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hxpel3s5-slxxt · 5 months

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𝔚𝔥𝔢𝔫 𝔜𝔬𝔲 𝔚𝔢𝔞𝔯 ℜ𝔢𝔳𝔢𝔞𝔩𝔦𝔫𝔤 ℭ𝔩𝔬𝔱𝔥𝔢𝔰

Characters: Manjiro Sano, Ken Ryuguji, Keisuke Baji, Chifuyu Matsuno, Takashi Mitsuya, Hakkai Shiba, Kazutora Hanemiya, Nahoya Kawata, Souya Kawata, Hajime Kokonoi, Seishu Inui, Ran Haitani, Rindou Haitani, Izana Kurokawa, Sanzu Haruchiyo, Hanma Shuji

Warnings: Usage of n-word, reader is African American, toxic relationships, implied smut

This nigga Manjiro is clingy asl. Ain't nobody coming close to you.

"Let me gooo, bruh!" "Whyyy?!"

Ken would let you wear it around the house, but as soon as you try to leave, he's shutting it down.

"I don't know where you think you're going wearing that."

"The corner store?"

Girl really thought she could leave the house. Baji gon be straight up, no BS. If you lookin' extra scrumdillyumptious, he'll beat yo back out. <3

"Where you goin' with that on?" Your brother asked.

"That's what I wanna know," Baji backed him up.

Lord, have mercy. Chifuyu gon be a fiend all day for the coochie. He doesn't care about people looking your way; as long as you like it, he likes it.

"Please, (y/n), one squeeze~" "Boy, stay away from my ass."

Mitsuya be analyzing yo body. He gon take notes on how your ass jiggles and how your shirt makes your tits look bigger before deciding what to do.

"Change your shorts; they look too small."

"You've been starting at me for 30 minutes. You say that now?"

Hakkai gon let you wear it (to fuel his fantasies), but he gon be on your ass the whole time.

"DAMN, can I breathe?! Ova here, breathing all down my neck!"

"It's your fault..."

Kazutora went through your closet beforehand and put your clothes into sections.

"Hey! That's from the 'I wanna feel like a slut today' section! Not the 'I'm going to the store' section!"

"Kazu, what?"

Nahoya gon let you go where you need to, but he's coming with you. If not, he'll send Souya to watch over you. If neither can go, but you refuse to change, he'll be in a bad mood all day.

"So you had fun out cheatin'?" "Don't start."

Souya's so damn awkwardddd. He doesn't wanna seem like a perv, but he's not uninterested.

"Can I... grab it?" "Souya, it's yours?"

Kokonoi tries to bribe you into not leaving. You'll throw it back on him if the numbers are right. He'll just get whatever you need delivered.

"25k."

"Make it 100, and I'll give you a lap dance."

"Deal."

Either you change, or you're not leaving. Inui will make you put it back on for him later that night, though. <3

"Get your ass in that room and change."

"Let my sister go pop her coochie!" Your little sister defends you.

"Whatchu know about poppin' coochie?" You question, raising an eyebrow.

"Nothin'..."

No. Ran doesn't care what your reasons are. You're not leaving the house with it on. He'll throw clothes you can wear on the bed. If you still choose not to wear what he's picked out, you choose not go wherever you thought you were going.

"Bro, moooove." "Your options are laid out. Pick one or don't go."

The most you'll get away with is a sports bra and shorts. Not no booty shorts, though.

Rindou looks you up and down. "Mhmm, next time, wear a less revealing shirt."

"Boy-"

You look absolutely delicious; Izana's not gonna let you know that, though.

"You look like a cheap whore." "Fuck off."

You didn't even make it out the room before Sanzu started biting, kissing, and grabbing. Next thing you know, it's 10PM and your refrigerator is still empty. You're not, though. <3

"I didn't even make it out the damn door."

"That's the point."

Hanma wanted to give you a taste of that 'sin' and 'punishment' or whatever. Y'all could be in public, and he'd be practically dry-humping you. He don't know how to act.

"Hanma, little boy, quit playing with me."

"Just gimme 15 minutes, princess.~"

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ontochristine · 3 years

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02.01.21

Two weeks since EK’s birthdate. I had hoped to write this sooner, while things were still fresh, but I’m learning that newborn care takes a lot of attention!

To recap my labor & delivery...

My EDD was 1/29. Up until January’s Kaiser appointments, EK had been measuring a little larger so we all thought he’d come sooner. Then Jan’s appointments showed he was back on track. It was both good and disappointing news. Work picked up after the holidays and my coordinator just started, so I needed the time to catch her up and get things in order. On the flip side, at 37 going on 38 weeks, I was really uncomfortable; sleeping horribly, back hurting, eating endlessly, etc. In other words, I was ready for baby to come out asap. By mid-Jan, DK & I figured baby would come closer to his EDD, whereas before DK figured he’d come around 2 weeks early and I thought he’d come 1 week early.

Fridays became my favorite days of the week while pregnant because 1) end of work week, 2) our takeout day and 3) sleep aid night (sleeping was awful during pregnancy and the sleep aid helped me get one full night of rest). So Friday, I wound down and went to bed between 9-10pm, while DK played DOTA in the second bedroom per usual. Sat am, I woke up with a spreading warmth waist down. I thought at first maybe I had like triple the layer of blankets in that area until I felt the wetness with my hands. Then thought to myself, “Is this my water breaking?” So I started to yell for DK but he was knocked out. I waddled my way to the bathroom, stripped, washed off my body & my PJ pants. At this point, I figured, “Well who knows how urgent this is. I’ll wake up DK after I’ve called Kaiser.” So I call, they advise to come to hospital as soon as possible - but no crazy rush - and I wake up DK, who doesn’t leap to his feet but more annoyed/groggy haha. This man doesn’t like to be woken up anyway. Knowing we have time, I put on makeup (I admit it! I’m vain!), try to figure out how to stop the leaking with the limited pads I have, and start packing last few things into the hospital bag. Then I eat an apple and write Janice’s bday card (whyyy do I irrelevant things during times like this). We finally head out and because of COVID, only I walk into the hospital where I’m seen in the triage area. Since it’s so early (before 8a), the hospital is really quiet and a Korean nurse comes to see me. I count both these things as God’s hand over me :) She chatters on and on about this and that and tells me that DK should definitely bring up snacks and it’ll be a while. So I send DK to Costco and he ends up coming to the hospital around 1p, after I’ve moved to the L&D unit.

The medical staff administered pitocin around 11a (?) and from 11a-4p, we just waited for the contractions to build up. Started a new show called Cobra Kai and ate the popsicles from the hospital. ALSO important to note that I sent DK to buy snacks in the am and then we later found out once Pitocin is in my system, I can’t eat solids until baby is out. I had like 8 popsicles over the course of waiting. Anyway, come 4p, the contractions were painful enough to request the epidural and by then, I started crying from the pain. It was just like the miscarriage contractions. I think the reminder of that mc coupled with the new pain made it an emotional experience for me again. The tears wet my mask, I muffled my gasps bc of the nurses and I was embarrassed, and my mind was just blank from the pain. I don’t know how women deliver without the epidural!! With the epidural hooked up and several tubes and devices on me, the pain subsided but around 6-7p, a bunch of nurses and doctors stormed into our room saying “baby is a little grumpy so we’re gonna do XYZ”. One staff member started reading off C-section risks to me to get my verbal consent, others tried to get me into an all-fours position, while another put an oxygen mask on me. I think the oxygen mask really freaked me out. Meanwhile DK was off to the side just watching and I didn’t say anything. Eventually things calmed down, we didn’t need the C-section and DK & I agreed that some calmer context would have helped haha. We waited overnight to dilate fully and by 5am on Sunday, we were ready to go! After pushing for 5 minutes, EK was born (cone-shaped and blue) and my first words were, “What the heck!” Once we cleaned up, it hit me how freaking adorable he was. DK sent photos and messages to both families and that was that!

As the epidural wore off and the catheter removed , I was introduced to the wonderful & embarrassing world of urinary incontinence. Almost immediately, I wet myself (a lot!) and the nurses had to tend to me. Thankfully, I heard, read or watched YT videos about this so I was pretty shameless about it. Like, what can I do? I have no control! We got moved to the post partum unit before Sunday noon which was slightly smaller and there, we had a nurse or doctor check on us or EK every other hour. Going to the bathroom every three hours to prevent serious leaking was annoying and the IV became super painful, since I started to move around and hold EK. I was on email for about an hour, canceling & consolidating meetings, and crafting my final week at work message. I decided I needed one more week (even while EK was here) to transition everything smoothly and feel at peace, which is another way of saying “I know it’s unconventional but this is how I want to do things!” I finally checked my phone - not sure why, but I hated the thought of texting or holding conversations during the L&B/pp time. I think I was just exhausted. I slept so poorly with the nurses coming to check on me every hour from the night before and I was just mentally and physically off.

Come Monday am and with the prospects of going home soon, I felt better and Facetimed umma & appa. When I got wheeled Covid with EK in my arms, the nurse covered his face with the swaddle...covid things to recall years from now. Finally, we got home! And as we lifted EK out from the carseat, DK & I were both kind of amazed. “It’s like we went shopping and came back with a baby!” And the first few nights, of just me and DK, were so special. Just figuring it out. Powered by adrenaline and burning desire to do things right for our baby.

On night 2, EK’s circumcision bandaid had come undone and hung onto his skin by a thread. We didn’t know what to do, since we were told this & that about the circumcision healing process. Anyway, we decided to pull it off and EK’s cries broke me - and I’m pretty sure it tore at DK too. We knew it was already painful for EK but the sight of the swelling, bright red part + his crying was too much for these two new parents. I cried and cried and cried haha. But to conclude the whole circumcision story, after about 1 week of careful tending, he is fully and perfectly healed :)

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colorsinautumn · 6 years

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i went to bed at 3am last night lmaoo which was a bad choice because i had class today.. but after my classes i took a 3hr nap, made brownies and now am trying to drag myself out of bed to do laundry before my 10pm-12am meeting (whyyy is doing laundry so terrible it's extremely easy but also The Worst)

why the hell do you have a meeting until 12 am??? also i hate that as an adult now i literally have the plan and schedule myself to do laundry

#swiftcitybitch

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girlfriendyouneverhad-blog · 7 years

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Notes in a Jar

* which I failed to give and finish since there's no reason to.

* supposed to be, inside the jar, you will find 365 notes. Each morning you can pick one out and read it to start your day off with a smile. One a day, and you're not supposed to cheat. However, things had to end.

Anyways, I want to share what I've written.

1. Good morning JD! =) You got my heart when you cooked my favorite food: shrimp. I can still remember those times you pissed me off, and every time you do, you always send me pictures of shrimps to get my attention. I didn't know you'd really cook it for me.

2. Hi JD! Do know that it makes me feel so damn special when you carry my bag. I know it is a common gesture but somehow, I like it when you act like a gentleman.

3. JD! JD! JD! I find it really cute when you say "LAB'' meaning hug. You look like a baby when you do that.

4. Hey Mr. Sayson, I will always remember the time you went grocery with me. We pushed the cart together and sometimes you wont allow me since pa gentleman nasad ka. I also wont forget how you chose which napkin should work for me. (Modess or Sisters? HAHA)

5. Morning John, remember how they teased us when you had your Free Speech Activity? I didn't know teasing would go real eventually. :)

6. Good morning BULLY. I will never forget how you used to tease me and how I always argue with you in our chat room.

7. Hey good kisser. Let me kiss you. :* :* :* :*

8. Hello baby! :) Remember how we used to take videos while we go out? =) You have no idea how often I watch that when I miss you.

9. Hi John, do you recall that drama night when you shared why you and your girlfriend broke up? I was somehow sad it happened to you but eventually, you became mine (Temporarily) so no regrets, I guess?

10. Do you recall that night I shared how my love story went and how it failed? I was being vulnerable at that time. Didn't expect I'd share it with you but I was glad you were there to listen.

11. I can still remember your sleeping face next to me. You looked like an angel na ug mu mata, devil na. >:) HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!

12. Hello to the guy who carried 6 heavy plastic bags - left and right but wont even let me carry anything. Whyyy sooo thoughtful babylove?

13. John Derrick Sayson - my great violator. He ended up dancing in my class.

14. Hello to this one person reading right now. Hey, I wanna thank you for putting up with me. I know I can be very clingy, moody and OA but you still stayed.

15. Blessed to have a guy who can definitely change my mood from sad to happy or from happy to angry! >:) I want more of theseeeee with you!

16. Hello to the guy who held my hand while I was sleeping. Delighted to see you lying next to me. #Clingy

17. I will always remember how we sat soooo close next to each other in the jeepney. #BahalagLastripBastaFrontSeat

18. Reminded of our twinning moments in Malapascua. =) It is still funny to think how you paid attention to every little thing I say. When I asked you to wear plain white, you did. I was too careless to say that and I totally forgot I said that. But you arrived wearing your hot white shirt that highlighted your pretty face! <3

19. Hello JD, I will never forget how you made fun of my tummy, pimples, and my morning star however, it wont make feel conscious or uncomfortable when I dont wear make up or if I look haggard whenever you're around.

20. After the longest period, you became the reason why I stay up late to talk to someone over the phone.

21. You became the reason why I always check my phone even during classes.

22. You always give me a happy feeling when you visit my class after your class. =) How time flies, before, you were just a mere trainee. Now, you became a huge part of me.

23. The first and last person I think of everyday.

24. My first guy travel buddy.

25. Hello taong dagat! Do know that whenever I go to the beach, it will always remind me of you. Everyone knows I cannot swim, so I'll always look for a salbabida. You are my human salbabida, and I will always look for you.

26. My personal TIG. Tig bitbit sa bag, tig bitbit sa laptop, tig kugos, tig baba, tig picture, tig kuha but mas TIG ko. TIGUWANG <3

27. The guy who made me do the pina talikod-relationship goals. You were so cute back then. :) I love relationship goal pictures but I didnt know you'll be the one to initiate.

28. The main reason why my memory is getting low. We had a lot of pictures and videos together. Do know that I watch them all the time!

29. The guy who always got my back when feeling tipsy.

30. You are the main reason why I had to treat Donna a box of pizza!

31. I find it really cute when you call me by my name or nickname especially when I say something funny. Samoka Jesssaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!! AMAEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!

32. The guy who made me laba a guy's undies! HAHAHAHAHHAHA!

33. The guy who look absolutely cute when filled with lipstick!

34. My favorite tung-its buddy! :) I can remember how tikasan you were when we were playing cards during our Malapascua trip. Since hapit naka mapildi, you wont even tell me na padaug nasad ko! HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

35. My health conscious trainee who wouldn't allow me to drink softdrinks, who would stop me when I eat too much or who would take me away when I feel like eating a lot again.

36. You are someone who would walk with me no matter how far that walking goes..

37. The guy who would drink my beer to save me para di ko mahubog.

38. I love how comfortable you are with me. You don't mind farting or pooping even though I'm around.

39. You can make me laugh no matter how I angry or upset I am! It makes me want to kill you!

40. The first guy who took me to a skating ring (?). I can still picture out how happy you were while playing around when we were in SM Sea side.

41. I can still remember the things that you're willing to do when I was soooo upset when I cant skate the first time we went to SM Sea side. I cant imagine you checking the trash bins to check if someone threw their skating cards or patiently wait outside and ask random people if they want to go skating cause if not, you'll ask for their skating coupons instead.

HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY! Why do you have to be sa thoughtful!

42. I appreciate all honestly when you had to tell me about whats going on between us. I admire your courage of telling me how you and your ex never really settled the score about your relationship. I can see how difficult it was for you to hurt me but since you knew I deserved it, you gave it to me though it may make you appear as the bad guy.

43. It makes me laugh how you made others jealous by hugging and kissing me in front of them, especially to those who are into you.

44. I really appreciate those nights wherein my shift ends at 10pm and sometimes I have to go home around 2am and you always wake up around 1 or 2 to check if I'm already home or if I have already eaten.

45. Chowking; First kiss. I don't know whats up with you but you kissed me all of a sudden. You didn't mind even if others were staring. I would lie if I say I didn't like it.

46. One-call-away. I got drunk with my friends. I don't remember much about what happened but I was shocked to see you there. You took me home and kept me safe. You were careful when we were in the jeepney, you held me as if I'm a baby. When I got home, you made sure I'm covered in bed. Thank you for always saving me.

47. Your heartbeat is my favorite melody. Your sleepy voice is my favorite music.

48. For three years, I waited for someone to buy me a piggy stuff toy. Two other guys promised me that but you're the only person who's able to fulfill my wish. #WorthTheWait (To think it's the first time you'd be giving a stuff toy to a girl).

49. We always find each other. No matter how long we fight, fate knows how to play with us and let us see each other again.

50. After the huge argument, you still stayed and slept in our boarding house. You even helped me out in wrapping my Christmas presents. :)

51. The guy who loves to bite me! No matter where and when, he will definitely bite me. #GigilBesh?

52. Hey JD, I know everyday is a struggle whenever I'm around. I make you do things you don't usually do. And I make you feel things you don't usually feel. Sorrrrrrry!

53. My anime buddy. So far, you're the only guy who can make me stay up soooooo late just to watch anime together.

54. Hey JD, you're the only person who always demand to have my hair tied. Knowing how much you love tangkugo, I'm afraid you will just bite me! >:))

55. Why do you always love teasing me? Hihihi I will always remember how you say things that could embarrass me or could piss me off just to see how I would react.

56. Baby talking has always been a part of me and I'm happy when you also do it even though you don't like it. HAHAHAHAHAH I can be contagious sometimes.

57. Hey JD, since I became close with you, I want to grow old with you. Who would have thought 'Kasama Kang Tumanda' will become our theme song? HAHAHAHA

58. It amazed me how you could recognize my scent. You always say 'hala baho ni Jessa' when you find something that's mine. You when when I wear your clothes cause my scent is there.

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