Shifty Aches and Maladies collection!

Maybe The Real DFF Finale Is the Friends We Made Along the Way 🥺💖

it's disability pride month! disability is broader than most people think, it can be physical, mental, visible, or invisible. i'm disabled invisibly, and have struggled with shame about that fact for years. both psychiatric illness and neurodivergence have shaped my life, and it's been alienating to feel held back or like i've failed. but the truth is that i am a success, i have survived and thrived to the best of my ability, and i'm proud of what i've accomplished and who i've become.

to my followers who are also disabled, whether it is physical or mental, visible or invisible, i hope you can find pride and solidarity this month in our collective strength and survival in the face of many challenges. i'm proud of you and proud to be in a community with so many kind, creative, and generous people. you are enough. you don't have to do anything other than be yourself, i need you to know you're so worthy of love and praise exactly as you are.

happy pride <3

Twice now, I've had people refer to Charles' gloves on the Dethkomic 2 cover as "slutty" or "kinky" and I want y'all to know I'm here for it.

okay to be real for a sec. the stargate atlantis community has been very sweet and kind ever since i started rewatching the show. like. you guys genuinely seem happy. i love all your posts and all your gifs. i wish more fandoms were like this, things would be a safer/healthier place for a lot of people looking to be involved. just makes me emotional

thank you to all who is patient with me

IMMORAL DEMONS.

WE ARE...UNDEAD! 🦇🦇🦇

HI LIFE UPDATE BELOW

Ed mention, discussion of mental health, brambles

Hey I realized I didn't tell like? Anyone? What's going on with me??

Life has been one big fuck you after another. My estranged Grandmother passed away in November, my oldest childhood friend also passed, my cat and dog both almost died for entirely different reasons but on the same day, got sick (not COVID) multiple times, I nearly was dropped by my school over THEIR clerical error, and this isn't even counting the stress of managing my relationship with my dad while he's in the middle of a war. You could say my overall my mental health really took a nose dive. I'm so tired and depressed that I haven't been able to even keep up with like the smallest of wrestling stuff, or any of my writing goals.

HOWEVER-

Today was my first day in an intensive outpatient program to treat my ED. I've wanted treatment for a long time, and really been raw dogging it. A recent, and severe relapse caused me to realize I can't do this on my own anymore. I'm sick of lying to myself that I can manage on my own, and also I miss cooking. I miss cooking so so so fucking much. I want a healthy relationship with food, my body, and am tired of being robbed of joyful movement from past trauma.

I'm probably not going to have as much energy to reply or interact as much, but please know I'm going to do my best to maintain my friendships. My world just needs to be a little smaller to deal with my shit rn. Please feel free to send memes posts etc, I just might not respond💖

Sitting like a good boy, eagerly waiting for your next writing post

THANK YOU!! i did start something yesterday! which is stars emoji progress.

So many people I message on here have kakashi icons and one day I fear I will jump scare the wrong one of you with the rancid memes send people lmao

Sorry kakashi icons

people in the notes of my drawing are so lovely, as usual 🥹❤️ I adore you all for noticing details that I assumed would get lost, for being kind, for reblogging or thanking me. If it wasn't for people like you I would have probably given up posting entirely. please know how much it means to me to receive support from you 🙏💕

@mercurygray's newest chapter, @noneedtoamputate's post about powering through, and @floydmtalbert's encouragements inspired me to Just Do It and now Chapter Five has words!!

it's not a how 2005 fic or update, but please give my house of 1000 corpses fic a read!

OKAY, today i'm gonna do stuff. i'm gonna get @wrstson officially up & running & then i'm gonna work on an official carrd for cupid & do stuff here. i think i'll likely work on some drafts or inbox stuff because i'm struggling heavily with starters, i just wanted to say ty to you guys again for being patient.

PSA - RPing attitude wit MIAing

((PSSSSST, a PSA about “missing in action” from your local goblin vendor of dreams.

Never feel like you owe me shit, alright? If you can’t reply to threads, don’t do it =w= If you can’t reach out, I’ll poke you until you are comfy enough. We can vibe being shy wallflowers and not-confident-feeling together.

I appreciate your face, cutie, now go and be cool with your existence~

And most importantly. If chronical pain, depression, anything wearing you down makes you want to not write or RP or simply makes you unable to, consider yourself instantly excused. You are awesome and you know best what you can and can’t do. Be kind(er) to yourself! PSA over~<3))

So many of you reached out yesterday and I just want to take a second and say thank you. I wasn't expecting it and was truly touched by the kind words and messages, both public and private.

It did so much to lift the shadow that had settled over my heart.

How lucky I am to be a small part of this fandom. 💜