#its like ive woken up from a lonnnng nap that i laid down for when i turned 9 years old
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me crying because its so hard to get people to just listen to me
#@ my brother and my dad :(((:;:(:(((((::(((((((#their voices are so loud and they love to talk over me#and it really does make me feel a special kind of insignificant#it is also overwhelming to be trying to raise my voice snd then theyre raising their voices so they can talk over me and offer their solutio#solutions to my problems (solutions which are entirely irrelevent because they interrupted me b4 i could finish)#and i try to explain and say no no i didnt finish#and they still dont listen or even take everything as a joke or just misunderstand literally every point i was trying to make#i literally feel so silly that i am so upset but im just like. physically overwhelmed bc their voices are loud#and i went to counseling today and was telling her about how happy i am to find out that you can be your own person#its like ive woken up from a lonnnng nap that i laid down for when i turned 9 years old#and then boom i go to dinner with my brother and father and i try to advocate for myslef and then i rember!!!#suddenly.. i rember why i stopped talking#i tried so hard to hold my ground but its impossible when they are so dismissive and loud#and i even TOLD THEM that this is a new discovery for me. that im trying to understand how to be my own person#and even when i was explaining that they talked over me! and compared this season of mine to all pf my siblings’!#instead of hearing what i was trying to tell them: IM TRYING SO HARD TO BE MY OWN PERSON AND STABD MY GROUND!! AND YOU ARE NOT#LISTENING TO ME!!! AND NOW IM UPSET AND OVERWHELMED BECAUSE BEING MISUNDERSTOOD IS SO AWFULLY DISTRESSING!!!!!!#:(((((( im sorry.. tag rant#froegis meep tag#rant#tag rant
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