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munsontm · 2 years

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[ MUSIC ] for our muses to sing / play instruments together (eddie teaching max how to play guitar send tweet)

It was the first time in a long time that he'd felt a sense of normalcy. More often than not, his life felt like a garbage bag in the wind, aimless, pointless, and devoid of any life at all. He tried to fill the void with drugs and alcohol, occasionally sex when the offer arose. Sometimes those things helped; other times, they made him feel a whole lot worse. Pathetic was the main word that came to mind, though useless wasn't far behind that. Just like every other member of the Munson clan---Wayne aside.

The one thing in his life that helped him live was music. Even on the darkest kinds of days when he felt at the brink of oblivion, a good tune could always call him back from the precipice, soothe his soul, and remind him that some things in life and in the world were good, even if it was sounds compiled together with words, beats and instruments. And when Eddie played, with Betty slung across his chest, killing it like an Olympian god. It made him come back to life and rise from the dead.

But it had never occurred to Eddie to share his musical ability with someone else before. Not until she hurtled into his life like a living firestorm with a sarcastic lip and an icy glare. As a kid, he'd have liked to have a younger sibling, someone to look after and love, to fill the void in his heart devoid of such emotions from years of neglect. Well, now he was approaching twenty and had Max Mayfield where the void once existed.

They were sat together on the old sofa outside the Munson trailer, a beer at his side, soda at hers. He'd spent the last ten minutes trying to tune the guitar Max had presented him. But it was an old beaten-up thing that she probably got on the cheap. No one in the trailer park owned anything remotely fancy, after all. He figured after a bit that it was as perfect as it was ever gonna be, which meant not ideal in the slightest. "It's cool. I've probably got some replacement strings about here somewhere I can dig out later. We're good for now." Grinning, Eddie stood and crouched in front of the kid. He slid the strap around her, adjusting it to her slighter frame. "Bitchin!" he said, imitating their mutual psychic friend. "Now you're ready to rock out with your---nevermind. We're gonna rock it, Mad Max."

As he sat back down, he started to get that feeling. "Black Sabbath's Iron Man is pretty piss easy to learn. Smart girl like you will be smashing it before you know it." He felt alive, almost happy even, and it showed in the dimples of his smile.

"Oh yeah, got this for ya!" Eddie suddenly produced a marbled lilac-coloured plectrum from his jeans pocket and placed it in her hand. "Hope you like it." Nerves prickled at him just for a moment. What if she didn't like it? Before settling on that one, he'd stared at the variety for what felt like hours. Eddie laughed the anxiety away, silently praying he'd done well. "Uhh...anyway, yeah. We're gonna start with an E chord. Then we'll go into the main riff B5, D5, E5, G5, D5, E5. Can you remember that?" He knew she could. Max was far more impressive at her age than he'd ever been.

It took a couple of practice runs for them to surpass the intro and main riff and then the first verse. But she'd destroyed it as expected, far quicker than his expectations. "Shit! You're killing it, Maximus." With an animated tone, he clapped her over the back and swung for a high-five. "Those boys are not gonna know what hit em' once we're done." Jamming out with Max under the sunset sky, it was a good day. One where he didn't feel pathetic or useless. Hell, he even felt his actions made a difference in some other unfortunate soul's life. Wasn't that a first? Making that firestorm smile, her icy glare melted into awe and wonder at her blossoming skill. It would be a moment he never forgot. Now Max knew the power of music too. He hoped it took her through the dark too.

@shezoomer

#shezoomer #𝚍𝚢𝚗. 𝚎𝚍𝚍𝚒𝚎 & 𝚖𝚊𝚡. ( 𝚜𝚑𝚎𝚣𝚘𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚛 )#I'M not o k a y #i'm nottttttttttttt #v. volume 4.

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lunaetis · 10 months

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@tenkoseiensei asked :

three rejections is more hands than i have to make big Ls with

unprompted. || always accepting

─「エデン」─ " it shows my genuine interest in him, shut up. "

#tenkoseiensei #.answered #.crack #.[ eden | trailblazer ]#[ HJLKHJHJKHLK YQ I S2G #SHE REALLY IS GONNA LEAVE YOU FROZEN ON BELOBOG FOR THE WHOLE DAY FOR THIS #DO NOTTTTTTTTTTTTT HJLKJHKHJLK #I'M LAUGHING SO HARD HALP #THIRD TIME IS A CHARM THEY SAY ]

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sh1-n0bu · 3 months

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is gay and bi different? 🤔🤔 either way IDFK but he's bi🥰 no we were not in a relationship yet. but... (we did make out in a bar once and we werent drunk so🤭) (sorry if this makes u uncomfy nobu!!) i'm nottttttttttttt sure if its considered but id say yes!! if u want after u reply to this ill make him reply instead?

yes pookie, gay and bi are different. and there is no need to bring over ur soon to be bf dear, no need

buuutttt i would have to say have a talk abt it. like,,,, sit down and have a discussion in somewhere private abt what ur current relationship is, if u two are willing to step into romantic relationship together and all the jazz. would not recommend doing it after 9pm bc i read from somewhere that we humans tend to get extremely emotional after 9pm due to some biology science things

#nobu.nobu.chat #rooting for u anon!#go get ur soon to be bf!!!

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laundrytalks · 7 months

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Hey pls don't insult me like that woman =( =(

I'm nottttttttttttt

I'm just saying I understandddddddddd

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jessieyeomans101 · 6 months

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I am sadly announcing that I am quitting my business. I have decided I'm not cut out for network marketing. I'm proving all my haters right by quitting and know I won't be successful in this. I can't do it any longer and I'd rather live the rest of my life struggling financially....😭

NOTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!

😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳😳

What would you do if I posted a status like this, but was actually serious??!!?

Support each other and encourage one another ... network marketing is something that is going to keep on growing and becoming more popular in the future 😳Now imagine how it must feel when you see someone you know doing so AWESOME in their business, and they just quit. You may not be promoting as quickly as you'd like to be, but you most DEFINITELY won't get anywhere by quitting your business.

Whatever business you're in, give it your all!

Ignore the haters, the rude people, the negative people, etc... you keep chasing after your dreams! You are the only person who can change your life AND you're the one paying your bills! No one else is, so who cares what other people say/think about you?!!!

Stop playing games with your own mind and MAKE YOUR DREAMS COME TRUE!

You determine your own success and happiness!

#repost. Made me LOL

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