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#inside my apartment. holy christ. and the temp has been over 100 degrees for like at least 2 weeks. its so hot its kinda alarming. and im
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#it's so weird trying to describe yourself when u really aren't something u used to be
#like until i was probably 21 or so id say i was shy. very very shy. but now im like was that even true? was i ever shy bc im not now
#maybe i was just quiet and anxious. maybe thats just what being shy is. but im still both of those things but im not shy
#im sorta like a hermit. i dont really go around ppl if i can avoid it but i dont hate being around ppl. its just that im less anxious when
#im alone. but if u put me around ppl i like to talk to them so im not shy. ill say whatever. i dont really give a fuck
#but if u throw me in a group i go back to being a non entity. i guess thats just being an introvert with an asocial streak
#thats a thing i noticed while i was at the grad weekend i attended in march. the group would gather and do things while i kinda just
#wandered away from them to poke at trees and sit in the snow. i dunno i just feel better away from ppl. my brain gets a lot louder if ive
#been too social. which is a shame bc its interesting to watch ppl and understand how thry work
#my friend came over to day goodbye before i leave next week. which was nice. i wish we would have hung out more in person but so it goes
#and i think in my head im a lot more contained thst i actually am. like if u set me a task that becomes my focus but im also sorta all over
#the place. partly bc i think my brain works on like a lag. and also my mood is a little elevated rn so im sorta like *jazz hands* and
#talking too fast and too much and oversharing. yesterday i was instrucing an undergrad and felt so bad bc my brain was all over the place.
#could not b made linear. im tired now tho bc theres nothing more draining than being emotionally honest and talking for like 2hrs. woof. it
#so hot. like fucking so hot bc the monsoons have started and humidity is up so my swamp cooler is fucked and its gotta b at least 80 degree
#inside my apartment. holy christ. and the temp has been over 100 degrees for like at least 2 weeks. its so hot its kinda alarming. and im
#glad my friend was also freaked out by how hot its been bc oh god its hot. and i cant focus. ive done fuck all today. but i did get rid of
#couch which is so so so great. ugh. someone make the sun stop making it so hot
#unrelated
#its been over 100 degrees outside for like 2 weeks. not on my apartment
#and when i say i wish i spent more time with my friend irl. i mean it in a distant sort of way. like thats how im supposed to feel. like i
#dont kno if thats actually what i feel or i kno im supposed to b social but idk if i actually mean it
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