#im allowed to trauma dump in the tags its my own blog.
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things are so strange over here
#i did some interesting things in my past#so whenever i see like someones blocked me TTOTALY FAIR AND IM NOT TRYING TO GUILTTRIP OR BLOCK EVADE#ITS NOT YOUR PROBLEM ITS MINE HOWEVER THIS IS MY BLOG I CAN POST WHAT I WANT#so when i see someone blocked me i feel panicked#because i immedialtye feel like “the truth has gotten out” or whatever.#and that my whole community and everything is about to crumble down to the ground with silent blockings and call out posts#and i panick about it#i try to check if i know why i got blocked i panic about it#but. ueah#i try my best not to: logically. its most liklely okay.#i guess the other reason is because im. im like. im very bad with blocking people right#earlier when i was. like starting. on social media. often blockng or unfriending people would lead to people#harrassing me to talk to them again#or them telling me that i had no right to stop trying to talk to them#so the decison to block still holds too much weight in it#and i feel like when someone blocks me its befcause they think im scumt of the earth#its not actually true though. i do know this#im allowed to trauma dump in the tags its my own blog.#anyway#um.#vent i guess#i know im vague posting but person if you see this its not. its not. meant to be around you i just felt too much feeling and wanted to figu#e out why
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