am i thinking about deactivating and starting over fresh? a little bit. do i have faith that i can write? not really. i'm struggling to write on an emotion i'm slowly losing faith in and i'm sorry,, for all of you who send reqs and i never finish any of them. i apologize bc ik how comforting these fics can be bc i find comfort in self insert fics as well. i am truly sorry to you all for not trying harder to keep this blog going.