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Hello?

I am sad and I can not think while I am sad, because everything inside my head is blocked and I want to be lazy. I am trying to create a fucking masterpiece, but this is always a mistake to rely on my skills and mind. This is originally an utopia, let`s be honest. I can watch myself how my closest one slowly begin to lose interest in me. Do I remember how she wrote 100 messages at a time? Yes, of course I do. But she did it until my personality was unknown to her and before all that shit I have done in the last year. She is looking for new ways to have fun while these fucking days go by. She suffers from depression as well and again, no matter how skillfully I smile in front of her, the “decayed” part of my brain is still inside and one day it will shoot, because the problem is real and it drags us somewhere down. Okay, maybe not both of us, but I do know that if one of us falls, the same thing with the other one. And everything is sad. A-G-A-I-N. I know I am boring and usually people do not try to listen to the end of my story, because they get bored and usually they start telling their own stories. I wish I could do like that. However, I do not know how. All I can do is stretch everything terribly boring. People try to support me by shouting their own ideas and shutting me up. It feels like I live in the world, where I have no right for sadness and I need to recover morally in the shortest time, otherwise other people around will be sad for me. But what if I can not stop so quickly, brain needs isolation as tech. needs a reboot. Only my reboot takes a little longer and the dark screen a.k.a my silent state takes a little more time. It is impossible just because in this world everything happens with the passage of time. You invented it yourself guys, space and time, remember? And I compare my emotional state with tech. not because I have a meager imagination and nothing has come to my mind, but ... but yes, that is trully so. I lost touch with life 5 years ago. And I do not know the definition of this word, I do not remember what life is ha-ha. Funny? Not so. The fact that you do not remember what life is, makes your everyday life false. You do not live, you exist. Once the blade is on the arms, the second time tablets. I do it consciously, I know that I will not take my own life away in order to remember what it is, because I am too afraid or because you will only find what is death. It is a huge scar in hearts of relatives. I do not ask to feel sorry for me. I need more freedom, I need more loneliness. I can no longer imbue myself with others` sufferings and after that squeeze to the last drop and dry up to show happiness and a smile. I will not kill myself, be sure. It is not possible becaue I died exactly five years ago. Now I am no longer alive. Dead morally. Nothing spesial. I do not want doctors, they do not help, I do not think up problems as well, they just hit me in the shortest possible time. I feel uneasy. I have a headache. Most likely I have a hatered of myself in my head. Wow someone read it to the end. Thank you for fulfilling my desire to be heard. If only I could tell stories like that on the other side of the screen..Thank you for listening, seriously. Thank you.

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Let's talk about angry girl bands/ girl fronted bands for a sec tho fo rel

They have the best band names:

Bikini Kill

Babes in Toyland

Jack Off Jill

Broadzilla

Calamity Jane

7 Year Bitch

Bratmobile

Girls on Film

Betty Blowtorch

The Runaways

And they are almost always super under-rated and under-appreciated alongside their male counter parts. Don't get me wrong, I'm all about all-man rock but there are women rocking just as hard. They are badass, they are talented and they are are hella angsty in the best way.

I want a national bad-ass-girl-band awareness week. The punk  (not to exclude non-punk girl bands OF COURSE) is known for and exists to be very inclusive (even of women) so why do people ignore the trend-setting and hardcore punk chicas?

I feel an essay in the works.....hmmm...

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