#idk im just. scared as fuck rn im supposed to leave town tomorrow and i cant develop a skin disease rn
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i love when it's 12:30am and my neck itches and at first im like ugh dry skin and then i remember im on the Drug That Causes A Rash That Kills You and now im terrified
#its just itchiness and i think some pinkness but that might be from scratching/rubbing lotion in#so i dont think it counts as a rash? bc its not red or raised#and also ive been noticing this on and off for the past few days#plus i do consistently have dry skin problems and a genetic predisposition for psoriasis#but also i probably need to tell my psychiatrist about this anyway and then shell take me off my meds#and then i have to start over with smth new but ig that is much less bad than my skin falling off#idk im scared and the only thing i could possibly do rn is go to the er bc thats all thats open#and that really doesnt seem worth the time and cost for smth thats probably not severe#idk im just. scared as fuck rn im supposed to leave town tomorrow and i cant develop a skin disease rn#and i cant stop my mood stabilizers right before an incredibly stressful trip#im just gonna go to sleep and if its not gone in the morning ill call my psychiatrist#although shes not really reachable most days so idk if ill even be able to speak to her#ugh i hate this why can't anything just be easy and work out in my favor
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π² raelynn && roman
WHEN: january 24-26thΒ
DESCRIPTION:Β just best friends talking and being obsessed with each other. rae confides in him about her ex drama.
TRIGGER WARNINGS:Β drug mention, probably sex mention.
@romanbeckettβ
Roman
Hi love of my life. I miss your face. Howβs it going??
raelynn
my baby
god, i miss you too. i'm doing okay, how're you tonight?
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itβs been an off day, not even gonna lie lol super sore and tired. I just wanna be back to normal already
raelynn
oh no
how's your scar healing up? the boys are taking care of you right??
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itβs okay I guess bleh lol and not tonight. Iβm all alone
raelynn
Where's Q? Is Aaron working?
Well I guess I should know that since I'm literally at work. Lmao.
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Q is working on music. Aaron has des tonight
raelynn
ugh. i wanna lay with you and kiss ur face.
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are you busyyy? I can burn us some cookies
raelynn
i'm working but I'd love to see you after if you're still up.
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of yeah you just said youβre at work lmao fucking weed
yes please come by when youβre done
raelynn
LMAO I KNOW THE FEELING
absolutely, i'm yours.
u know niamh was trying to figure out who rue's date was and she was like "is it you" bc i mentioned that I have a dick appt with him tomorrow night.
and i was like. dude, no, for like, a thousand reasons. like, why would that ever be me???
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oh god, Iβm so out of the loop with gossip lately, itβs sad. I didnβt even know he had a date lol
raelynn
it's apparently some big secret but he's having people help him dress up and asking about flowers and candy and niamh is like "bitch is it you" and i'm like. LMAO.
like is there anything about me that says flowers and candy
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Hahahahahhahahahahaha HAHAHA
that really made me laugh too hard.
raelynn
like, i'm not the flowers girl, i'm the sneak out in the night girl, the middle of the afternoon girl, all those things, but flowers girl???? sdkfdskksd
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Iβm 100p a flowers girl
raelynn
YOU ARE AND YOU'RE WORTH IT MY BABY
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my parents are coming in to town this week. Gotta tell them I have two boyfriends haaaa. Pray for me
raelynn.
I feel like that should be the least shocking thing about you??? In a good way.
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yeah, I definitely keep them on their toes
raelynn
tell ur boyfriend that if he wants me to continue wearing body glitter he's going to have to pay me extra
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omg but I love body glitter fyi
raelynn
I did an onlyfans video with Lilah earlier and I'm like 80% sure that I left glitter on her sheets. Like I'm a fucking unicorn.
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that makes me so happy I canβt even lie
I too wanna leave glitter everywhere
man I need to do only fans
raelynn
i would a thousand percent subscribe
both bc i'm a perv and also bc i'm a very supportive best friend.
we could get naked and do a body glitter photoshoot
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and I love this about you
that sounds like a dream?? Wow
raelynn
would love nothing more than to apply body glitter to ur glorious tiddies.
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my tillies would appreciate it
Hahahaa it hurts to laughhhh
raelynn
SORRY SORRY I'M GOING TO BE VERY SERIOUS NOW
clears throat Um. The National Debt.
it is my understanding that there is. National Debt.
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hahahah I love you
raelynn
Blah blah, topics. Blah blah, smart people jargon, blah blah
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god itβs so boring isnβt it
would so much rather talk about titties
raelynn
God same.
Like how yours are somehow bigger than mine.
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I know, I need some sort of support at this point I think
raelynn
we could get you fitted for bras somewhere maybe that'd be fun
it'd look actually so hot
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well I already wear lingerie in the bedroom. Might as well.
raelynn
you will be the absolute death of me, you're simply too gorgeous and too sweet to exist.
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stahhpppp youβre making me blushhhh. Right back atcha my babe
raelynn
is there anything you want me to bring you when i'm done here?
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just yourself. Iβve got good ass weed
raelynn
and for the millionth time, i realized, you are my soul mate.
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youβre mine, lovie.
raelynn
i wish i could've had appendix surgery instead of you
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noooo donβt be silly lol Iβm okay darling.
raelynn.
no i hate that you were in pain even for like a second i hate it so much!!
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stop it, I love you. You cutie. Oh god okay Iβm gonna make us cookies.
raelynn
Dont burn the house down my beautiful twin flame
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I always get cookie dough thinking Iβll do better next time. I still have that unearned confidence
raelynn.
Thats bc im always building you up and rightfully so
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yes you do and I live for it. I also really love fresh cookies right out of the oven, I just want to make that happen
raelynn
I believe in you my little tropical starfish
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raelynn
literally you
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hehehehe βοΈ
raelynn
i don't think anybody's ever gonna love me more than you
and i think. i think maybe that's okay?
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thatβs not true. Youβre gonna find someone who is gonna blow you away
raelynn
yeah but even if i did, would I even be able to love them without being scared of them?
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yeah, I think so. Iβve had to overcome a lot of walls and fears myself that I never thought I could. The right person makes it easier.
raelynn
idk there are a lot of people i could've loved if i hadn't been so....this lmao
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I think itβll just take some time!
raelynn
you have so much faith in me.
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of course I do. I think you can do anything.
raelynn
i'm not really sure.
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you donβt have to be cause I ammmmm
raelynn
and you're the smartest person in the world
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in the whole world?? Damn. Iβm not near as rich as I should be then.
raelynn
how about I stay over with you tonight and we get some breakfast in the morning? I did really good on tips tonight.
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okay!! Iβd love that
raelynn
good 'cause i don't get to spend nearly as much time with you as i wanna
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I knowwww. We havenβt had a sleepover in so long
raelynn
you can cuddle up to me and i'll feed you cookies and kiss your hair
revolutionary. better than therapy.
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Yes!!!!
raelynn
loml
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I finished the cookies baby and I didnβt burn them to a crisp
raelynn
you fucking legend
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Iβm pretty damn proud of myself not gonna lieeeee
[...]
raelynn
extremely sad that i couldn't stay at breakfast with you all day
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same
now Iβm bored
raelynn
i swear after i left you my day went down the tubes.
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oh no Iβm sorry
who do I need to fight
raelynn
well carson is back.
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oh god, tell me more
raelynn
idk why he's back but wes gave him my number bc i guess when i told him to lose it he took it to heart which like good i wanted him to
but anyway i screamed at him in the chat
everyone called me a hypocrite bc i told ivy to stop being a bitch in the chat awhile back. which tbh i didn't remember even doing, i just be saying shit.
like alex opened his fuckin mouth and i'm like what dog do you have in this fight
oh and DELILAH is moving in with carson bc he's "like her brother!!!" never mind the fact that he cheated on me bc i guess friendship doesn't mean much anymore
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wow thatβs...messy. Wtf lilah though seriously
raelynn.
So then Carson texts me bc wes gave him my number and that felt like being??? Pushed back in time against my will
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thatβs not cool
raelynn
So yeah a lot of crying today
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*chick with knife emoji*
me rn
raelynn
Cute but lethal
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*img attachment*Β
and not at all high...
raelynn.
you're so hot jesus christ.
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I love you.
raelynn.
love u more than life itself
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*img attachment of a keychain that says PUSSY WAGON*Β
this was recommended to me on Instagram and now I want it.
raelynn
LET'S GET THEM MATCHING.
EVEN THOUGH I DON'T HAVE A CAR
AND THEREFORE NO KEYS FOR SAID CAR
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it would be perfect for my Volkswagen
raelynn.
omg and with me in it...it really WOULD be a pussy wagon......
big brain
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hahahahah
raelynn
we should road trip soon
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I would love that so much honestly
raelynn
where should we go?
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Disney world!!
raelynn
will u propose to me there
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wouldnβt that be romantic as heck
raelynn.
THE most romantic and also we'd maybe get free dessert
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I never turn down anything free.
raelynn
me neither. not the taylor family way
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hahaha I love you.
raelynn.
we'll start planning a summer trip, just us.
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yay yay yay yay!
raelynn.
i'm gonna wear a tiara the whole time.
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with Mickey ears?
raelynn.BOT01/25/2021
of course, i'm not a monster.
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hahahaa
[...]
raelynn
I hate dudes.
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theyβre a mess arenβt they lol
raelynn
Had a temporary lapse in sanity and agreed to meet Carson for coffee lol and he canceled like 15 mins before we were supposed to meet for a probably fake meeting lmao its so typical but I fell for it
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babe Iβm so sorry
raelynn
Like im just so tired
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how can I make it better
raelynn.
I don't know honestly and I wish I did.
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I love you.
raelynn
I love you.
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youβre my baby
raelynn
you're MY baby
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