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#i never want to become someone who moans about algorithms and guilts for likes and yet here we are
wild-at-mind
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I crave validation so strongly. I wish I could help everyone in the world and yet I am unable to help myself.
#this website is constantly telling me that trying to help myself with mental health is some sort of bougie indulgance and insulting to gaza
#and it's a quick jump from there to thinking the same about trying to access transition
#and from there it's my life is meaningless and my suicide would be celebrated if i put the right post on twitter before
#tw suicide
#i feel like the obvious thing to do is quit tumblr and stop encountering these messages- but i have nowhere else i feel
#i can talk about the ugliest parts of myself
#and recently i put an artwork on instagram that i worked on for 15 months and it got 7 likes and i'm fucking destroyed by that
#i genuinely can't tell you how upset
#but i know that's not healthy- i should be able to like and feel proud of my work no matter how many people press a thing
#or see it in the first place- we all know its algorithm that does it
#i never want to become someone who moans about algorithms and guilts for likes and yet here we are
#leaving instagram would seem the obvious solution but i need that validation so badly
#i don't even want to make art my job ever! i'll be doing it no matter what i just want people to like it and like me
#to think i am someone worthwhile
#i don't understand why i'm like this i have no good reasons i have never lacked for love in my life
#and yet i can't feel it
#i hate myself
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