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notbroadwaybound · 16 days

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my brain feels like it might make me do something really really dumb. fighting hard. (not in a self harm way but in a very bad for mental health / boundaries I have set up type way)

#need to find stuff to distract me #I think if I can last until bedtime without doing it #i'll be fine by morning #personal #come on drew #you can do this #and by do this I mean not do the dumb thing

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deoidesign · 1 month

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FUCK-

#yknow the best thing about unlocking the part of my brain that lets me self reblog things #I can post at 1 am #and it's like.. fine #like it doesnt matter...#cause I'll make you see it again in the morning #I did a full drawing of this one but I think it looks better cropped #gets the energy in there properly #I can post the full one later but I think I like this more! like the full one is fine it's just less dynamic #steve #time and time again #webtoon #ttawebcomic

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ratcandy · 2 months

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3 straight hours of drawing and editing through a horrid migraine for a whole THIRTY SECONDS of self-indulgence beyond your wildest dreams. we call this being extremely normal

song is Bernadette by IAMX

#this is for NO ONE but MYSELF!!!! THIS IS FOR ME!!!!!!!!!!!#'clam is this still that moth guy from the cult game' YES IT IS.#YOU WILL JUST HAVE TO TRUST ME ON THAT.#the context ? FUCK you/j /j /j /j #the context will be out whenever this damn fic will be finished. which if I keep getting distracted to do shit like this instead.#well who knows when that will be #i am scheduling this post to go up in the morning but let it be known i finished making it at 3am. and i'm typing this post at 3am.#i'm normal ? yeah. incredibly #clamart #cotl monch #cult of the lamb #yeah sure fuck it I'll put the tags on here even if it'll be severely out of context #i'll be one of 10 whole things in the monch tag it's fine #monch

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handweavers · 21 days

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have been dyeing and spinning for long enough now that as i'm sorting through my stash i keep finding bits of unlabelled wool that i am 100% certain i dyed myself but i have no memory of doing so and i have to go back through my old dye notebooks to figure out what breed of fleece it is

#opens a box full of dyed fleece i totally forgot about and it feels like christmas morning #unfortunately past me dyed stuff magenta/pink all the time for no reason and thats not a colour i actually use much #so ill have to overdye and/or blend a lot of this with other fibre to get colours i'll use but its fine #i didnt even use that colour much 4-5 yrs ago either i think it was just easy to achieve w what i had

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pinksilvace · 2 months

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Some eternally unfinished painting practice with a sketch from a few weeks back that accidentally turned into a fabric study

#my art #fernart #this one goes out to varja for reminding me how much I missed drawing that old man #this was fun. it's been a while since I've tried painting with this particular process #don't think I'll be maintagging this one. however:#philip wittebane #I've been staring at this for too long. hopefully the colors still look okay in the morning lol #FABRIC STUDY I say as if there was any reference used. oh my dear brain don't fail me now #yes stuff disappears yes some lighting is off it's fine it's whatever #know that in my heart of hearts if I ever finished this he'd be much wrinklier

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self-indulgent-paw-patrol · 2 months

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I may or may not have waited for the perfect time to play this one

And no I'm not going to sleep

#Not sleeping for personal reasons #Don't worry I'm fine I'll just compensate in the morning #Paw Patrol #Marshall #Zuma #Paw Patrol Marshall #Paw Patrol Zuma #Incorrect Quotes #Paw Patrol Incorrect Quotes #Paw Patrol Roleplay #Paw Patrol RP #Silly Pup-Pads

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liquidstar · 6 months

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Oh fuck tomorrow I'm going to be a little birthday boy I keep almost forgetting

#it's probably bc i dont have specific plans im just playing it by ear based on how the newborn will be #(the amount of time I'll be needed w the other kids basically depends on how much sleep the parents got the night before lol)#so i dont wanna be out too late... ahh i miss the club bro i wanna go #i love kids just to be clear which is why i do this but i also think I've gotten any child rearing out of my system #so i dont want my own. in a way it's freeing bc my future will just be for me and i won't have to worry about this stuff long term lol #ah but if I'm free on the 4th theres also something else i wanna do so maybe i shouldn't get drunk anyway #maybe just wait for the next free day 🤷‍♂️ we'll see #I've been highover BAD though shit lasted until like 8pm the next day. and i had to take the day off w the kids #luckily there happened to be other family there that took over but dude it sucked. i remember trying to help them in the morning like #ok sorry 4 year old trying to find pants i have to lay down in your bed you can do it by yourself i believe in you #so. taking the day off was a good call for their sakes too lol #he was fine just to be clear he could've done it on his own either way. i was just unhelpful 😅 i promise im usually way more attentive

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bulletsxlattes · 3 months

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I've had some jaytim on the mind lately, but nothing concrete comes to mind. I wouldn't mind taking some requests and seeing what i can get done in the next few days. So please feel free to get in my asks. :) I can't promise i'll do everything, but i'll see what i can do. If I dont do yours, i'll save the ask cause maybe it might inspire me later.

#jaytim #i'll check this and my ask box in the morning. i'll be busy most of tomorrow but i will think about it while im on the road.#it'll all be sketches btw #if i get similar requests i'll combine them.#if i get nothing thats fine too i have a lot of things to do but i just kinda have a craving for jaytim i cant really shake off so i gotta #find a way to release or whatever the word should be.

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notasapleasure · 3 months

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I guess some days you're just fated to stand in a field for two hours watching a tractor sink into the mud. Never thought it would be my field, mind.

#i just wanted some sand to line my pond!#instead i lost my afernoon to....tractors.#had to beg the farmer across the way for help again.#at least the bloke who got stuck was from the same tiny village as my parents lololol #and the morning started with the builder being like 'soz my dog's better but i had a wee heart attack so can't come this week'#ok. fine. it's just like that. nothing in this house is simple.#one day i'll move in and i'll never know peace because it won't feel real.#adventures in home ownership take 2

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auncyen · 5 months

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Me: ok the game is suggesting I do a full run with that setup and that's fine that's GREAT but I need to sleep so I want to get to the next save point quickly That First Sadness: *Exists* Siffrin: (Attack.) Me: OH YEAH GREAT LET'S SKIP THE DIALOGUE COMPLETELY-- That Scene: *Happens* Me: ...DID I SCREW THE RUN UP ALREADY? DID I SCREW THE RUN UP? DID I--

#in stars and time #in stars and time spoilers #isat act 3 spoilers #ok that being a recommended tag makes me wonder how many curveballs are up ahead lololol #for the record I THINK. the run is fine #but it definitely gave me a start lol #I'll find out for sure in the morning #also gdit I always remember WAY TOO LATE that recording 30sec clips is an option #I should have gotten more of that scene #...did get the last expression tho :D

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yorshie · 5 months

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Pea Brained Bounce House time. Was thinking about the earlier Mikey bit. Then I started thinking about Warm Coded. And then:

Raph’s got like. This thing, when you’re working out with him. He uses the cover of coaching you to stare.

It’s not until he’s got you doing chairs against the concrete wall, and you look up in pleading askance on how much longer you’ve gotta hold the position, that you finally catch the way his attention is trained on the swell of your stomach. The uncanny focus of his gaze on your thighs as the muscles start to tremble and seize up.

Raph likes to stare.

#……. hm. is this gonna be a blood orange fic?#are they gonna converge?#looks at the blurple fic I’m already planning. fuck. this might be a blood orange fic #but how would that even work?#Mikey is so much harder to set a boundary with than Leo and Donnie #and what about my head canon of Mikey sneaking into Raph’s bed during nightmares?#I could just see. raph wakes up and readers all against him all warm and cuddly #he goes for the sleepy morning action #but his hand knocks against Mikey’s shell and there’s like the awful dawning realization that his little bro is cock blocking him #cue Mikey waking up cuz you smell all warm and he wants action too #only for the same realization to have th both going >:[ at each other #raph gets up like fuck this I’ll be a good boyfriend I’ll go get breakfast. you want pastries doll? I'll get you fucking pastries #and Mikey’s like fuck that I’ll be a better boyfriend I’m gonna go make homemade juice #and then reader is like. wtf where are my cuddly buddies? Why is everyone so pissy this fine morning?#<- zero clue they are in the middle of a pissing contest #goes to take a morning shower and gets interrupted cuz Mikey doubles back #youngest sibling gotta take advantage of the older one being out and all that #I could just see him all annoyed halfway to the Kitchen before going *wtf am I doing* and backtracking to corner reader in the bathroom #raph drags reader back in his room and closes the door in mikey's face when he gets back with pastries #cuz personal space (nest) privileges and it was cold outside and damn it he's was a good boyfriend he deserves cuddle time #also he didn't get mikey any pastries #proceeds to show reader there's more than one way to enjoy a pastry #……… have to think about this one actually plot poly is hard #raccoon rambles

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fooltofancy · 2 months

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oh, it's fucked fucked.

#getting a call from dish like did u know everything's fucked #while dealing with one small but annoying fucked up thing #hee hee OH my god is it fucked it's so fucked i don't even know where to start #on the phone w various engineers like hi! good morning It Is Broken #'what's broken?'#all of it.#(except the fm the fm is fine.)#various engineers: ok i'll put on pants #the dish guy laughing at me as i was pulling things up going oh oh god oh no was a highlight of my morning #'good luck! hehe!!' thanks bud

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some-greatreward · 3 days

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maybe i need meds???

#knocks on skull like GOD CAN YOU JUST FUCKING EMOTIONALLY REGULATE I SWEAR TO FUCKING GOD #been swinging wildly between 'i need help' & 'im faking it' every single HOUR #the thing is. and this is the thing. my life right now is as close to perfect as i'll ever get there is literally nothing wrong #im MEANT to be HAPPY why am i UNSTABLE #im thinking meds maybe but also it's just such a pain #to book a drs appt to get put on a mental health plan to be put on a waiting list for a shrink then convince said shrink that I need meds #sounds painful #don't think I can do it...#but. ive booked a drs appt so baby steps.#but see like I booked it on wed bc I was very much going to have a breakdown at my desk then immediately felt silly on thurs morning bc #I felt fine??? then hours later I was like no. not fine actually #im going to fucking chuck #hex.txt #personal #personal posts are only on this blog bc u guys are more used to hearing me blabber bullshit than my main #does anyone wanna tell me some good news or something nice happening in their life

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lesbianneopolitan · 3 months

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#neo.txt #fine morning #tomorrow I'll continue working on commissions in the morning #disappointed with news on the new semester because I gotta curse through a class that I thought I didn't have to do #but apparently fuck art students and titles- they're not valid to cancel the class so I gotta do it again

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c-hrona · 7 months

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I just passed the last hour reading about Pa/estine and G4za, to see what happened tonight after the... what. Slaughter? Genocide? Holocaust?

I read all of these terrible news from the comfort of my own house, after a good night of sleep and warm breakfast. Now I have to stop reading because I have things to do.

But I feels so ashamed.

How the fuck are we supposed to go on in a world that is actively killing people and doesn't give a single fuck?!?

How do we keep doing things knowing that mass murders are happening always, at any time?

How can I feel like a human being when fellow human beings are dehumanized and treated like animals?!?

What the fuck is going on with humanity?!?!?

#sorry for the wave of doomness but I'm really feeling the nihilist in this fine morning #and we shouldn't!!!#we have no ficking rights to feel this way because we are not under bombs #yet the powerlessness #the anger #the shame of being in a country that support this genocide #fuck everything #delete later #when I'll feel like a human being again

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isfjmel-phleg · 2 days

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Slept for like eight hours. It was beautiful.

#random personal stuff #this is the one day of the week that I don't have morning obligations and I am going to make the most of it #I have to work this afternoon #probably fine since I'll be the only one there besides a student worker so no Nonsense #and then I have plans with a friend tonight #I kind of hope she'll cancel #for whatever reason a lot of social obligations that would normally be fun haven't been lately #and after this week I'd like some peace and quiet and not needing to perform for anyone #but whatever happens it will be fine

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