more female villains?

god forbid women commit manslaughter?

you can't even handle Makima's existence what do you mean 'be gay do crime' huh??

so more LN III thoughts (not as many at least, read more is just for users who are avoiding altogether)

I keep thinking abt how the single player you'll be playing with an AI like LN II, and I think the game would offer a lot of replay ability if you can choose which kid you play as as they both do different things (the wrench kid has the wrench for puzzles and breaking things, and the masked kid has the slingshot). in multiplayer it makes enough sense you can pick which one to play as, but if you can choose in single I think it'd make the game have a lot more play value and that's super cool.

the fact it has online co-op can mean so much for cool additional things, and i do hope character customisation is still there (LN with Six's masks/hats and LN II with Monos also) even if you have to unlock it which would also still offer replay ability.

BELLUM. sorry I haven’t been around, gang… I’ve been dealing with a lot

my boss left for another store about two weeks ago, so it’s been a bunch of adjusting to new bosses and new procedures and coming to terms with the fact that I will never come into work and see my old boss ever again and she is an amazing boss… even though I feel a little more comfortable/relaxed with all the updated procedures, I’m going to miss her like crazy and already am and I just hate change

and then about ten days ago I lost my grandmother. she was my last grandparent, the last of all her siblings, and it happened so quickly that it still doesn’t feel real, like I don’t even know what to say about it or anything… I’m lucky I had her for as long as I did, because she was 93 years old, but I still feel numb about the fact that I’ve lost all my grandparents before I’m even 30

I might be ready to try and come back a little bit, do a few things here and there, but, don’t be mad if I’m really really slow. I want to focus on doing my yearly (ahahaha) draft writing spree and answering all my asks, but I haven’t been focusing well in the last few months anyway so I don’t know when that’s going to happen

just know that I love you guys and miss you and am going to try to be here, but a lot of crap has been happening so I will be slow in getting back here <3

 HOW’S MY PORTRAYAL?  —-

Very dynamic and fun. I’m very excited to see other facets of John besides curious and chaotic gremlin! I think your dedication and love for the character shines in your portrayal. And often look forward to reading your blurbs or thoughts/throw aways because I’m unaccustomed to seeing someone else be so completely transfixed by a character, and analytical! It feels like kinship. 10/100000

@platiinums — 𝐇𝐎𝐖'𝐒 𝐌𝐘 𝐏𝐎𝐑𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐘𝐀𝐋?

AAAAA THANK YOU that's so wonderful to hear!! i've definitely noticed my analyses analysizing more since i deep-dove into my anthropology minor, so it's a HUGE relief that they're still enjoyable to read despite my rabid newfound need to cite sources in chicago format lmao. and listen, you can have any facet of constantine you want, just say the word bestie: the level of attention and detail and love you put into every single one of your own characters is always SO palpable, they all have such unique voices and dynamics, and it's truly inspiring to be writing with you!! thank you thank you for enabling this man to incessantly rotate like a rotisserie chicken in the commercial electric spit of my brain!!!!

not dead.

My ridiculously unphotogenic cat, Pudge, is managing 1 good pic as she forces me to make room on my lap so we can chill while I wrote/ draw

I just know natsu bit people as a kid

actually getting sick of hearing abt it on my dash rn tho i’ve done my best to stay away from it.  i’ll just go ahead and say it bc i am at my breaking point:  if anyone posts one more thing abt drama ur getting blocked.  my body cannot physically take it anymore.  i’m about to spiral into a flare up with the amount of stress this is causing me and while i don’t mind being informed, i’m getting pretty tired of seeing it all over my dash when i just wanna write the scrunkly feral gremlin on the brief occasions i’m up for it.

like it’s relentless bro, i can feel my entire body about to go sicko mode on my nervous system bc i’ve ended up consuming so much drama in such a short time.  and yknow what?  i just gotta do what’s best for me, n this has become the only way to curate that gucci experience on this absolute nightmare of a hellsite.

okay really tho, thank u for understanding n taking the time to read this!  i know it sounds mad harsh, i’m just concerned about my physical health spiralling again so i’m doing my best to take precautions.  life’s a bitch when ur body will attack u for just sitting there stressing :’)

working on a star rail verse for this lil fuck but idk which fc to use because I’m mostly going to use old man of the mountain for his mask, so if anyone wants to see the options, here they are:

BELLUM. so a bitch cracked her laptop screen (it's me, I'm a bitch) and am waiting on my new one. professionals want like $300 to fix it which I might as well buy a new computer at that point, but my uncle's gonna fix it for free (tho I'm still gonna offer money or take him to breakfast if he won't take the money, cuz, DAMN he's saving my ass, I wasn't ready to buy a new computer and transfer all my crap)

using my mom's for now but I don't have access to any of my files or stuff, pretty much all I'm using it for is to reply to emails from friends and use Discord

the second I have my laptop back I have to send Hitomi's presents to Kimimaro in an ask and we're just,,, gonna pretend that his birthday stuff isn't late, ok ? ok- xD

... in the meantime, I also managed to hurt my foot / ankle ? it's been swollen and painful for about a week so I went to urgent care yesterday and they told me it's a soft tissue injury (despite me not remembering injuring it, they think it's either because I'm on my feet a lot at work or my shoes not fitting correctly, or just an injury I don't remember)

so I'm on crutches for a week, not supposed to put weight on it, have to alternate between a compression bandage and icing and elevating it ... so I'm having to miss work for a week as well because I'm not allowed behind the register or on the floor with crutches as it's a safety risk

in the meantime the swelling hasn't seemed to have gone down much yet which is making me paranoid. this is also the worst time for me to have to take a week off bc one of the other managers is taking vacation for a week starting tomorrow.

and did I mention my boss was recently diagnosed with cancer so I was ready to step up and help out more and now I physically can't until I'm off crutches so I also feel like a horrible person ?

blehhhhh. so yeah it's been a rough few weeks but I'm dealing ... as soon as I get back, I want to do some stuff here, so stay tuned ! <3

g’morning lovely friends!! i’m here to remind u that kate analyn schmidt deserved so much better & i will die on this hill

gotta say that this is still one of the most decker & jasper-coded thing I’ve ever seen

me, playing that gen/shin impact finishing prologue 3. also me, purposely slamming myself into npcs and making them move.

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as if I don’t already feel bad enough because everything keeps stacking up around me and I’m sick as fuck constantly, now i get to have a 68 year old grown ass man scream at me because he’s too fucking lazy to figure out technology to adequately fill out his time cards on time

yes, that is my fault

verbally abuse me fucking harder, sir, it’s not like you make $4,000 a month off my body solely existing. because i sure as fuck let you get away with everything short of murder to collect your paycheck. I don’t even have the money or energy to feed myself most days but boohoo your time card was late because you didn’t fucking do it or remind me to? TRAGEDY. ABUSE. CRIME OF THE GODDAMN CENTURY.

so, a fun game i'm enjoying:

exposing the out of context muse thoughts from the tags and finding out that the easiest way to understand my muse's personality is to see the absolute unhinged shit he makes me write underneath the post

Raum in expectation: serious, elegant, refined, villainous, stoic Raum in reality:

In 2007 I was walking around with a small squirtle plush that I threw at people's faces while screaming Shell Attack-