet with Woojin.” You sigh

“Why I am way better than him. I mean look at me.” He said

You could not lie he was handsome but he was a jerk as well.

“You may know all my issues but what are you going to do” You said crossing your arms leaning onto the door.

“I don’t know I never dealt with issues like this.” He said walking down the stairs up to you.

“Well once you learn I’m going to Woojin.” You said opening the door and walking out the door.

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“Hey what took you so long” Woojin said standing up once you arrived at the Ice Cream Parlor.

“It’s a long story not in the mood to tell.” You said setting your bag down.

“Okay then... I order your usual ice cream Vanilla Tangerine and Shortbread.” He said and smiled.

You couldn’t help but smile

“Thank you woojinnie.” You said giggling

The rest of the day went well, the two of laughed and joked and ended up at the park.

“You know woojin…” You say looking at him as you lie on the grass

“We’ve been friends for ages but no feelings have ever sparked between us… weird.” You chuckle

“Y-yeah I guess…” Woojin said

“Why do you sound so unsure?” You ask

“Oh it’s nothing my stomach hurts because of the ice cream.” He said laughing

“Oh my goodness let’s go!” You said grabbing his hand

“You need to get home and rest… you did eat three ice creams you dummy.” You also said

“It made you smile right?” He asks

“Of course you always make smile.” You state pinching his cheek

You notice him blushing

“Let me walk you home it’s getting pretty late.” He said wrapping his arms around your shoulder

“What about your stomach?” You ask

“Eh don’t worry I will live.” He smiles

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You finally arrive at your house and you turn to him…

“Thank you for making my day so much better. You always make me the happiest girl.” You give him a hug resting your head on his shoulder

“You know I’d do anything for you in a heartbeat.” He says grabbing your face and looking into your eyes

You try to look away as a blush formed on your cheeks

“Y-you sh-should head home it’s going to be late soon.” You suggested

“Yeah you are right... I’ll see you later.” He began to walk away

“See you.” You wave

You sigh and begin to walk into the house as you see him slowly fade away

“Why didn’t you kiss him?” Is the first thing you hear as you step into your house

“You’re still here.” You state looking at the familiar spirit sitting on your staircase.

“Am I supposed to answer that?” He asked

“Are you an idiot! What are you still doing here?” You try to say camly

“Don’t you think I would leave if I could. I don’t want to stuck in a house with you.” He sighed and threw himself on the couch

“What do you mean if you could you would.”

“Sweetheart I am not...” He said calmly

“You know what just be out of my house in the morning” You said

“Yeah I would if I could you brat” He replied.

“What do you mean if you could” You question his responds.

“Listen sweetheart” he started to say before you cut him off.

“Y/N”

“Listen Y/N, you’re stuck with me I’m stuck with you. It’s a blessing for you curse for me.”

“How it is a blessing for me?”

“Umm you have this beautiful face to look at. I am come on I’m freakin handsome”. He said winking at you.

“What beauty? I am not impressed.” You say setting down your bag and taking your shoes off

He gasps

“EXCUSE ME YOU HORSE.” He yells at you

“WHO ARE YOU CALLING A HORSE? YOU ARE THE ONE WITH THE LONG FACE.” You state back

“A-You are not wrong about that but my face is still better.” He said and walked away

You have no energy left to deal with his childish ways.

Once finally making it to your room you lock the door and jump on your bed. Today has been way to much for you too handle and you slowly drift off to sleep.

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You wake up to a horrible smell.

“What the heck is going on” You thought

You jump up and see Changbin in the kitchen holding a burnt pan with mush in it.

“Changbin what in the world are you doing.” You question him

“Well I was trying to make food for me since sleeping beauty wants to sleep in late but as you can see it did not turn out so well.” He says shyly

You laugh and walk over to him

“Just leave the cooking to me please or sophia. Speaking of Sophia she was supposed to be here yesterday… I should probably call her. Excuse me for a second.” You say as you leave the room

*Phone Call*

Sophia: Hello

Y/N: Hey is everything okay? You didn’t come yesterday

Sophia: Yeah everything is fine just a minor emergency.

Y/N: Oh okay will you be coming over today?

Sophia: Yes I will try darling

Y/N: Okay I’ll see you soon

*End of Call*

You walk back to the kitchen and pull things out of the refrigerator but as you doing this you can feel an intense stare but your are trying to ignore it. Half way through you beginning to cook the staring doesn’t stop, so you turn around

“What the hell are you staring at me for?” You ask

“I’m trying to make you disappear.” He said calmly

“Don’t worry I’ll be leaving soon.” You mumble

“What was that?” He asked

“Don’t worry about it.” You reply

Once you finish cooking you make a plate and Changbins eyes look wide and his mouth begins to water.

“Wow it looks so good!” He says in excitement

“Thanks.” You day and walk right past him

His smile drops

“Hey where’s my plate?” He questions

“Oh you can fix it. I think I left enough for you.” You say as you keep walking to your room

He just smiles and shakes his head

“This girl is something else.” He said and heads to “fix” his plate.

You sigh once reaching your room knowing that you are leaving in less than three days. It never occurred to you how much you were going to miss this place, Sophia, and Woojin

*FlashBack*

(Younger You)

Your giggle is heard across the house as you try to stay quiet while playing hide and seek with Sophia. Your best hiding spot was in your father's office. Though you are not allowed in there which makes it all the better. You hear footsteps coming closer and you place your hand over your mouth so you don’t laugh. The footsteps come closer and than stop. Your breathing is hitched in your throat

“Y/N are you in my office?” You father asked

What is he doing here? You begin to panic trying to calm your breathing down. Daddy is going to be so mad if I come out now

“Sir is everything alright?” You here Sophia ask

“What is Y/N doing in my office I told you all this place is off limits!” He yells at her

“Y-Yes sir I am aware.” She says looking at you

You are in deep trouble if he finds where you are out. You look at her with pleading eyes

“Sir I apologize again but are you sure she is in-” Sophia knocks off documents that were placed nicely on your fathers desk.

“Sir I am so sorry. I lost my balance.” She said as she bends down the other way blocking your fathers view as he and she pick up the papers

Quietly you sneak out of the hiding spot and run for the door down the stairs and outside.

Your breathing in uncontrollably fast and your chest begins to tighten, more tears are flown down you face

“Are you okay?” Someone asks

You look up to see a kid with wide smile and yellow blondish hair

You shake your head no

“M-My ch-chest h-hurts.” You barely spoke out

“Here try this my doctor gave this to me when my chest hurts.” He said give you a weird shaped object

“You place it in your mouth and press the top and a medicine will shoot out. It’s called an inhaler!” He explains

You do as your told and press it. The cold funny tasting spray shoots into your mouth and you scrunch your face

He giggles at your facial expression

“It taste weird…” You say giving him back the inhaler

“Yeah but do you feel better? I hope it works I don’t like seeing you sad.” He blurts out

This kid was strange to you. How could he care about you and not even know you

“I’m Woojin.” He stuck his hand out

“I-I’m Y/N.” You reply back

“Wanna come play at my house. I have apple juice and cookies.” He suggest

Your smile got brighter

“Y-Yeah l-let me g-go ask S-Sophia” You stutter out

You walk back into the house and you hear crying and moaning. You aren’t sure of what it is so you walk closer and you see Sophia and she’s crying. You were about to say something when she shook her head no and looks at you

“Go please.” She mouths

You run downstairs and outside to Woojin

“S-She sa-said yes.” You half heartedly smile

“Okayy oh I have dogs and sibling by the way. They are all really nice.”

*End of FlashBack*

“You think too much.” Changbin states as he appears on your bean bag in the corner

“You know you are really getting on my last nerve. Tell me about yourself Mr. High and Mighty”

“Well… my name is Seo Changbin I am nineteen years old and I have an older sister.” He sighs

You look at him “Go on.”

“I like to compose music, sing, and rap. I used to be in a group called 3RACHA with two other members, as well as debuting with six other guys that were like my brother. I had a future ahead of me but I ruined it…” He pauses

“H-How did you ruin it?” You ask quietly

“I me-mean you d-don’t h-have to tell me.” You spit out fast

“You are cute when you stutter.” He says and looks at you

You quickly look away “What happened”

“I was shot,, it’s a pretty ugly story.”

“Please tell me what happen if you don’t mind” you said interrupting him midway through his sentence.

“I was out with my best friend Felix and there was this guy or company or whatever that kept stealing our groups music so we wanted to do something about it” he began.

“It was midday and we went to the house of the CEO of the opposing company who was stealing our music to confront him. Little did we know how wicked this guy was. We saw him yell at one of his workers and that when things took turn. Felix he charged into the house and started to curse at the owner. All of a sudden a gun was up to his head.”

You felt tears coming down your face.

“I quickly pushed Felix out of the way and”

“Changbin did you?”

“I took a bullet for my best friend, yes. He was a year younger than me but I can’t live with myself if he died”

“Wow” you said looking down at the ground “How did you become”

“A spirit, funny story I don’t really know how the whole spirit thing works. But I guess I can talk to you and you can talk to me”.

“Do you remember who shot you?”

“All I remember was staring at a man in front of me and looking at a woman with the gun up to Felix”.

You wanted to go run up to Changbin and give him a hug but wasn’t sure if it was going to work.

You ignore every law of science and just went straight for a hug and to your surprise it work.

There was a cold feeling hugging him but you were hugging him. You could feel his arms wrapped around you and pulling you closer. Something about this felt right.

“You are pretty short.” He says as he rest your head into his chest.

You do not understand what you are doing but everything just felt natural, something about his oura made you feel warm but you knew you needed to pull away

“Do you ever sleep?” You ask pulling away from him going towards your bed

“Define sleeping?” He asked

“Seven to eight hours of sleep?” You reply

“I think you mean dozing off and waking up every five seconds yeah I sleep.” He said looking away

You lean back and look at him biting your lip. You honestly feel bad for him. Even though he did a good deed he is stuck in this form.

“A while back you said this was a curse right.” You recall

“Yeah… what about it?” He asks looking at you

“H-How do you break it or lift it?” You ask curiously

“Do you really want to know?” He said taking steps closer to the bed

“Y-yeah.” You said shyly

He takes more steps closer to where the bed is and sits next to you

You get nervous because you have no idea what he is going to do next

“Ch-changbin how do you break it.” You ask once again

“Why do you not want me to be here anymore .” He says coming closer to you

You scoot further away from him though there is not much room left

“There is something about you that ca-” He stops as the doorbell rings

“I sh-should go get that.” You push him off running out the room and tripping over your feet

“Th-that did not happen.” You blush and open the door

“Ah that girl makes me feel complete something I have never felt before.” He sighs sitting on the edge of the bed…

You finally reach downstairs and look through the camera to see Sophia. You immediately open the door and squeal.

“Hello beautiful.” She says with a beautiful smile

“Momma Sophia.” You say back moving to the side to let her in

“There are groceries in the back we are going to cook tonight.” She sad

“Just like old times?” You questioned

“Just like old times my darling.” She said back

You nod and walk out the door

“Is this really the right thing to do? Am I really going to be able to break her heart?” You think to yourself as you grab the bags out of the car

For some reason your mind goes back to Changbin... if I leave will he be trapped in this house… he can’t leave. Should I just stay until we can find a way to lift the curse. Your mind is running and running you don’t even realize you are at the door.

You just sigh

“Y/N are you feeling okay sweetheart?” Sophia asks as you set the bags down

“Yeah just a lot on my mind…” You simply say

“Do you want to talk about it?” She asks once again

You just begin to cry. You have no idea why just a wave of emotions hit you and you begin to shake. Why am I feeling this way. I can’t focus…

“Y/N” You hear faintly

“Y/N!!”

The last thing you see is Changbin lunging for you

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*While You Are Sleeping*

“Wh-where am I.” You say out loud

You slowly sit up and look around… it’s your room

You jump up quickly “What is going on” You say as you hear muffled yelling

You open your door to see black figures heading towards your father’s office but they are moving so quickly, so you follow them as well. Once arriving you push open the door to see four figures. One tall man with brown hair wearing a suite but his face is black, another was a female her body was more defined and she had blonde hair that stopped just above her waist, the other two were males as well one were what you assumed to be a flannel tied to his waist with blonde hair, and lastly was a shorter male, his hair was parted slightly in the middle he wore all black, but his face was almost recognizable it was long and sharp just li-like changbin. You move closer to see watching your steps because there was glass all on the floor, before you could even look up the was a loud bang sound that caused your ears to ring. You instantly reach for them and hold them

You shot up breathing hard and you look around, you are in your room. You freeze, I cannot be reliving what just happened

“Are you okay?” It was Changbin

You scramble to get up and run to him and hug him

He was shocked at first but then slowly wrapped his arms around you

“Hey what is going on?” He questions you

“I don’t know wh-what I just saw but I d-don’t want to s-see it ag-again.” You say still in fear

“Let’s get you back into bed.” He suggests

“NO!” You yell back

“Hey easy their doll face.” He said trying to calm you

You door opens and both of you snap your head towards the door, it was Sophia

“Are you okay Y/N? I heard you scream” She rushes over to you and places her hand on your forehead

“I’m fine… I am okay for now.” You rush out as your eyes dart to Changbin who has a look of fear written all over his face

“I think I just need more rest. It’s been a really stressful past two days.” You say trying to get her to leave

“Okay yeah you are right. I will wake you up in a few hours to see if you are okay.” She said

You hum in response and get under the blankets. She kisses your head and walks out

“Changbin are you okay?” You sit up looking at him

“W-who is that?” He questions

“That is Sophia. She is like my mother.” You say and smile

“S-she really seems to care for you.” He said

“Yeah she has really been the biggest part in my life besides Woojin. I feel bad though.” You said and finally laid down you pat a spot next to you for Changbin

“Why do you feel bad?” He ask

“Ever since you came along… my focus is not on Woojin and he is the only man in my life to care for me.” You say and yawn

“I still don’t know what you see in him.” He said sitting next to you on the bed

“It’s not about looks to me… it’s the way he treats me. It’s almost as if I can’t give him what he wants but he still comes back to me. I can see the pain in his eyes whenever I used about liking a guy but he always told me to go for it or late nights I would call him whenever my parents made cry and he would always leave his window unlocked for me. The way he held me in his arms he… he made me feel human… I don’t know what I am talking about anymore. I should probably sleep.” You finish and close your eyes

Changbin is still wide awake staring at the wall

“I don’t like this Woojin guy. I don’t trust him” Changbin says to himself

He turns his head and looks at you, listening to your heart beat, counting how many breaths you take.

“Y/N I don’t understand what you are doing to me but it is making me feel alive again”

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There is a slight knock on the door which makes Changbin shake you.

“Ugh you sleep like a log” Changbin soon pushed you off the bed onto the floor.

“Hey what was that for.”

Changbin points to the door as another knock was heard.

You sit up “Come in.” You say to the person outside the door.

It was Sophia

“There is a boy at the door for you. It’s Woojin.” Sophia states

“Crap. Okay give me a second. Ummm I gotta get dressed.” You rush up and push her out

“Why are you rushing.” Changbin questions

You stop and look at him

“What do you mean?” You ask

“I mean you look fine. Why are you rushing to try and fix yourself.” He said quietly

“I d-don’t know. Are you sure I look okay?” You look at him

“Yeah I’m sure. Go see him.” He said

You smile and walk out

Changbin sighs

“Can’t I keep you Y/N…” Changbin says and heads downstairs

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“Hey Woojin!” You say in excitement and run to him

“Hey Y/N.” He says and hugs you

“What are you doing here? This is quite a surprise!”

“Yeah” a smile appeared on his face

“What do I owe this pleasure?” You say taking a seat on the couch motioning for him to come next to you

“I brought your favorite junk food and comedy movie!”

“Changbin scoffs and walks over in front of Woojin and you gasp

“What’s wrong?” Woojin asks

“N-nothing I just thought I saw something.” You say glaring at him

He smiles evilly

“I’ll be right back do you want water or something?” You ask trying to get Changbin to follow you to the kitchen

“I’ll take water.” He shouts back

Little did you know Changbin already did his deed..

You open the fridge and the water bottles are at the highest self

“What the heck? What are you doing” You said looking at Changbin who is standing right in front of you.

“What I can’t be locked up in your room all day sweetheart” he said looking at you.

His eyes seem darker than normal and his smile was glowing.

“You can stay but you have to say twenty feet away from Woojin and I”

“TWENTY FEET?!”

“I need to make sure you don’t pull anything” staring directly into Changbin eyes.

What is going on why is he like this.

“Woojin can you please help me with the drinks” You said not breaking eye contact with Changbin

“Yeah of course.” Woojin yells from the couch

You watch as he stands up to take a step and everything went down from that and you truly meant down. Woojin took a step and lunged forward trying to grab a hold of something and all you saw was fear written over his face. You stay in place due to being shocked at the scene in front of you, popcorn flown in the air that he placed on the couch, a loud crash sound was heard as Woojin and the popcorn bowl hit the ground and shattered.

“Oh my goodness.” You yelled and rush over to his side trying to be careful of all the glass around him

“Woojin!” You laugh and quickly cover your mouth

He begins to laugh as well

“I kn-know I shouldn’t be laughing but this is so funny.” You say while still laughing

“Oh my lord is everything okay?” Sophia asks rushing down the stairs

“Yeah we are fine. I need to go get Woojin cleaned up.” You say while helping him up but as you do you notice his shoe strings are tied together.

“That little brat tied his shoes.” You thought to yourself

“Hey Woojin let me help you take your shoes off. We just got the carpet done in my room and I don’t want it to get dirty.” You said while taking off his shoes

“Thanks.” He simply said

While helping him to the stairs you look at Changbin’s face and it is bright red from laughing so hard.

“I’m going to get you back for this.” You mouth and his face instantly changes

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“Okay Woojinnie you are all cleaned up. You had little cuts from the glass but nothing too serious.” You say and kiss his small cut giggling

“Y/N I have been meaning to talk to you about something…” He pauses

“I’m not sure if you feel the same way or not but Y/N I'm in love with you. I have been for the past three years. I never told you because I don’t want to ruin our friendship but I cannot hold it back anymore. The more I look at you the more it hurts but a good hurt. It’s the kind of hurt that makes me want you more. Y/N you are a stunning girl, you are strong and you are completely different from any other girl and that is what makes me love you more. Y/N I’m not saying you have to love me the way I love you but you have to feel something…. There is something between us.” He finishes looking into your eyes

You could not gain the courage to speak up...you were complete in shock

“Y/N say something.” He pleads

You look up in the direction of the door and see Changbin looking not so pleasant

“I-I don’t know what to say. Woojin i’ve only ever seen you as friend. If I lead you on in some way I am sorry but you are my best friend.” You state honestly

“I’m tired of being labeled as your best friend. I want more! I deserve more.” He states

“Deserve more?” You questioned

“I have been the only male to care for you. It wasn’t easy either. I could’ve chosen other females but no I wanted you but I see that was a waste.” He says

“W-Why are you being so harsh. I am sorry I don’t feel the same way for you.” You say being very honest. Not once have you thought of Woojin more than a friend.

“Is there another guy? Who is he?” Woojin asked coming closer

“W-Woojin stop there is no other g-guy.” But in that same moment you thought of Changbin and how he made you feel. He made you frustrated yes but he is also very caring. You begin to cry I wish Changbin was here.

“Woojin please leave. You are acting irrational and it’s scaring me.” You beg trying to get further away from him

You back ends up hitting the wall and your anxiety began to pick up.

“It’s over I am completely weak against Woojin. I am so scared.” You thought

You close your eyes and just gave up, you slid your body to the floor and cried as you felt him closer.

But Nothing ever came. You open your eyes to see Changbin holding onto Woojin

“C-Changbin h-how are you doing that.” You question but he does not speak a word to you, his main focus is on Woojin and Woojin only.

The look in his face is something you’ve never seen before and it was haunting

It was almost like Changbin was glowing out of anger a dark red mist almost seeping out of him

You had no idea of what he was capable of.

“W-What are you doing Changbin!”

He didn’t listen.

“CHANGBIN STOP PLEASE I’M BEGGING YOU” You scream at him.

Once he heard you he turned his head and looked at you. He saw how powerless you were in this situation. Quickly he ran up to you and comfort you wrapping you in his arms.

“I’m so sorry Y/N I don’t know what got over me. I think I just hate seeing you like this” he said finishing up wrapping you in the blanket.

“What the” before Woojin could finish Sophia entered the room.

“Y/N are you oh” before she could finish that sentence she locked eyes with Changbin and her jaw dropped.

“H-How are you here?” She questions out loud

“You” Changbin said standing up.

“What’s going on” you question the situation.

“I remember you, do you want to tell Y/N what happen?” Changbin said walking closer to Sophia.

“I-I have no idea what you are talking about Changbin.” She states

He chuckles “Oh really let me refresh your memory.”

“Five years ago I walked into this very house and demanded with my friend Felix, that the man you were working for would stop stealing our music. Of course he denied it.

*FlashBack*

“Are you sure this is a good idea Changbin.” Felix asks

“I’m sure but if you don’t want to go in than it’s fine. I’m tired of hearing our music that we worked hard on being used by someone else.” Changbin finishes

He had a point… a man named Park Hyunsik ( I love him so much. Watch Strong Girl Bong Soon) from another company kept stealing the music Changbin and our group made. All nine of us were very upset so we finally decided to do something about it.

“No I’m good.” Felix turns and looks at him

“We got this.”

Both boys walk up to the door and bang on it making sure they were heard

The door is opened and a woman speaks “May I help you boys?” A women chuckles

“Yeah you can actually is Park Hyunsik here?” Changbin says

“Hyung don’t be so rude.” Felix says

Changbin nods just nod

“Yes he is. What is your business with him?” She asks

“We need to talk to him about stealing our music.” Felix says calmly

“E-Excuse me?” She asks

“More than six of our songs and demos have been stolen by Hyunsik and we have come here to talk to him. So if you would please move out of the way.” Changbin says

She stands there for a few seconds then smirks and moves to the side allowing them access

“What was that all about?” Felix asks

The door is locked and shut. Felix has a bad feeling about this.

“Changbin I don’t think we should do this. Trust me” Felix tries to plead his case.

“Look if you have a problem than go wait outside Felix.” Changbin

“There no need for that” the suited man said snapping his snapping his fingers.

All of a sudden you a gun click and slowly raising to Felix’s head.

“One more move and your friend is history”

“You are seriously that evil. You would kill an innocent person just so you can steal more songs. You want to become a murder and witness this child die? HE’S NOT EVEN EIGHTEEN YET AND YOU WANT TO TAKE HIS LIFE. WHAT KIND A HUMAN ARE YOU” Changbin screamed at the top of his lungs.

“One who loves money and has to provide for his family”

“Felix I’m so sorry”

“Hyung what are you talking about”

All of a sudden Changbin ran and pushed Felix out of the way. While doing this he closed his eyes knowing the events that were about to happen next. A gun shoot was heard.

“NOOOOO CHANGBIN!” Felix yelled seeing his best friend laying on the floor.

“You MONSTER LOOK WHAT YOU DID” he continued to yell. He then turned and face the woman that shoot Changbin. She was shaking herself in shook of the events that just play out in front of her.

With tears in his ears Felix finally looked her in the eye “I hope you remember this for the rest of your life.”

*End of FlashBack*

“S-Sophia how could you?” You look at her with such disgust

“I-I am so sorry. I’m sorry Changbin.” She starts to cry

“What are you sorry for the deed has been do-” Changbin doesn’t finish his sentence as he begins to fall

“Changbin!” You exclaim as you run over to catch him

“Y/N” Woojin said

“W-What Woojin?” You look at him with tears streaming down your face

“His time is up…” He looks down

“H-HOW DO YOU KNOW HE’S LEAVING! HE CAN’T LEAVE ME I NEED HIM!” You scream not realizing what you just said.

In that moment you started to realize the little

things Changbin has done for you. The way his eyes glow when he smiles. The way he makes you feel at home. You did not want to think of your days without him.. He is the reason you stayed… why can’t he stay. Why does he have to leave? I just want him to h-hold me

You can feel the tears spilling down your face

“Y/N” Woojin said putting his hand on your shoulder “I know you may not like me like that and I’m okay with that. I see the way you look at Changbin. You really love him Y/N”.

“Woojin I know I hurt you”

“Hey I’m fine. There are other people right” he said smiling.

“You will always be my best friend Woojinnie nothing is going to change that” tears started to roll down your eyes. Soon after you leaned into Woojin for a hug.

“You can save him you know” Woojin said looking down at you. “I read into this stuff when I was going through my quote on quote emo phrase but it should work”

“H-How please tell me how.” You sob harder

“If I am correct you are doing it now.” He says

“W-What?” You look at him confused

“When a trapped spirit exerts as much force as he did it has to be for a good reason. He did it for you… Y/N he loves you. He risked his life for you because I did a stupid thing. I let my emotions control me. I am so sorry.” He says tearing up

You hold him tighter and cry.

Why would he do such a thing, How could I have not seen it. I am such an idiot all the times he would act like an ass, he just was protecting me. He really does love me.

You fall onto Changbin chest just like the first time you hug him. You could still hear his heartbreak. You got up a bit lean over his head, hand on his cheek. Looking at him like this broke your heart.

“I love you Changbin” your voice started to break “please don’t leave me”.

A tear fall from your face onto his cheek. So after your head fell onto his chest.

“Y/N?”

You heard a voice but you thought you were dreaming. So you felt a hand on your arms. Opening your eyes you saw it in the flesh.

“Hey I’m okay Y/N” you heard that familiar voice again.

Lifting your head you were faced with Changbin in the flesh.

“C-Changbin y-you’re actually”

“It’s me Y/N” he said placing his hand on your cheek.

You couldn’t control your tears.

“Ch-Changbin I thought I lost you forever. I don’t know what I would do.” You grab onto him tighter

“It’s good to know someone will miss me” he said chuckling.

“Please don’t leave me.” You beg him

“I’m here now babygirl.” He said grabbing your hand and kissing it

You smile

“Sophia.” You say with a stern voice

“Y-yes?” She asks nervously

“You are a terrible women. I will never be able to look at you the same.” You said and shed a tear

“Y/N it’s fine. You shouldn’t hate her for the past. She is still the women who raised you.” Changbin says standing up reaching for your hand to stand you up.

“Please can everyone just leave us?” You try to ask nicely

Both Sophia and Woojin nod and leave closing the door

Changbin pulls you into his embrace again and you rest your head on his shoulder

“Do you really love me Y/N?” Changbin asks

“I would never lie to you.” You say looking into his eyes

“No you haven’t.” He says looking back at you and smiling

“And I will never.” You bite your lip

I really love this man.

“Y/N be mine.” He says quickly

“W-What?” You ask him again smiling just so you can hear it again

“Be my girl. I want to spend the rest of my human life with you. You are the only person who loved me and was willing to fight for me.” He finishes

You place your hands on either side of his face standing on your tippy toes, pulling him in for a kiss

“Of course.” You respond back and kiss him again

Changbin though it has been a short time I can not imagine myself without you.

“I bet you 11,000 won that it was my charming face that made you fall on your knees for me” Changbin said after the kiss

“And I bet it was my stuttering that made you fall for me” returning the answer.

“Where’s my wallet...you just got yourself 11,000 won” he said pressing his nose on yours smiling.

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