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ghostherlig · 5 months

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some more random hcs!!

bc im going to be away from my pc for like a week and wont be able to write until i get back home :')

please enjoy some more poly earth champs 😌 (under the cut bc idk how long this is going to be- update: it's long :))

raiden picks up sayings and swears from each of his bfs- the first thing he picked up was kenshi's small curses in japanese, to which kenshi, when he first heard, gasped and asked "who taught you that?!?" before realizing raiden was repeating what kenshi had said a few (thousand 🙄✋️) times before

raiden also picks up johnny's internet lingo/slang and sometimes uses it- also picked up the "get in the bed" jokes from johnny (ie, "i'll show you (insert adjective here), get in the bed")

lao and raiden already talk like they're the same person, but raiden sometimes mimicks how lao says things- like tone, intonation, sometimes will even pitch his voice to match lao's

kung lao is a fiend when it comes to video games- has the most number of smash bros wins and wears that crown with pride (lao mains king dedede and kirby, johnny plays king k rool and bayonetta, raiden plays ice climbers and pikachu, and kenshi plays mr game n watch (theres a blind joke in there somewhere) and luigi)

kenshi actually really likes playing games- he's a very playful and coy person at heart and when he's comfortable his cheeky nature appears and always gets his bfs to laugh and swoon- he's also very funny when he's comfy

when johnny gets super comfy, he coos similar to a pigeon- it's always quiet and usually unintentional but whenever one of his bfs ctach the sound they melt- kenshi rumbles when he's comfy, almost like a purr before it trails into a sigh (and then a nap), lao stretches out and does this minute long sigh, and raiden grumbles before he fully settles

their coffee/tea preferences!! johnny needs his coffee, and he usually does it without syrups- just black coffee with extra espresso shots or a plain latte- johnny got lao into coffee but lao likes the fun syrups a lot and really loves when johnny makes him caramel macchiatos- raiden and kenshi are the resident tea drinkers 😌 raiden drinks mostly green tea since it's a nice boost for him in the morning, but kenshi has discovered london fogs and he cant go back- he saves his green teas for the afternoon or evening when he wants that lil boost

kenshi and johnny are both fantastic cooks, but raiden and lao can bake like no one's business- raiden really enjoys making bread and lao likes making cookies- often they can be found gossiping with sugar and butter beating in the stand mixer

kenshi will make ramen for his bfs during winter or when one of them is sick- it's his family's recipe and he's perfected it

johnny has the singing voice of someone on radio in the 40's and all of his bfs swoon whenever they catch him singing, especially when it's later in the evening and johnny is dancing in the kitchen to sinatra

raiden plays the kalimba!! he knows all sorts of songs from howl's moving castle to claire de lune and he usually plays in the afternoon- kenshi will always smile when he's drinking tea in the living room and hears the soft tinkling from upstairs

favorite sodas!! lao loves dr pepper- johnny is a coke drinker through and through, raiden likes sprite and ginger ale, and kenshi usually gets root beer or fruity sodas

the first time johnny took kenshi to a Mitsuwa the man was skeptical, but he found it had a lot of stuff he missed from home- johnny would've bought the whole store if it made kenshi happy

johnny begged madam bo for a few of her recipes (lao and raiden's favs) and he spent weeks with her near perfecting them before he cooked them for lao and raiden at home- they both cried (and so did johnny)

when kenshi is off around the world working with jax, lao will call him spontaneously just to fill him in, usually when johnny and raiden are napping or when he really misses kenshi- sometimes kenshi can hear how much lao misses him even though he doesnt say it :(( he always promises he'll be home soon and will blow a kiss through the phone

johnny has a huge walk in closet that he encourages his bfs to use also- johnny loves when any of his bfs "accidently" grab one of his shirts and wear it for a day- they all end up wearing each other's clothes anyway

raiden and lao are plant dads- they have a lucky bamboo plant in the kitchen and a few trees and a mint plant scattered through out the house- there's also eucalyptus in their giant shared bathroom which johnny cannot live without now that he has it

kenshi is the reason the other three love the smell of incense- kenshi used to burn some whenever he was really stressed (like once a week to a month) and he always smelled like incense- now his bfs will burn some when they miss him

johnny loves when his bfs sleepily talk to him in their native languages- he's picked up a bit from each of them and can make out a few sentences but really just loves how they sound-

johnny does math for fun (phd in quantum mechanics) and sometimes his bfs will find notes around the house of numbers and equations that mean nothing to them- but they keep a pile in a drawer somewhere bc they like johnny's loopy hand writing

johnny will slip into german when he's drunk- like full accent and everything- he's barely conversational in german sober though so when he watches videos of himself the next morning he has no idea what he's saying

kenshi hates bugs- like cant stand roaches or spiders- for the longest time johnny dealt with them for him when they lived together

lao makes fun of kenshi for jumping or getting anxious around spiders and roaches but he also gets jumpy and anxious around spiders and roaches

kenshi has his phone auto read texts and johnny will send awful texts when the house is in dead silence- like johnny will be upstairs or in the bathroom and kenshi will be in the kitchen or living room making food or relaxing and suddenly his phone will go off with nonsense or pick up lines over and over again and johnny is laughing somewhere in the house and kenshi is sighing trying not to laugh

raiden likes making mead at home- he's also dabbled in making beer and wine but he prefers mead bc he likes how simple the recipe is and how he can switch out the fruits depending on the season

johnny just doesnt like regular cows milk, so he always has a milk substitute available for himself- at first he was all about almond and oat milk but then he realized he could just use coconut milk and coconut cream for things.... he's a changed man

they all patch each other up after missions- usually it's a quiet affair and they all just soak up being home and safe together again, but other times it can be loud and boisterous or sometimes an argument will break out if someone was injured for a stupid reason (like when johnny broke a rib taking a hit for lao, or when raiden almost got thrown off of a cliff after taking on like five assailants at once)

johnny runs super hot, kenshi runs super cold, lao's thermoregulation is honestly impressive, and raiden says he's fine but his fingers and toes get cold hella fucking fast

despite lao being the one with the chakram hat, johnny's hands are the most scarred thanks to split knuckles, clumsy moments with sharp objects, his loose use of knife safety while cooking, and how often kenshi and him used to spar at wu shi

the only bf without a single tattoo on his skin is lao- kenshi has his body murals, johnny has a few small ones that can be covered by make up, and raiden has a small smiley face on his ass cheek after losing a bet to lao

when talking about his bfs to jax, kenshi never specifies until jax asks- so kenshi will go on and on about how one of his bfs has been getting into this new show, and jax will have to use context clues to be able to tell if it's johnny, raiden, or lao-

johnny plays with the press a bit by mentioning his bfs in passing but almost as if he's talking about one dude- it's a whole thing when he breaks that he's in a polycule

kenshi doesnt like being on camera, so often photos with kenshi are cropped or taken with his head/face/tattoos out of frame- the most kenshi interacts with fans is when johnny does short lives and kenshi will talk to them there while johnny reads the comments to him

raiden and lao always crash johnny's lives- lao and johnny will chat with ppl and raiden usually sits nearby but also doesnt love being on camera- so he's given his privacy unless he tells johnny otherwise

the four are well known at the closest ER- johnny is very clumsy and living with antique swords, a chakram hat, several super sharp kitchen knives, and a lot of glass antiques as well can lead to a lot injuries- the night nurse knows the four of them fairly well and johnny is always sure to send her little gifts during the holidays and on her birthday- she's like an honorary fifth member of their lil family

unless he's cooking, going out, or working out, raiden leaves his hair down- all three of his bfs love running their hands through it

johnny does skin care nights for his bfs- he pampers himself and all of them with face masks and special treatments, they make a night of it and order in and put some music on while they chill in comfy clothes and indulge in self care

kenshi is a master at massages- his bfs are always spoiled if they complain of back pain or sore muscles-

lao will make cookie dough if he cant sleep, and several times all three of his bfs have caught him up at 4 am leant over the counter mixing chocolate chips into cookie dough before shoving the bowl in the fridge and getting dragged back upstairs

kenshi smokes sometimes when he's stressed or needs to think smth over- johnny used to smoke and sometimes joins kenshi outside just for the smell, though johnny has stolen cigarettes before when he was a little too stressed with work

raiden and lao are always dragging johnny and kenshi away from work late at night- they both overwork themselves and it's always "one more thing" until it's 2 am and then raiden and lao go and drag them off to bed

lao has music going 24/7- it's impossible to catch him without an ear bud in (he listens to all sorts of music but johnny and kenshi introduced him to rap and dad rock and that's a good portion of his music)

lao also listens to a lot of hip hop and can be caught dancing around the house to whatever is playing

that's all i got for now- it's almost 2 am for me so now i must go to bed lmao, but i love polychamps so much 🥺💖

#johnshi #railao #johnny cage #kenshi takahashi #raiden #kung lao #mk1 #ghost's ouija board #johnrailaoshi

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dokidokey · 3 years

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somehow, the stranger who sat in front of you managed to snag the position your supposed date was supposed to be in after you got stood up.

fluffvember track 02: coffee shop

word count: 1,467

warnings: getting stood up, swearing

notes: you and kams talk shit about monoma (i am so sorry monoma stans (T＿T) pls forgive me) ALSO I HAVE 200 FOLLOWERS? THANK YOU SO MUCH OMFG I DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH THAT INFORMATION ALL I CAN SAY IS THANK YOU (no milestone event tho bc ehe fluffvember has me busy ಠ~ಠ)

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You’ve been here for fifty minutes, you take note mentally, watching as the quaint coffee shop starts to fill up with more people, all the seats getting occupied. It’s a good thing you came here ten minutes early for your date, but it seems you’re getting stood up as it is now 2 in the afternoon now and they haven’t responded to your messages that are delivered.

So with what’s left of the shame in your system, you stand up and go for the line at the counter, scanning the menu glowing above. It’ll take a whole lot of convincing to have you drink hot coffee, and espresso didn’t get along well with your taste buds that you had it, so you settled for an iced caramel macchiato instead. You look back at your table to check if your things are still there and also to see if your date has arrived.

There is not a shadow of a blond Monoma Neito in sight so you sigh, shoulders slacking and a pout settling on your face. What a shame you wore this cute outfit today only for it to go to waste.

You carefully stated your order when it’s your turn, anxiety bubbling up in your chest, wondering if you pronounced macchiato right. Is it ma-key-yato? Ma-shee-yato? Ma-chi-yato? The girl at the counter didn’t look at you weird so you suppose you said it right. You’re asked to move to the side to wait for your order so you lean patiently beside the counter. You’re quite surprised you still have patience left in you after being here for almost an hour without anything from that embarrassment of a date your friend has set you up with.

Your frown worsens as you take in the interior of the of the café. The warm earth tones make it feel really homey, the strong smell of coffee beans lingering in the air. The ambience is really light and easy with their soft, lofi-like tracks on the speakers. It’s such a cute place, a pretty concept for a first date, but here you are alone with a coffee you weren’t too sure how to pronounce.

When your names gets called, you accept it with a smile, the cold bite of the beverage a welcome feeling to your fingers. You walk idly back to your seat, a tight-lipped smile on your face as you check your phone and it’s still the time that greets you. No message from a Monoma in sight.

You slack against your seat and proceed to fiddle with the plastic straw in your hands. You send him another text asking him where he is － one last attempt to actually try for this god damned date because the other person clearly didn’t want to. When your message doesn’t go through, you’re seconds away from screaming inside the coffee shop.

That is until a body steps into your line of vision and you follow the pattern of the button on their polo until you see a blonde boy standing in front of you.

But he is not Monoma, you note. His hair is a lot brighter than the ones of the boy from the photos your friend had showed you. He even has a black thunder-shaped streak on the left side, which is cute, you guess.

“Hi,” he starts, the coffee in his hold shaking a little. “There aren’t many seats and all are taken and you seem to be alone so I was thinking if I can sit here? If only it’s okay though! Or－ wait, sorry, is this seat taken?”

You gingerly taps the point end of your straw on the table before smiling up at him (or at least you hope it’s a smile and not a grimace.)

“Yeah, uh, sure. It’s all yours.”

“Great, thanks!”

You watch closely as he pulls the chair back and sits down, placing his cup of coffee on the side. It’s better to be cautious of people you interact with rather than ending up on an unfortunate situation later. But this boy seems harmless as he awkwardly pats his thighs loudly with an equally awkward smile to go along.

“I’m－ I’m Kaminari,” he stutters nervously, “Kaminari Denki.”

You purse your lips and nod once. “I’m Y/N,” you reply, not bothering to tell him your full name.

“Nice to meet you!”

You watch him as he unwraps his straw and stabs the lid open, happily taking a sip of his beverage.

“What’s that?” You ask curiously.

He raise his eyebrows in acknowledgment before releasing the straw from his lips and saying, “espresso.”

You immediately scrunch your nose.

“What?” Kaminari laughs. “You don’t like it?” You shake your head no. “Too bad. What’s it you got then?”

“Caramel macchiato.” Then you add, “iced.” You don’t know why you decided to hastily give out that information, but he can do whatever he might with the information.

“You’re like Shouto,” he says suddenly, his chin on his palms. “He’s a classmate from UA; likes his soba cold. His father is Endeavor.”

You hum, but the mention of the Number One hero is not what caught your attention.

“UA, you say?” He nods. “Do you happen to know a Monoma Ne－?”

He almost chokes on his espresso at the mention of your coward of a date. “Monoma Neito, blonde. Yes. He’s an asshole.”

The corners of your lips fly up at his words.

“Yeah, well, I just got stood up by an asshole then. He sure lives up to his nickname, huh?”

Kaminari laughs. “Where do you go and why do you know him? I don’t think I’ve seen you around UA before.”

You lean back on your seat. “Oh, I－ I don’t have a quirk so－ Yeah. My friend just set him and I up.”

Your acquaintance pouts at that.

“Dang,” he says as though he’s disappointed to which you raise your eyebrows at.

“What are you doing here though?” You ask, picking up your straw and removing the wrap.

He shrugs. “Saw someone alone so I thought I’ll keep them company. Didn’t know they got stood up though, so I guess I can proxy as the date,” he grins at you.

You scoff at his bold attempt to imply that this is (lowkey) a date. You throw him the crumpled paper from the straw and chuckle. “Nice try but you’re only here to sit and not replace my date.”

Kaminari shrugs again. “At least I tried.”

You roll your eyes but you didn’t try to hide the smile you’re sporting. He isn’t that bad, you think. He makes it easy to like him. Not intimidating at all. Frankly, out of the two of you, he looks like the easier one to intimidate.

“Anyway,” it’s your turn to put your chin in your palm as you lean on the table. Your attention is stolen for a second when the bell above the glass doors of the café rings. You turn to him again. “Tell me more about Monoma.”

“Like I said, he’s an asshole.”

You snicker. “I know. He proved that true the moment he decided not to show up.”

Kaminari shakes his head and drums his fingers on the wood. He’s got pretty fingers, you notice. “He’s annoying as fuck. I have this friend, Bakugou, and it’s like he makes it his mission to annoy him. Annoying Bakugou is literally the worst thing ever because he gets riled up easily,” he sighs. “And he won’t hesitate to attack you.”

“Tell me he laid one on Monoma at some point,” you pleaded.

He nods enthusiastically, laughter bubbling out of his throat as he picks up his drink again. “He did. Monoma left with chafed clothes. It’s a miracle he wasn’t injured heavily.”

“What do they say?” You muse. “The bad grass never dies.”

Kaminari laughs at that, nodding his head at your statement. “It was a good thing though,” he smirks at you. “If it didn’t end up like that then I wouldn’t have met you because then you wouldn’t be set up with a date with Monoma.”

You gasp at his words, dramatically laying your palm on your chest. “That’s not nice of you to say it was a good thing I got stood up.”

“On my part, yes, ’cause I got to meet you.”

You don’t know how he does it, really. The way he’s just smoothly, you don’t know, trying to get to you is very impressive, you’re not gonna deny that. You’re slowly accepting the fact that you really just got stood up. And the cost?

“You’re a smooth talker, aren’t you?”

“I try my best.”

“Sure. So when’s the next date?”

It was a week later, in the very seat you first met each other.

#did i just write dialogues #it’s so easy when it comes to denki ToT #kaminari denki #kaminari fluff #kaminari angst #kaminari denki x reader #kaminari headcanon #bnha #bnha fluff #bnha angst #bnha headcanon #bnha fluffvember #fluffvember #I MISS MY BOY KAMS (；д；)#THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR 200 #I AM CRYING #i am (ಥ﹏ಥ)♡

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shyvioletcat · 4 years

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"You make me so unbelievably happy." for rowaelin firefighter au bc that cute meet the parents bit made me miss them 😭❤️

I missed these guys so...

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Rowan was starting dozing as Aelin played with his hair, his head rested on her thigh. She was leaning back on the headboard, propped up by pillows, her tablet propped up on her stomach and she browsed what he assumed to be baby things. Their Saturday had been lazy, spending the whole day at home watching TV. It was late afternoon and both of them had decided to lay in bed to stretch after being cramped on the couch most of the day. Aelin was almost 8 months pregnant so space was getting scarce at times.

His eyelids were just beginning to droop when Aelin made a small startled noise and then her tablet hit him in the face. He suddenly was very much awake.

“I’m sorry,” Aelin said as she lifted the device off Rowan’s face. “Apparently someone doesn’t like it when I use my stomach as a table. I did try and catch it, I swear.”

Rowan looked up at his wife and couldn’t help the smile that pulled at his lips. She smiled back at him, her thumb rubbing at the stinging spot on his cheek.

“That must have been some kick,” Rowan as he shuffled back to rest his head on a pillow.

Aelin held out her hand to him, wriggling her fingers. Rowan gave his hand to her and let her guide his hand to the right spot. It didn't take long for Rowan to feel a patter against his hand, followed by a shifting movement like the baby was rolling over.

Rowan let out a soft chuckle. “Think someone is running out of room in there.”

Aelin let out a heavy sigh. “I don’t know how I’m supposed to get any bigger.”

Aelin’s voice was a little sad and Rowan looked up at her, to see a crooked little smile on her face. Shifting so he was sitting up he kissed Aelin’s stomach on the way to pressing a kiss to her cheek. Rowan pulled back enough so he could see her face as Aelin turned to face him.

“You make me unbelievably happy,” Rowan said and kissed her lips softly. “Did you know that?”

Aelin's smile grew bigger. “Even if I look like I swallowed a planet?”

“Especially if you look like you ate three planets,” Rowan exaggerated. “And a whole chocolate hazelnut cake.”

He watched fondly as Aelin’s expression turned thoughtful and she bit at her bottom lip. Rowan laughed as he pushed himself up from the bed and then went around to Aelin's side, gesturing for her to let him help her up.

“What are you doing?” Aelin asked, not waiting for an answer as she gave him her hands anyway.

Rowan helped ease her up so Aelin was standing, his hands resting on her hips to make sure she was steady on her feet. “I know that look. You’re not eating the leftover cake in bed.”

Aelin tipped her head back and laughed. “You know me too well,” Aelin said before she kissed him and then murmured onto his lips, “You make me unbelievably happy too.”

~~~~~

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shytiff · 3 years

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October 2021

1 - vaccine. basically there was no patients lmao. finished the transcript and sent it to Prof. nessa’s leaving to jkt today. tried seafood fried rice on gofood and its chinese stylee with generous topping. so good. felt super relaxed after having some progress, so i lazed lmao. watched ocean 8 w ren tri. fell asleep

2 - groceries at bu rum. nasi uduk at the usual place. mtbs. my stomach hurts so its probably dirty lmaoo no ragrets. fuyunghai for lunch. went to banten lama with callen ren mendel. benteng speelwijk, keraton kaibon and ended the day with fisa gelato (23K 2 scoops). unfortunately, not too much flavor options there. fell asleep again in mess lmao i should’ve done something on my laptop :”””

3 - morning jog to palm hills. elevation rly makes the heart fight lmao. cooked tempe orek and kangkung. fell asleep. did not open laptop during the afternoon. went to kobar. quite cozy. first time enjoying an outdoor cafe. its actually rly nice, with no ppl smoking at the time. the caramel macchiato (20k) was too sweet for me. continued working on prof’s ppt in mess. slept at like 12-ish bcs i cant sleep

4 - BP today. only 3 isip doctors are here so i got patients from KIA, MTBS, and one dyspneu patients from UGD. but its finally over. bought ayam penyet from across the PKM (13k). it seems i cant handle spice like i used to lol, i eat less spice now. slept. cooked kangkung and tempe. writing this while mustering the courage to do work for dr eva, aaaa

5 - usila. took SIP with nessa. laundry day. i finally figured out how to properly use the dryer. did the translate stuff. fell asleep. ughh there’s so much work to do. but i still fell asleep lmao

6 - KIA/UGD. was called to do posbindu. right when we were about to leave, there’s a patient who had an accident, so i went back to ugd. after that, i saw implant in KIA. moved to MTBS bcs zihan left for ugd. a female 15 yo patient came to ugd with dyspnea. fell asleep in kamar jaga. bought kanayam for lunner (lunch-dinner?). suuuper sleepy

7 - BP. went to jannor to finish prof’s ppt. finished it late at night.

8 - vaccine. finally cooked that chicken and veg i bought, with (major222 help from) renata. i rly was just the co-op. revised the ppt for Sunday

9 - MTBS. bu ningrum is just rly a kind human. got sliced bread and siomay lmaoo. washed clothes. slept. and then the laundry was dry lol. Bought puyo together w ren tri

10 - morning jog. Jannor. Tried spicy cheese chicken. Ok. Filled the stomach enough. Sent Prof's ppt about terapi sekretom. Brainstormed for ecmo red book. My head hurts at this point. Fell asleep

11 - mass vaccine w mendel. 600ish patients. finished at about past 2 pm. Bought mcflurry for me and mendel bcs it was so hot cause its the longest ive been going on vaccine outside lol. Was immediately rejuvenated after that lmaooo. Back at mess, napped, ate, edited the chapter for Prof Agus' book, gmeet with Prof, fell asleep. Did not do anything else helppp

12 - BP again. ate my bento and went to serada. tried their kopsus. it tasted super different compared to jannor. the aftertaste felt weird. tried to finish the red book part i was supposed to be finishing. zoom again with dr eva. kak rayhan joined the project. yay for the help

13 - BP again. tried the sei sapi from wolfkind. was quite ok and spicy. also got myself jajanan SD bcs its counting days here in cibeber. finished the evapro word and slept.

14 - did the ppt in the morning. vaccine with dr arief. tried to go to BNI PCI and picked the waiting number. but the progress was so slow so i went to the one on krakatau. the card was activated for mbanking but there was a problem about the OTP so i still dont have my mbanking :) hhhhh. can finally relax after evapro and passing this week full of to-dos. so i skimmed through HxH lmao. killua rly is a kind person to gon lykkk. got kwetiaw for dinner and fell asleep.

15 - vaccine in kedaleman with ness and dr arief. 300-ish people, finished at 11 am. waited it out til 2 in pkm. continued my HxH read lmao. the spinach i bought withered away lol. picked the remaining ones and made egg-spinach-cheese. the heat was too much so the egg was not soft. will try again next time lmao. took my time to relax

16 - usila. cooked the chicken and buncis that i havent finished. added kanayam sambal. filled some borang. relaxed

17 - woke up late. jogged a bit. watched dalbang. tried to do some stuff in jannor. got their carbonara spaghetti for takeaway. grabbed some groceries in superindo. cant bring myself to do anymore work at mess.

18 - BP. many patients til the last minute. presented our assignment in pkm cibeber. given another homework with a month deadline lmao. watched 1 eps of homcha. didnt do anything else significant lol

19 - vaccine. we bought 1 meter phd to share with the pkm peeps and said goodbye. checked out bamboo food park with mendel. tried salmon mentai rice and es teh. es teh was too damn sweet. sugar on steroids. i dont know why but i rly rly cant bring myself to do any stuff to do. and Prof requested one more PPT. aaaaa

20 - jogged. bought some veggies at bu rum. cooked tempe, kangkung and fried karage for the day. renata is back to jkt and nessa went to her own kosan for a month so i could be alone. CANNOT bring myself to do anything. tried to open my laptop in the evening but ended up watching dalbang while browsing gofood. and during the dalbang bts, bangtan went live ot7 lol. got banana nugget and bread takeout.

21 - first day at purwakarta. bp umum with nessa. waited it out until 2. dr eva asked about the progress and that made me panic and did some work. but i wasted some time in the evening

22 - took motorbike to pkm bcs i went out today. posyandu + kelas bumil with bu yuyun and teh fira. got kopsus and mie rebus (it has a milky soup base) from kobar while the rain goes on. laundry at night lol

23 - MTBS with bu ana. fukuichi ramen takeout for lunch. its so so. the noodle texture was weird (?) its not bouncy. like you bite and it just.. yields. took the arimbi bus from damkar (first timer) for 35k. it took 3-3,5 hrs to reach pasar kebon besar. went to devi’s place. sleepover with chel vi and dev. took a shower at devi’s place. i forgot to bring a change of top -___--- ate lots of food. tteokpokki, indomie, pecel ayam, seasoned korean chicken lmao. slept at like 11-ish.

24 - woke up at 5-ish. we ate ice cream on the rooftop. showered again lol thanks devi for putting up with me :”””” and borrowed her top. the gbk TJ was unavailable so I gojeked from harkit. met up with fi. Also met hari, rahmat, fachri. walked a bit while chatting. continued to gancit. had fish chips and pizza in the people’s cafe. got dear butter. got some sushi and matcha ice cream in sushi tei. at this point im too full. played pump 10 mins before the movie starts (i rly this miss this!) and we got ourselves gasping for air after fur elise lol. watched dune imax. its quite fun for me. especially when we can sit close and whisper some funny thoughts away. picked up shihlin for bang esa and i got my bag from fi’s car. searched for sushi cuy but didnt find it. prayed ashar and waited for maghrib. after much mulling over i decided to get saladstop lmao. off to vtrans. the travel was pretty nice and smooth. i even fell asleep. it was precisely 1,5 hours. unpacked mystuff, picked the hanged laundry. time to sleep! hope i can have a nice productive weekday

25 - posbindu today with bu elis and bu ira. brought my own motorbike, which im glad bcs it finished at around 10:30 so i could go back to mess lmao. ate my saladstop. tiktok. nap. woke up to texts saying i should go back so i went. but turns out it was unnecessary. i opened my laptop in front of the tv to get some alone thinking time. worked on dr eva’s project. and then it was postponed so i worked on Prof’s ppt. made matcha latte with a new matcha brand (Heizl) with greenfield and sugar and it was yum. and then the caffeine kicks in, its 12:40 am and i dont feel too sleepy lol

26 - kunjungan kusta salak II. stayed in pkm bcs we have to meet the head of puskesmas (drg. sefi). zoom meet with dr eva and kak rayhan

27 - saw putting and pulling implant off. waited it out. was given coconut ice from teh imas. played gartic while waiting for 2 pm. sent 1 ppt to Prof.

28 - mtbs. waited it out. actually fell asleep while waiting. renata went to TGR, nessa was at kos. so i got some time alone and i spent it by reading QQ sweeper and sleeping lol. liqo. lazed around again. i just feel so tired to the bone. renata finally came at 22.30, bringing sushi from aeon. so i ate it yayyy

29 - pusling. finished at 12. went back to mess. shareloc at pkm. ate the boxed rice we got. relaxed a bit. got my matcha out and finally started to open my laptop. except i didnt do anything really lol. and then i just slept

30 - bp umum w mendel and bu ade. tried jjajangmyeon from some gofood place called han jipyeong. paldo still taste better. listened to PREPARE (iluni’s webinar). fell asleep. ate green beans and egg. my stomach rly doesnt feel too good so in an effort to feel better i tried lansoprazole lol BUT TURNS OUT the side effect was flatulence and bloating lollll i was today years old. didnt do anything useful today :”””

31 - jogged a bit. saw PMI bus on cfd. mendel also came. i felt lightheaded afterwards and turns out my BP was 70/palpation lol. even went to ugd KS lol but my BP was normal there. napped. im rly hoping i could do something useful today!!! :(

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Dearest Lauren! ✨🌻

I’m glad to hear that the interview went well! And I hope that you’ve had some time to rest this weekend 💆‍♀️ totally understandable tho, my full name isn’t attached to any of my socials and I’ve still had students manage to find me 🙃 so definitely better safe than sorry!

What’s your favorite fancy coffee drink?? I’m a sucker for a dirty chai or an iced white chocolate americano with a splash of cream ☕️

What’s that Carrie fisher quote? Something like “I have to laugh about my life or else it’s just true and that’s unacceptable” hahaha I think it’s important to be able to laugh at situation and circumstance

Omg if you want I can add you on words with friends next week and we can play virtually 😏 I also LOVE clue, we played it so much when I was growing up, and I have a similar murder mystery game I play with my kids in class! And cards against humanity is always a classic, so much fun

I’m so proud of you for deciding to stick around 💜 and I’m so excited for you to be able to reclaim that album and have new associations with it!! I love ; tattoos, this place in my college town does donation based ones for suicide prevention day, which I think is really cool!

And something I’ve seen going around on my dash lately: if you could ask Taylor one question, what would you ask her??

A Phoenix would be gorgeous 😍 and I love the sound of chase’s dragon tattoo! I’m sorry about your pup, my family actually lost our old dog around that same time. He was 17, but it didn’t make it any easier 🥲 I love the idea of a paw print tribute!

I have 10 piercings (9 ears and a nose ring) and I want to do a double nostril. I can understand your hesitation for the double, but maybe if you had a triple on one side and a double on the other it wouldn’t be as noticeable bc of the intentional mismatch! I also have 10ish tattoos haha and they’re all in places that can be covered pretty easily. Some of them have more meaning (the matching one I have with my two cousins, the one my sister and I have together, the one I got right before I graduated college) and some are more “it was cute, so I got it 🤷‍♀️” fake piercings can be super fun though! I wore them for a long time before I was able to get them actually done haha

I will definitely send some photos when I reveal myself! I can’t believe we’re almost to the end of the month already 👀

I had a pretty good week! I worked a lot in the mornings and went hiking or swimming almost every day in the afternoons 🌞 the weather cooled down just enough that it’s tolerable to be outside lol

Ugh I hate heights so much so probably bungee jumping because at least I’m attached to something 😅 what would you choose? And what’s your favorite dessert?

Hope you’ve had a beautiful Sunday!! Xoxo 💖 Drew

My favorite coffee drink?? 😶 coffee?? Lol. I love a good dirty chai. Or white chocolate. Pumpkin Spice everything is amazing. I used to iced caramel macchiatos all the time. It was my go to for awhile. I just go for a plain old latte or coffee anymore. 🤷‍♀️ if you haven’t you should try pumpkin spice chai lattes when sad girl fall comes around. If you like pumpkin pies, it’s like drinking one. Add the espresso and it’s fxcking fantastic!

Ah clue. That’s a good one too! I also played a lot of guess who. 😂 I will most certainly play WWF with you! It sounds like a joy.

Thank you! I’m pretty glad I stuck around too. I would’ve missed out on some pretty cool things that have happened in my life.

If I could ask Taylor anything, I honestly don’t know. It would probably be something about writing. Or music. Just the thought of talking to her kinda makes me freeze up. Maybe how she feels about Bo Burnham? His comedy is pretty dark and I think it’s a good marker for how sick someone’s humor is. His older stuff has not aged particularly well however Inside was 🤌🏻🤌🏻🤌🏻🤌🏻 but also made me question everyone’s mental well being. I would want to know if she’s seen it or not. And what she thought.

Tattoos don’t have to have meaning. I used to think they did, but I’m more relaxed about stuff like that now. Age has tempered me. 😂

I’m excited to “meet” you! A reveal sounds great!

I definitely would rather bungee. Chase has sky dived and he said it wasn’t too bad. But the plane will have to be on fire to catch me jumping out of it. Heights don’t bother me that much but the free falling without being attached to something concerns me. At least with a bungee you’re attached to something.

Does flying bother you? Or is it enjoyable? I kinda enjoy it.

What would you ask Taylor?

#inthaf anon #themodrenreplies

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June Small Wins

1 - ecmocard meeting with ppl from aussie to learn to sort out data. Felt better after the meeting cause i didnt feel like doing anything before. Got two season deli box cake from dapur cokelat for nessa. Videocalled w her and ren.

2 - dr eva chatted and gave things to do. I also need to make intern log for dr retha. I just cant bring myself to start. Finally mustered the courage. Im not the type of person for wfh. At least in this house. Finished reading love or hate. I rly felt like shit at night.

3 - started reading positively yours. Had no will to do anything

4 - some more sending spss work for dr eva. weekdays with no “outside work” rly render me useless in functioning. a vegetable

5 - iluni webinar. Lost my attention during electrolyte and fluid stuff. tried to cook ribeye steak lmao (meat from @/fridaymeatshop). Its too chewy and leathery. But its not too welldone. And at least it tastes good. Went to depok by krl. its quite quick since krl arrived just after im at poris and duri. went ahead of silvi devi. satpam on the lobby wont open the access hhhh (i dont have one. i dunno why. mom said she cant find it although we supposedly have 2). but my mood improved once im upstairs. we prepped a bit of deco. conversed in the dark so not to make racheel suspicious. surprisee. had truffle belly chicken cheese for dinner. the cheese was not to cheesy, its more of a gentle taste. mushroom tastes better. we watched sweet and sour from my mobile data. surprisingly, its not that much of data. slept at like 12-1ish

6 - the electric token went out in the morning. we went for a walk in ui. the PLK man across of st ui forbade us from going in. ugh. but it was rly empty. so we went from barel. its empty on the library. there was a dog that walked along with us. talked a bit in front of the lake. went back. i got 2 moon chicken (the basic flavor and not the wings) and spicy jumeokbap. the jumeokbap was nothing like what i had in korea. like the seaweed’s taste doesnt come out that much, and its not that flavorful/savory. the one in korea its good even by itself. went back to jkt nebeng reza silvi with devi. originally planned to go to flavola, but my head kinda hurts, so i finished my moon chicken at the mushola and asked juan to pick me up. still feel healthy and normal after going and staying out, so i started reading a book abt handwriting analysis lmaoo. fell asleep. tried several attempts to figure out my bpjs number and turns out the best there is to respond is BPJS’ twitter. the problem was solved under 5 mins.

7 - woke up, fell asleep again. Adita told me that i might be interviewed today for the ipd intern but theres no info. Did the registration stuff for my bpjs. Registered for npwp. Watched bts x na pd

8 - off to RSF. its audit day today. hiks to phonecall follow up work. i did not do anything inaco related, i just sat there and did dr dafsah’s excel. dr vera bought me pecel ayam hehe yay. went to como park to meet up with indah regen. tried ricotta pizza from pizza place (33k). the cheese is cheese but not that typical cheesy (?) coupled with mushroom. i had to add sauce to withstand the last bites (still kinda full). tried other’s as well, pesto and mushroom. pesto had the most taste. while waiting for doggo to arrive, we bought gelato (S: 35k). apparently their special flavor was ricotta lmao. tried green tea (bitter, which i like) and peanut butter + caramel, which makes you feel thirsty. watched the doggos from the sidelines. after maghrib we went to 1/15. ordered ice mocha (50k). the chocolate taste stood out more. not gonna order again lol. the staff initially recommended pandan flavor. took grab to gbk station to go home.

9 - rsf. second audit day. i hate it here lmao. im not even paid for my time here. excused myself to eat. turns out mbak Ai bought hokben. i almost forgot thanking her since i felt hungry with a bit of headache. talked a bit with dr retha regarding changes of assistant (since internship is soon). went back and immediately laid down in bed. mom bought pizza so thats what i ate for dinner. fell asleep (i can feel it. my face will get consequences)

10 - cant bring myself to do anything. i reread painter of the night lmao. seungho is a prick. inhun is also a prick (a greedy one). ate arirang bone marrow. put the egg-seasoning mixture to the pan since im not confident enough to just pour boiling water into the bowl. felt surprisingly full. went to sbux. green tea latte as usual. but turns out tumblr 50% promo only applies to sbux member. so i had to pay 40k for my green tea latte. at least i got to feel good from outside vibes. did some follow up for INACO patients.

11 - went to rm rsf. Took lots of photos of RM. I was given rujak by the rm staff lmaoo so cute. Didnt do any entry afterwards lmao i just laid down

12 - breakfast is paldo jjajangmen and egg. It tasted like soy. Its good but not in a micin way. Its quite fulfilling. Had some of the beef slices by putting it in a buttered pan (is it pan fried? Grilled? Idk). Had banana and brownies together (makes it rly good). Did a bit of clires work. I drank sbux's caramel macchiato but yall my stomach cant handle it lmao. It hurts so much that i even got a headache. So i just laid down in bed

13 - had arirang again loll. Inserted the egg to the pan still, but quicker this time. Its too salty today. Maybe its not enough water. I was eating it while googling how to remove excess sodium. Ate the rest of beef slices (shared with bros ofc) and mixed some with moms fried rice. Ate banana brownies again. Felt soooo full. Did some clires work accompanied by sbux matcha

14 - i felt like shit this morning. Watched leahs vid. Listened to her podcast while having bfast. I walked from moms car to bougenville while still feeling like shit. It slowly gets better afterwards, thankfully. Did some clires and follow up. Went to gandy steak in dr retha's car (which had anesthesiology textbook inside). Tried aus sirloin steak. The bread tasted ok. The garlic bread also ok. The mashed potato was so so (the one in depok was more creamy and smooth). The steak was good, especially the fat part, the sauce so so. Honestly that depok steak had more value for money compared to this, i think. Nebeng dr rara and husband to busway station. Arrived in ar and i immediately showered, such wow 👏👏

15 - today is no rsf day aka self made wfh day. Moms getting vaccinated today. I just lazed. And read kanej fics

16 - off to rsf. Took care of rm stuff. Tried social affair's croffle since i was so curious (60k [10k tip]). The nutella and cinnamon sugar one. Its crunchy and a bit crumbly inside, but not as fragile as croissant. Its quite fulfilling too. But its basically flour batter variations. (thats what mom would say). randomly chatted racheel and we ended up taking a walk and a bit of jog citra 6 (with my sneakon regular shoes). My left tendon was screaming lol. Picked up by juan who surprisingly effortlessly found the address at night.

17 - mbak aan chatted me today to go to rscm. Met prof murdani at pesc and he gave me ppt assigment for 13:30 THAT DAY. Finished it unsatisfyingly (i wish i couldve done more). Lunch was free bebek bkb yay thankyou Prof c: (he even asked what did i ate) took care of legalisir stuff. Went home by tj. Drank matcha w vsoy and i somehow was not sleepy after maghrib. I also changed my desj layout. Maybe it kinda works to separate my spaces

18 - arrived at rscm at 8-ish. sent updated thibbun nabawi ppt. literature search. and then somehow its 14:30. went to SCI w ara wani rasyid. tried bandeng nyonya, oyster, salmon, cumi lada garam (its crazy good among all the good tasting food wtff), shrimp and pocai telor (veggie stuff). dessert was thailand cassava. spent about 190k. went back by TJ. had wudu at pulomas and prayed ashar on the bus lol. i passed out after playing w my phone lmaoo

19 - spent almost the whole day just sleeping and eating. finally showered in the afternoon. had matcha vsoy latte after maghrib and with enough day sleeping, i did presentation outline. at like 1/2 am i initially planned to sleep but my eyes still have plenty of watts. so i read hold me tight. slept at like 4/5 am

20 - woke up at 9. off to om dokter’s house to ask for healthy letter. we talked almost the entire time im there lol. before u know it mom and dad’s done talking with grandma. om dokter shared some of his experiences in the past. and he said something about making your choice and living with it, and it will all have a meaning even if you might initially agonize about it. girl i was holding back tears. here he was talking about choices, something i never rly talk about at my house. im getting teary just typing this. he talked about it in a way that sounds simple, even though i agonized abt internship choices and sometimes avoid thinking about it. it rly rly was a new experience. i dont rly talk about “choices” with my parents. so hearing how to go through options in life from a person i can relate to regarding this med stuff is. i feel like i would have loved it if i can hear his wisdom earlier. i dont talk with him much if my parents are around bcs they will just meddle and say stuff that wreck my peace. they dont rly know what im going through but can be very opinionated. this peaceful one on one talk rly made me feel relieved and reassured. and i was today years old when i found out he initially wanted to be a psychiatrist. he would have been a great psychiatrist. i feel like we have some understanding thats left unsaid. like he knows how my parents are like. he would probably understand why i dont talk with him much at AR. after what feels super quick, we went back to AR. registered for STR. searched some literature for the topics that Prof is the moderator of. powered by matcha energy

21 - rscm as usual. the Prof did not come. lunch was bread i brought from home. waited for mom to pick me up at kfc so i bought pukis kfc. its like properly made pukis and not the street seller made ones. the chocolate one was good since the toppings generous. felt a bit feverish? like my body felt warm. fell asleep and then suddenly its 6 am in the morning.

22 - Prof still did not came. had amart’s ayam penyet jamur for lunch. turns out juan bought ayam geprek gendut for dinner. night time is diarrhea time lmaooooo. did not feel sleepy at AR but i skipped shower again lmao,,,,,,,, and then suddenly its morning again

23 - jajan from sisterfield today. tried their carrot cake and kopi susu gula aren. the carrot cake has that carrot texture. its different. the icing was fresh cream cheese that made the cake taste good. the coffee made my stomach ache a bit. it has that subtle chocolatey taste. fell asleep again. third time’s the charm (of 1x/day face wash). woke up at 3 am planning to sleep but i ended up washing my face. turns out atikah was still awake due to AZ fever.

24 - this is the bestest sleep i had in this week (?) had a dream about going to bandung and the car falling to water. forgot my headset today. can finally meet prof Mur. talked abt inaco stuff w agassi. reread komugi meruem lmaoo. felll asleep. somehow had the misfortune of hearing dad’s hurtful words to mom. i want to fall asleep again but its difficuly. i went through stages of pent up anger, some sort of selfishness (i will go out from jakarta for internship), amazement to mom, and... (continue 2moro)

25 - lunch was dori rice from kanprim thanks to rasyid’s jastip. watched bts’ butter norebang lolll :(((. arrived at AR the fastest ive been. mom came to me right before maghrib and summed some stuff dad said yesterday. she handled it in a trivial way. like she was unaffected. and that somehow helped me too. stuck around in the dining room for a while after maghrib. talked about internship w mom. i left some chance for dad to yap yap abt whatever related to internship (thankfully songs were full volume through my wireless headset) while im inhaling through my matcha latte. i wont write what he said bcs its lowkey super embarrassing. thank the gods for wireless speakers.

26 - did not do anything productive today. Had arirang salted egg for bfast (wont repurchase). Had the meat cubes i bought online and its rly good. Ran with racil at citra 6. The tendon in my left feet hurt lol. Gmeet with ara et al to discuss internship review

27 - lazed. Wanted to start my day early but couldnt bring myself to. Binge watched twoset videos. Did clires stuff. 1 more RM to wait from IRMIK. No gastro intern work this weekend aaaa im starting to panic.

28 - juan came along otw to rscm. Talked about iship otw. brought tons of stuff to eat, including matcha latte, but i was unable to finish it lol. Discussed research budgeting w Prof. Didnt do anything in home. Starting to panic with my ppt progress.

29 - discussed budgeting revision. Prof thought abt little details i didnt even consider. Didnt do anything while at ar anjengggg

30 - prof did not come to dept today. Listemed to agassi rambling abt intern stuff. Immediately opened my laptop in ar. Watched two set. Played marapets lmaooo i finally managed to gather 3 au for shop pricer. But still didnot wash my face 👁️👄🤦‍♀️ maybe bcs i hate doing what people tells me to do (re: shower due to covid scare). Had a nightmare abt being in a car ride alone w dad and it was rly rly awkward

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shytiff · 4 years

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Small August Wins

1 - DL, did my part for PKP, read a bit about leprosy reaction (PKP related), watched a cute movie tune in for love, ara stayed over at my home, edited 1 pld article

2 - exercised a bit, edited 3 pld articles, DL, finished ppt tinpus PKP, walked to the nearby lake with ara, ate nasgor smoked chicken (been a while!) and jco donuts and my tummy is happy, felt afraid with DV exam huft. I hope I can prepare myself properly

3 - DL, edited 1 article, went to school together w ara, deep fried by dr adhi for my minicex (but i am grateful for the opportunity), emir took a while to pick me up (he left home 1530 and arrived 1715) so i did some status work, arrived at home super hungry but moms food is delicious and wow glucose is finally in (after previously supported by nasi uduk and 1 jco donut) and the pain from today sort of fades away.

4 - DL, tried to study as much as i could (the panic is real), went to kencana to get dr adhis signature at 12 but he replied my chat at about 1330 🙃 , finished self reflection, group called with my group for exam prep

5 - did not DL bcs i fell asleep!! Thank god for streak freeze, met up with dr adhi in poli regarding minicex bcs turns out he brought my status etc, hes very kind 🥺 dr yudo kindly took his time to answer questions via wa voicenote even though he had a tiring day 🥺 bless all the kind people in this world

6 - DL, alhamdulillah passed the exam with dr sondang and dr larissa even though i was being a dumb ass student (thankfully theyre patient enough). Honestly panicked during the morning, i was super afraid. Searched some drug dosage for renata. I hope she passes the remed!!

7 - slept and lazed all day :( edited 1 article, dv closing. Managed to say thanks to dr yudo even though i was lowkey near tears bcs i cant for the life of me say something even mildy emotional, DL at like 15 mins before midnight

8 - finally at lvl 3 DL by cheating with my notes lmaoo, ate burgers and half pizza by dcheese pizza but had mencret2 the next day lmaooo, watched bosscha virtual sky sightseeing

9 - DL, watched Summer Vacation, edited 2 articles, put some sheet mask on (the numbers surely diminished since my cousin took some 🙂 ), pretty much watched youtube all day. At night i dreamed going to a villa that kinda looks like matamori, and the villa near it was also booked by other groups of friend, and i was recording snow falling from the sky and snow on the cliffs, but there was also a snake under the bed, and writing patients resume -_-(?)

10 - DL, read pem psikiatri cbt batch 1 optima, 25 CBT PADI, a fruitful 2,5 hr discussion with dr Heriani, SpKJ

11 - DL, poli with mendel hari and dr Khamelia, SpKJ, mustered some courage to do the ppt, phoned the patient to ask a little bit more, fell asleep and thank god i’ve prayed isya

12 - DL, lazied and played get rich, felt sick and was sick, nose congested, head starting to hurt, i dont know what is it that triggered my emotions but when my dad asked "tiff kok bersin2?" i felt like i have no privacy and they were too intruding and i wept silently in my room (bcs ppl outside can hear) and yall my nose just goes 100% blocked. aint accepting air today. Massaged my face around the sinus area until i can somehow breathe nicely and fall asleep. (took about half and hour of snot cleaning, drinking and mulling around)

13 - since i felt bad abt lazying i started my day early. Woke up at 5. Put on tretinoin, 15 CBT PADI, DL, naskah psikiatri WIP (Work in progress). It rained today. The sky was grey half of the day, which I LOVE. I felt better and more cheery, especially at abt 4-5 pm when it was raining hard and im snuggled in bed. The laptop stand arrived and bitch it was fucking amazing. My back and neck muscles felt less awkward and/or sore working at my ergonomically-awful table and chair combo turned ok thanks to laptop stand!!

14 - DL, poli with dr cika, crashed aras place (drank thai tea, ate flip burger and sausages), it felt refreshing to be in a different place rather than seeing my room all day everyday. Afterwards ara indah and i ate po noodle bar, the taste was kind of herbal (not brothy) in a good way. Tried some sort of gyoza, it was good too. Juan got accepted at USU civic engineering. Went to atikahs place, passed a red light and i got ppl a bit annoyed lmao sorry :(((, talked with atikah until 1-2ish pm

15 - richeese and fried rice for brunch time, went back home (felt socially refreshed!) to see 2 bottles of sbux coffee i ordered, claras nastar and vit d supplement from tokped. Did RPS and ikhtisar for naskah. DL. Sbux' coffee still upsets my stomach lmao but it did keep me awake and focused enough til 11 pm

16 - DL, after staying over at friends place i feel.suer content to be just at home. Ate while watching erna limdaughs vids, sleeeept

17 - DL, naskah WIP, whipped myself to go do naskah by drinking caramel macchiato and playing coffee - bts. It tasted better when i hear jks soothing voice

18 - DL, finally panicked a bit and did ppt, read a bit abt bipolar, chugged hazelnut dolce latte and somehow its not bitter anymore it actually tasted good. Talked w mendel and hari a bit abt the patient

19 - the dr actually showed up to zoom while i was opening other screen and i didnt realize (ultra embarrassing!!!) basically my diagnosis for axis I and II were wrong. She was kindly explaining and i was more dissapointed with myself but at least its all over? Talked w hansel a bit. Revised a bit of naskah. Submitted hardcopy of naskah and refleksi to mbak Asma. Went to ara. DL, ate gwen's dimsum (quite good and fulfilling). Planned to go to kashiwa but we ended up getting bakmi akiaw. Went back "home" to DM, took only 35 mins.

20 - DL, slept half of the day since im on my period (what even is daily structure), woke up in the evening, decided to start “the folk of the air” series. Binged the first book in one go, from 8 pm to 1 am lmaoo

21 - DL, finished the series at night. it’s nice but not as good as six of crows duology. bts comeback with dynamite!! :) i love them. its scary to think they are still progressing and going up and getting better stats. When will it all stop?

22 - discussion with dr natalia spKJ at 7.30 am, DL, drank matcha latte at starbucks airport hub (been a while! It doesnt taste quite good as i remembered) while backing up HD data at drive and some padi CBT (finished TO 3. After all this time, only to 3?!), felt a bit better after i went out, read a falling cohabitation again

23 - DL, danced to baepsae, slept in the afternoon (my body is too weak nowadays)

24 - DL, psychiatry closing, 1 pamela reif vid, 2P (CBT PADI)

25 - DL, made latar belakang for propeks nemo

26 - DL, 4P, rapat nemo

27 - DL, met up with atikah pupuy @ toska, tried yogurt and fruit, mac and cheese, vegan mentai rice and had dinner @ bakmi gm. mom somehow told (and allowed) me to go back home (it was 9 am and i was abt to stay over at atikah’s)

28 - DL, i dont feel like doing anything helppp, i know there’s stuff that im supposed to do but i cant bring myself to do it. a week will pass by, a month, and before you know it exam will arrive

29 - DL, ordered burgushi, i literally have no strength to go at static bike (can only do for a couple of mins), didnt rly do anything else bcs im in a slump nowadays

30 - its scary that the month is almost over again. my life just goes away like that but i still dont feel like doing anything, DL, tried to follow some dances on youtube to move my body

31 - DL, 2A, 4P

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