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What Have I Done? LB;MR Fic
First Part, Previous Part, Next Part
Disclamer: I am not an expert in DID. This is not based on that disorder. Please do not use Alfendi to base your opinion of real world people who actually have this disorder
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It’d been a week, every time they tried to sneak in and take something Hilda caught them.  She always found out in some way and came storming to his flat, confiscating anything Fendi had managed to sneak out.
This time it was Florence who caught Fendi. He’d come in long after everyone else was meant to go home but it seemed Florence had decided to stay late. Thinking about it he wasn't sure if he’d ever seen her leave. Of course that could just be because he always stayed late. 
No matter what the reason was she was here now. Timid but curious “Alfendi?” She peers at him round a corner. As if entering the room would be too much.
“Hi” he keeps his voice flat. 
“You’re not -ACHOO- meant to be here,” she rolls into the room. He notes her hand still clinging to her IV. With no Lucy they’d never grown close enough for her to update him on her condition. He could feel Al wondering if she was okay.
He didn’t wonder about that. He just felt the anger flash through him, “is it any of your business?”
“You were shot.” she doesn’t back down but doesn’t move closer either. Staying near the doorway, smart.
“So? Shouldn’t it be my choice?” he snaps, glaring at Florence. She shrinks back against the wall, staring at him warily, “do you think you should have control over my life? Do you think I can’t make good choices?”
“You clearly can’t,” Hilda’s voice echoes through the empty halls.
“Ah-ah-achoo!” 
“Florence, why don’t you go away?” Fendi snaps.
“You can stay, if you want,” Hilda contradicts. Was she just trying to annoy him? If she was it was working.
“I think I’m alright,” she mutters, not moving from next to the doorway.
Hilda turns back to Alfendi, Fendi scowls, “I can look after myself!”
Hilda’s eyes narrow as she strides across the room her finger reaches out and she jabs the bullet wound. The pain is instantaneous shooting through him, making his knees weak, “AH” he huffs, “what’s wrong with you? Why would you do that?”
“To prove that you can't look after yourself, you can’t even stand up straight!” he attempts to then, clutching at his shoulder but the movement sends fresh waves of pain through him.
He takes a shuddering breath, “how dare you! You think I was planning on getting poked in the arm! I was reading! I thought I was safe here!”
“You’re not. Lucy Baker is a killer, she clearly wants to attract our attention. She’s probably watching here.”
Oh, yeah, he’d neglected to tell her about the last time he met Lucy. How she wasn’t really a killer… It’d been so awful last time she’d called them crazy, and rejected Al for not being Fendi. They couldn’t go through that again. 
It didn’t matter, going after criminals was their job and talking to Lucy would be easier if she was behind bars. “I am going to do my job!” he yells. He didn’t want to arrest Lucy but it was in his job description to at least find her. He had to at least find her, ask her why.
“You stubborn mule!” Hilda yells, “can’t you understand? I almost lost you!” was that tears in her eyes? They couldn’t be. Hilda was always so calm, so composed.
Years ago, after he’d been shot she’d said, “I lost you that day” she’d told people she lost her Alfendi. She’d told Lucy. 
Everything seemed to slow, the pounding ache in the back of his head, no, no not right now, not like this, not again, “go away…” he groans, between holding his shoulder and not moving his arm for fear of flaring up more pain he couldn't hold his head like he usually did. 
“What?” 
“No not you it’s just…” he couldn't tell her, she’d never accept it. No one would accept it, no one was on his side, “Just let me do my job,” Al moves closer to having control, “and leave me alone!”
“Get out then!” she yells back.
“I just said not you!”
“Then who!”
His eyes dart around the room, “Florence!”
“What?” both women ask at once just as Al takes over. 
JUST LEAVE, PLEASE. I CAN’T LOSE HER!
“I need to talk to Hilda in private, you’ve heard enough,” Al tries to snap at Florence, it just sounded calm.
“Okay, fine.” Florence wheels herself out, back to forensics. 
“Why do you want to be alone?!”
“Because I don’t want her to hear how much I missed you. Idiot. Not everyone can hear about my softer side. If Lucy is watching here she’s watching you. We need to do this together.”
Hilda frowns at his softer tone but she chose to go with what he's saying instead of the time itself. A tone not fiery enough to be Fendi, “Fine but what about how I feel?”
Act offended, of course I care! I also care about not getting shot.
“I’m just worried about you getting shot!” Al tries to sound offended, “I care about your feelings I’m sure you’ll feel terrible if your shot!” He sounded too reasonable too caring. Of course Fendi cared but it was fiery, passionate. Everything about him was fiery. Hilda knew this fact too well.
“That’s not all, what are you hiding? What were you saying earlier, you were not talking to Florence,” Hilda moves closer, “what happened Alfendi?” she whispers, soft and vulnerable. A closeness that was Fendi’s.
“Don’t,” Al says, to both Feni’s anger and to Hilda’s closeness, “please, I can’t do this.”
We have to do this!
“Hilda, you trust me don’t you?”
“Of course, Alfendi, what's happening?”
“I can’t tell you but I need to do this.”
“Are you in trouble again? I’ve told you you have to do these things with people. You can’t just keep running off aline. It’s how you got shot.”
Al winces at that. If Fendi had never run off alone he’d never be there, if he had never run off alone Diane could well have blown up Lucy’s house (or a hospital, or a school, they still couldn't bring himself to care as much about them though, no matter how selfish). Maybe sometimes it was worth it. 
“So tell me, what’s going on?”
Nothing!
“Nothing”
“Alfendi…”
“Just trust me.”
“I do trust you! I trust you with my like, just not your own! Would you accept that? If I told you to just trust me would you?”
“No.”
“Then tell me!”
I’ll cut your tongue out, I don't know how  but I’ll figure it out don't you dare!
“I can’t,” he begins heading to the door.
“This isn’t you.”
“I know.” he exits the room. 
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DRA Boys with a reader that's the SHSL Adventurer
Warning: swearing(yep that's it)
Name: Y/N
Last Name: L/N
Gender: Nonbinary
Talent: Ultimate Adventurer
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You were a well known Adventurer no one dared to cross people thought you were Scary Rude Greedy Evil because of all those false rumors people never wanna be near you that made you sad you didn't wanna be alone you didn't want to feel like a outcast so why must this happen to you?
One day you got a letter a fancy one infact you were wondering why you even got it so you opened it and-
`Y/N Sweetie is something wrong?`
That was you're Mom
`no nothing mom i just got a werid fancy letter`
You showed you're Mom the letter
`that letter looks oddly familiar... Could you read what was on it Y/N?`
`oh sure!`
You opened the letter and started reading it outloud so you're mom can hear
`Dear Y/N L/N you have been chosen to come to Hopes Peak Academy as the Ultimate Adventurer-`
`WAIT HOPES PEAK THE HOPES PEAK?! This has to be some stupid prank!`
`no that's definately from Hopes Peak i saw that letter myself Y/N there's no mistake you have been chosen as a Ultimate there but oh my.... My baby is growing up so fast!!`
you're mom hugged you tightly
`Hey M-Mom!! don't treat me like a kid!`
After a few days it finally was the day you were infront of Hopes Peak Academy you were shaking and you were told to wear something that matches you're talent you had to go inside
`come on Y/N you can do it!!..`
You walked through the door and saw some some students like you there probably the other Ultimate students that were scouted here
`oh there's the last one!`
Last one you were late?
that's disappointing you even woke up extra early to get here as the first not the last
Tsurugi Kinjo👮📞
A blue haired man walked towards you
`Hello i am Tsurugi Kinjo`
You stayed quite for a few seconds and mumbled something
`sorry i didn't quite hear that`
`what's you're talent....?`
You were finally able to say it Yahoo! As a gift to celebrate for youreself you should get some icecream and watch a movie-
`oh i'm the Ultimate Policeofficer but now can you introduce youreself`
You talked to soon
`well.... I-i am Y/N L/N the Ultimate Adventurer..`
`i see you shouldn't worry too much i mean we are gonna be classmates Y/N so try and calm down a little`
Tsurugi putted his hand on you're shoulder and smiled while you started blushing like crazy
In all honesties Kinjo Did know about the rumors but he knew better then to judge you just by that
Yuki Maeda🤞 🎉
You finally decided to introduce youreself so you walked to a orange haired boy
`hello i am Y/N L/N The Ultimate Adventurer....`
`oh i'm Yuki Maeda but about my talent i don't really have one i got chosen here because of a lottery`
`so you're the Ultimate Lucky Student?`
`oh yea how did you know?`
The orange haired boy scratched his hair
`i did some research on Hopes Peak`
`oh you too?`
`huh what do you mean by 'you too'?`
`i mean i also did some research on Hopes Peak`
`ohh i see..!`
You both stayed quite for a little bit
Did you make it akward you felt like you did-
`so what informations did you get?`
You looked at Yuki with Relief
`i actually found out about alot of interesting things!`
You both started talking about Hopes Peak and the information you both got
Before Yuki left you gave him you're number and he gave you his
Did Yuki hear about the rumors yep but he was shocked to see you were the complete opposite of the rumors why would people spread false rumors about such a kind hearted person
Wow hopes peak nerds go brrrrr
Mitsuhiro Higa (Mitch)⚽ 💥
You were in the corner of the room while everyone was introducing eachother you took out you're phone and you started scrolling up you saw some cute pictures that made you feel better
`Shit watch out!`
You heard someone say something so you looked up from you're phone and got hit in the face by a soccer ball you dropped all of you're things you thought to youreself
Who the hell would throw a soccer ball in a room full of people
but soonyou heard two footsteps of people
`hey are you ok?`
You looked up at a guy wearing a pilot outfit
`Haru are you seriously their bleeding`
`WAIT THEY ARE?! I'LL GO GET INORI!`
`goddamn idiot i'll never let him touch my soccer ball`
So that Haru guy was the one who kicked the soccer ball at you atleast he's sorry
You got up while covering you're nose to pickup you're things
`do you need help?`
You looked at the tanned guy that was wearing a handband?.....
`Sure....`
He got down and helped you pickup you're stuff
`so what's you're talent`
`i'm the Ultimate Adventurer...`
`wait you're Y/N THE Y/N L/N?!`
You were confused why he started freaking out
`yep that's me but could you calm down a little`
`HOW THE HELL DO YOU EXPECT ME TO CALM DOWN WHEN I'M LITERARY WITH MY IDOL?!`
When Mitch said that he started blushing like crazy
`y-you heard nothing!`
You gigged at his state
`suure~~ i can do that but what's you're name and talent?~`
You asked while slightly teasing
`well you probably heard of me since i'm so famous but i am Mitsuhiro Higa but you can call me Mitch i'm the Ultimate soccer player`
You two started talking for a little untill Haruhiko came with inori because of you're bleeding nose
Did Mitch know about the rumors actually no don't ask why
I made this extra good for you Mitch stans Mkay
Teruya Otori💰📉
You were actually just walking around untill you bumped into someone
`Sorry didn't mean tha!`
you looked at the short highted guy
`no its ok who are you?`
The short green haired guy looked at you
`oh i'm Teruya Otori the Ultimate Merchant!`
`i see I'm Y/N L/N the Ultimate Adventurer`
`wait are ya sure you're Y/N The Ultimate Adventurer?!`
`yes i am sure i even have the letter from Hopes Peak stating my Talent is something wrong?`
`well the Y/N i heard of was nothing like you i heard a bunch of things like!-`
`those are fake rumors.`
You said clearly upset you hated how people judged you because of those rumors
`oh i didn't meana hurt you're feeling Y/N is there anything i can do to make ya feel better?!`
You looked at Teruya and smiled
`well there is one thing`
`mhm what is it?!`
You looked at the nervous Small heighted guy and said
`you Could be my friend`
`Huh that's it?`
`yep if that's ok with you`
`no that's plenty of fine with me Y/N!`
You two started talking you're happy you bumped into Teruya
he's such a nice guy
Teruuuuya bby🥰🥰🥰🥰💕💕
Heruhiko Kobashikawa💯🏴
You were staring at everyone who was talking to eachother
after a minute or two you felt someone behind you but
you just thought you were Peranoid
`Hiya there`
When you heard someone behind you talk you got starteld so bad you jumped really high up
`Woah Kobazing look you just made them fly!i didn't know you could make people fly!!`
`i didn't they just jumped really high-`
You swang off the siling and jumped down like a expert
`Oooh can you teach Satsuki how to do that?!`
The excited clown looked at you with stars in her eyes
`i mean sure....? but could you two explan why you sneaked up on me you almost gave me a heart attack!`
You eyes leaned to the Pilot
` about that were really sorry its just we wanted to know you're name and talent`
`that's it...? I mean sure i have no problem with it but could you two introduce youreself first?`
'oh sure Satsuki has no problem starting first!`
`my name is Satsuki Iranami the Ultimate Clown!`
`oh and i'm Haruhiko Kobashikawa but people call me Haru for short i'm the Ultimate pilot`
`hm ok i'm Y/N L/N the Ultimate Adventurer`
Satsuki looked at you
`does that mean you go on Adventures?`
`yeah i do`
`hey is it mean or are the other students taking way to much time?....`
Both you and Satsuki looked at Haruhiko
`actually you're right Haru...`
`hey why did the mood suddenly go from sunshine and rainbow to no sunshine and rainbow?`
Satsuki you and Haru were talking for quite a while about why there was no other students or even teachers
Shhhhh little did they know all of them are gonna be in a killing game
Kakeru Yamaguchi🖋📝
You were walking around until you bumped into someone
`oh i'm sorry si-`
Oh god he looked so scary you almost feel like crying of fear
`is something wrong?`
You quickly got up
`no i'm sorry!....`
You were terrified of the taller guy infront of you
`hey you're shaking are you ok?!`
`no i'm fine what's you're name!...`
You had to ask for his name huh
`oh i'm Kakeru Yamaguchi the Ultimate Lawyer`
` i'm Y/N L/N Ultimate Adventurer but for some reason you nicer then you look-`
WHY DID YOU SAY THAT COME ON DO YOU WANNA SEEM LIKE A JERK?!
Y/N felt terrible for that
`oh so that was why you were shaking well`
You were surpised to find out Kakeru was a really soft guy
You two continued talking for a while
Am i the only one that thinks Kakeru is adorable? 😊🖐💕
Kinji Uehara🛐🕎
You walked to a white haired guy
`um hello i am Y/N L/N the Ultimate Adventurer`
`i see i'm Kinji Uehara the Ultimate prest`
Wow you never expected to see such a beautiful man
`Ultimate prest that's actually quite a nice talent to have`
`thank you L/N`
`no problem!`
You two continued talking to eachother (even tho you're doing most of the talking)
Kinji is best boy no one can tell me otherwise
Also i'm really sorry Kinji's part was really short my motivation is dying again-
Yamato Kisaragi 🤖🔧
(ok for Yamato's part the reader is gonna be in a classroom)
You entered the classroom and you're the first one actually you went and picked a seat putted you're stuff there and sat down you were actually really tired you woke up super early so you're gonna take a little nap
After a 1/2 houred nap you woke and feel much more energized
You heard two people coming in
`who could it be?`
You saw Yamato and Mikako come in
`Woah and i thought we came early
`you definately did trust me...`
You yawned
`if we came early when did you get here?`
Mikako said while chosing her seat right next to yours
You hummed while looking on you're watch
`a hour or two before you guys`
`Holy and i thought Mikako was a early bird`
Yamato got a angry glare from Mikako
`Yamato-Nii just go sit down`
Yamato looked relieved that Mikako didn't get mad at him so he went and also sat down next to you
You snickered a little
`is something funny L/N?`
Mikako looked at you confused
`no its nothing also Mikako you can call me Y/N if you want its just you two always act so adorable together`
`we do?`
Yamato said while being confused
`i don't think we do honesty`
`trust me you two definately are adorable`
You said while poking Mikako's cheek
You three continued talking untill the others
arrived
Finally my motivation was dying😭🖐
I really hope you enjoyed this fanfic
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