is it a W is it an L i signed up to get diagnosed ToT

okay so. clover and flowey. i know you havent finished undertale yellow yet so i wont spoil anything, but i do wish we got to see more of them in game.

again , wont spoil much but you can pretty much tell that.. feeling sympathy is very hard for flowey. id imagine this causes a lot of trouble in his and clover's friendship. clover being someone who was Most Likely abused [thanks to implications we see in the game text], i imagine clover often cries and has panic attacks. i mean not only because of their past but also they are. going. through a Lot. they got trapped underground with many monsters that want them dead.

flowey, in these situations, has no idea what to do. zero clue. he does try his best to comfort clover, but its pretty hard for him since he doesnt feel empathy for anyone.

and also as someone who headcanons flowey as Kind Of Mentally Ill, i imagine its even harder for him. he tries to brush clover's problems off and is mean but he doesnt mean to. he is just like that. he does hate himself.

.... aaaaaand i could say other stuff but those are spoilers tehee

OUGHH OKAY I love this- i agree that, especially since flowey started of as the only one clover could cling to after they got lost, they could have done more with their friendship. flowey, an unwell individual, and clover, who is also unwell. they both struggle in different ways, which makes it hard for them to reasonate with each other, but even then, they care for each other, despite the trouble that's often caused. things are said that are not truly meant, and i think you know how that goes

i absolutely love all these headcanons, ,

I STILL dont have permission to use my inhaler

ok the steamdeck needs to charge

i found this artist that draws prowl a lot and he looks SO CUTE and i'm gonna die

@staff MOVE THE PERSONAL BLOG BUTTON BACK RN THIS IS ATTROCIOUS

imagine your laptop crashing and losing a drawing bc you didnt save it (literally just teared up)

so eepy. so tired

trying to tackle drawing cool art but i end up getting sidetracked and then falling asleep

december does wonders

this is it guys. the last. the very last yukierre content we’ll ever have from alphatauri. yep.

i mean this genuinely but none of y’all deserved a foolish t shirt stream i mean that. i think nasa and celestial anon are the only people i can accept coercing these images. everyone else die.

everytime i get upset that a work hasn’t been updated i open my google doc. i don’t write anything. i just stare at it

hmmm halfassed but here.... https://artfight.net/~ItelyNotItaly

I'm off WORK.. FINALLY

me trying to convince myself that the whole spectrum of human emotions is a good and necessary thing to feel even if its not comfortable while im actively experiencing emotions that make me feel like my bones are being dissolved in acid

the older i get and the closer i am to reaching 30, the more the people around me try to deny me my age. it’s a constant ‘oh you’re just turning 29 again teehee 🤭’ or ‘dont tell your SO that, he’ll leave you for a younger model 😉’ and i just???? hate it?????????

i spent my entire teenaged years fighting for my life. i crawled through the deepest pits of my depression to cling to the promise of a life beyond that pain. i was so convinced that i was going to die young, that i would never see the grace of my age starting with a 2, let alone 3.

so im going to turn 30, and there’s not a damn thing anyone can do to stop me from loving it.