#its the best way i can express my gratitude 😭
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idk if i timed it right (cant possibly comprehend the timezones correctly) in any case, pretend that its on time 😭😭😭
HAPPY BIRTHDAY @paintpaw !!!!!!!!!! thank you so so much for all the support, youre the best mutual ever!!!!! i just wanted to draw something silly for you, because im still ashamed of the fact that I not happybirthday-ed you the last year. youre the coolest person ever i love your blog and your drawings and your headcanons and your comic (@trialbyfire-comic) and im super super glad youre my mutual :)) HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN!!!
#fallout#fallout new vegas#fnv#the great khans#jessup#chance#nightstalker#other people's ocs#also im sorry its just sketches :( im just not in a very good mental state rn but still wanted to draw something#its the best way i can express my gratitude 😭
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Kimitomo? :D
@exhaustedwriterartist Answering both of you simultaneously, since Kimitomo and Koa kinda go hand-in-hand.
Be warned that there's some violence in their backstories. I won't go into detail, but it'll be mentioned.
First off. Kimitomo. My big bundle of trauma and unhinged behavior.
Kimitomo is an ex-assassin who used to belong to this notorious clan until he was about 16. When he was about 3-4, the clan invaded his village, killed everyone older than six, and took whoever was left to be integrated into their clan. Kimitomo hardly remembers his parents, but his subconscious is very traumatized.
All of these children were quite literally brainwashed to be the perfect assassins. Kimitomo in particular was among the best at his age, so he and a couple others were chosen to be experimented on to see if their physical capabilities could be enhanced. The other two died during the tests, but Kimitomo survived and was successfully enhanced.
He's quicker and has better instincts than the average human being, and he also has SUPER sensitive senses. He smells, hears, and tastes everything, and he has incredibly sharp eyes. His sense of touch is also boosted, and it kinda gives him like a sixth sense. He can sense movement from within a certain radius of him.
However, he ended up having to sacrifice a great deal of his physical strength. He's very weak, and can't take much damage at all. Defeating him isn't much of a challenge, if you can actually manage to hit him. 😭
He lived as a mindless, highly skilled assassin for years. It wasn't until he was 16 that he finally managed to break out of the brainwashing that was given him. He had been given a job where he was meant to kill off a small, wealthy family and bring a certain artifact back to the clan. He managed to kill the father, but the children's terror broke through the barrier over his kind and threw him back to his own parents' deaths. He broke out of the brainwashing enough to let the mother and the children live and abandon the job.
After that, he ran and plotted a way to take out his clan. He succeeded, killing off all of the older members of the clan. However, he spared the children and helped them to shake off the brainwashing. He made sure to send all of them to safe places where they would have happier lives.
As for Kimitomo himself, he's kinda gone off the grid. He still greatly struggles with the effects of the brainwashing. Unlike the children he saved, he was completely under its control and was only able to partially break free. The brainwash effect is still in his mind, and it takes the form of whispers in the back of his mind urging him into violent streaks. 90% of the time he's able to suppress it. But there are moments where it bottles up so much that it breaks out in dramatic fits and he pretty much goes feral.
He wants so badly to be a good person, but he feels like he'll never be able to get there. He's very pessimistic when it comes to himself, and tends to isolate himself from others so he doesn't hurt them. However, he has a HUGE soft spot for kids. Literally cannot say no to them. 😭
As for Koa, he's one of the children Kimitomo saved from the assassin clan. He was a little bit older when he was saved, so he's still somewhat affected by his old life. However, he's been able to grow up into a kind, albeit VERY broody, young man. He's currently searching for Kimitomo because he wants to express his gratitude and try and repay him for saving him from a fate of murder and captivity.
I have an image of Koa that I generated with AI as a reference until I draw him. Yeah yeah, I know, AI art is controversial and all that, but it helps me to have a visual image of my characters when designing them.
My baby 🥰
I don't have a reference for Kimitomo. I didn't like anything the AI gave me .3.
Anyways. Those are my sneaky boys! 👐
Thanks for the asks, you two!
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Hi hi!!! So I just happened to stumble upon your Joshua Fic "Gentleman" andㅡ
WHAT A MASTERPIECE THAT WAS!?!? DUDE, I KID YOU NOT WHEN I TELL YOU I HAD TO PAUSE SO MANY TIMES JUST TO COLLECT MYSELF FROM HOW CUTE JOSHUA WAS BEING AND THEN THE SMUT PART CAME AND I ALMOST DIED!?!?! OF FEELS!?!? AND YO, HOW YOU DESCRIBE THE SCENE WAS SO DETAILED YET IT WAS THE RIGHT AMOUNT TO MAKE ME FEEL LIKE ITS SO REAL!? FCK, IT WAS SO GREAT HOW YOU WROTE IT. HOW YOU WROTE THE ENTIRE FIC!!!?
YOU.ARE.AMAZING.AND.TALENTED!!!
And Joshua's character, the way you wrote him was so on point, like I have to agree at how you see Joshua there. 😩 GHAD, EVEN IF HE WAS SPITTING SUCH FILTHY WORDS TO READER I COULDN'T TAKE AWAY AT HOW GENTLE HE STILL SOUNDED!? AAAAAAAA;;; plus, I relate to reader so much that I almost cried when she walked out from Joshua 😭😭😭 But it also helped me to let some light on possible dating? Hehe. To give myself a chance to love and be loved! 🥺🥰
Its been a while since I read any SVT Fic and omyghad, Thank you for your story that I have found!!! I'll be lurking in your blog for a while now and will read your other works! Thank youuuuu so much! Have a great day/night and be safe~ may you wrote more tummy turning and rollercoaster rides of emotion kind of stories~ 💖 I really really reallyyyyyy enjoyed it. Sending love. 💙
OMG where do I start with this 🥹🥹 You really brought tears to my eyes!!!
As a writer, when I hear that my words evoke emotions in a reader's heart and it all feels realistic, I think that's the most accomplished I could ever feel and that is the best compliment I could ever get. So from the bottom of my heart, a sincere thank you, my love. I wish I had better words to express my gratitude. 😭❤️
As for Joshua's characterization, no one can convince me he's not the angel in the streets devil in the sheets typa guy because HE IS!!! I was really nervous writing the smut part cuz I haven't written something that hardcore yet but I'm so happy you enjoyed 🤧
And you definitely should give yourself a chance to love and be loved!!(says the one who never dated) We all deserve it!!
If you're interested, I'd suggest you to read the other two parts of this series (Coups and Jeonghan's story) so that you can get a better picture overall as the stories are slightly related. Other than that, thank you so so much for being an angel and making my day better!! Love you lots and be safe 💕💕
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