03:07 AM: listening to cold/mess and realizing, how much sae loves body contact… yes he’s not big on pda.. he hates holding hands… its clamping and sweaty. But he loves to sleep to naked with you… atleast shirtless for sure, the both of you. he loves the feeling of you falling asleep with your back pressed against his chest… arms tightly wrapped and intertwinedwith your hands… and sometime when you turn around in your slumber to face him. He surely forgit to breathe there for the second. He caresses those cheeks, gently tucking your behind. pulling you towards him… kissing your forehead.. sae loves to kiss your temples and forehead… its his comfort space… you’re his comfort… he is unsure as to why you’d choose him… he doesn’t give alot… but when you unconsciously snuggle into his chest holding onto his arm… he realizes how deep he is in with you… your soft mumbles snaps him out. “I am bad at this.. fuck.. worse… but you get it dont you…” he whispers in before embracing you for the night.

you hear him whisper an i love you, but you dont say it back out loud… you’re too sleepy… and moreover its his moment… you let him have it snuggling in a little more, rubbing your nose on his chest. it makes him smile.