IS IT JUST ME OR ARE THE PAPERS THEIR NAMES ARE WRITTEN ON THE SAME COLOR AS THEIR INDIVIDUAL AURA COLORS

well i'm so overwhelmed i just burst into tears ✌️

guess i'm not getting anything else done today. i have Reached My Limit.

holding out for an early hs2 update this weekend

imagine... loni kissing yone's mask...

NO BUT LISTEN....... yone being shocked at first because nobody has ever had the guts to get close to him, much less kiss any part of his face.

he's straight up just dumbfounded.

left utterly wordless.

standing there for a good few solid minutes before it finally registers what she's done and he's blushing because hey now wait a second, he's a dead man and dead men don't get the pleasure of soft things like kisses or hugs or anything even remotely affectionate

but here she is going right up to him and planting her pretty little lips on the part of him that he hates the most and he's in utter shock she isn't disgusted by the mask permanently glued to his face. it's the beast that lives inside him, the horrible, wretched thing that's attached itself to his soul and it's ugly and violent and he wants so badly to get rid of it but it persists no matter how hard he tries

and she's kissing the ugliest part of him?

does she want him to fall in love with her???? she's on a fast track to it if she keeps that up

sat around, wanting to draw so i pulled myself together and picked up my ipad only to have the process feel like chewing glass

NO COSPLAY SITE HAS ALL THREE: - PLUS SIZE OPTIONS THAT FIT TO A 120CM BUST - GOOD OR AT LEAST DECENT QUALITY - NOT ON BREAK RIGHT NOW

I love Trigun. I love being into Trigun again. Yes Vash is supposed to look like an IT professional in full cosplay. This was always the plan.

anyone else feeling the reccourent fear that you're slowly drifing out of touch with reality, and that your perception/feelings/opinions/behaviors are becoming ungrounded by the context/state of the world around you, but you have no idea why or how, or how you'd even know if it were true or not?

Is anyone else experiencing that existential dread of creeping madness???

I am begging yall to learn the difference between queerbaiting and queer subtext TT_TT

holy FUCK the Dread

time for one of my regular periods of despair that george donaldson's albums are so hard to find online.

Happy fucking June huh

why did it take a h.dm shitpost video for me to realize that after serafina gave lee the cloud pine he quietly says "thank you ma'am" BITCH WHAT THE FUCK

nobody asked but here's some thoughts about how ritsuka feels about kadoc bc this is a dynamic i think about a lot

first: it is crucial to establish that, above all else, she thinks of him very positively, and preeeetty much always has. yeah, even back in the russian lostbelt, she thought he didn't seem like too bad of a person, and now she knows for sure that he's got a good heart. she also looks up to him, to a degree--he may not be anything special to mages, but to ritsuka, his skills are something to aspire to (if anything, he makes a better role model in this regard than any other mage she knows, except probably waver--this is a level that might actually be attainable for her). and she wants to be his friend! in fact, post-olympus, she does think of him as a friend, though it's of course not up to me to say whether the feeling is mutual.

but! it's not all sunshine and roses. i like to say ritsuka and kadoc feed each other's inferiority complexes because, well, they kinda do. on her end, this comes in two forms: guilt and fear of replacement.

the fear of replacement part we saw pretty well illustrated in the garden of lost will, so i'm not gonna elaborate on that much more. besides, it mostly goes away when they start working side-by-side. but guilt?

remember that dressing-down kadoc gave ritsuka back in yaga russia? because she sure does. constantly. she doesn't resent him for it, oh no--why would she? everything he said there was the objective truth. she did steal team a's shot at glory, she is unqualified and unskilled, and that did (and still does) lead to an awful lot of avoidable casualties. so no, she doesn't hold it against him, that he said things she knows are true to her. but she can't forget what he said, either.

and yet, she still likes him. still admires him. still wants to be his friend. because that's just like her, isn't it? as long as she can see some amount of good in a person, she's willing to forgive or look past an awful lot. positive to a fault, this one. i don't think it's a bad thing, in this case, but i do think they would benefit a lot from clearing the air around their insecurities regarding each other.

tfw you spend half a day making ungodly weird art and then realizing you can’t show it to anyone