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COMING THIS SUMMER:
7 MONTHS
36 ARTISTS
1 REALLY PERSISTENT SKELETON
IT'S THE 2023 TRUNGOTHON MEGA ART TELEPHONE GAME
[RATED R]
RIDICULOUS. this was so big that even with tumblr's recently expanded image limit i still had to weld every other image together to fit it into one post, but if you want to see every image in its full glory, i made a page for it on my website (jankily hand-coded and probably not very mobile friendly).
it was so fun to see which elements stuck around and for how long. i still can't believe the skeleton got banished and then resurrected 15 iterations later!
huge thanks to everyone who participated. in order:
@mobileleprechaun, ink drinker, @dimetrodrawn, @escherbug, @gachimushi, @ikrutt, @dunwichdrawsstuff, @mathpope, @bedupolker, @solidagold, @a-beepbop, thenauticalwarlock, @ohpsshaw, @eisly, @juenavei, me, @librivore42, @greedol, @mechabutchzilla, @phanta-friends, @tickfleato, @skelizard, elixer, @espimyte, @noctomnis-art, @bluedotjpeg, @fetus-cakes, @iguanodont, @flame-shadow, @kombuchaclock, @slimekingmike, @crtastrophe, @leona-florianova, @skelebee, @nutspider, @palossssssand, and gachimushi again for the header image to this post
whew! now time to seriously consider a yearlong 72-artist game...
#not actually rated R#bflyart#art telephone#if were mutuals and you're interested in joining the next one of these you should definitely hit me up#man idk what to even tag this with#i'll uh add some other tags later i think#im fuckin exhausted#also i dont care that this is a long as hell post im definitely gonna reblog it a couple times
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i'm going to lose my mind <- i always assumed walt kane chronicles was black and i'm stunned to learn that he WASN'T <- this is the second time they've assumed a riordan character was black and was startled by art that said they weren't
idk apparently the person in the pick is anubis and i fucked up which makes less sense tbh why would the ancient egyptian god anubis be white...? also i thought they shared a body? but i never read the books so idk. based on some tags i seem to have fucked up tho sorry about that ig not like i can edit polls unfortunately
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god im so tired i can't tell if i wanna be held and babied and loved on or if i just wanna sit in my room alone in the dark and rot away. yknow.
#im fuckin exhausted#i cant tell if i need to be completely left alone or if that would make everything worse#i might go to bed early bc im dying who knows
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cringefail late valentine's day posting some rushed kiss studies bc I worked like 36 of the past 72 hours yippee
and I STILL can't draw kissimg this shit haaard how yall do it 😭😭
#and let me tell ya!! kids will not!! stop!! fuckin!! bein!! sick as FUUUCK!!!!!#like just BE HEALTHY for a LITTLE BIT you little shits (affectionate but exhausted)#posted this earlier after trying to type out tags for like 4 hours to get it out on time and.#it didnt matter i posted to the Wrong Fucking Blog anyway#ik it's practice. almost put a period after 'and i STILL cant draw' lmao but. that's not nice#tag time bc fuck it. if im gon post this shit#trigun#trimax flavored but who cares#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#vash x wolfwood#vashwood#drawing#artists on tumblr#my art#fanart#ooooh using my skills for crimge bc it makes me happy ooooooh#yes i was too lazy to shade the arm. i'll do it later im fuckin tired#wip#i'll also say hey it's already leagues better than the last time i tried lol. prolly cause i used a ref#kudos to you if you recognize which reference pics i used. eat a chocolate for me if you do lol
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hometown best friends. stanley cup champions. some third, inexplicable thing...
cards up with sidnate! (1/3)
#just a heads up#im about to be very very very#exhausting today#sidnate truthers TODAY IS OUR FUCKIN DAY!!!!!!!!#sidnate#nathan mackinnon#sidney crosby#just a kid#colorado avalanche#pittsburgh penguins
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oh more current frank on his knees~🎃
#AND a drowned sewer rat#someone edit a side by side of sweaty frank and a drenched sewer rat pls i don’t have the energy im fuckin exhausted#this is what i get when i stay up too late and forget to queue#i have to wake up in like 3 fuckin hours#god look at his pretty fucking nose#i wanna give it a little kiss and pat him on the head#and scritch my fingers through his hair#maybe tug a little#and���#okay tagging is over i’m putting myself in time out#frnkiebby#frank iero#mcr#frnkiero#mcrmy#frnkie#mcr5#my chemical romance#my chem#ilhsm
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The way I get into horror is drawing something I'm really scared of. (Like the fear of spiders or clowns) I feel like if you turn your fear into art it doesn't seem so scary anymore....and since have the fear of the one ocean half of my drawings are based around water it helps somewhat to get into the horror mindset. (To me anyway!)
i would Love to do that, however my fear of spiders is like. they scare me to the point of tears <3 i Cannot look at them much less draw them <3
#because this is good advice! and i try!#but the only other things that actually scare me are like... things ive never drawn#so its Exhausting to have to learn an entire new thing yk?#and also my brain is tired in a way where the creativity is so fuckin low </3#thinking of Anything takes concentration that i often lack#also im... not really scared by a lot? not Genuinely?#i go out alone into the pitch black woods at night to stargaze. like. lmao#the only thing i have a genuine fear of is spiders!#rambles from the bog#i mean... bogs creep me out. and i guess im scared of drowning. especially drowning in a bog.#but. eh.
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I AM DISTRAUGHT
spoilers, massive spoilers under cut, also it's three am so-
- ALISON! PREGNANT! I'M SO, I'M FUCKING- IT'S A LOT IM SO HAPPYY
- her and mike deciding to go for gender neutral names? And mike casually saying baby cooper could change their name in the future? dead oh my god
- the 'ew thomas' count rose to dizzying heights this series, but spliced with that were genuine moments of pure joy at him also
- THOMAS SCOTTISH
- pat being impervious to alison's pranks was incredible, this man is the loml
- kitty's death made me cry, still coming to terms with eleanor's characterization, but i'm not mad
- also thomas going 'bitch' every two seconds had me shRIEKING
- clever girl
- pat and julian's whole north v south argument had me in legitimate stiches, and cap's contribution was so cute and wholesome, like a border collie
- robin this season made me cry almost every fucking time istg, i was generally a mess
- everybody! carrying humphrey about! Nice!
- walk in safe!
- kitty mimicking a pregnant alison was everything
- have to get this out before i combUST FUKIN CAPTAIN DEATH AND NAME AND FUCK YOU BEN WILLBOND
- sibling asked me to explain myself at this point and i genuinely had to collect myself for a mo i was so choked up
- fanny assuring him that he's brave
- pat's only wish to be with the others in the house
- im making a part two for this because my brain is melting so last two points
- only criticism is that it feels? oddly incomplete? i dunno, maybe my expectations were wired too specifically, but it feels lacking in some way, but ofc! There's a Christmas special still on it's way, so there could be some stuff getting fleshed out- but overall, something felt a little off but also i am an empty husk right now so
- and finally, simon's performance in the finale as julian pours his heart out to alison, the way his breath hitches at the full emotion of it and desperately trying to shoo it away- keep himself together, god that might be the finest bit of acting this whole show i'm not even fucking kidding, it rent an honest to god gasp from me, so fucking talented
#bbc ghosts#bbc ghosts spoilers#bbc ghosts series 5#bbc ghosts series 5 spoilers#god this aint even all of it#but im so exhausted#but i had a fuckin blast#a few things unsure in my chest#but still#my god what a ride#im so fucking emotional i miss them already
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Oh how quickly we went from having a computer in our pocket that can easily give us useful information to that same accessibility being transformed into a moneygrab of top results feeding people sometimes incredible harmful computer generated misinformation.
#I am so incredibly exhausted I cant even search basic things anymore im gonna have to start using youtube as a search engine#and I want to read an article not watch a video...#we live in a fuckin nightmare man#puppy poops
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im done w moving and out of the shitty apt w the shittier roommate (who did not let move out happen without adding as Much drama as possible) and have just. been feeling so much better. living w my two friends who actually communicate well and all work together on our needs and gah. so less stressed and anxious now!!! and also in a week kitty introductions have gotten farther than they ever did w shitty roommates kitties (they were kinda bullies, so we had to move glacial speed even w oregano cat expert) and just. thank u the universe things are so much better now
#only improvement would be if anjo Also lived here curse grad school!!!!!!#i moved out over a week ago but we just tuened in keys after cleaning day on sunday#and across just those two days bad roommate accused me of faking cleaning a part of something (that was not requested or clear)#tried to turn anjo against me by saying im a liar and manipulator and gaslighter (which. listen the last one i could say the fuckin same)#(which is also so funny bc anjo and i are so close. became codependent in a heart beat. why tf would u think anjo is gonna be on ur side)#then at the walkthru pointed out things that were damaged (which they are Alsonin on that security deposit what are u doing)#and the texted again accusing me of shit with a stupid fucking infographic on weaponized incompetance#thankfully like all of these i had my friends with me bc when infirst got there for cleaning i uhhhh had a panic attack lol#so i had good support thru everything and now never have to deal w them#its just. been So much lmao. and its so fucking nice how calm and smooth things have been#like i had that sort of shit. i in general am good at communicating and avoid shitty drama like this person#so its been So exhausting. but im done now thank god#and the new place is so much better and nicer and i love the friends im living w and Yeah :')
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A forest fae in bloom 🌹🌸🌿🖤
#i did my hair#by myself#im fuckin exhausted but 🫣🤭😍#im so happy how it came out#jinx is feeling nice#jinx selfies#jinx being silly#face reveal#again
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Went to an event called Queer Awakenings which was a panel discussing the films that made people feel seen and was the realisation that they were queer. It opened up to the audience and I got to talk about The Captain and how I related to the way his story was about self acceptance and feeling comfortable in your own skin. I genuinely did not fully understand the concept of a Comfort Character til I saw Cap.
We're very different in many ways but the thing that resonated with me the most was the fact he never explicitly Comes Out™. That's not the point of his story. Everyone can clearly see he's a gay man. It's the fact that the Captain learns that it's okay to be gay. He learns that he doesn't have to hide that part of himself (anymore).
We both have being a gay man in common. But that's not what stuck with me personally. I've never liked the idea of sitting down and "having a talk" and coming out (specifically as trans). It just sounds excruciating and Cring™ and "why should I have to explain myself" blah blah blah. I remember when I finally came out to my parents and told them my name I somehow felt stupid for choosing it. AAAAAAA.
ANYWAYS, even before I had the words for Trans I knew something was up. But when I finally discovered the word I immediately went "no that's not me. I just find having a chest annoying that's all" (which some cis AFAB people might and fair enough but that wasn't the case for me). It took me YEARS to accept that I was in fact trans like how it took the Captain YEARS to accept the fact he was gay.
It's that slow realisation that it's okay to be who you are. Deep down we both knew what was always there. But being able to tell ourselves that it's okay and safe and all that shit was the tough part. And seeing the Captain have that same struggle (in a different but still queer way) was absolutely groundbreaking for me. A lotta the queer stories I'd seen up until that point were focused on Coming Out™ and people being unaccepting. Ghosts was probably the first time I'd seen someone struggle with Accepting Themselves.
#bbc ghosts#the captain ghosts#six idiots#ben willbond#queer media#very fucking personal#thank you for coming to my ted talk#also I'd like to clarify#this is about the queer media that focuses on queer struggles#which isn't the case in Ghosts#but it is one of the overarching storylines#it's 12:41am and im absolutely exhausted so if that makes sense to no one else but me then uhhh#lmao fuckin L to you#smth smth mortifying ordeal of being known#JUST HIT POST#i dont have to but also i just wanna get this out there#show my appreciation for this character and the story we got
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i dont got a gaurdian angel or devil on my shoulder but i do imagine grandad (robert freeman) from the boondocks reacting to everything around me
#been like this for like two months now or something#everytime im too exhausted to get up but am like 'i need to get up to eat dinner' i hear grandads voice like#'have sleep for dinner youre getting fat anyway'#that sounds bad it sounds like i have an eating disorder or some shit that is not true. i love to eat im monkey d luffy irl and its not a#joke. me and wiener are fucking beasts we will go 20 minutes without eating and go gawd... im so hungry rn...#but sometime my demon of a bed traps me like quicksand again and im like i need to eat food.. but god sleep feels so good....#i love the have sleep for dinner youre getting fat anyway line okay it makes me laugh so fucking hard riley be starving af#pretty boy flizzy episode 😍😍😍#i think about the allowance line too all the fuckin time#you want an allowance? i ALLOW you to eat my food. i ALLOW you to burn my electricity. i ALLOW you to sleep in my bed!#robert freeman is so deadass i love him especially when he thought riley was gay and heard tom say all the good things about gay people and#and went 'damn thats a lot of good shit... nah still gotta disown him'#LOL#grandad was not rockin wit that gangstalicious manbag
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the desire to tell the people in my life my troubles vs the troubles either Regarding Them or just not being appropriate to bring up. i'm in hell
#and i'm constantly fighting the urge to self isolate which is Exhausting. guys im having a time#mental positivity on hold because i'm stressed as FUCK about tomorrow ughhh#idk man. there's shit going on that's just so hard to deal with. things i've never had to deal with that i have no conceivable idea#of how to deal with#i am going to make it through tomorrow tho#and i'll finish my fuckin. powerpoint. fuuuuck i lowkey forgot ab that lol#once i get my week long break. we'll be so back 💪💥#vent
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guy thats going through hell and back in the present vs guy that went through hell and back in the past except guy 1's issue is "im so tired of protecting people please let me rest" and guy 2's issue was "i hate people so fucking much please let me kill people"
#i was thinking about them really hard while getting started on ch8#not to be overly spoilery or anything but#thinking about how long plasma might've had to suffer knowing that the people who made him betrayed him#vs white who suffers right now because he's the only consistent lifeline to a safe universe#if white goes down#everyone goes down#and plasma's still kind of a shit counseler even if hes a great friend#just#(sitting next to each other but perfectly still to signify that strained connection and shit. and then white flops down as his resolve is s#lowly crumbling and he just rolls over all emotionally exhausted and shit#after years of providing only now he demands#but nobody else really answers him do they now#he indulges one (1) time and the whole universe fuckin crumbles. because fuck this guy#i think im going nuts#i cant wait to write seriously my brain is so scrambled rn
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Made my Fallen London character in the sims because it helps me flesh out a personality and ohhhh this bitch. They deffo murdered their husband on the surface, fled to the Neath and has been Up to No Good ever since.
They're a former Burlesque performer who still puts on private shows for very close friends, many of which are Devils ;3
hasn't sold their soul yet but! Who knows!
Is trying very hard to climb the social ladder for personal gain, CAN fight but much prefers someone else do it for them, and can drink you under a table then get up on it to recite a lovely ballad after
#im glad i started a new account when i decided to start playing again bc its so fun to build this character out#instead of scrambling to remember what i was doing years ago#anyway their name is Thea Coal it is NOT their name from the surface and they loooove fuckin with people#often wears dark shades like the devils do and people honestly have trouble believing they arent one#this bitch CANNOT stop building scandal and nightmares#good chance they haven't slept in multiple days and has been saying some vulgar shit at the singing mandrake#fallen london#will post the edit of their sim tomorrow im exhausted rn#crazee talk#thea coal
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