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atypi-cals · 2 years

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fuck some really dark memories

I remembered whenever I'd call the police on my mom as a kid, when they showed up she'd say she wasn't abusing me, she just had to handle me different because I'm autistic and "you know how kids like that can be" and the police accepted that and went away.

...I was taken from her and put into foster care three times... I tried to run away so often... I spent any moment I was allowed out (which wasn't often) away from her...

And she still justifies with all her heart physically, emotionally, and sexually abusing me for 20 fucking years because she doesn't believe autistic people can have fucking bodies autonomy.

I hate her so much.

#vent #mentions of a lot of things under the cut #SOME WARNINGS THAT MY OWN SYSTEM SHOULD HEED #mentions of:#police cw #ableism cw #foster care cw #abuse cw #sa cw #the last two warnings are mentions #idk. im not sure if anyone else /sys can bear hearing this but it has nowhere else to go #at least here the volume of posts we do and lack of working search function might bury it #instead of preserving it like our discord vent channels /sys do #graph.exe

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