#i wanna just go run on the threadmill tomorrow and i'm still shitting myself lmao
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if i beat my gym anxiety this year i will literally be unstoppable
#all i can do is classes bc i'm terrified to go alone and i'm in a new gym bc i went back to my hometown :(((#i wanna just go run on the threadmill tomorrow and i'm still shitting myself lmao#and weightlifting?? nah i'm terrified. i wanna do it so bad but i'm genuinely scared shitless#as soon as i see those jacked up dudes in the weights section i wanna run for the hills#yes i know no one cares. yes i know there are tutorials. i'm still too scared#it's frustrating bc i just feel that there's a straight#male inside me with anger issues whose only fixture is lifting weights jfkdghkdf#AND I WANNA UNLEASH HIM!! + i haven't been the same since megan said 'when i'm in the gym thinking of all the bitches that i'm shitting on'#i even had a pt at one time for a bit but she made me do mostly cardio so i don't know how tf to use any machines ๐ญ#imma start hairstyling classes soon and i just wanna have a lil routine go to the gym in the morning do my classes and that's it#.txt
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