#im thinking of just . stopping the meds even tho my neurologist says not to bc like even he says theyr not making a difference!!!
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#oaghhh diamox has me feeling really sick its the worst#i cant get outta bed i cant eat i cant do Anything ! just in pain and laying n bed#still have no idea why they have me back on these meds bc its making things So much worse :(#but unfortunately doctors even neurlogists only focus on weightloss and diamox already made me lose almost 100 pounds i feel SICK#felt healthier when i didnt lose that weight i am being 100% honest here. i hate diamox so fuckig much#frank.txt#also makes my body pain so much worse idk i just hate this brain thing#im thinking of just . stopping the meds even tho my neurologist says not to bc like even he says theyr not making a difference!!!#but he wants me on them so he can compliment my body shrinking every god damn appointment and remind me of how sick i am and feel#eugh#again . diamox doesnt impact my veins and im having an issue w veins in my neck and brain#bc of that im dealing w some pain. they fix that by putting in a stent but instead they just rlly want to like#see How Much Frankie Can Shrink#and ignore the fact that alll they can do is sleep bc theyr shrinking too much#fatphobia m#at least i gain back the weight and feel a million times better when im off tbe meds but still i hate it so bad#they even notice that i feel better after regaining the weight i lost and my optic nerves r no longer Damaged but like#idk .#its just Frustrating ! chronic illness moment
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#the government thinks $25 is enough money to live for a month <3#they cut my food benefits significantly while groceries are so fucking expensive#and still won’t give me cash benefits bc $25 is more than enough :)#gas is almost $5 and most of my specialists are not in my town they’re all 40+miles away#social security application i started in MAY OF 2020#and it’s still not processed even tho i’ve had phone calls and paperwork and a physical examination with one of their doctors last year#like im gonna have to cancel my car insurance bc it went up and they just said it’s inflation <3#so hopefully at least one family member can drive me to appointments no more fun drives to the mountains no more protests no river trips#might have to cancel my watch plan maybe my entire phone plan and just use wifi when i’m home and hope i don’t need to call or text anyone#not gonna have my neurologist renew my medical marijuana license bc there’s a fee that’s $25 :) and weed is expensive med and rec so no more#being able to be hungry or able to have anxiety relief or good sleep#it’s to the point that i’m just gonna say fuck it and stop going to my rheumatologist bc she’s far and i don’t even care about my treatment#same goes for gastro bc it’s even farther and i’ve survived the years of throwing up all day everyday like only one time i ended up having#to stay in the hospital bc i lowkey almost died but here i am so i can deal#with it again and neuro surgery is far away so tumor who#even the doctors i have here i’m just gonna stop it’s too expensive to drive and i’m still sick i still don’t ever feel good so like what’s#the point of all of this shit it’s just tiring#i need to just deal with it and cancel my social security application and work again bc i can’t afford to live like yeah i had seizures at#work and yeah they had to call 911 but again here i am i survived#i was able to throw up easily at my first school bc staff bathrooms were right next to my office so no one even had to know so fuck it#i can’t afford to live without a job disabilities suck but everything sucks and i always feel bad so i need so suck it the fuck up and work#my mom doesn’t have money either she lives paycheck to paycheck i can’t really ask her for help bc she also doesn’t have a lot of money#i see shit one here about how they wanna stay in bed all day and not work and like yeah i get it but when you can’t work and you have to be#in bed half the time bc you feel like shit it’s not fun it’s not relaxing it’s soul crushing you feel like a useless inconvenience who cant#even afford to see doctors bc of the distance and gas being expensive like i wish i could fill my tank but i can’t i wish i could help more#with food but i don’t get enough ebt money to make a full grocery store trip#being poor and disabled in america is really fucking shitty#shut the fuck up taylor
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