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professionalidiot32 · 3 months

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the beginning of indigo disk in a nutshell

it felt right to draw them like this, this meme fits them so well. idc if it’s old and not that funny anymore i had to draw it or i would’ve exploded 😊😊

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beeduoo · 16 days

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wonderful

#there is a ranboo that goes withthis but i didn't like how he was looking imma restart from scratch tmrw😭😭#ctubbo #michael beloved #ctubbo fanart #Guys you have no idea what i went through today like it wa fucking crazy i need to share this #so i went to the mall after school right and im going home at like 8 on the train with my friend bc i was supposed to be picked up ay her #stop right but then im told to just go to my stop and take the bus and im like ok sure but the problem is my phone is on SEVEN PERCENT and w #hen i get to the stop my moms like u have money for the bus right and im like ueah and i check and i have NO MONEY #BUT I DIDNT TELL HER ANUTHING BC I DIDNT WANT HER TI GET MAD BC I KNEW SHE WOUDKNT WANT ME TO WALK ALL THE WAY HOME AT NIGHT (FOURTY BLOCKS #So im like ok im getting on the bus now my phone is on four percent i have to WALK HOME allll that way and there's this crazy ass upward hi #ll that's like ten blocks long ITS NOT EVEN THAT BAD but like my mom thinks im on the bus so im trying to speed walk as fast as i can and i #RAWDOGGED it too because MU PHONE WAS GOING TO IDE!!!!#I made it home at two percent U guys i was so proud of myself thank u for listening #IM SO MAD IT WOUKDVE BEEN OKAY IF I WASNT IN A RUSH And also if i had music uggghhh Whatever #I bought this really cute skirt at garage hold on let me find it #lexi pleated skort color Navy blue ITS SOOOO CUTE got some new leg warmers too yesss....#I NEED TO DOWNLOAD THE TRANSIT APP i woukdve been able to attach my apple pay and buy the stupid ticket if my phonewasnnt #too dead to do al that...#Guys always make sure u carry cash with yiu goodbye

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fitzrove · 17 days

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[shaking and biting] but what does it MEAN. what does it SAY what is the THEME

#akkdlflf i watched this long lecture video abt austrian national identity and the researcher said 'the austrians are quite adept at #selling the austro hungarian monarchy back to tourists incl ones from former parts of the empire... but even in the imperial nostalgia they #don't want back multilingualism or multiculturalism or any of what it actually was'#(it was a lot abt the way in which austria deals with orban's hungary in and after the 2015 refugee crisis)#ajskgldo and that just made me think about... how pointless some things feel. both in fiction and in academic research #you CAN say meaningful things about almost any topic and with almost any argument! but in some strands of history trying to 'uncover events'#with no exploration of the context and what it all MEANS and what the things we think about it mean #is the most prevalent and popular type of research :/ like there's a reason i overrely on hamann's bio of rudolf because her central thesis #is that he wasnt a crazy murderer but someone with a forward-thinking political vision that went as far as suggesting a sort of 'proto-EU'#among other things #so like. she is looking at what it all MEANS!!!#and like. my favourite todolf fanfics are also like that 😂😭 perhaps not abt politics but about suffering and power dynamics and guilt #same for original fiction. i'm never happy if a book i'm reading isnt saying something #or then again - this is more personal pickiness but. they should also be saying something NEW AND INTERESTING #a lot of the time. sometimes if you have a fave trope you can just enjoy it over and over #but idk even tropey stuff can say things #ajlsldkfkf i'm just so tired of kitsch in all its forms and also of bad science

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trans-xianxian · 8 months

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took my adderall and finally decorated the wall I've been meaning to for Months :^)

#the three shelves w the leaves were already there but everything else I put up today 😌#the moon poster was somewhere else but I'm gonna put my pin board where it was :O #if you're wondering why one of my shelves is almost completely empty. I'm saving it for wwx figure 😭#its crazy how when you take the meds prescribed to you to help you focus and stay motivated you..... focus and stay motivated 🤔#I went off my adderall for truly no reason at all and haven't been able to go back on it #because it fucks w my appetite so bad the first few days #and I need to like. eat properly to be at work and everything #so I figured now when I'm off for a month and can have weird eating habits and be a lil hungry #is the perfect time to get reacclimated to it #anyway. decorations make serotonin go 📈#ghost posts #image

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lfcrobbo · 2 months

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okay second date done. i think i should have figured out i wasn't that into him on the first date when i kept thinking oh i think you would be a good match for my roomie.

#idk if they'd vibe obviously but they are VERY similar and he checks a lot of boxes that she's looking for😭#hopefully he's on the same page as me that we're better suited as friends and then i can casually be like haha do u wanna go on a date with #my roomie instead.......#anyway. i'm glad i went a bit crazy on thursday it was definitely a decent date experience and i had a lot of fun #i don't remember if i told my roomie that we kissed & that it was a bad kiss. this might complicate my wingwomaning... we'll see #marth.txt

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mebiselfandi · 3 months

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I have insane cramps rn and just saying if my brother was here I wouldn’t feel any better but at least he would’ve ‘coincidentally’ made flapjacks for breakfast

#no cause when I think about it it’s so crazy like #only my brother could understand #like we have other siblings but none of them understand the extent to which our parents were insane #like he does says shit and does things where I’m left thinking that’s not normal and you’re deeply traumatized #but it makes me feel better cause I do the same things too #like yeah we both crazy #I’ll never forget when me and my brother were driving around town with his girlfriend #and we were laughing talking about our childhood #he he laughs and says how our mum used to lock the freezer and the pantry every day before she went to work #which is by far the least bad thing she’s done #but I was just looking at my brother like do you even realize that’s not normal babe😭#stop kekeing for a second and deep what you actually just said #and his girlfriend was like 😃😟😰#but anyway my brother has gone to war (he got a 12 hour shift job) when will he return I miss him (it’s his turn to cook I’m tired)

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fluent-bilingual · 3 months

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even if the world is burning it is still worth living in even if the world is burning it is still worth living in even if the world is burning it is still worth living in even if the world is burning it is still worth living in even if the world is burning it is still worth living in even if the world is burning it is still worth living in even if the world is burning it is still worth living in

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allofuswantgwinam · 4 months

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random but like 2 months ago my mom saw this video of this mom and daughter that would cuddle and like one of those touchy families ig and me and her do not and never have done that. Well this woman came to me after she saw it and was like talking about how she felt like maybe she wasn’t affectionate enough and I was like “no please. do not cuddle with me, i like how we are” and this bitch said “good, me too. but it just made wonder if you felt that way” 🤣🤣🤣 she’s so funny. i told her either way it’s too late now, i don’t even like when my friends are touchy with me most the time either but if i love you enough i will tolerate it 🤣🤣

#unless you’re my person i don’t wanna be touched 😭😭#like my aunt is really touchy so when’s e went to Disney it was driving me crazy!!!!#but I love her so much so I just let it happen 🤣🤣#I was dying inside tho #idk why #I realized this about myself a couple years ago actually #bc I have a friend that has trauma so she’s like ‘absolutely not’#but i don’t necessarily have trauma but I hate it #but most the time I won’t say it unless idc about you #🤣🤣#idrk why but I wanna know why I feel this way lol #cause my dad is affectionate and I would be like ‘no’ and he’d be like ‘you’re my kid idc I do what I want’ maybe that’s why #bc he didn’t respect my boundaries shocker #he not gross tho #I feel like that sounded bad but I’m talkin like a hug and kisses on the cheek etc #been meaning to rant about him actually bc he kinda been irritating #by that I mean I’m realizing a lot of things and it makes me kind of mad at him

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maddy-ferguson · 4 months

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my brother called me for christmas and i didn't recognize him because he has a deep voice now very much felt like killing myself when he said "this is [his name and my little sister's name] btw" at the end of the voicemail

#i was like is this a wrong number is this a prank because it's not particularly funny it's most likely a wrong number because i literally #don't know any random man who would be calling me for christmas #this is crazy #he's 12 and a half. 12 and 3/4 actually. so ig that tracks (yeah) but like #crazy #i haven't seen him or my little sister or my stepmother who isn't my stepmother anymore in 4 years because i HATED going to my dad's it was #the bane of my existence from 2009 to 2019 and i loved my brother and my little sister i loved seeing them but i don't regret the fact that #i stopped going even if it means i no longer have a relationship with them and only talk on our birthdays or i guess on christmas #like it does make me sad and when i considered not going anymore before i actually stopped i always thought about them and about how much i #loved them and i do miss them and hate the fact that idk we were only close for the first 8 years of my brother's life and 6 years of my #little sister's life but at the end of the day...it's like with my dad not having that substantial of a relationship with him (i see him a #few times a year for like a couple hours tops and like we talk but we don't TALK but we're not on bad terms we talk more now than we did #when i went to his house semi-regularly for the weekend) makes me sad but i can just. not think about it. and then i'm not sad lmao. like #yeah i'll have dreams about it (not as much as i used to) because it is a thing that is always going on with me but it's NOTHING compared #to what going there was like like i thought about it SO MUCH it made me SO MISERABLE and like actively miserable this is easier to deal #with. passively miserable. but not recognizing my brother's voice was crazy #i always call my little sister my little sister and i don't say that with my brother because i have another sister and she's ALSO my little #sister but not as little😭 like my sister: my sister who's 18 my little sister: my sister who's 10. my dad forbid us from saying half-#sibling🙏#and like i say: brf slt

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zhuhongs · 5 months

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mouuu channnnn

#we ALL COULDVE BEEN 好朋友 BUT NOOOO. I HATED MYSELF SO BAD AND SCARED OFF THE HOESSSS 😭😭😭😭😭#its okay. im doing better now but fuckkkkk does it hurt....#it was this time last year i took two buses to get udon to find out the place went out of buisness and cried my eyes out bc i was so sad and #alone and i wanted that udon sooo bad #man... thats crazy. now I'm just an insurance agent

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yoohyeontual · 9 months

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Hi friends, I have a question. Did any of you with anxiety ever experience numbness in your arms and legs ?

#also in the face !!!#not like complete loss of sensation but like itching or like loss of sensation but that you still can move normally #I have no idea how to say it in English #my doctor things in may be anxiety and if it is this I’ll be both relieve and furious bdjsbsjs #thinks*#i went to hospital and was there all night but they haven’t found anything wrong #now that I was told everything is fine I’m way less stress about this but I still feel a bit numb in my face and legs #I Hope it’s just anxiety and nothing bad but god I’m so stressed out all of the time what if I’m like that forever 😭😭😭#it’s been 1 week and I’m so tired 😭#at least it’s less bad than it was I barely feel it at time #but at least the doctor said he would refer me to an organisation where I could get diagnosed without paying something I just hope it won’t #take forever* cause last time I asked for help it took a year I got through d*pression on my own 💀#I never heard about this symptom so I’m curious ! they say it’s like the blood not circulating correctly cause of the stress #it’s fascinating but god it’s annoying fjsbdjs #the last 2 weeks were exhausting my body went fucking crazy out of a sudden #wish me luck 😭 Jbdjsbsj #I have to see my family doctor again Wednesday I hope she’ll have good news for me or it will just stop soon fjsbdjbd #alex.txt

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zaiinab · 10 months

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#guys im like so scared #so like a week ago my 1 year old cousin she fell and got a huge glass stuck in her hand #like it went thru so deep.#and u know she went hosp etc they stitched it and she’s had a bandage on #but she’s literally been fine???? like it’s crazy how normal she was being after getting hurt so bad #she’s literally an angel mashallah #but she wasn’t putting her ring and pinky finger up #like they were completely down all week and her mum was like she seems fine idk what to do #so she went to change the bandage yesterday and they were like u need to go to this big hospital immediately bc her fingers aren’t moving up #and smth to do w her nerves #they’ve been in the hospital since yesterday 10pm and just came back now #i haven’t slept all night bc i was so worried man #and she has to have a op tomorrow :(((#my little baby i love her so bad she’s everything to me i feel so scared for her wtf #she’s literally my little bestie 😭😭 u know when a kid runs to u whenever they see u…that kind ☹️

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cloneboywonder · 11 months

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I said “oh swag ?” to a cashier at the mall today 😭

#I went shopping w my mom and it was very fun even tho I feel like I take advantage of the fact that she likes to spend money #every time she got me smth I’d get like money or gift cards and get her to take them 😭#traded a 50 dollar gift card I got from a customer group for 2 bras I almost gutted myself over trying on #and I traded a Starbucks gift card for stuff from lush but we went crazy in there #the girl helping us was so cute every time I was like omg this smells so good she would take it and be like okay I’ll get you a sample #to take home :-) GIRL I DONT WANT TO GET YOU IN TROUBLE 😭#I hope lush girls make commission on sales she deserves it #and then we went and got a shower shelf thing I needed it so bad and then we went to her house and picked up my brother and got food #and I paid for all of it bc my mom spent too much on me and my brother is unemployed 💀#and then I cried on the way home bc someone hit a cat :-( like almost had to pull over sobbing but I didn’t I powered through 🥴#and then I immediately went home and tried to out my shelf up and got mad so my dad helped me dear god I am begging to become independent #so then I cleaned and changed sheets and took the best everything bc shower in the world #and I think we get to cook at summer school tomorrow I love being able to do fun stuff w my students #I wish I got to **** ** ***** but that’s okay I will soon I love being delusional #I love everyone I love people I love my friends I love you #I love my personal diary #my posts

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lesbianlenas · 11 months

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ok it’s actually funny & i’m laughing. but i forget how traumatized i am from my d*d until i know he’s going to yell at me and then i am like ohhhhh god i am so mentally ill lmfaoooo 😭😭😭😭

#michelle speaks #telling him im going to law school tomorrow if i never post again it’s bc he k worded me 🤪#anyway i am just sitting here staring at the wall absolutely going crazy w picking at my nails i do not have nails anymore 😭#i couldn’t even put on music i went to turn some on to hopefully make me feel better & i couldn’t i just sat in silence for 10 mins #and now that i turned on a song i keep having to pause it bc i’m like no i need to be anxious in silence #i am like full on rocking that’s when it’s bad……that’s the trauma really setting in lmfao 😭😭😭#i am the only person on the planet who has a trauma response to the idea of telling my dad i got a full scholarship to law school 🙄#i wish i didn’t care 😭😭😭 that is all sorry for trauma dumping i love you tumblr followers ❤️

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chelleisamazing · 1 year

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So I'm currently talking to this guy I met on tinder and right off the bat he's soooo cute it made me think it was catfish but he proved he's not and I was baffled-- until he sent me a voice message and omfg he has THE hottest voice EVER?! It's so raspy and deep literal liquid sex and he says he wants to meet but I'm hundreds of km away out on vacation the entire week and he told me after I returned we would go out but I'm panicking because everytime I'm in this situation we never end up going on said date aaaa

#and it's SO rare to find a guy like this on t*nder istg 💀💀💀 specially in latinamerica it SUCKS #i have THE worse timing with dates i ACTUALLY want to have #this has happened to me three times already PLEASE GOD 💀#though maybe its not so bad bc I have the flu and I'm also on my period so 🤷‍♀️#I'll be better and ready to go next week #just hoping he still wants to 🙃 because atp im kinda desperate for some good di--#talking to myself dont mind me #i already rambled about this to my friends' group chat but #tumblr is my diary and im venting #my friends also went crazy when i gorwarded his voice message btw ITS SO HOT 😭✨️#stuff

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lyekisses · 2 years

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having one one of those days where the least bizarre thing that happened to me was seeing josh peck

#nice dude no complaints about him #i feel bad bc it was hot as balls in my work today #then when i was about to leave work a girl broke her arm #so i had to stay and call security to bring emts and then call my manager who of course had left to go see his baby (mama 🙄)#which THATS a crazy ass story too #BUT ANYWAYS #i waited for him to get there…finally making my escape….almost to the parking lot bc bestie is driving me home….#i hear a voice say ‘emma?’#so i turn around and…ITS MY BEST FRIEND FROM THE FIFTH GRADE #who i haven’t seen in probably a decade or more????#she’s looking all cute of course (her family was v rich and didn’t particularly like me💀) meanwhile im like sweaty and disgusting #she told me she’s visiting her boyfriend they’re going to the movies im like…oh a girl just broke her arm at my work #which….a mistake bc ik she is literally becoming a rocket scientist rn im working my sad job in the mall #choosing to believe she thinks this is my side hustle and that im not a total loser lollllll #just insane like we went to school together in PENNSYLVANIA and then she went to a private school so we grew apart #so why is she in my fucking mall 😭😭😭

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