#im such an idiot for believing someone who couldn't commit to me after several months could commit to me after 2 more months
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my partner and i broke up so I am now going to be a slut (I am emotionally incapable of being a slut)
#we were on a break with a time limit and they decided to call it off before the time limit#so to some extent this was inevitable#because why would we be on a break if we were compatible?#im such an idiot for believing someone who couldn't commit to me after several months could commit to me after 2 more months#i don't even know if i truely believed it or if i was lying to myself to try and delay my heart break#after we broke up i downloaded dating apps to see if they would cheer me up#because they apparently cheer him up! give him the validation i couldn't!#but they didn't cheer me up#they made me feel worse#because thats not how i experience connection and validation#and it doesn't make sense to me that anyone does#they probably have several dates already scheduled!#whenever we broke up the first time he went on a date with another person litterally the same day!#and then a few days later they hit me up like hey i miss you would you like to come over and talk things out#and i fucking did! like an idiot !!#and i know that if they try that again anytime in the next month (break time limit i set) im going to fucking fold again!#because im a romantic who believes in giving people chances#they are a great person and were a great partner i am just emotional right now
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