#i was 13 skfkfj
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Thinking about how one time at church, this girl who always asked how I was doing once told me that I couldn't say "tired" anymore and had to give her a "real" response. Almost casually told her I wanted to kill myself
#i was 13 skfkfj#idk what happened but im pretty sure my beat friend interrupted and answered the question for me (thank god for her)#i was so depressed back then but then when people noticed i just *shocked pilachu face*#oh god autistic memories are coming back to me now#i also had multiple people try to ask me if i 'wanted to talk outside' and such and me being a dumbass i always either said 'no'#or said yes but didnt know it was an interrogation. i just thought they wanted to talk outside cause it was nice out#in my defense it WAS nice out and i didnt want to go outside sooo#theyd be like 'sooo hows it going' and id be like 'what are you actually asking me :3' but not really cause i didnt know#that people werent saying what they meant back then#it was a very confusing time for all of us#lmao i was purposely obtuse other times thougj#friend asked to see my wrist (IN THE FUCKING CROWDED YOUTH ROOM?? girl ily but get some manners and common sense)#and i just. showed her the wrist i didnt have scars on yet lol#then later she physically forced my sleeve up to see the other arm 🥲 and she wasnt even nice after. anyways were not friends now
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