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please-give-dd-bread · 8 months

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hi so remember when i reblogged that gay webcomic??? yeah i've thought of an oc but i have far too many projects that i'm procrastinating on that i really shouldn't think of drawing something else (actually though i've got this very excessive Kyary Pamyu Pamyu fanart with references to past MVs, a cat based on PONPONPON, some Elmy fanart, my enby oc's character sketch, and this cat cafe concept where i drew cats based on foods people typically serve at cafes and a drawing of me and a friend that has left the country and is currently in Canada) so here imma give you some details instead

there may or may not be gore-ish kind of under the cut but also i kind of don't feel like forcing you to read a literal essay

also while i was studying today i was playing the ost of my favorite movie (which is a whisker away if you didn't know) and that may or may not influence what i thought of while creating this character in my head

so they have no name cuz i can't think of one

(she/they)

very talented at art cuz yes i am talented too (i think) but they're so freaking goooooooooooooood

the Protector™ of the queer peeps at said school

pretty much posted the entire thing (as in the romance and the notes and whatever) on this hellsite

has learnt the art of MURDER for this thing.

okay don't cross them.

they WILL LIVE TO SEE THIS QUEER COUPLE LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER. so please don't be queerphobic. unless you'd like to be sent to the ER.

anyways they practically guarded Damian and Ollie's lockers before Damian got a phone somehow don't ask

and if anyone other than Damien or Ollie touched those notes on the lockers. the ppor person would probably get dropkicked and end up being severely traumatized and get the living daylights knocked out of their being.

and because that scene in nakineko was a thing where Miyo jumps off ths school building

i thought one day she/they just randomly walks around during lunch, hanging out with friends at like the upper corridors and then suddenly??? some random dudes start being a-holes (i don't use swear words don't judge me) and then they start trash talking about them and she/they is. the most PISSED PERSON ON THE PLANET RIGHT NOW and yells at them to take it back but they ignore she/they and then she/they yells at them again and then they piss her off a bit more cuz they're queerphobic little rats or something and then she jumps off the building into a tree so SHE/THEY doesn't/don't die but ends up getting a butt ton of scratches and bleeding wounds anyways so. she/they walks up to a-hole peeps.

and in the back Damian is RUNNING and carrying Ollie (you read that correctly) and then Damian drops Ollie, half expecting him to pick himself up. um they just arrived to see the tea and im not sure if they know that she/they put their notes under high security cuz i haven't figured that out yet but sometime soon i shall

all the while she/they is suffering from blood loss and after some "WHAT DID YOU SAY???"s and "DON'T YOU DARE"s and stuff the rude peeps are just like "...let's get out of here" and of course because Damian and Ollie were part of the crowd that gathered and they were mentioned or something, um, eyes are also on them or something idk i can't describe a school fight i've never been part of one and haven't seen one yet unless my memory sucks

anyways she/they walks up to the couple and is like im sorry you had to see this :((( but i can't just let them slander you guys like this and then literally just collapses on the floor, head hitting the ground and then passes out

and while she/they is literally just lying there, bleeding out someone finally gets the sense to call an ambulance

and then flash forward to the ER where she/they is rn i guess, not sure what injuries to give them

and that is everything i can think of so far because i'm tired and probably should go to sleep but i can't otherwise i'd forget and then i'd never forgive myself for forgetting something that's related one of the most important posts here

also we need more of that wlw couple as in NEED

#does anyone have any name suggestions for she/they or do i just find something random and name them on that #anywayssssssssssssssssssssssssss #wow the amount of s there is annoying #that's 11pm me speaking and still speaking #idk #damian and ollie #if i spelled their names wrong. i will correct freaking everything okay don't yell at me #is it spelled with an a or an e though??? like Damian or Damien #someday i will recheck the post (and pray i didn't spell it wrong even though i didn't even mention his nams that much i don't think #okay imma go sleep now #hai i'm back um rechecked the post. SHOOT.#i spelled his name wrong TwT #alrighty time to go redo. freakin everything

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ghosts-of-love · 1 year

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THE SECOND SONG

Second song also by the name of Honey is by...Big Time Rush. Yep. The Nickelodeon made boyband. This song was written after their comeback and was released a few months ago. The lil thing about after their comeback is important cuz they knew by now that the fans they had that grew up watching their show and listening to them are now adults and shit so have allowed themselves the freedom to write songs more...mature. ANYWAYS, this song is mostly about Cap and his relationship with Damien (i-e-n or i-a-n ???)

"B-b-b-break my heart again Nobody does it like you can Hurt me so good I want it bad Know how to keep me coming back"

Even though Damien never really gave him much attention, Cap was still going back to him because it was still some form of affection.

2."Ruined my night, ruined my life, controlled my mind I could've, would've, I should've, but never said goodbye I never learned, love how it hurts, give me the works"

Cap realizing just how much Damien took from him. And ofc when the piece of shit shows up at the Halloween party and he ruins his night and then Cap spirals thinking about how his relationship and all the things Damien revealed has now ruined his life in his new home surrounded by possible friends. And the last line, Cap constantly going back to Damien (before leaving to the small "quiet" town) despite that small voice at the back of his head saying it's a bad idea that he never listens to or acknowledges cuz it's still some form of affection.

3. "The way you only call at night I can't resist to save my life (You know that) In pieces when the morning comes"

Damien calling Cap for nothing more than just some fun and never for anything else. Cap realizes Damien was only nice and polite at the start of their relationship cuz he thought he had to to get Cap's attention and then began dropping that facade (imagine the cedille is there.) And ofc Cap still went to him for a decent while before giving him up. Last line...tbh idk but it definitely just gives Cap vibez in regards to his relo with Damien.

4. "I'm stuck like honey on you"

A short yet simple line. But sums up Cap and Damien's relationship so well. Despite everything that man's done to Cap, he still went back to him time and time again before finally leaving him and his old place behind. He was attached to the only form of "positive" affection he had received. And ofc th fear of never finding anything better would set in but PAT IS RIGHT THERE. But yes, he become slightly dependent on the man and then finally escaped only for the mf to appear outta fuckin nowhere and remind him of everything they had done together. As if Cap would always be stuck with him. (which ofc he isn't cuz my guy Patrick fuckin Butcher knows how to treat a man.)

Thank you for coming to my (second) TEDTalk. I hope you appreciated my analysis and own interpretation of shit. it is currently 2am so i think im gonna sleep but i had to get these out before i forgot.

This is also a good song and i would definitely recommend. I woulda DMd you but tumblr was already open to your blog and the ask box was right there. ANYWAYS, gn king your writing as amazing 108784365/10 will read again

THE SECOND SONG!!!!! LET'S GO!!

obsessed with your music taste. I never listened to Big Time Rush tbf, and had NO idea that they were made by Nickelodeon?! and now they are writing more mature songs...interesting 👀

bro your guess is as good as mine about how to spell Damian. I think I went with -an at the beginning but undoutedly switched it up at a later stage.

"B-b-b-break my heart again Nobody does it like you can Hurt me so good I want it bad Know how to keep me coming back"

so true king!! this is part of the idea that Cap doesn't understand how people who love him should treat him :(

2."Ruined my night, ruined my life, controlled my mind I could've, would've, I should've, but never said goodbye I never learned, love how it hurts, give me the works"

yes, omg this is SO Cap thinking about how Damian ruined the actual specific night, but also how he worries that he's going to lose his friends and that he'll have to move again.

It's been a while since I've reread my own fic lol so I don't quite remember how much detail I went into about this but the Captain definitely knew it was a bad idea to continue seeing him, but any time he stopped, his nights/general free time would become solitary and he'd be inundated with thoughts of other mistakes he'd made (*cough cough* Havers) - going back to Damian is a way of punishing himself for that, and also a way to remind himself that this is probably all he deserves and that he's lucky to have even this.

3. "The way you only call at night I can't resist to save my life (You know that) In pieces when the morning comes"

yes for sure! i just imagine him always like, totally hollow whenever he leaves in the morning. there's a lot of self-hatred there and that's what Damian picked up on before realising he didn't have to try so hard to get Cap's attention.

4. "I'm stuck like honey on you"

it's the fact that he knows! (i am rereading the beginning of chapter 1 now)

'He thought these things because it was what he’d been told, and what he’d been taught by multiple men while he was in a physically and emotionally vulnerable stage of his life and was susceptible to the words of others. And that made it a difficult thing to break away from.'

he knows exactly what's going on and that makes it all the more frustrating for himself to be unable to break away.

yes! the thought of 'is this really it for me?' and the fear that even though everything was Shit with Damian, it might have been the best he'd have ever gotten.

as always, thank you SO MUCH!! absolutely epic, i really appreciate your analysis! talking about my fics via the medium of Song is awesome and always hypes me up to start writing a lil bit more again :) thank you for that!! <3

#le-scenariste #ask #ghosts fic #bbc ghosts

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