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sir-sunny · 2 years

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Dkks no jaj i have this thing that won't leave me and i just NEED TO SHARE IT

Also, PLEASE ADD ON I'LL ABSOLUTELY LOVE THAT

Okay, i personally think that even in pre-game hajime and nagito never intended to hurt each or be actually mean (well maybe at first but it didn't last long) , They unconsciously make sure not to make the other too upset

The worst thing that has happened between them is when hajime made mildly violent gestures with his hands at nagito

Now, the reserve course's exams are a nightmare and when they happen the department falls into chaos, it's bad. and i mean "student body has to mentally prepare and starve themselves of sleep at least a month in advance" kind of bad

this takes a huge toll on hajime who is just so sleep deprived he's almost falling on his ass because he just wants SO sleep so bad. Not only that but he feels stupid for not being able to remember the 70+ questions of his exams, he is not having a good time :(

Meanwhile nagito has gone to fetch hajime after he ghosted everyone in 77-b for two weeks and they weren't able to find him in campus, In fact, he's planning to give hinata-kun a piece of his mind for overstepping his boundaries with the ultimates and NOT because he made nagito worried sick! Nagito is not worried!!!

He stops feeling this way when hajime passes by swinging from side to side and looking horrible and oh god he's falling

nagito grabs him before he falls over and they just stare. At each other. For like a whole minute

To alleviate the tension nagito decides (oh no) to be condescending again (a lot less harsh tho) to shift the attention y'know

This was the wrong move because when nagito stops talking, it's all too much hajime finally falls over and just. Starts bawling his eyes out im talking about the most ghibli-esque thick as fuck tears full blown sobbing and screaming

It's literally so embarrassing for hajime but he can't stop. To cope, he just starts cursing nagito out in hopes that he just leaves hajime alone and forgets this ever happened

Nagito can not even understand what hajime is saying but he's like "wow i'm the worst person to ever exist" bc now he's crossed the line now, he's made hajime cry and he's the worst

In an attempt to comfort hajime, nagito decides to awkwardly hug him and pat his back. since hajime's dignity is dead he enthusiastically (and still crying) returns the hug and sobs into nagito's uniform, it's just so awkward all around

mmmgmgmhmmgh crying, suffering hajime,,, my weakness,,m

k first of all, hpa for sure made the reserve course students MISERABLE. hajime in particular was going through hell cuz he's very much a perfectionist. he wants so badly to belong at hopes peak and he wants to make something of himself, so he pushes himself extremely hard. he wants to get perfect grades and he wants to go above and beyond so maybe the higher ups will regard him with even the smallest bit of respect (they dont) . he wants to feel like he belongs. so he disregards any form of self care in favor of excelling at everything.

he doesnt want to say it or show it but he feels horrible constantly. mentally, physically, and emotionally. he has terrible headaches, his whole body is in pain, he's utterly exhausted, he's painfully stressed and overwhelmed, he's just on the brink of losing his composure altogether

nagito's sarcastic remark just came at the wrong time and managed to hit the very specific nerve that would break hajime

and HOOO boy does hajime break,, his body can hardly even support himself. at first, he's lashing out at nagito but the stream of consciousness just keeps going and he starts to belittle and curse himself for not being good enough

and hhhh nagtio. is dumbfounded to say the least. he proabably stands there for a good minute just watching hajime spiral, unsure if hajime would rather nagito leave or... do something.. should he comfort him??? uummhhhhh,,

and nagito is half expecting hajime to punch him in the gut when he offers a very stiff and awkward hug. he was most certainly NOT expecting hajime to throw himself onto nagito and hold onto him for dear life

and just asjkdhfjh when it's all said and done, hajime probably quietly apologized and even more quietly thanks him and run away

#nagito has no idea what to tell the rest of the class #he probably makes some offhanded remark like #i went to go find him but i couldnt bear to step foot on that repulsive campus so i retreated #he decides to keep that interaction between the two of them #asks #macoisinanartica #dr #sdr2 #komahina #sunny speaks

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