#im really frickin hungry and wishing i ate earlier | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

nonaonann · 1 year

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Yeah, I'll come, that seems cool, let me just stew in dread for a week, contemplate retracting my statement and making an excuse to not go, and then spend the first 30 minute to 1 hour period there going through the anxiety and overstimulation and awkwardness and uncomfortableness and slight crying before I'm in the moment and ready to do the thing I agreed to

#social anxiety #anxiety #me at every social event ever #its so fun /sarc #the stomach pains that come with this are one of the worst parts honestly because #the nausea that comes with it just like ah i cant eat cuz i feel suffocated and like throughing up #but the tenseness and energy spent on being anxious is so tiring and draining that when im able to overcome it #im really frickin hungry and wishing i ate earlier

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